Sushant Singh Rajput : A Star - Page 3

Originally posted by: Scarlet.ferro

i totally understand you man.. I dont understand why it is so hurtful! Like a personal loss. His smiling face doesnt leave my mind and its been a month! I really dont know what has caused this tragedy so i dont want to give names on how he lost his life but either ways, it is gut wrenching.

If he indeed commit suicide, it is haunting what must have happened to break someone this much . What could have possibly undone him to the extent that he chose to kill all his dreams that he had woven for years that werent restricted to just acting. I am a psychiatrist by profession and i know what mental health can do to you but he used to come out as someone so mentally strong that i really believe he could have made through his depression if at all he was in depression. We dont know him personally so cant comment on his mind status then but those who knew him and claimed to have known about his severe depression, chose to leave him to die! Its criminal!

anyway I dont want to get into how and why he is not with us because it wont bring him back.

About Ankita, i know what you are talking about. Like i said, it could be because of his bollywood debut or his tv success or anything else but his courtship with ankita had a different effect on him. It was evident. And most importantly, he was proud of what he shared with her and that warmed my heart. Could this be avoided had she been in his life now? probably yes, probably not. He said they grew apart. A few months ago, he had stated about tying knot. So they grew apart in months time? Difficult to believe. Still.. cant deny either that its possible.

If we go by his treating doctor's statements, he wasnt happy with rhea. and regretted breaking up with ankita. but then he says to his dad he will get married next year, a day after ankita's engagement.. Its all so messed up! nothing adds up.

That doctor statement was fake. The doctor had clarified.

Originally posted by: my.2cents

I don't know what to say except liked your post, it's been a month and it's still a struggle to process that..that boy is not anymore...how I wish he could come back!

Other than that I wanted to add some of his own words in tweets, interviews he gave about Ankita which I remembered after reading this part of your post;

Out of one of his many tweets for her...this is one is probably my fav and totally coincide with this part of your post:

Sushant S Rajput @itsSSR

Would fly around the world, kiss the depth of ocean, touch the stars in the sky... Only to come back to you...!!

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Some parts of his interviews:

"I just cannot do without her."

Though we all know how smitten Sushant is by Ankita, the actor is not very vocal about the same. While talking about his ladylove, Sushant said," I just cannot do without her. This is one of the reasons why I'm emotional, insecure and I want to be with her."

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"If someone is very insecure about people close to him and if he gets used to someone it is very difficult for him to be without the other person. Something very similar has happened to me when it comes to Ankita.

"I am emotionally very insecure about Ankita and she has become a habit for me. I cannot live without her. I believe that I am a very detached person. It is very difficult to live with me. I think even I cannot live with me.

"Under such circumstances, Ankita very happily lives with me. She understands me very well. I would be a fool to let her go away from me. I would never want her to go away from me ever," says emotionally charged Sushant.

Oh my Heart

I have seen the light in his eyes dimming ever since. Can be a coincidence with his upheaval in professional life but the glow was gone. I agree people to grow apart. I agree there need not have to be cheating involved for a break up to take place but the person stays with you. The relationship stays with you. We all are grown ups here and i am sure we all understand the depth of emotions these two shar(ed). The extent of devastation ankita went through post his death is heart breaking. She chose to be with his family even in patna rather than updating a post spoke volume. People move on. Past remains. essence remains.

Originally posted by: LiveEatLove

That doctor statement was fake. The doctor had clarified.

I am sorry but absolutely nothing is clarified in this case. We as a public wont ever know what is truth and whats not. For example Mahesh bhatt's spokesperson clarified rhea left because he was hearing voices and then next day rhea states she left because of some fight. Theres nothing that can be said with certainty. Thats the reason i said *if we were to go by*

Like i said, nothing adds up and its heart breaking we will never know what took his life. Thats the end of story and how, :(

Originally posted by: Maroonporsche

A tragic tale

A tale that is going to stay. A tale that broke apart our entire nation and brought it together too. Look at the irony.

Originally posted by: Scarlet.ferro

I am sorry but absolutely nothing is clarified in this case. We as a public wont ever know what is truth and whats not. For example Mahesh bhatt's spokesperson clarified rhea left because he was hearing voices and then next day rhea states she left because of some fight. Theres nothing that can be said with certainty. Thats the reason i said *if we were to go by*

Like i said, nothing adds up and its heart breaking we will never know what took his life. Thats the end of story and how, :(

But the doctor put out an official clarification that he never gave such a statement. Also attached screenshot of his conversation with a police personnel. The police also clarified that by then no doctor was examined.

Originally posted by: Scarlet.ferro

A tale that is going to stay. A tale that broke apart our entire nation and brought it together too. Look at the irony.

Finding out what happened should be priority

Originally posted by: LiveEatLove

But the doctor put out an official clarification that he never gave such a statement. Also attached screenshot of his conversation with a police personnel. The police also clarified that by then no doctor was examined.

Are they allowed to reveal what happened inside the police station here in India?

Sorry I don't reside here. Just stuck in due to lockdown so I am not aware of legalities.

But I wasn't specifically saying with respect to doctor. I will let go of that one statement which turned out to be fake. I take my words back. I was going by what was available.

Still , it's a total chaos and with bollywood shady past and the inability of police in most of such cases is not helping me to trust anything that's surfacing.

I think he started looking his best after breakup with ankita. During dhoni phase maybe because it was a successful glow but professional stress messed up with his mental health and hanging out with the wrong people as a support team. I didn’t like his relationship with ankita, don’t like how snooty she was when they were together. He should’ve tried a relationship with mukti mohan or arranged marriage. Sadly it’s an ending to his story that we’ll never know what happened. I am sad for him, I really wish either costar or director reached out to him.

Originally posted by: Terenaina

I think he started looking his best after breakup with ankita. During dhoni phase maybe because it was a successful glow but professional stress messed up with his mental health and hanging out with the wrong people as a support team. I didn’t like his relationship with ankita, don’t like how snooty she was when they were together. He should’ve tried a relationship with mukti mohan or arranged marriage. Sadly it’s an ending to his story that we’ll never know what happened. I am sad for him, I really wish either costar or director reached out to him.

Originally posted by: Terenaina

I think he started looking his best after breakup with ankita. During dhoni phase maybe because it was a successful glow but professional stress messed up with his mental health and hanging out with the wrong people as a support team. I didn’t like his relationship with ankita, don’t like how snooty she was when they were together. He should’ve tried a relationship with mukti mohan or arranged marriage. Sadly it’s an ending to his story that we’ll never know what happened. I am sad for him, I really wish either costar or director reached out to him.

I don't know what ankita is as a person so won't comment on it. But they did look so much in love and that's something I cannot -not-look-.

She chose to go and be with his family was endearing. Both , as a friend and as ex girlfriend.

In regards of his mental health , he said he was an insomniac which itself is onset of so many uncalled uneasiness. But he started sleeping well and was also meditating as per his insta post. He also stopped taking medicine because he was feeling better.. His only knows what went wrong in those hours where he felt like nothing was worth it.

I probably will always wonder