FF Beintehaa Ishq [Zaya story with a twist]last chapter -pg106 - Page 64

Originally posted by: KitkitMkb

I have a dhundla ehsaas

Res

Unress

Fanaa ho chuka hai ye kaafir , Teri pakeezgi ke noor main

Barse de iske jahaan main , Beintehaa Ishq

Jaise Khuda ne , Baarish ki boodoon ko zameen par

Tu kya jaane

Ye jis dozak main panaa leraha hai

Wahan teri Badua bhi dil se nikli Dua lagti hai

Tu kehti hai chala ja

Kahan jaye ?

Manzil bhi tu , raasta bhi tu

Kya pataa apne hi wujud , ko kahi mithaa na le

jaise Dard iske seene ki gehrayi main apni kabar banaa chuka hai

Ab na kehna , laut jaa , kyon ke tu bhi jaanti hai

Ke murde kafan se lauta nahi karte .

Lines i have never shared with anyone , you said that it was a filler one , look what it did to me !

Just WOW Sim !

Continue soon i can't wait !

P.S :Your favorite chapter ?

Bravo girl loved those lines
Not my fav u will know my fav it will mke u go crazy in love
Love
Sim

Originally posted by: Meghapaim

Its was a emotional confrontation

And again Sim ur writing has done a fab work to express zains feeling and his dim light hope👏

Eager to know what will happen next😲

Do continue soon🤓

Dear the chapter was dedicated to you, hope u saw it
Love
Sim

Great update. So much angst man lol the push and pull is so heart wrenching gosh they love each other but after everything that has happened its so scary especially for aliya to trust and she thinks sending zain away is better for him. It was nice that they had a conversation but so much more is still needed to be said. Aliyas resolve is going through a ping pong phase and zains is starting to waver and his fear about a storm approaching freaky. Cant wait for the next chapter

Originally posted by: Zainedil

Bravo girl loved those lines
Not my fav u will know my fav it will mke u go crazy in love
Love
Sim

My question was what is your fav chapter till now ?

Originally posted by: KitkitMkb

My question was what is your fav chapter till now ?

Ahh
Hmm well the movie one in thread2, was my fav
In thread1, izzazat was my fav
But my all time fav n best chap is yet to come, so excited for u all to read
Sim

Originally posted by: Zainedil

Dear the chapter was dedicated to you, hope u saw it
Love
Sim

Originally posted by: StarsOnEarth

Chapter 28-

Even though no one can ever take the place of Mamu,Rehmaan is somewhat playing his role in some way,I feel!!

Bhooka rakha Zain ko??:-((((

Chapter 29,30-

I can't describe what I felt.

The only thing I can say is IT HURT,IT REALLY DID, because I cried.

Chapter 31-

Both are equally stubborn!!!

It seems like a privilege to read all this,never I had read something that made me feel THIS(you know ''THIS'')

This chapter ,actually had mixed emotions,I couldn't actually understand that whether I shall cry for Zain and Aaliya's bruises(both physical abd emotional),or I shall be happy that there are hopes that Aaliya would return,

After I read your chapters,I really don't feel to do anything.

I mostly lay on my bed and I keep thinking about these chapters.

I didn;t read them now,but I was unable to comment when I read it because I was on my bed,thinking about.

Afterall,there is no one I can talk to about Beintehaa Ishq!!!:=(((

There is a fantasy that you want your favorite writer to be your friend,

One of my favorite writers is my FRIEND!!!!😳

It's incredible!!!😉

Honour to be ur friend
Loads of love
Sim

Long Long Long updates ..I had written two...it multiplied to four ...no updates till Saturday ...as we move towards the Peri-climax chapters ..

