Today's episode of beyhadh was the first episode where I was all

No seriously , for the first time I just didn't know how or what to feel ...
I was stuck between

And

I have a few questions , people who shared my sentiments will understand
Saanjh , why the f**k ?? ( Everything from flowers all the way to boat )
Maya , how the f**k ?? š (water )( I seriously thinking it takes a lot more for those of us who can't swim AT ALL , or maybe its your love of arjun empowering you )
And arjun , when the f**k ?? š ( love )
I seriously don't know if what I feel is what the cvs wanted or if I just got the completely wrong info from the episode...
Ps: Maybe its because am a cynical assh*le who doesn't believe ,in " fall in love one day , propose the next and get married the next day" because life is not a disney movie. That am skeptical of it all ...
But arya did give me some feels... ā¤ļø
Good news is saanjh finally had the heart break , we can now have some character building ...šš¼