my dear santo,
when a guy
-marries you and then forgets you are in the car
-sends you to the guest house to cool your heels
-doesn't care to see your face
-stops you from entering his house
-keeps you in the attic
-never wants you in his room
-gives you good clothes when outsiders are there, only to take them back later
-has his son touch your feet (as a mother) to show an outsider, but then tells you he's not your family
that man you let go. you do not chase. you do not ask when will i play your wife.
the man is brave. he has strong values. yes. but when he treats you like dirt, do you have to beg?
this man you need to let go. not chase. let him come to you.
he will. he must.
how long can he continue to fail in his duty to you?
you are on a path you have not chosen.
you are with a man you have not chosen.
i wish you the best.
may your khodai ma take good care of you, because the people around you who are supposed to, certainly are not.
love,
gawker