First one- is very emotional, heavy

Second one-Filler

Third one-Musical and a small revelation

Fourth-my fav ..hope you like it

Dedications: First to Nidhi ...as I said a very special bond exists ..and ur comments telll me you consider me a friend too..love you loads ..my old reader, this ones to all the thoughts post story ...a big complement

Second: Ank_23 and salsabeel, you are missing again, hope you both will be back soon

Third and Fourth: Mehak Mahajan and Aashi2002...friend duo...my tweetie pals ..thanks for the love and words ..every word makes a line in ur update

Thank you for all the love

SIM

Enjoy the ups and downs ...

Chapter 32

Aks...

Aaliya couldn't sleep that night ...the images kept on haunting her ...how can she go this extent ...she was getting sucked in a whirl pool...as she was contemplating what to do next ...

She steadied her gait and went to talk to Rehman, he had already dozed off in his study ...as she smiled looking at him ...going nearby she was about to wake him ..when her eyes fell on a file...a thick one ..that his hand was partially covered with ...she slided it out away as she read her name...

She saw his dried tears ..streaked on his face ...a few drops that had wet the paper too...

As she read her file...she grasped on a chair ...reading the scan reports ..post accident ones...her orphanage reports ...her reports from Mumbai ..all stated a disease Post traumatic brain injury ...as she read the comments ...aggressive and violent streaks ...hatred ..hallucinations ...she was crying now...her dad knew ..so even Zain must be knowing ...she went down on her knees ...

They had hid her condition ...he bore all the pain ...she was not sure if he knew about her or if he too was unaware ...

she saw at the image in the mirror ...as she recollected the previous night ..her streaks of throwing things ..hitting him hard ...not caring ...her hatred that she kept on questioning had a much deeper meaning ...as she read the other doctors suggestion and treatment ...she went cold ...

She gently wiped away her tears ...it was her god telling her what she needs to do ... she had decided to walk the road alone...all her inhibitory thoughts on whether her decision were going to be accepted ..was she doing the right thing ..walking away from her life ..from Zain ...from Rehman ...from Aalisha ...practically pushing herself into a black hole...all questions were answered ...every thing ...

She gently kissed Rehman and keeping the file back ..walked towards her room ...sleep had evaded her that night as life ...her future was scaring her now ...she was afraid just like the night when she had fainted in that room ...and had walked away without telling him ...their last tallaqh ...she was broken just like today ...

The morning she still was sitting on the bed still thinking when she heard the knock...

Da...She walked to open the door as he stood there ...

He smiled ...she was in her own thoughts and turned away ...his face fell...

Da.. mai bhar jaa rah ahu ...jara der mai aaunga ..jaau...

She was tired ...he had attached too many strings ..and cutting her cords was hurting her ...she couldn't face him anymore

Zain ..jaha jaana hai jaao...please aise poocha mat karo ...

Da.. abhi bhi pareshaan ho, kal ki baat koh lekar...he still stood there near the door ..scared to enter in her room

She didnt reply...andar aau ...he walked in ... and stood next to her ...Da...davai nahi li thi na kal ...he understood her reaction ...isliye shayad ghussa jyada aa gya ...she was feeling the burden of her illness now ...he was breaking in her darkness

Da ..kal raat bahut sunnaya tumhe ...sorry ...par accha laga baat karke..accha bacche jyada darr toh nahi gaye na ...dhyaan nahi raha ..chote hai na ..kahi galat na samajh le tumhe ...

She looked up...he didn't care about his pain ...only her reputation ...her name ...making her feel more bad ...he was hurt ..yet he could only see her pain ...

Haath kaisa hai tumhara ...she asked ashamed now

Kya hua haath koh ...

She didn't speak ...ab bologe ghutne par bhi kuch nahi hua ...

He smiled ..Da ..mai superman hu...aise choti kharoch koh toh fook marke theek kar sakta hu ..par accha laga ..tumne poocha ...soyi nahi na raat bhar ...

She was sad ...and the guilt was eating her ...

Tumhe kya karna hai ...meri zindagi hai ..meri neend ...the words were dry now ...the decision breaking her

He smiled ...kabhi nafrat karna band nahi karogi na ..roz wahi kadvahat ...khair meri davai hai ...roz ki dose ..chalo davai le lena ...She looked away for a while ...accha chalo mai chalta hu..nahi parehsaan karunga tumhe ...

