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another one...pls bear.and thnx 4 comments.and pls dnt hate her.she will change.

I accelerated my bike,as fast as I could.i dnt know where I was going,I kept going on and .finally I stopped the bike and I looked around.i was shocked.it was the same place where she used to come whenever she was upset.i dnt know why I am so angry?becoz shree took her name?or bcoz I came here,her fav place.i sat down on the ground,and closed my eyes.i started to think abt her,the person I hate most.riya mukherjee,my elder sister.

I still remember her smile,her eyes,her voice.everything was so perfect,jst lyk her.she was the lyf of the house.she could mix easily with persons.unlike me.i ,was the disgrace of my family.neither so beautiful like her nor the best.and the top of all,she was dad's fav girl.best at everything.even in love.my 1^st love ,that stupid jay fall for her.that was too much.i was so angry with myself.i tried to copy her.do everything she did,jst to beat her in anything.bt she was 2 gd.i was frustrated ,on her,on me,on everything.only to beat her,I studied statictics.bt again she beat me.she got the job in d bst place.everything was bst for her,bst frnds,bst father,bst looks,bst marks,everything bst,neat,clean.jst like her.

The only person who share the same feeling was,my mom.she was my only support.she supported me in everything,through all things.the only person she could not win.and my so called father was always in her favour.she had everything,everyone.bt I only hv my mom.she always taunted her,warned her to stay away from my life.bt she never gave up .she tried till her last day,to win her,to win me.bt she never succeeded.one thing in which she failed.

The most irritating thing abt her,she was the person for all my misery,and yet she was the one tried to heal me.actually,tried to add salt in burns.i still remember the day when jay dumped me for her.i was so angry with myself.

She come to my room,tried to talk to me.bt I was 2 angry 2 talk.

Araina… she started.the only person in the world who took my full name.

Pls, di,leave.i dnt want to talk . I turned away from her,tried to compose myself.

Bt she did nt leave.instead of that ,she started to talk abt jay.how insensitive.

I am so sorry,araina.bt he was not worth of you.how can he dump you for another girl?pls dnt be sad bcoz of him.you will get much better person than him.araina,r u listening?

I was composing myself,and she came infront of me.she was trying to show sympathy.

Araina,pls,dnt be upset for that person who does not love you.she told me again.

Yes,I whispered.bcoz he likes you.she was shocked .she tried to explain,bt I rejected him.i turned him down.he is ur bf.

Bt di,hamesha aisa mere saath hi kyun hota hai ?why di?hamesha ap hi kyun mere aur mere khushiyon k beech aati hain? I was crying,unable to compose myself.

Araina,pls…I would never…

Hamesha se hi aap mujhse meri khusiya chhinte rahi hain,di.hamare dad kabhi mere dad nhi bn paye.hamare ghar wale aap se zyada pyar krte hai.main hamesha apse harte ayi hoo,ab pyar mein bhi?ap hamesha mujhse sb ku6 kyun 6inti hai?agar mujhse dushmani nivani hai,thn ye pyar ka dikhawa kyun?

Dikhva?no,araina,I lv u.u r my sister.main hamesha se tumse pyar krti hoo.tum aisa soch v kaise sakti ho? Riya yelled at her.i was just staring her.she was trying to convince me.bt I had enough.

Don't you dare come near me.ms riya mukherjee.i hate you.i so hope that you never existed.i hate you,and will always hate you.and I am leaving this place,right now.i cant stay a min with you under the same roof.

I left the place.it was 2 yrs ago.after I and my mom left,I never saw her face.she used to come with dad to convince us to come back,bt mom always turned them down.i left for us for further studies.she used to call me,bt I never answered.i was never ashamed of myself to hurt her.i never thought that I hurt her.i showed her how I feel abt her.and I was vry better after that fight.

Bt,2 months ago,mom called me to come back.she told me that news.

She is dead.