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hello guys..
after long tym I m writing an OS...like current track just forced me to write...its sooo dammm beautiful..isn't it...track itself has everything wat v always use to write in our FF/SS/OS *touchwood* bt still I m writing.
bear wid me...plus writing frm cell..soo typos cn b Der..sorry for dat
finally indiafest is over n v r back to Mumbai...
rey stopped d car soo coz f dat I woke up frm d beautiful dream which I was having about Sharon...
rey v reached kya??I asked him a smile on my face...
he started laughing I ignored him n just turned back...n.she was Der...sleeping...she is looking sooo innocent while sleeping it feels like just keep on watching her..bt suddenly she woke up n started coughing badly...I asked her if she want water??she refused dat..
everyone came out f d car..n just was about yo say good bbyyee wen she again start coughing...I cn sense dat something is wrong n rey confirmed dat she is having high fever wen he was giving her good bbyyee hug...
still she keep on repeating dat she is fine...bt still my heart is nt ready to belief dat she is fine...I asked rey to do me one favour n drop tanni home...
n wen dey left...just one thought going on in my mind how to enter into her house...I knw she won't allow me to come frm d main door dats y I decided dat I will sneak frm her window...n I finally I reached her window n entered her room...n.as expected she is in full siren Sharon mood..my siren...bt I decided to ignore her coz I m nt gonna listen to her dis tym..I m nt gonna leave her house before assuring dat she is fine...
she is still continuously saying..dis is nt rite..y u r here...n I have just one way to make her speechless...look straight into her eyes n confess n show how much I love her...I did d same "smell d coffee Sharon-this is swayam-the loverboy"I said...how cn u even think dat I will I u widout even confirming dat u r totally fine..I completed my sentence n took one step closer to her...she move one step backward...I hesitate to hold her bt finally I did dat...dis tym I genuinely just wanted to check her..it she is fine...she tried her to go off frm my grip...n again I did d same thing...I said "jitna tum mujhe apne aap se door karogi utna hi mai tumhe apni taraf pull karunga" n after completing dat I touched her soft cheeks...n she is having very high fever...after checking dat I let her go off...n just ordered her to sleep... she was nt listening to me..soo I said "agr tum abhi nai soi naa toh mai yahan se tumhare thik hone k baad b nai jaunga" ...she still nt listening to me soo I just adjusted d sofa near her bed n sat Der n said u "tum jao n so jao tb tk mai yahan aaram se betunga"
she is still arguing me wid dat "kaka hai yahan mera khayal rakhne k liye" bt I knw dat no1 is Der...her kaka was on leave as I heard sim n her talking n told her d same...finally she agreed and went to bed to sleep...
she was feeling restless...i thought she might b uncomfortable coz I m der...soo I assured her dat...Sharon hum ek dusre toh itne tym se jante hai atleast itna toh trust karo ki bed n sofa k bich ka distance maintained rahega"
I m nt worried about dat...she said...
n dat was like an alarm for me...I sit straight n ask her..wat happened Sharon...
n she replied "wo baat nai...mujhe thand lag rahi hai"...n sit on her bed..tried to get off frm d bed bt I stopped her n said "dont u move Sharon..warna just wait n watch..mujhe batao mai le kr aata hun"...n she pointed towards d cupboard der...I went to get d quilts...
wen I was searching she said "swayam jb ye trail relationships meri taraf se aage nai badh rahi hai den tum kyn nai samjh jaate"
I turned back towards her..kept d quilt on d bed n said "tumne Jo mujhe I like u kaha tha wo aaise hi nai kaha tha...wo like hate me toh nai change ho skta...den mera love kaise change hoga...mera love hai naaa n after a pause I said tumhare liye"I was wrong dat ki Maine tumse about kuch expect kiya ye relationship me ye jaante hue ki tum kitni different ho" I just said it looking directly into her eyes...
"tumhe abhi b lagta hai ye relationship hai??"she said in a low tone...
"mere taraf se toh hai...jaise mai tumhe kissi baat k liye force nai kr raha hun..tum b mujhe nai karogi..dont I me to leave u forget u Sharon.I said n tear formed in my eyes bt I controlled myself...lump formed in my throat bt I continued "mai sirf yahan hun kyunki tumhari tabiyat thik nai hai...warna mai yahan kabhi nai aata" I completed my sentence...
"I knw dat swayam..itna toh mai tumhe jaanti hun"she said..n her words bring smile on my face...coz I knw she still likes me...r may b more den dat n my belief r d promised I made to myself dat someday I will make her fall in love wid me become even more stronger...