She was startled ...where was he going ...as his face went quiet ...

Da... aaj poore din bahar rehne wala hu ...raat koh aaunga ...mujhe dekh kar tumhe ghussa aata hai na ..toh isliye ...nahi dikhaunga apni shaqal ...aaram kar lena, the words slapped her face ..the brittle heart laid shattered unknown to him...

She turned back upset ..Maine kaha kya tumse jaane koh ...her anger rising

Nahi...Par Da..tum bahut pareshaan ho do din se ..isliye ...jara break mil jayega mujhse ...varna mai toh bahut chipku hu ..hai na ..he was smiling ...

aur meri shaqal dekh kar tumme WWF ke pehlwan ki aatmaye sama jaati hai ...he was giggling ...and in a moment he went quiet ...aaram karna Khyal rakhna ..aaj Saturday hai na ...ghar par bhi koi nahi hai ...chalo aata hu...

Aur haa please ghussa mat karo ...theek hai as he walked away she sank on the bed ...she had to find a solution ...a quick one...this cant go on forever...but did she have the courage to do what she had decided to do...

The whole day she kept on thinking about what she had done to him ...the way she lost her control...it was such a small incident ..and he had just borne the burnt ...he always had stood for her ..but his will to endure every pain ...had now pushed her to take her final step ...restless ..she slept ...the image of the file still evading her sleep

The two hour nap ended up in a nightmare ...as she saw herself hitting Zain ...he was bleeding ...the sight of blood ..his eyes ..her ruthlessness ...intoxicated her senses now...

As she woke up screaming ...she decided to talk to Rehmaan ..she needed help...and then she had decided to walk away from all of them..he didn't deserve this ... she wont let anything harm him ..not even her, she went to his clinic ...

Dad...mujhe maddad chaiye ...the conversation happened behind closed doors ...as she told him her decision ..the final one ...

Aaliya ..beta phir ek baar soch lo ...a pained Rehmaan told her

Dad ...please ...

She saw him crying ...dad yehi theek hoga ...

Beta tum meri jaan ho ...mai nahi jee paunga ...

dad ..aap toh waha aa sakte hai ...milne ...

His face went pale...sirf Zain se door janke liye ..hum sab koh aise tadpaoygi ...aapne aap koh aise rakhogi ...woh nah mil payega ...kabhi nahi dekh payega tumhe isliye the words unable to even form a sentence ...

Dad...mujhe jaana hoga ...mat batiyega usse ...maine form dekha tha file mei ...agle Saturday woh aayenge ...

Aaliya ...Zain jeeteji mar jayega ...

Nahi dad ..meri kasam nahi tod payega ...ek hafte jee lungi uske saath ...Friday ...mami aayegi ...mai nahi rahungi toh who khayal rakhegi ...

Aaliya khuda ke vaste aisa faisla mat lo ...yeh sahi nahi hai ...tumhare aage poori zindagi padi hai ...waha se koi nahi laut hai ...

Lautna bhi nahi hai mujhe ...yehi faisla hai mera ...aap please medical form mai thodi cheeze jyada likhye ...jaanti hu galat hai ...par mere khatir ...unhe mujhe waha rakhne mai asaani hogi ...kahi kisi lamhe mai...mai kamzor padi toh ..woh phir bhi rok lenge mujhe ...

As she went to hug him...Aaliya ..nahi kar paunga ..please reham karo mujh par ...apni biwi ke maut par ya bete ke dubai jaane par bhi itna nahi roya ...mat chodkar jao mujhe akela ...please ...haath jodta hu ...

She went and held him...dad ...please ...wiping her tears she stepped out and saw Zain ...

What was he doing in the hospital ...she followed him ..quietly as he entered one of the clinics ...

She waited till he checked out and then went to inquire ...

He had come to collect medicines ..why what was wrong with him ...she needed to know ...She waited patiently till night when she saw him again ..he looked relaxed and happy ...

