Originally posted by: bumtrinket
Thanks for watching and writing this update Nikki. I couldn't bear to watch but now that I know Sanraj is dead, I no longer have butterflies in my stomach.
bring it on, your thakela epis, Kekta Mata!
No worries but I have to say I tried to avoid it for as long as I could then just knuckeled down and done it hoping for distractions but got none so wrote it!
But I am kind of seeing it as positive and not negative now that I am thinking about it more. I know blah blah blah but Santo performing he last rites might mean a new start to SanRaj a new relationship, DM is mulling the relationship because he feels he doesn't know her and she is there like he doesn't know me anymore, maybe its time for them to start again with a equal relationship, instead of Malik and Bandini. š I think Rudra's words effected DM more than he is showing because he knows there is an age difference he always pushes it to the back of his mind but Rudra brought out his insecurities, he has worries that she will leave him for someone younger, of course we know she wouldn't but it is DM's pride and ego that he doesn't want it to be hurt but he knows she can still live her life have kids and be happy without him, but where is he left? I mean alone, he has his kids but they all have a life and well how long are Ba and Bapuji going to live š.
Damn I hate it when my mind turns a situation round in my head and makes me think of all viewpoints! š