Harshad! AM clean Bowled. (Emotional Hai)

So today, no comedy.. I am Soooo High on emotions, that even if i want at this moment I would not write a COMIC strip... may be EOD.

This is purely me wanting to appreciate my Man. THE HARSHAD CHOPDA...

Todays Episode had emotions but what stole the episode was the last 4.5 minutes that gives you a glimpse of what this Man is capable of.... the few minutes of his Supremacy over his craft

No dialogues, No body Movement, no Jumping... No hand Gestures, Just the nod of Head sideways and his Eyes. How many of the current actors are capable of achieving this. this is a different level of Crazy and passionate.

The Scenes took me back to his introduction Video

Those lines

"Auro se juda hu mai,

Kabi duniya se to kabi khud se khafa hu mai,

Aag seene mei, meri ankon mei Nami hai,

Kehno ko sab Kuch mila mujhe bas mohabbat ki kami hai,

Kisi ka sahara le kar Kabhi chala nai,

jo saath de woh Kabhi Mila nai,

Lafzon ka mohtaj nai meri aankhe hi meri aawaz hai,

Ek Dhundhla sa chehra hai Jiski Mujhe Talaash hai "

English Translation

(I am not what everyone is.. I am Unique)

(At times am upset with the world and at times am my self critique

(There is Anger in my heart and pain in my eyes)

I have all the worldly pleasures, but its the love that always defies)

(didnt ever depend on anyone in the walk of my life)

(nor could find anyone who could walk alongside in my life's strife)

(I don't needs words, as my eyes do the talking)

(a Hazy face which today is my hearts yearning)

The English conversion is my convenience. so excuse if i tool some liberty. didn't translate literally but the essence that my heart felt, as it is my heart that is talking

https://twitter.com/mtina0207/status/1495429451521277952?s=20&t=V67wKUURDbHWrI8_M21lNg

And how these words came to life in the last 5 min.. word by word.

Despite all this Man went through for his Love, despite all that he gave... (and he only kept on Giving) at every juncture, since Akshu came in his life... Did all the struggle, fulfilled all his responsibilities. One needs to see the amount of burden that he carries. and today not just for HIS family, but even Akshara's. Be it Bade Papa's Insult, Kairav's Insult., Arohi's Manipulation... He just let it all slide by coz his love for his Akshu was above all and so Unconditional.

So dissecting his lines...

He is unique and we all know that... no contest.. Abhimanyu Birla is one of his kind

He has anger issues, as that has been his escape, and so he hides behind that, but at the same time He has cognizance of his deficiency and that upsets him, coz it hurts the one he loves the most (His mother, and going forward Akshara)

He has all the worldly possessions that money and people around him can give... names and relationship, he has fame too, but its the hearts desire, its love that has been playing hide n seek with him...

one may argue that his mother loves him unconditionally, but that too takes the back seat where his father comes into picture, as his mom gets manipulated in his name. he really ahs no one to love him unconditionally, whom he can love unconditionally and be himself. (he loves his mom, but there he is a protector, always having the shield on)

he has been alone in the wake and walk of life, with no one to depend on and no hand to hold him and be by his side, fighting with him against the pains

He doesnt voice his feeling, not in so many words, he has never learnt to ask... as he is the giver... but ask he does, one only needs to look into his eyes, his yearning, his pain, his passion, his desire... it all culminates within those magic buttons.

His eyes are a way to his soul, and not everyone has a ticket to it... you really really have to be his unconditionally, or the least he needs to acknowledge ur unconditional existence.

sach Uski aankhein uski zubaan hai... ek alag Bhasha, ek Alag alfaaz, ek alag afsaana.. ek puri Ghazal hai

But amidst all this he knows there is someone for him, and is looking out for that face, for that unconitional existence

He did get that in Akshara... he believes he got that

But thats been on such a shaky path. Today after doing all of that, after enjoying the glimpse of the happiness, of togetherness, he again got back on the shaky road, where the face again seems to become Hazy

https://twitter.com/mtina0207/status/1496719885606723584?s=20&t=FDxTa52djrtuev1P_EDISA

the short clip, gives us a glimpse of the exact moment he got back on the shaky road, the insecurity seeping in.

