~Beintehaa Farewell Thread~ Never say Goodbye....

They say everything has a reason.

And I felt like this day was made just so Beintehaa could come into my life.

February 24th 2014.

The day I fell in love

REALLY HARD

I was just living my normal daily routine, until the clock struck 9pm...

I was switching through the channels. The tv was just a waste of time for me back then. Just as I got up to turn off the tv, the one and only SEX GOD walked in like a bloody supermodel in a dashing blazer *___*

As he walked by, the eyes of possibly the most barbie-doll like girl followed him.

Who are they?

The only thing on my mind<3 It was impossible for me to take my eyes off them.

How could these two be soo perfect?

And after that, you probably know the story. I fell in love-Deeply; madly; totally.

The fact that just by laying your eyes on these two itself you can instantly make out that they are made for each other.

I couldn't believe that how can a couple be soo perfect? Even if it was on television. How were they so beautiful? How were they so perfectly fit for each other?

Time passed, and I didn't even realise how much this show had given me:

A forum with such lovely amazing crazy wonderful beautiful and what not people like you guys❤️

The chance to be part of such a wonderful fandom❤️

A chance to love such and such and such a heavenly(words are not enough) couple❤️

To get to know these two sexy human beings called Harshad Arora and Preetika Rao❤️

A reason to look forward to Mondays lmao❤️

And the list just goes on😛

As Every episode passed by, this show gave me a reason to keep loving it.

And then came the one and only Holi episode;

The thing that made it so very special for me was the fact that until then, I had only thought about how perfect they are and how they looked perfect together. But after the hopi episode, I saw how they needed each other, I realised how the complete each other's lives. I realized that these two have just BURNED up my entire tv screen.

I realised how dominant their chemistry is. I realised that even in a little, there was soo much that happened❤️

No matter how many words I use to describe them I just can't.

You need to be a ZaYa fan for that ❤️because Im sure that if u loved ZaYa as much as I did, you have understood what I'm saying.

And then...

How can anyone forget?!

The bhooki sherni 😉

And then came the one and only swimming pool scene...😳

Do I even have to mention about how HHHOOOTTT Harshad was looking?!

He looks like a bloody greek god whatever you can say!❤️

AANNDDD i just fell in love with the way these two complement each other. Not just looks wise, but the way Zain is so flirtatious and Aliya is so shy and timid here❤️

I feel like that is the cutest thing in the world

And then there were countless number of episodes that came took my heart away, and went. Like if I could describe all of them then i would need all the paper in the world along with all the ink in the world❤️

When Barkat's track happened, ZaYa's love had finally blossomed and was on the verge of confession❤️

We all know how crazy we all got, how exited we all got, we JUST COULDN'T WAIT.

I still remember the times when I used to dieee for the day ZaYa's confession would happen❤️

I used to count the days. Literally.

I used to repeat all those ZaYa scenes watch them god knows how many times. So much that my eyes got strained.

I laid down on the bed, earphones plugged in, BI music tune on and cucumbers on my eyes, and in my head, I used to imagine and make ZaYa scenes on how their romance would be after confessing.

Those scenes literally were simple hugs, eye locks and playfulness. And The lovely scenes that cvs had given us, were beyond my imagination.

Literally even a simple eye lock got me goosebumps alloverrr❤️

And if I start posting all of those scenes' pictures, I might just put in each and every episode of Beintehaa lol.

And remember how ZaYa would try to confess their feelings but every time FAILL haha

And then, days passed and passed, our wait increased and increased❤️

And then came this beautiful crazy best whatever you can say day❤️

Honestly, it feels as if it happened just yesterday

I remember this day soo well. I was frustrated because the damn tv in my room wouldn't work and I had to watch it along with my family🤔

I was frustrated soo much because it was so awkward! I couldn't even blush properly. I literally wanted to plaster my lips.

Soon after the episode was done I ran to my room I downloaded the episode onto my phone and then ahha u know raping the replay button 236217517456 times was a habit and still is😛

AAAHHH❤️ and after that the mahasangam episodes❤️ those scenes were beautifully shot.

I've never said this for any show but when HarshIka deliver romantic scenes or for the matter of fact ANY kind of scenes it just doesn't seem like they are acting it feels like they are the characters themselves.

And then the way Mamu saw Zain carrying Aliya into the house That scene is one of the closest scenes to my heart because Osman mamu finally could bare the happiness of both of his favourite children actually being together❤️

Because I know, intact we all do know that ZaYa's relationship mattered the MOSTTT to ZaYa. He was the only one who saw their future, always had faith in their relationship and immensely respected it too.

I can confidently say that if not for him ZaYa would NOTT have been possible at all.

And then my next favouriteestestest part in the whole of Beintehaa were the number of SR attempts 😆 HAHAH

Fun fact forumwasis: Just imagine the if Zain had ATTEMPTED for soo many SRs already just imagine the number of unknown SRs *____*

And the best part about this is that all of it is free for our imagination 😉

anyway, back to the point, the way Zain literally yearned for SR HAHAHAHAH

and oh god that chipkali scene 😉 it's always going to be one of my favourites 😃

🤣

And then fast forward>>

So during this fast forward a lot has happened probably the most difficult thing ever Osman saab's accident and all of that and then the Zubair getting blamed.

But I will by far NEVER EVER be able to forget this day in my ENTIREEE life.

27th June 2014.

