Originally posted by: mtina0207
So today, no comedy.. I am Soooo High on emotions, that even if i want at this moment I would not write a COMIC strip... may be EOD.
This is purely me wanting to appreciate my Man. THE HARSHAD CHOPDA...
Todays Episode had emotions but what stole the episode was the last 4.5 minutes that gives you a glimpse of what this Man is capable of.... the few minutes of his Supremacy over his craft
No dialogues, No body Movement, no Jumping... No hand Gestures, Just the nod of Head sideways and his Eyes. How many of the current actors are capable of achieving this. this is a different level of Crazy and passionate.
The Scenes took me back to his introduction Video
Those lines
"Auro se juda hu mai,
Kabi duniya se to kabi khud se khafa hu mai,
Aag seene mei, meri ankon mei Nami hai,
Kehno ko sab Kuch mila mujhe bas mohabbat ki kami hai,
Kisi ka sahara le kar Kabhi chala nai,
jo saath de woh Kabhi Mila nai,
Lafzon ka mohtaj nai meri aankhe hi meri aawaz hai,
Ek Dhundhla sa chehra hai Jiski Mujhe Talaash hai "
English Translation
(I am not what everyone is.. I am Unique)
(At times am upset with the world and at times am my self critique
(There is Anger in my heart and pain in my eyes)
I have all the worldly pleasures, but its the love that always defies)
(didnt ever depend on anyone in the walk of my life)
(nor could find anyone who could walk alongside in my life's strife)
(I don't needs words, as my eyes do the talking)
(a Hazy face which today is my hearts yearning)
The English conversion is my convenience. so excuse if i tool some liberty. didn't translate literally but the essence that my heart felt, as it is my heart that is talking
https://twitter.com/mtina0207/status/1495429451521277952?s=20&t=V67wKUURDbHWrI8_M21lNg
And how these words came to life in the last 5 min.. word by word.
Despite all this Man went through for his Love, despite all that he gave... (and he only kept on Giving) at every juncture, since Akshu came in his life... Did all the struggle, fulfilled all his responsibilities. One needs to see the amount of burden that he carries. and today not just for HIS family, but even Akshara's. Be it Bade Papa's Insult, Kairav's Insult., Arohi's Manipulation... He just let it all slide by coz his love for his Akshu was above all and so Unconditional.
So dissecting his lines...
He is unique and we all know that... no contest.. Abhimanyu Birla is one of his kind
He has anger issues, as that has been his escape, and so he hides behind that, but at the same time He has cognizance of his deficiency and that upsets him, coz it hurts the one he loves the most (His mother, and going forward Akshara)
He has all the worldly possessions that money and people around him can give... names and relationship, he has fame too, but its the hearts desire, its love that has been playing hide n seek with him...
one may argue that his mother loves him unconditionally, but that too takes the back seat where his father comes into picture, as his mom gets manipulated in his name. he really ahs no one to love him unconditionally, whom he can love unconditionally and be himself. (he loves his mom, but there he is a protector, always having the shield on)
he has been alone in the wake and walk of life, with no one to depend on and no hand to hold him and be by his side, fighting with him against the pains
He doesnt voice his feeling, not in so many words, he has never learnt to ask... as he is the giver... but ask he does, one only needs to look into his eyes, his yearning, his pain, his passion, his desire... it all culminates within those magic buttons.
His eyes are a way to his soul, and not everyone has a ticket to it... you really really have to be his unconditionally, or the least he needs to acknowledge ur unconditional existence.
sach Uski aankhein uski zubaan hai... ek alag Bhasha, ek Alag alfaaz, ek alag afsaana.. ek puri Ghazal hai
But amidst all this he knows there is someone for him, and is looking out for that face, for that unconitional existence
He did get that in Akshara... he believes he got that
But thats been on such a shaky path. Today after doing all of that, after enjoying the glimpse of the happiness, of togetherness, he again got back on the shaky road, where the face again seems to become Hazy
https://twitter.com/mtina0207/status/1496719885606723584?s=20&t=FDxTa52djrtuev1P_EDISA
the short clip, gives us a glimpse of the exact moment he got back on the shaky road, the insecurity seeping in.
Let me appreciate Harshad here... Man what a change in stance, just by the eyes and face movement. the stillness.. UFF.
i am speechless
Snap of 10 seconds and how his expressions change, I got goose bumps today
the whole 4.5 minute speech, Akshu has been ranting meri family, mere apne, meri Behen, Mere Bade papa, (I, Me, Myself), and all the while this man has been yearning to hear, tum bhi to mere hi ho, mere Apne
she kept on saying mere pyaar ne dard diya, mere pyaar ne takleef di, but all the while his kept looking out for the acknowledgement that Mere pyaar ne Sab kuch Bachaya bhi. see the hurt evident
would Abhi have made an effort to come and treat Bade papa, had it not been for Akshu and his love for Akshu,
Would Abhi have taken all the shit from the family, he hardly knew, had he not considered them his own coz of his love for Akshu.
Would he have ever allowed a girl to manipulate him, the way Arohi did, had it not been his awareness of the love Akshu has for her sister, and his immeasurable love for Akshu,
would a man of his stature come back again and again and again, despite public rejection and humiliation
he just kept on Giving, and again today what does he get in return, the uncertainty of the girl he has fallen in love with
https://twitter.com/mtina0207/status/1496718762267267077?s=20&t=FDxTa52djrtuev1P_EDISA
Check this 3 min clip, with every sentence, his stance changes
Every statement he becomes more aloof, he has been ranting the two are my family, but Akshu, only and only talks about 1 family. she may have said the Birla's are abhi's so that means hers too, but never accepted them with conviction.
that last look, the angry Abhi, at his love. Akshara.
he seems to have reached a decision, that he will no longer be a competition. he needs acceptance and he is no longer going to fight for it.
He has done all that is possible, the lover, the matured man holding baton, the friend, the muse. but is he asking too much,
he has never asked to be a priority, but least she can do is give him the comfort that he has permanent place in the heart.
i said yesterday in my post, he wants a place alongside, that when she thinks of her family, he shud be part there. not the one coming second.
and its high time Akshara gives him that place.
I love Harshad Today, and I want him to let her realise that he wont be toiled with or wont allow to be treated as a door mat of convenience.
He cant compete, and he wont... he needs to be loved with his self respect intact.
what a Volcano of performance
I tried making the post Chotu, but sorry guys, i am just too emo today
❤️ lately HC has been having that effect on me. Today i finally tripped on the other side. Now am invested.
No tamatar guys
Did u guys feel this today
leaving you all with a happy face that i am so in love with.❤️ this guy is a Dream
Totally agree with everything you’ve said… he shouldn’t need to compete no more. It’s time for Akshu to show how deep her love is and make him part of her “apne”… if not their is no point in this relationship… it’s all him giving all the time, taking the burden all the time, the insult, etc… it’s time for Akshu to do that for him. Step up to the plate… be an equal participant in this love.
I get where she’s coming from but the words she used were just not acceptable. It’s like one little tremor in her family and she’s gone back to Khabhi ha Khabi na.
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