Let me appreciate Harshad here... Man what a change in stance, just by the eyes and face movement. the stillness.. UFF.

i am speechless

Snap of 10 seconds and how his expressions change, I got goose bumps today

the whole 4.5 minute speech, Akshu has been ranting meri family, mere apne, meri Behen, Mere Bade papa, (I, Me, Myself), and all the while this man has been yearning to hear, tum bhi to mere hi ho, mere Apne

she kept on saying mere pyaar ne dard diya, mere pyaar ne takleef di, but all the while his kept looking out for the acknowledgement that Mere pyaar ne Sab kuch Bachaya bhi. see the hurt evident

would Abhi have made an effort to come and treat Bade papa, had it not been for Akshu and his love for Akshu,

Would Abhi have taken all the shit from the family, he hardly knew, had he not considered them his own coz of his love for Akshu.

Would he have ever allowed a girl to manipulate him, the way Arohi did, had it not been his awareness of the love Akshu has for her sister, and his immeasurable love for Akshu,

would a man of his stature come back again and again and again, despite public rejection and humiliation

he just kept on Giving, and again today what does he get in return, the uncertainty of the girl he has fallen in love with

https://twitter.com/mtina0207/status/1496718762267267077?s=20&t=FDxTa52djrtuev1P_EDISA

Check this 3 min clip, with every sentence, his stance changes

Every statement he becomes more aloof, he has been ranting the two are my family, but Akshu, only and only talks about 1 family. she may have said the Birla's are abhi's so that means hers too, but never accepted them with conviction.

that last look, the angry Abhi, at his love. Akshara.

he seems to have reached a decision, that he will no longer be a competition. he needs acceptance and he is no longer going to fight for it.

He has done all that is possible, the lover, the matured man holding baton, the friend, the muse. but is he asking too much,

he has never asked to be a priority, but least she can do is give him the comfort that he has permanent place in the heart.

i said yesterday in my post, he wants a place alongside, that when she thinks of her family, he shud be part there. not the one coming second.

and its high time Akshara gives him that place.

I love Harshad Today, and I want him to let her realise that he wont be toiled with or wont allow to be treated as a door mat of convenience.

He cant compete, and he wont... he needs to be loved with his self respect intact.

what a Volcano of performance

I tried making the post Chotu, but sorry guys, i am just too emo today

❤️ lately HC has been having that effect on me. Today i finally tripped on the other side. Now am invested.

No tamatar guys

Did u guys feel this today

leaving you all with a happy face that i am so in love with.❤️ this guy is a Dream

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@monstuholic

Hey Tina. Superb post. You made us cry for Abhi again with your post. Akshara kya tum mujhe apni family aur behn jaisa pyar karpavoge.his initial diaLogues. She has to acceot him as his family like he made Ak and her family as his and saving them all the time. She told him as separate alag duniya from her family as another world which hurt him badly. But she won't get on head until it reaches explosion. We are all with Abhi today wanted her to see his face once but she went in her flow of useless family ratt. Her baggage is his next he can't avoid. Jo tumhara hi woh mera hi , jo mera hi woh tumhara hi. He gave his mom as gift on v day who will go that way to pacify her momless life. Still she can't acceot him as her family .

Originally posted by: mtina0207

So today, no comedy.. I am Soooo High on emotions, that even if i want at this moment I would not write a COMIC strip... may be EOD.

This is purely me wanting to appreciate my Man. THE HARSHAD CHOPDA...

Todays Episode had emotions but what stole the episode was the last 4.5 minutes that gives you a glimpse of what this Man is capable of.... the few minutes of his Supremacy over his craft

No dialogues, No body Movement, no Jumping... No hand Gestures, Just the nod of Head sideways and his Eyes. How many of the current actors are capable of achieving this. this is a different level of Crazy and passionate.

