It has been three months from that incident. Swayam was a changed man. His only focus was Dance. Whenever he missed her or he felt pain...he just danced, danced and just danced...he tried to divert his mind in every possible way. He has made it a point not to get effected by Sharon ...if effected he has decided that he will not show it...but everyday memories of their relationship haunted him. He disint have strength and courage to think about them or their relationship once again. It was painful to see her do all this for him...painful for him to stop himself from supporting her...painful to stop himself to let go all the inhibitions...but this pain was nothing compared to the pain which he faced when she denied their relationship and insulted their love. He has no guarantee that he will never face this pain again. So he didn't want to take a chance with his feelings and emotions anymore by trusting Sharon.
Pain would be a word of small magnitude to describe the feeling Sharon was going through these months. It is always easy to convey your emotions to that person who is unaware of it. But it is really difficult to convey them to a person who acts as if the person is unaware of it. It was very painful to face Swayam with the guilt...guilt of destroying the beautiful world which they were building. But Sharon never gave up hope. She was just hoping that all these will have some impact on him...some where she could melt his heart...one or the other day he will give her a chance...will give them a chance again...
In these three months Sharon has never failed to express her love to Swayam. If not anything gang understood that Sharon was interested in Swayam while whole college kept telling something or the other about them. One thing which disturbed Swayam was that he couldn't hear anyone speaking ill of Sharon. But he couldn't do anything about it. Whenever he tries to have a conversation about this her answers disturbed him more. The more he tried to be firm..not focussing on her she made it more and more difficult for him to do it.
But this feeling of expressing true love was bliss for Sharon. Seeing him smile or happy gave her immense pleasure which she has never experienced before.
Days passed by ...Gang exploring for new opportunities...training themselves for new challenges...Swayam being more focussed on dance and studies...Sharon focussing on Swayam...Rey still upset with Sharon...
It was Rey's birthday. Swayam has planned everything and made sure that everything was implemented properly. Sharon came to help him. She was always behind him helping him with one or other.
They have surprised Rey and wished him. They have enjoyed partied till late. Gang has made Rey and Aashi dance. After that they have sat chit chatting...and decided to play truth or dare...
Everyone were enjoying the game making each other spill their dirty secrets and making each other do funny dares. Swayam got a call from someone and he excused himself and went to attend call.Just then bottle turned pointed towards Sharon and Rinni had to give her truth or dare...
Rinni: truth or dare??
Sharon: kuch bhi chalega...
Rinni: soch lo...sharon...phir mujhse mat kehna..
Sharon: soch liya...
Rinni: chalo...dare... aasan sa hi. Dunga ...go hug the person you love most in room...
Rinni simply gave this dare to Sharon thinking that Sharon will hug her or Simmi or Rey...
Sharon got shocked for a second...she saw Swayam talking to someone turning her back towards her..she slowly stood up went and hugged him tightly...
Swayam was startled as he felt someone hugging him...it didn't take him much time to register that it was Sharon...her hug made him go through all the intimacy they have shared... he turned around breaking the hug... he found two eyes staring at him conveying lots and lots of love for him...her eyes...emoting her pain..her longing for him...he broke the eye contact before he got lost in her eyes..he turned to see the gang gaping at them ..He just left from there without saying anything leaving Sharon behind...
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After her indirect confession of her love for Swayam infront of gang,Sharon made more attempts to win Swayam's heart...Gang wondered about the ironic situation as on how Swayam was behind Sharon...and now how tables have turned and how Sharon was making attempts to win Swayam's heart.
Swayam has never insulted her like she used to do. His silence was killing her more than anything else. Sometimes she used to sit and cry and somehow gather courage to face him again in the morning..
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It was time for dance fest in the college. Everyone was very busy in making arrangements and dance performances. Being the host St.louis has to perform some routines.Gang sat and has decided on who all will perform what all routines. One group dance and one duet.
Rey: yaar group performance ka tho ho jayega par duet ka kya kare...
Vicky : ha yaar...har saal ki tarah is saal bhi faadu honi chahiye...sirf 10 din baaki hai fest ke liye...
Rey: hmm...kaun kar sakte hai...who ever does it...partner work ach honi chahiye...chemistry honi chahiye..tabhi tho impact padega...
Nilesh: you are right...
They broke their heads out finally everyone signalled towards Swayam and Sharon.
Swayam: nahi hum koi duet nahi karenge...sorry mein ready nahi hoon...
