Hey guys surprised to see me again😆😆 me too mera studies ka frustration nikalne ka ek hi tareeka hai Swaron ke story likhna...and i dunno y this track is making me go crazy (im loving it)... mujhe chappal padenge par i have always love the painful tracks of Swaron... i just cant help but imagine stuff...i have already written an OS on this track but this is another longer version of break up track. This song is so apt for the situation pls listen to it. This is gonna be a two or three shot not more than that. Iam not able to decide a name for it pls suggest a name for the two shot...this chapter i have named it...pls read and feed back dena...and jo bhi res karega jaldi unres karna 😕😕 And thanks a lot for response on Winning my love back OS...it means a lot...to me thank u so much guys..😊..loud speakers on...and i want to dedicate it to harshi...i want her to get well soon..pls pray for her...
P.S: guys pls yeh bhi feed back dena ki mera sab works ek jaise lag raha hai kya...i want to know...😕😕
~~~Chayi Hai Tanhaaye~~~
"Nahi Sharon"
"Hamare raaste alag hona hi dono ke sahi hai..."
Sharon's heart was beating faster as she heard those words from Swayam. He has changed.His cold behaviour...his words...his emotion less expressions... scared her to the hell. Somehow she gathered somemore courage and spoke
"I don't care Swayam...mein jaa rahi hun sab ko batane..."
He harshly pulled her towards himself and pinned her to the door and scremed
"Nahi...matlab nahi...i don't even want memories of us haunting me...i don't want anything Sharon...not you or ur love...nothing..ab...Mujhe bas apni life jina hai.apni terms pe..."
Sharon was seeing this Swayam after so long... she saw this side of him before when they had a fight in abandon corridor...never again... a lone tear made way through her eyes as he spat the words in anger.
Finally Sharon could stare into his eyes...which are conveying same amount of love which she used to see as always...love which Swayam is trying to cover with his cold behaviour and harsh words...They stood like that staring into each other's eyes..conveying lot of unsaid words...
"How can you not find love in these eyes Swayam" thought Sharon
Swayam moved away as he felt himself melting into deep ocean of emotions her eyes are conveying...he moved back and turned and was about to go...
Sharon lost her cool...Why the hell is he lying...when his eyes convey so much of love for her...She went and pulled him to turn back and face her
"Apni life jiyoge...Apni life...mere bina...kiske saath...kisi aur ladki ke saath?? Bolo...ha...bolte kyun nahi?? bolo"
She kept pushing him anger...how can he even think of living without her...
He has held her hands tightly to stop her...and said sternly...
"Kyun..nahi ho sakti mere life mein dusri ladki?? Agar mujhe right ladki milti hai...ha mein usse zaroor apni life mein leke aunga... "
Chhayi hai tanhaai, kyun naa jaane
Saza yeh kyun hai payi, kaun naa jaane
Sooni hai raahein, sooni hai baahein
Sooni nigaahein, jisko hai kho jaana
Woh milta hi kyun hai
Dil ko hai murjhana, toh khilta hi kyun hai
Jisko hai kho jaana, woh milta hi kyun hai
Dil ko hai murjhaana, toh khilta hi kyun hai
Fresh set of tears made way from her eyes as he released her from his grip and left from the class room. Sharon sank down to the floor as her dreams got shattered at the very moment. All her hopes...all her dreams... all of them got crashed. Never in these years however were situations Swayam was always with her...even if he was angry with her he never even looked at or thought of anyone else...for the first time... he wanted to go away...far away from her...he doesn't even want to give them a chance...not even once... Sharon kept crying cuddling to herself...nothing is helping her...she felt as if every way is closed ... She cannot even imagine a moment without Swayam in it. He went away leaving her alone forever.
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Swayam came out in anger and frustration, new Swayam Shikhawat who has stopped listening to his heart. He came out fast yelling at her things which has he never thought of. Somewhere he couldn't see her go through all this. But this is the correct way for both of them.
"Dusri ladki...???"
He questioned himself...
Sharon... she is the only woman he has ever thought of or he can think of...He cannot give his heart to anyone else...
"Na tum...na koi aur Sharon...i don't need anyone...it will be only me...mujhe kisi ke saath nahi cahiye apni life mein...ab aur nahi Sharon...ab se mere zindagi...mere hisaab se chalegi..."
He went to rehearsal hall to vent out his frustration
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Simmi was searching for Sharon all the way. Sharon met her in the morning but she has not seen Sharon from that time. She tried calling Sharon but she was not picking. She was passing by one of the empty class rooms she heard Sharon's ringtone as she was calling her.
Simmi: Sharon ka ringtone...Sharon yaha kya rahi hai...
She peeped into the class room just to find Sharon cuddling to herself and crying badly...Simmi got a shock of herself and she rushed to Sharon
Simmi: Sharon...Sharon..kya hua...
Sharon saw Simmi all tensed she went and hugged her tightly and started weeping badly.
Simmi couldn't understand what to do. She has never seen Sharon like that. Never in their 7yrs of friendship ...she has never seen Sharon in such a vulnerable state. Simmi couldn't make out y Sharon was crying. Seeing Sharon like that got tears in her eyes.
Simmi: Sharon babes...kya hua hai..Sharon...listen to me...
On not getting reply from Sharon...Simmi forcefully broke the hug and shook Sharon...
Simmi: Sharon...pls pls calm down...kya hua hai...pls...nahi tho Asthma attack aa sakta hai...pls
Sharon: Aane do Simmi...let it come...let me die...i don't even want live...