The Scenes took me back to his introduction Video

Those lines

"Auro se juda hu mai,

Kabi duniya se to kabi khud se khafa hu mai,

Aag seene mei, meri ankon mei Nami hai,

Kehno ko sab Kuch mila mujhe bas mohabbat ki kami hai,

Kisi ka sahara le kar Kabhi chala nai,

jo saath de woh Kabhi Mila nai,

Lafzon ka mohtaj nai meri aankhe hi meri aawaz hai,

Ek Dhundhla sa chehra hai Jiski Mujhe Talaash hai "

English Translation

(I am not what everyone is.. I am Unique)

(At times am upset with the world and at times am my self critique

(There is Anger in my heart and pain in my eyes)

I have all the worldly pleasures, but its the love that always defies)

(didnt ever depend on anyone in the walk of my life)

(nor could find anyone who could walk alongside in my life's strife)

(I don't needs words, as my eyes do the talking)

(a Hazy face which today is my hearts yearning)

The English conversion is my convenience. so excuse if i tool some liberty. didn't translate literally but the essence that my heart felt, as it is my heart that is talking

https://twitter.com/mtina0207/status/1495429451521277952?s=20&t=V67wKUURDbHWrI8_M21lNg

And how these words came to life in the last 5 min.. word by word.

Despite all this Man went through for his Love, despite all that he gave... (and he only kept on Giving) at every juncture, since Akshu came in his life... Did all the struggle, fulfilled all his responsibilities. One needs to see the amount of burden that he carries. and today not just for HIS family, but even Akshara's. Be it Bade Papa's Insult, Kairav's Insult., Arohi's Manipulation... He just let it all slide by coz his love for his Akshu was above all and so Unconditional.

So dissecting his lines...

He is unique and we all know that... no contest.. Abhimanyu Birla is one of his kind

He has anger issues, as that has been his escape, and so he hides behind that, but at the same time He has cognizance of his deficiency and that upsets him, coz it hurts the one he loves the most (His mother, and going forward Akshara)

He has all the worldly possessions that money and people around him can give... names and relationship, he has fame too, but its the hearts desire, its love that has been playing hide n seek with him...

one may argue that his mother loves him unconditionally, but that too takes the back seat where his father comes into picture, as his mom gets manipulated in his name. he really ahs no one to love him unconditionally, whom he can love unconditionally and be himself. (he loves his mom, but there he is a protector, always having the shield on)

he has been alone in the wake and walk of life, with no one to depend on and no hand to hold him and be by his side, fighting with him against the pains

He doesnt voice his feeling, not in so many words, he has never learnt to ask... as he is the giver... but ask he does, one only needs to look into his eyes, his yearning, his pain, his passion, his desire... it all culminates within those magic buttons.

His eyes are a way to his soul, and not everyone has a ticket to it... you really really have to be his unconditionally, or the least he needs to acknowledge ur unconditional existence.

sach Uski aankhein uski zubaan hai... ek alag Bhasha, ek Alag alfaaz, ek alag afsaana.. ek puri Ghazal hai

But amidst all this he knows there is someone for him, and is looking out for that face, for that unconitional existence

He did get that in Akshara... he believes he got that

But thats been on such a shaky path. Today after doing all of that, after enjoying the glimpse of the happiness, of togetherness, he again got back on the shaky road, where the face again seems to become Hazy

https://twitter.com/mtina0207/status/1496719885606723584?s=20&t=FDxTa52djrtuev1P_EDISA

the short clip, gives us a glimpse of the exact moment he got back on the shaky road, the insecurity seeping in.

Let me appreciate Harshad here... Man what a change in stance, just by the eyes and face movement. the stillness.. UFF.

i am speechless

Snap of 10 seconds and how his expressions change, I got goose bumps today

the whole 4.5 minute speech, Akshu has been ranting meri family, mere apne, meri Behen, Mere Bade papa, (I, Me, Myself), and all the while this man has been yearning to hear, tum bhi to mere hi ho, mere Apne

she kept on saying mere pyaar ne dard diya, mere pyaar ne takleef di, but all the while his kept looking out for the acknowledgement that Mere pyaar ne Sab kuch Bachaya bhi. see the hurt evident

would Abhi have made an effort to come and treat Bade papa, had it not been for Akshu and his love for Akshu,

Would Abhi have taken all the shit from the family, he hardly knew, had he not considered them his own coz of his love for Akshu.