Okay Im going to start from the start from the beginning. The articles began to hit our forum about SR. And tbh I was already in a mental asylum after the hot and sexy Kiss by ZaYa. I knew SR was going to be there. I never expected anything. But I was helllaaa exited. My imagination was ranging from like a kiss, standing hug and bed hug and blurrr(Like the usual ones)...

And the same day I was also going out to a movie along with my friends at 11.00pm.

I shooed EVERYONE off my room. NO DISTURBANCES. I literally was screamed at my cousin asking him to go away lol(yeah i needed the mental asylum).

9.00pm struck my heart started beating. I felt like it was my bloody sr that was going to happen. I don't know if anybody else goes through this but right before the episode starts, I like pause it for a second and have a spaz attack. I just couldn't hold the excitement. lol like legit especially when I very exited for the episode I actually pause the episode 1 sec before it starts and have a freak out session.

After I was done. I play it. And the same expectations of a simple kiss, hug, bed hug and blur.. thats all. And then the episode begins...

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No. I just DO NOTTT have the words I just don't! That day it felt like I didn't need anything more in my life. I felt like it was the end of me. I felt like i died. I felt like HarshIka wanted to kill me. They actually did.

I mentioned it on the day but i'll mention it again

EVERY SECONDD i was like "ZaYa enough please stop killing me!" and ZaYa are just like " NOPEE! Let's kill Shanaya just one last time" And the cycle just WENT ONNN.

Oh my fgoodness

HarshIka were hot af

Preetika looked soo sexy and Harshad oh god🤢

Zayyyuuum ☺️

Don't even get me started because anything said is soo less.

That day was the best day of my life literally.

After the episode, I was not even at a stage when I thought that "OH GOD, finally I'm beginning to get my senses." like even somewhat. I was not in a state to even think properly. My phone was just always there in my hand. I was just busy admiring all your edits❤️TBH it's been months, and I've still not gotten over the SR. I've just gotten used to and learned how to handle the jhatka❤️

The best part about all this is that the movie I was watching on the same day, was a psychotic. It had a lot of nasty violence and was overall quite crappy. My friends were banging their heads not just because of the movie but because of me. I was NO WAY affected by that movie and all that blood and killing. I was just on my phone. I was admiring literally drooling on the SR pics and creations. I didnt even catch up with much of the story! I was close to running to the loo and watching the SR lmao.

My friends were like "What was up with you?!"

But I really couldn't help it. Even weeks, days and STILL NOWWW my heart mind and soul is still onto that beautiful SR.

It is just unforgettable!

I cannot express it in words not even little.

How can ANYONE have the words I mean just look at this*___*

^Credits to respective owner

And then of course we know the very tragic Eid. Probably the most tragic Eid in the history:( All of that was unfortunate. But guess what? After standing here, right now where I am. I have no regrets. Because whatever happened, it showed us an altogether a different phase of ZaYa. If we were there to enjoy their sweet moments, we were there to witness their hardships and pain.

Being the big complaint box I was back then😛 right now, I came to a point where I feel like whatever happened, everything is worth all the happiness that ZaYa will have.

Like I remember the days when Aliya got married to Rehan, I used to say that nothing would be the same again' and now that I think about I think about how shallow I sounded, what matters and what should matter especially if you are a true ZaYanatic is if ZaYa love each other, if they are there for each other. ZaYa's relationship is way to pure to be affected by any crap.

Has everything become like it was before?

Let me tell you the truth, the moment ZaYa stepped in BV after Rehan gave talaaq to Aliya, I legit forgot there was a person that existed named REHAN'. I literally do not give a shit anymore. ZaYa love each other, they have the purest relationship❤️ And no one can change that!

The happiness and those lovely moments shared by ZaYa after their reunion were just on top of the world.

If I start talking about them I can just go on and so will these tiny little tear droplets from my eyes :')

Today, I'm here, with the tears in my eyes, still not able to get over that it's ACTUALLY OVER💔

Today it's Beintehaa. And maybe tomorrow I shall be hooked to another serial. Maybe Harshad's maybe Preetika's or maybe not either of theirs; but I never valued my words this much when I say this, that Beintehaa is the bestestestest serial ever! No matter it's yesterday, today or tomorrow I will look back and can never deny this. EVER.

But goodbye amigos(for now). So hopefully we will meet again, fangirling over Harshad's new show, or Pree's new show, or Beintehaa season 2❤️

But along with Beintehaa, the hardest part about this is letting go of this amazing fandom!

But once a ZaYanatic, always a ZaYanatic! Even though months or years from now, we might not be on the same forum, channel, or show, but we will always be together in that one tag; BIian❤️

Our crazy HarshIka shipping❤️ those crazy dissections we used to do on their offscreen pics lmao. We sure a a whole bunch of madness❤️

And when rivalwaale(lets not take the name:P) came over to our forum and even said a word about our ZaYa or HarshIka or our show the way we would go all ninja 🤣 oh goddd😃

This fandom is the best fandom ever! And thankyou so much to each and everyone of you for coming into my life and letting me be part of this fandom. We cried together, we blushed together, we went crazyyy(REALLY CRAZY) together, we bashed together😛, we frequently visited the mental asylum together😛 MANNN immaaa miss this place🤗

But it was a wonderful journey. And no it's not over yet we still have to keep spamming colors for Beintehaa season 2 and HarshIka as leads!

SO hey its over but not yet;) we have still got work to do k

Show is over not the fandom! Keep asking colors for HarshIka as leads❤️

And please don't leave this place try to visit this place sometimes.

❤️