"thank u Sharon thank u"I thanked her understanding me soo well...
n she lay down on d bed again..I cover her wid d quilts..switched off d light...n went back to sofa...wished her goodnite n lay back n rested my head on sofa...
*SHARON'S POV*
I just peek my head of d quilt n saw dat he is sleeping on sofa...looking sooo innocent while sleeping...I just cnt take my eyes f frm his innocent n calm n relaxed face...I m just admiring him...n I dont knw y bt tears started flowing down...I started feeling miserable..d thought I m hurting him by nt loving him back is making me hate myself...bt I m forced to do dat...even I wanted to be wid him bt d thought dat if I will tell him dat I m ill...he will leave everything...dance,fun masti n I dont want him to do dat...I cnt b soo selfish...I wanted him to make every dream which he saw...which i saw...which saw together to convert all f dem into reality...n for dat if I had to hide things frm him..i will dat...if I have to push him away I will to dat...coz I love him..no1 cn deny dat fact bt I cnt confess dat to him...sorry swayam I m really...I gave him d flying kiss...I went back to sleep...
*AGAIN SWAYAM'S POV
sun rays fall on my face n by I wake up n saw dat she is still sleeping...I walked by d side f her bed n saw dat she is still sleeping...looking angelic...my angel..I sit down n admitint her beauty..her innocence...uff I just love dis gal...i move towards her...n den back to my sense dat she is ill n it's nt right to wake her up...I write one letter f her...kept dat on d sofa...went to d kitchen n prepared her d breakfast n left...
SHARON'S POV
I woke up n realised dat swayam is nt det...bt der is one note on d sofa...I run to see wat was dat...
it was d note written by swayam...n as written on d note I followed arrows...n wen I reached till last arrow I just got d bst surprise of my life...swayam made me d breakfast n it was properly arranged...I was just stunned n shocked...n tears again started flowing down frm my eyes...tears f happiness dat I have d bst guy in my life...who cn do nything to bring smile on my face...I just sat down on d chair..n wished "Kash swayam yahan hota" n wen I look down on my plate...n automatic big smile came on my face...I was grinning ear to ear..swayam had cut d omelette in heart shaped...I just cnt stop laughing...n den I noticed dat Der is one more note...i Took dat I my hand..read it n just keep it near my heart...i have noo words for dis guys ...
P.S. dis is written uupdate f dis weeks episides...i will complete dis OS tomorrow for sure...dis tym pakka wala promise...
njoy guys...
waiting for ur comments nw...
after long tym I m writing an OS...like current track just forced me to write...its sooo dammm beautiful..isn't it...track itself has everything wat v always use to write in our FF/SS/OS *touchwood* bt still I m writing.
bear wid me...plus writing frm cell..soo typos cn b Der..sorry for dat
finally indiafest is over n v r back to Mumbai...
rey stopped d car soo coz f dat I woke up frm d beautiful dream which I was having about Sharon...
rey v reached kya??I asked him a smile on my face...
he started laughing I ignored him n just turned back...n.she was Der...sleeping...she is looking sooo innocent while sleeping it feels like just keep on watching her..bt suddenly she woke up n started coughing badly...I asked her if she want water??she refused dat..
everyone came out f d car..n just was about yo say good bbyyee wen she again start coughing...I cn sense dat something is wrong n rey confirmed dat she is having high fever wen he was giving her good bbyyee hug...
still she keep on repeating dat she is fine...bt still my heart is nt ready to belief dat she is fine...I asked rey to do me one favour n drop tanni home...
n wen dey left...just one thought going on in my mind how to enter into her house...I knw she won't allow me to come frm d main door dats y I decided dat I will sneak frm her window...n I finally I reached her window n entered her room...n.as expected she is in full siren Sharon mood..my siren...bt I decided to ignore her coz I m nt gonna listen to her dis tym..I m nt gonna leave her house before assuring dat she is fine...
she is still continuously saying..dis is nt rite..y u r here...n I have just one way to make her speechless...look straight into her eyes n confess n show how much I love her...I did d same "smell d coffee Sharon-this is swayam-the loverboy"I said...how cn u even think dat I will I u widout even confirming dat u r totally fine..I completed my sentence n took one step closer to her...she move one step backward...I hesitate to hold her bt finally I did dat...dis tym I genuinely just wanted to check her..it she is fine...she tried her to go off frm my grip...n again I did d same thing...I said "jitna tum mujhe apne aap se door karogi utna hi mai tumhe apni taraf pull karunga" n after completing dat I touched her soft cheeks...n she is having very high fever...after checking dat I let her go off...n just ordered her to sleep... she was nt listening to me..soo I said "agr tum abhi nai soi naa toh mai yahan se tumhare thik hone k baad b nai jaunga" ...she still nt listening to me soo I just adjusted d sofa near her bed n sat Der n said u "tum jao n so jao tb tk mai yahan aaram se betunga"
she is still arguing me wid dat "kaka hai yahan mera khayal rakhne k liye" bt I knw dat no1 is Der...her kaka was on leave as I heard sim n her talking n told her d same...finally she agreed and went to bed to sleep...