Would he have ever allowed a girl to manipulate him, the way Arohi did, had it not been his awareness of the love Akshu has for her sister, and his immeasurable love for Akshu,

would a man of his stature come back again and again and again, despite public rejection and humiliation

he just kept on Giving, and again today what does he get in return, the uncertainty of the girl he has fallen in love with

https://twitter.com/mtina0207/status/1496718762267267077?s=20&t=FDxTa52djrtuev1P_EDISA

Check this 3 min clip, with every sentence, his stance changes

Every statement he becomes more aloof, he has been ranting the two are my family, but Akshu, only and only talks about 1 family. she may have said the Birla's are abhi's so that means hers too, but never accepted them with conviction.

that last look, the angry Abhi, at his love. Akshara.

he seems to have reached a decision, that he will no longer be a competition. he needs acceptance and he is no longer going to fight for it.

He has done all that is possible, the lover, the matured man holding baton, the friend, the muse. but is he asking too much,

he has never asked to be a priority, but least she can do is give him the comfort that he has permanent place in the heart.

i said yesterday in my post, he wants a place alongside, that when she thinks of her family, he shud be part there. not the one coming second.

and its high time Akshara gives him that place.

I love Harshad Today, and I want him to let her realise that he wont be toiled with or wont allow to be treated as a door mat of convenience.

He cant compete, and he wont... he needs to be loved with his self respect intact.

what a Volcano of performance

I tried making the post Chotu, but sorry guys, i am just too emo today

❤️ lately HC has been having that effect on me. Today i finally tripped on the other side. Now am invested.

No tamatar guys

Did u guys feel this today

leaving you all with a happy face that i am so in love with.❤️ this guy is a Dream

Tagging u

Lovely post. Well described.

Here is an article

https://lonerwolf.com/twin-flame-stages/

Utkarsh started this abhira journey as soulmates only. Even first promo suggests that he was looking for a hazy face.. and before meeting akshara he was longing for that voice...and when he met akshara it was love at first Sight...if you read this article you will be able to relate each n every word...now they are in the phase where there insecurities will come out...i do feel a short seperation may come... As that's what the article suggests... One emotionally withdraws and the other has to run and chase ...so this is probably that... I think Manish will give his acceptance but this track will go on for a while..parvati will have to please shiv ...as shiv is very angry right now...doing tandav...

It won't be easy like abhimanyu made it last time. He forgived akshara in a second... I am sure this is going to be an interesting track

So so rightly said!

I knew by the precap that she is going to say these hurtful things but the extend to which she did is disappointing.

The man has given his all. Just for the love he has for her, he has tolerated everything. And even after he gave it his all.. she held her love responsible for whatever happened.

She really needs to understand and give him the place he deserves.

Great post tina!!! Every word akshu said hurt him so much, he loves this girl with all his heart and she isnt able to understand his value

Hi Tina

Great lovely post

I haven’t watch initial promo

Thank you

It’s beautiful

This man has my ❤️

Beyond words ..it’s hurt I can’t see

Hey Tina 🤗

Beautiful post.... Those pics are out of the world.... ♥️

And amazingly you have written his emotions.....

And that last scene.... Best of today.... Not a single word uttered but ithna kuch kehdiya.... That dard that emotion..... Kya bolun isko..... Only HC can do this.... And he brings in those tears....

And i had the same feeling while reading your post today......

Loved it.... 🤗

Btw tina Nandini....(monstuholic) changed her user name... Tagging her here....

Nandini_goyal

I am in the same frame as u r in.. Sad for Abhimanyu... He has fought for his love, gave her everything but still he is not being accepted as her apna... People might say Akshara is eight, vulnerable.. But sorry, i couldnt take my eyes of Abhimanyu today, for the whole last 5 mins... His changing expressions every second told his dil ka haal...