Simmi: Sharon pls...aisa mat bolo...kya hua...pls tell me...
Sharon: sab kuch khatam ho gaya...sab kuch...mere dreams...mera happiness...i don't have anything...now...i just hate myself...
Simmi: kya khatam hua...Sharon...pls don't cry sab kuch teek ho jayega...
Sharon:Teek hone ke liye kuch nahi bach ahai simmi...sab kuch khatam ho gaya...sab kuch...
Sharon: Swayam...Swayam... he has left me forever...
Simmi was shocked to know to see Sharon crying for Swayam after what all she said after the announcement room fiasco...Everytime she feels that something is brewing between Swayam and Sharon something or the other happens which makes her rubbish all the facts...
Simmi: Swayam?? Par tum dono...
Sharon: We are a couple... We We...were a couple...meri galti ...thi...i have insulted Swayam...he has broke up with me...mujhe koi relation nahi rakhna chahta hai...he wants to move on...
Simmi couldn't help but cry as Sharon kept weeping...She couldn't understand how to console Sharon...She let her cry hugging her...listening to her talks between her sobs...
Simmi prayed to god to set things between Swayam and Sharon alright.
After long when Sharon got drained of tears and energy she has stopped weeping...she lied resting her head on the French window staring in blank,...
Simmi: Sharon...i i...dunno...
Sharon: don't babes...mere saath sympathise mat karo...i don't even deserve it...
Simmi: nahi Sharon trust me sab kuch teek ho jayega...chalo utto yaha se...class chalte hai u will feel better...
Sharon: nahi babes...mujhe kahi nahi jaana...
Simmi: acha class nahi tho ghar chalte hai utto...pls chalo utto...
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Dekho dekho zara, haye kya tha kya ho gaya
Haye tum meharbaan thay hum shadma the
Mehki thi dil ki waadiyan
Ho ho chahat bhari woh aankhein, ras mein doobi woh baatein
Kho gayi jaane kahan
Palkon ke thay jo saaye, kyun ho gaye paraye
Kyun aa gayi dooriya'n
For days things went on the same way. Swayam has royally ignored Sharon in every way possible. Sharon was forbidden to say about their relation to anyone. She couldn't help but share it with Simmi...even Rey dint give her any support. Sharon felt as if someone was poking her with needles all the time whenever she saw Swayam behave coldly with her. He doesn't even give her a chance to talk to him alone in person. It has become a daily routine for her to go and cry all night.
There was a drastic change in personalities of Swayam and Sharon after the incident. Swayam has become a rude and straight forward person who will not take a single word against him. He was no longer the person who would himself before hurting anyone else. He has become person who will act only according to his brain. Meanwhile Sharon has become a silent person. She never spoke or got involved with any activities going on in the college. She just kept to herself all the day. No interest in dressing up or make up...nothing...anyone who saw her can tell that she has been crying all along. She always sat on the seat diagonally opposite to Swayam stealing glances of him or may be staring at him all along...waiting to receive a glance or a smile back ...but she never got one...
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Swayam was cleaning his locker room..he found the gift and all the wrappers he has kept in it...He held it in hand ...which for a moment has reminded him of the all the moments they have shared ... a lone tear escaped from his eye.. Just then his brain reminded him of his promise to himself. His brain told him to throw it the dustbin and have peace of life...but his heart argued the other way...finally after so much of thought process he kept everything back and went off from the locker room...
Rey was about to enter the locker room he saw Swayam standing with a gift...he understood it was Sharon's gift..he hid himself to see what he was doing...he saw him having tears in his eyes... and finally he kept everything back...Rey hid himself as Swayam made his way out of locker room.
Rey smiled to himself..
"Apne sacha pyar ko bhulna itna aasan nahi hai Swayam.."
He has thought something and even he went out of the locker room.
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It was daily routine for Sharon to go through all the memories...gifts ...reviving all the moments she spent with Swayam...all the pictures all the gifts make her smile for a moment and make her cry at the same moment thinking of their present condition.
Sharon stopped her car infront of Swayam's house. It was late in the night. She just opened the gate went inside and looking at the bicycle...she touched it ..it always held a special place in her heart...no other vehicle how much ever costly it is can take its place... she remembered the chai date they went for...tears made way through her eyes...she came out..closed the gate...looking at the closed window of Swayam's room... she walked out ...wiping her tears...she sat in the car and drove back to her home. She got down two lanes before her house ...looking at the empty road..the same road where they used to walk holding each other's hand...their rain dance...their jogging date...she got down the car and started walking on the road...crying...thinking of their relationship...
After a long time she returned to home to find Simmi waiting for her.
Looking at her condition Simmi couldn't say anything even though she was angry on her for not picking her calls. She went and hugged her...made her go inside...praying to god to please end all these...
Simmi made Sharon sleep and she settled herself on other side of bed. Finally Sharon has slept off after draining all her energy in crying...
"Mujhe Rey se baat karni hogi..." Simmi thought and she slept off...
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Jisko hai kho jaana, woh milta hi kyun hai
Dil ko hai murjhana, woh khilta hi kyun hai
Jis ko hai kho jaana, woh milta hi kyun hai
Dil ko hai murjhana, woh khilta hi kyun hai
Sooni hai raahein, sooni hai baahein
Sooni nigaahein, chhayee hai tanhayi
Kyun na jaane, saza yeh hai kyun payi, kaun jaane...
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