she was feeling restless...i thought she might b uncomfortable coz I m der...soo I assured her dat...Sharon hum ek dusre toh itne tym se jante hai atleast itna toh trust karo ki bed n sofa k bich ka distance maintained rahega"
I m nt worried about dat...she said...
n dat was like an alarm for me...I sit straight n ask her..wat happened Sharon...
n she replied "wo baat nai...mujhe thand lag rahi hai"...n sit on her bed..tried to get off frm d bed bt I stopped her n said "dont u move Sharon..warna just wait n watch..mujhe batao mai le kr aata hun"...n she pointed towards d cupboard der...I went to get d quilts...
wen I was searching she said "swayam jb ye trail relationships meri taraf se aage nai badh rahi hai den tum kyn nai samjh jaate"
I turned back towards her..kept d quilt on d bed n said "tumne Jo mujhe I like u kaha tha wo aaise hi nai kaha tha...wo like hate me toh nai change ho skta...den mera love kaise change hoga...mera love hai naaa n after a pause I said tumhare liye"I was wrong dat ki Maine tumse about kuch expect kiya ye relationship me ye jaante hue ki tum kitni different ho" I just said it looking directly into her eyes...
"tumhe abhi b lagta hai ye relationship hai??"she said in a low tone...
"mere taraf se toh hai...jaise mai tumhe kissi baat k liye force nai kr raha hun..tum b mujhe nai karogi..dont I me to leave u forget u Sharon.I said n tear formed in my eyes bt I controlled myself...lump formed in my throat bt I continued "mai sirf yahan hun kyunki tumhari tabiyat thik nai hai...warna mai yahan kabhi nai aata" I completed my sentence...
"I knw dat swayam..itna toh mai tumhe jaanti hun"she said..n her words bring smile on my face...coz I knw she still likes me...r may b more den dat n my belief r d promised I made to myself dat someday I will make her fall in love wid me become even more stronger...
"thank u Sharon thank u"I thanked her understanding me soo well...
n she lay down on d bed again..I cover her wid d quilts..switched off d light...n went back to sofa...wished her goodnite n lay back n rested my head on sofa...
I just peek my head of d quilt n saw dat he is sleeping on sofa...looking sooo innocent while sleeping...I just cnt take my eyes f frm his innocent n calm n relaxed face...I m just admiring him...n I dont knw y bt tears started flowing down...I started feeling miserable..d thought I m hurting him by nt loving him back is making me hate myself...bt I m forced to do dat...even I wanted to be wid him bt d thought dat if I will tell him dat I m ill...he will leave everything...dance,fun masti n I dont want him to do dat...I cnt b soo selfish...I wanted him to make every dream which he saw...which i saw...which saw together to convert all f dem into reality...n for dat if I had to hide things frm him..i will dat...if I have to push him away I will to dat...coz I love him..no1 cn deny dat fact bt I cnt confess dat to him...sorry swayam I m really...I gave him d flying kiss...I went back to sleep...
sun rays fall on my face n by I wake up n saw dat she is still sleeping...I walked by d side f her bed n saw dat she is still sleeping...looking angelic...my angel..I sit down n admitint her beauty..her innocence...uff I just love dis gal...i move towards her...n den back to my sense dat she is ill n it's nt right to wake her up...I write one letter f her...kept dat on d sofa...went to d kitchen n prepared her d breakfast n left...
I woke up n realised dat swayam is nt det...bt der is one note on d sofa...I run to see wat was dat...
it was d note written by swayam...n as written on d note I followed arrows...n wen I reached till last arrow I just got d bst surprise of my life...swayam made me d breakfast n it was properly arranged...I was just stunned n shocked...n tears again started flowing down frm my eyes...tears f happiness dat I have d bst guy in my life...who cn do nything to bring smile on my face...I just sat down on d chair..n wished "Kash swayam yahan hota" n wen I look down on my plate...n automatic big smile came on my face...I was grinning ear to ear..swayam had cut d omelette in heart shaped...I just cnt stop laughing...n den I noticed dat Der is one more note...i Took dat I my hand..read it n just keep it near my heart...i have noo words for dis guys ...
P.S. dis is written uupdate f dis weeks episides...i will complete dis OS tomorrow for sure...dis tym pakka wala promise...
njoy guys...
waiting for ur comments nw...
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