Sharon: mujhe koi problem nahi hai...infact...im happy...
Swayam: but im not...Rey aur koi karlo...im not gonna do it...
Rey: par Swayam...
Swayam: pls Rey...
He was about to go...
Sharon: let him be rey...i know y he is not dancing...
Swayam stopped and turned around...
Swayam: what do u mean...ha
Sharon: simple si baat hai...that you will get affected by all these...
Swayam: really now... tum ach tarah se jaanti ho ki you don't effect me anymore...
Sharon: agar nahi hai tho...dance karne mein problem kyun hai??
Swayam: Its my personal choice...
Sharon: your personal choice of hiding the effect of us dancing together...
Swayam:Ok fine dance karu tho tumhe prove ho jayega na...Rey im in...
Sharon gave a happy grin to her self...looking at the gang who stood baffled with Sharon's tactics for winning his heart...
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Ten days were left for dance fest and their final performance. These ten days were very important to Sharon as for the first time in so many months she gonna be with Swayam. She is gonna be close to him...she is gonna dance with him...she has decided to make use of the rehearsal to remind him of the all the happy moments they have shared.She was excited for the next day.
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Sharon woke up early to see someone waiting in her room for her to wake up...
Sharon: papa...aaap..yeh sapna hai kya...
GRP: no dear...mein aaya hu yaha...i was missing u by darling...tho chale aya...
Sharon: OMG papa...u are here really...OMG
She went and hugged her dad...after so many day she was happy...she has always missed her dad...she didn't know y she felt like crying huggin him ...
GRP: kya hua beta y are u crying??
Sharon: nahi papa kuch nahi...i missed you so much..
GRP: chalo breakfast karte hai...
As they were having breakfast...
GRP: Sharon tum teek ho beta...
Sharon: ha papa...im all good...
GRP: nahi pata nahi...seeing u u don't look fine to me...
Sharon: no papa im all good...chalo papa...i have to leave for college...
Sharon and her dad shared a very different bond. Neither Sharon was expressive with her feelings nor was her father. But both of them always understood each other with even saying a word to each other. Sharon's dad knew something was bothering Sharon...he has decided to speak with Rey..Sharon's best friend...
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Things were really hectic for Swayam and Sharon as they had to go and short list ppl for dance fest and prepare a duet for dance fest. Sharon tried her best to charm and disturb Swayam silently amking him feel uncomfortable...expressing her love all the way. They have decided on doing a routine in sasla..they kept practicing for it...Sharon always had an effect on Swayam. As days passed how much ever he tried he could not do all the routines normally. Just her presence near him makes him go mad...dance with her...was driving him crazy...
Sharon's attempts did melt Swayam's heart...unknowingly he always used to look around for Sharon while jogging...look for her while riding bicycle...he used to feel weird if she didn't wish him in the morning...he used to wait for the tea she will keep for him...But he was not ready to admit it as he feared of a heart break...
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Sharon's dad has noticed that Sharon was not happy from inside...he has not seen her this lost..not even when she got to know that she has Aastma...He went to Rey's house...
Rey: Uncle aap...aap..yaha
GRP: socha tum nahi aa rahe ho tho mein khud hi chale aunga...
Rey: sorry uncle par mujhe nahi pata tha ki aap aaye hain...andar aayiyen na...
GRP: what Sharon ne tumhe nahi bataya...how is that possible??
Rey: woh uncle...woh...ab ..aisa hai ki...
GRP: tum dono beech jagda hua...is liye Sharon itna lost or upset hai...
Rey: nahi uncle..hum dono ke beech nahi...woh...Sharon...se mein upset hoon...woh..actually...
GRP: ok..tum nahi ho tho...tum upset ho...par Sharon kyun lost hai...sach sach batao Rey...
Rey: woh uncle..sharon ne ek badi galti ki hai...kisi ka dil dukhaya usne...is liye haron khud upset hai...aur jiska insult ki...woh Sharon se bahut naraz hai...
GRP: kiska dil...aur yeh kaun hai...
Rey: woh...
GRP: hmm woh lambe baal wala tho nahi...
Rey: Ha...Swayam naam hai uska...
GRP: tell me everything clearly...
Rey had no choice but to narrate entire story from starting ...
GRP: hmm Swayam Shikhawat...interesting boy...
Rey: uncle...Swayam is duniya mein sabse acha ladka hai...aur Sharon ne usse hurt kiya..aur..woh abhi Sharon ke teek se baat bhi nahi kar raha hai...is liye Sharon itna..upset...