Kaha gaye the ...she did ask..

Who mai La ke saath tha ..shopping ..

Oh ...aur kaha gaye the ...she needed to know before she walked away if he was ok

Kahi nahi ...

She kept quiet ...he didn't want to share ...

Da...theek ho na ...kya kiya aaj

She kept mum...he shouldn't know what she was upto ...

Da ...ek request thi...she looked up...kal mere saath bahar chalogi ...

She went quiet ...he knew her answer ...she didn't want to make her separation more painful...

Koi baat nahi ...aise hi poocha ...chalo davai le lena ...I Love you as he walked away in the silence ...picking up his rose ...

That night she was lost in thoughts as she peeked towards the balcony ...crying profusely ..will her mind forever hate him...why only him ...as she steeped out ..her legs touched petals ...the balcony was filled with roses ...as she walked on them ..he looked up ...waving at her ...that smile that broke her heart ...as she remembered her decision ...it will be hard for him ..but he will manage ...she smiled back ...as he slept ...

SIM

Aaj Aaina dekh liya humne ...

aks mai ghule ...paaye kai ...khauffnak lamhe ...

Pre-cap: A picnic ...a moment ...

Chapter 33

Picnic

The morning was more warmer than usual ...

Good morning Da ...She looked away ...still disturbed ...her nights were forever haunting her now

They were at the breakfast table when she got a call...

Nahi Aalisha ..mai nahi aa rahi hu...tum jao...

Accha theek hai ...as she kept the phone down and turned towards Rehman ..school picnic hai ...sab teachers ki ..mai jaao...dad ..his eyes still filled with sadness

Rehman smiled gulping down the sadness ...he had to do something faster ...before Friday ..he had to tell Zain ..he would figure out never let his Aaliya walk away ...he had trust on him ...

haa beta ...zaroor ...Zain gaadi tum drive karna ...

she smirked ...she wanted to be away from him ...and he would be still around ...as Zain quietly saw her expressions changing ..he knew she didnt like his presence ...a thought was solidifying now ..something that was painful yet a truth

As Zain was putting in the luggage ...Altaf came through the gates in his car ...

Rhea ...aree wah chalo ...mere car mai ...

She looked at Zain ...and just walked away ...her distance to protect him ...and her heart ..

Zain kept quiet ...aware that his company was not needed any more

Altaf turned back to ask..tum bhi aao ...as Zain sat on the back seat ...he looked at her ...she avoided looking at him ...

The whole ride was filled with Altafs chatter ...as both Zain and Aaliya were quiet ...

They stopped at a dhabba for a small tea break...as Zain was quietly sitting ...and Aaliya was sipping her tea

Chai nahi chaiye tumhe ..Altafs tone asked him ...

Nahi ...

...Zain ...maine suna hai Rhea ne tumhari class li ...as Altaf burst out laughing ...Zain looked away ...

Aaliya intervened ...Altaf ...tum usse mat chedo ...her eyes were pained to remember the incident ...a single one that had broken her ...she was ashamed now ...

Zain smiled ...this was the first time she had defended him ..

Sorry ..Altaf kept quiet ...As Altaf walked to pay ...Zain looked at Aaliya ...Da... Thank you ...

She kept quiet ...maybe he would thank her when he would know what she had decided to do with her life...

When they reached the picnic spot there was no one ...just two tents ...and a camping ground...

As Aaliya peaked to see the spot deserted ...Aalisha walked from back...

Happy Birthday to you ...Happy Birthday ...Rhea ....

Aaliya turned and smiled ...it was her real birthday , but who told Aalisha ...

As Altaf and Aalisha clapped Zain looked at her ...silently ...

She smiled and blew the candle ...cutting the cake giving the first bite to Aalisha and then to Altaf ...as Zain turned away ...

he didn't want to stand there ...she would ignore him...there had been several instances in the past when he had been ignored ...and today he will not be able to bear it ...

