diary enrties by Rathod-check pg 4 - Page 3

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i had no idea till this afternoon i am going to write this.
with a big long entry i am here...
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after calling it a day, sameer rathod went to his home, took a long shower washing away the tiredness, and had dinner.
clad in a white kurta paijama, he went to his room, opened the drawer to keep his watch gun and wallet, his eyes went to the black leather bound diary.
he took it out and opened a fresh page.
he took out his pen, took a deep breath and started writing.
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Hey diary..

Shocked ho ki maine phir se tumhe open kiya??

Haha. Kaha than a maine ki main waapas aaunga?

But It would be this late I did not know...

Koi nayi baat nahin hai mere paas... wahin zindagi, wohin crime ki duniya aur wohin main...ACP Sameer Damsingh Rathod.

Tum jaante ho na mere dil ka haal??? Aashiq.. :D ha ha jaanta hun ki tum kahoge isme nayi baat kaunsi hai!

Par baat ye hai ki maine usse... I am not sure ki main kaise likhu...

Dammit!!! Orders dena kitna easy hota hai yaar...

Oki... I asked on dinner date and she said yes!!!!

Uss raat hum dono saath mein the...inta accha waqt guzaara humne.

We were not officers. We were friends, we spoke, we laughed, we did masti...

She knows me too well diary. Wahin mujhe kabhi darata hai. Wo mere aankhein padh sakti hai. I cant hide anything from her. Wo jaanti hai mere aur Arjun ke beech kabhi ek bohut strong dosti thi jo ab haalaaton ke neeche dabi hui hai. But I must thank her ki wo uske baare mein baat nahin karti. Wo jaanti hai that I feel pain when I am reminded those.

What she does not know is that I know that she observes me and Arjun, our interactions very closely.

Wo kitna bolti hai yaar. Main most of the time sirf sunn raha tha..no complaints... I was enjoying her company...

Khair... main bhi kaun si baatein leke baith gaya.

Aisha ke baare mein suno.

I was waking past coffee maker the other day.

I heard shree, chotu and sakshi speaking amongst themselves.they said aisha missed me in my absence!!!

my God... i missed her too...

I know, eavesdropping is bad thing, but kabhi kabhi chalta hai naa ;) :P

Bachpan mein maine aise bohut saare kaarnaame kiye hai. Shhh... ye mere aur tumhare beech ka secret hai oki...kisi ko batana mat. Warna meri moochon ki izzat daav pe lag jaayegi ;) :P :D shayad ek din aisa aayega ki main inn baton ko Aisha ko batau... but filhaal only you n me and my words... main waapas tumhe abandon nahin karunga...

Jab hum log uss haunted haveli ke case ko solve karne gaye the to raaste mein hamari gaadi kharab ho gayi. Jab hum log dhakka de rahe the maine dekha ki sakshi Aisha se kuch pooch rahi thi aur Aisha meri taraf dekh ke blush bhi kiya. She chided sakshi you know. I think I know what sakshi had asked her.. I must be about our dinner. Warna Aisha aur itni aasaani se blush..na.. my Aisha is not the type who blush for other things...(ye baat jaan n eke liye I need not be an Arjun raute... the way sakshi was alternating her looks between me and Aisha, I could easily guess ;))

She was with me most times when we were solving the case. It is real fun working with her. Kaam ke time fully professional rehti hai wo.

Phir jab usse phone aaya and she said she needed to go as there was an emergency, I felt bad. Really bad.

I felt as if some part of mine was taken away from me.

Khud ke liye jeena abhi to seekh raha hun main... to bura to lagega naa..???!!! Is it wrong to feel that she should be with me most times diary??!! Am I being selfish? I know that she has her other obligations par... I am not sure... I wish I had that idiot friend of mine today with whom I could share things... I miss him... I really do...

Idiot se yaad aaya mujhe. Uss idiot ki sahi match hai sakshi. Sakshi anand. Ex crime reporter hai. Har chees mein uske opposite hai wo.ye gussa karta hai aur wo hasane pe tuli hui rehti hai. Maine wo badbad machines se suna...i mean unke baton ko suna ki sakshi ne Arjun ko flowers diye the aur usne usse dustbin mein daala. Bechara chotu, he thought that raute was in good mood and had taken flowers to him.

I wish I was there to see that...

Bhale hi hum donon mein differences ho, we might not agree with each other, he may be the reason for the loss we have had, he was once my best friend. Jab bhi wo apne jaan pe khelta hai, mujhe darr lagta ahi, chinta hoti hai uski but I cant openly tell him that. I try to refrain myself from expressing my concern but I cant.. jab wo uss coach ho leke pool mein dive maara, mujhe kitna darr laga ,main bata nahin sakta tumhe. I was holding my breath till he came out.

Jab baat karne ki koshish ki to kehta hai

'saari hadein to maine kabki paar kar li. Mujhe koi farak nahin padta. Aur meri jaan, wo to kab ki jaa chuki hai!'

Dammit!! Samajhta kya hai wo apne aap ko?? But I felt nice when sakshi swore ki wo usse hasayegi... I know she is a stubborn streak...

Jab Aisha waapas aayi, I was soo happy. I wanted to go and hug her, hide her from the world. But I was in office wearing the mask of ETF chief. I just went to her and formally greeted her. She gave me a sweet smile.. that made my day...

Aur pata hai, Arjun ka sakshi ke prati maun wrat start hogaya hai.

Shayad usse sakshi ka dressing sense wala dialogue chuba hoga zyada uss din. It was fun seeing sakshi making fun of his choice of colors.. I was smiling and trying hard not to burst into laughter..uski himmat ki daat deni padegi.

Ab bas, I don't want anyone hurt. I know what Arjun feels like and what sakshi is... he is night and she is broad bright day.

They are miles apart, but yet I feel she is the one who will heal his broken heart and fill his empty life...

Chalo, zindagi chalte rahegi, hum bhi chalte rahenge.. crime ko dhoondte, criminals ke peeche...

Zindagi mein rang bharte hue...

Bohut zyada likh diya kya maine?! No problem. Itne din tumhare white dress pe koi design nahin banaaya na maine to aaj isse heavily designed lehanga bana diya :P

Waapas zaroor aaunga apne thoughts leke tumhare paas... kab? Pata nahin. Shayad jald hi. But aaunga zaroor...

Tab tak ke liye alvida...

-sameer

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He closed his diary and kept his pen in it in the drawer beside his bed, switched off the lights and slipped into covers, drifting into sleep after a tiring day.

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wow...what a idea...rathore ke dil ka haal hyyy so cute and good...

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Originally posted by: riyasarkar007

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Originally posted by: Payal_156

Unres
mera sweetu :D
sam bro ke dil ki dastan
wah wah
blush hm
:p:d rocks
beautiful rocks
lehenga 🤣
sam bro feelings wow..
towards
arjun bro
claps
lovely
awesum
love u
tc 🤗

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Originally posted by: riyasarkar007

ok, me 2nd?????????????? what the...

Main hoon na :D
unres sweetu
u rock..!

Superb...
U have expressed Sameer bhai's feelings very nicely.
Portray bhi bohut acche se kiya.
Kash,sach mein show mein aise dikhate.
Kitna accha lagta...
But,nice work...
Loved it...

Originally posted by: zebbie0504

Superb...
U have expressed Sameer bhai's feelings very nicely.
Portray bhi bohut acche se kiya.
Kash,sach mein show mein aise dikhate.
Kitna accha lagta...
But,nice work...
Loved it...

thanks zee b...