GRP: thanks Rey...im pretty sure ki meri beti is problems ko solve kar legi...
Rey: i hope so sir...
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It was the last college they had to visit. Three more days were left for the fest. Sharon and Swayam were conducting auditions...there were brilliant dancers...suddenly one girl came and praised Swayam and Sharon sayin that she was their fan...she has begged Swayam to dance with her..Swayam had no choice but to accept it...the girl danced with swayam...she was not dancing but she was literally falling on swayam...seeing this sharon's anger shoot up but she calmed herself for some time...sharon got tears in her eyes..as the girl cam and kissed Swayam on cheek st the end...she just left from there without uttering a word...
Swayam not shocked..as the girl kissed him and ran blushing... He saw Sharon in tears...he just tried following her,.he didn't know y but he didn't want her to think that he was okay with the fact that someone else kissed him...she drove fast to college...
It was late in the night by the time she has reached the college..She couldn't stop herself from crying... she wanted to kill that girl...even Swayam didn't say anything ...this thought killed her more...she just sat in the rehersal hall crying for sometime..she has decided to dance to forget everything...
She had changed into the costume...and started the music...(i have imagined haye rama costume here)
O Rasiya Aa
Rasiyaa Aa Aaa
She has submitted herself swaying her body to the tune...the song depicting her longing for her love...her love...her pain...
Swayam followed her to the college. He kept searching for her to clear things out. He walked towards RH as he heard some faint music playing...
As he peeped into the hall he saw the most mesmerizing sight infront of him...sharon dancing...dancing with all her heart...he himself didn't knew when he went inside staring at her and stood infront of her lost in her dance...lost in her...
O Rasiya Aa
Rasiyaa Aa Aaa
Bawali Si Preet Mori
Abb Chain Kaise Ppaaye
Aaja Rasiya Mohe Ang Lagaale
Bawali Si Preet Mori
Abb Chain Kaise Ppaaye
Aaja Rasiya Mohe Ang Lagaale
Suddenly Sharon felt as if someone was infront of her...she opened her eyes to see Swayam infront of her...they kept staring at each other for long...Shraron was about to turn away then Swayam grabbed her hand and pulled her twirling her making him face him...they have started dancing to the tunes..unknowingly...looking in to each others's eyes...
Ang Lagale
Ang Lagale
Ang Lagale
Swayam could feel her longing for him ...her love for him...as she danced with him.. all the walls he has build around him...started crashing slowly...as he kept staring in her eyes...
Tan Ek Jaan Ek
Apna Ho Jahan Ek
Aise Lipte Roh Se Rooh
Ki Ho Jaye Imaa Ek
Swayam pulled her himself...holding her waist...making her breath go un even...he traced his fingers on her smooth arms...
O Keshuo Si Kaali Ratiyaa
Adhereon Pe Kaape Bateiyaa
Sawali Ki Saansein Mori Arz Sunawe
Aake Mori Shwate Preet Pe Rang Saza De
He twirled her...wrapped his arms around her...making her sway...they could not longer hear the music...they were so close...that they could hear their heart beats...it was as if...their bodies were swaying to the tunes of their hearts...
O Keshuo Si Kaali Ratiyaa
Adhereon Pe Kaape Bateiyaa
Sawali Ki Saansein Mori Arz Sunawe
Aake Mori Shwate Preet Pe Rang Saza De
Ang Lagale
Ang Lagale
Ang Lagale
Sweating... panting for air...holding each other in arms...Swayam could see how hurt Sharon was...Sharon slowly freed herself from his arms...as she couldn't help the tears escaping from her eyes.. she turned to go...when she felt him holding her hand...the next thing she knew was she was pinned between him and the wall...
Swayam still held her hand..he was not able to say anything...he didn't know y he wanted to tell that he was sorry...he felt guilty... he didn't want Sharon to think that she was interested in someone else...but he couldn't put it upto words..he kept staring into her eyes...
He cursed himself as he saw a tear escaped Sharon's eye..he cupped her face...wiped the tear...as a tear made way out through his eye...
Sharon...cupped his face...wiping his tear...she traced her fingers on his cheek...
He held her hand..and kissed her palm...as more tears escaped from his eyes...
He looked at her puffed eyes...he kissed her forehead...kissed her..eyes..lovingly...kissed her tears away...he cupped her face..she closed her eyes in anticipation as she felt his hot breath ...he placed her lips on hers...
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