Mai ...abhi aaya ...he walked away ...not looking back as Aaliya still held the piece she wanted to feed him ...he was cold after the incident ...she realized he had withdrawn in his world..like she had in hers

As Zain walked back ...she saw a bag ...

He handed over the goodies to his La...Cutie ...sab laaye ho na ...

Haa La...check kar lijiye...

Aalisha tumhe kaise pata aaj mera birdthday hai ...aur yeh sab tumhari planning thi ...

Meri nahi..Zain ki ...tumhare liye surprise ...she was surprised he had invited Altaf ...too..

La started popping out presents ...filling her arms with stuff...

Parso jab shopping gaye the na ..tab kharida ...

Maine toh nahi dekha ...haa kaise dekhti tum khoyi si thi naa...khaane aur ghusse se fursat mile tab nazar padti kisike pyaar par ..hai na

Altaf gave Aaliya a beautiful dress ...Rhea ...bahut khoobsurat lagogi ...

She looked at Zain ...wouldn't he give her anything ...as he started arranging the tent for the night stay ...

Both Aalisha and Altaf were playing music ..and dancing as Zain and Aaliya quietly starred at each other...

Aao cutie dance karo na ..

Nahi La...aap kijiye ...mai yehi theek hu ...

She giggled and again went to dance with Altaf ...their small date on the court ...where Altaf was thoroughly harassed by Aalisha had triggered a friendship between them ...a sweet one

Aaliya was growing uncomfortable with Zains silence as she walked towards him...

Kya hua wish nah karoge ...

He concentrated on the dust that his shoes were being covered in ...

Jab qabool hi nahi karogi..toh wish karke fayada hai kya ...mujhe pata hai tumhe ghussa ayeega ...tumhara mood nahi kharab karna chahta

She looked at his eyes ...they were blank...her mind had destroyed the purity of her love ...

Try karo..ho sakta hai ...koi intezaar kar raha ho..she wanted to spend the last week with him ...with his smiles ...

Ummed mat jago ...khair ...khuda tumhe mefooz rakhe ...har buri nazar aur chhre se pare ...sukoon de ..

She heard a small moan ...what kind of wish was that ...

As he walked away ...La..mai jara namaaz padh kar aata hu ...

She checked the watch ...it was not the routine time ...maybe he was feeling restless that's why

As they sat for lunch...Zain sat next to La...and they were busy talking as Altaf ...was blabbering with Aaliya...her attention was on Zain ...

Zain saw her seeing him from the corner of his eye ...

As Aaliya walked towards him ...Khana kyu nahi kah rahe ho ..he looked up surprised ...

Bhook nahi hai ...

Kyu ...

Aise hi ...

She walked back...he was not talking to her ...and that was making her mad ...every day ...mattered she just had 5 more days with him now ...the heart clinched ...with fear ...

As she nibbled on her food he did come with her medicines ...

She took it quietly ...as he again walked away ...the silence now biting her

Evening they all walked near the lake...as La and Altaf giggled ...Aalisha asked him ...cutie aaj maun vrat par ho kya ..subhah se avaaz bhi nahi suni hai tumhari...

Kuch nahi La...bas aise hi ...

In a lone moment...Aaliya caught his hand ...

Zain ..kya hua ...

He looked ta her ..kuch bhi toh nahi ...

Kuch baat hai kya ...

Nahi toh ...

Bol sakte ho...

Kisse

Mujhse ...

Aree aaj kya hua ...ghussa nahi nafrat nahi ...aur waqt bhi de rahi ho ...tabiyaat theek hai na ...

Bolo kya hua ...she avoided the thoughts of her illness now

Kuch nahi mujhe akele rehne do ...

As he walked away ...she turned back...it was weird ...his silence ..his ignorance ...

SIM

Teri Khamoshi bhi ab shayad bolti hai mujhse ...

teri bezubaa si sazza...ab tarsati hai khud se

Pre-cap : A game of Antakshari ...some hidden revelations