GUILT & INSECURITIES💃😓🕺 - Page 3

Akshu is not naira. Naira used to take stand for herself.

I think it's akshu journey for ' khudse khudka rishta ' that's prioritise her happiness. Abhi is first person in life that she priorities outside family. It take times. But I love to see how akshu gonna assure abhi's insecurity.

Someone gonna say how will akshu redeem I am redeem for what sharing her feelings.

😅 😅 Beautifully written. 🥳

Coming to akshu. This is the first time she has opened herself up and spoken. I know abhi got triggered and has insecuries. This is may be due to the several rejections he faced but he shd feel happy that this girl who never speakers her heart out is really talking now. It may be wrg from his point of view but genuinely she never meant to hurt him. She just wanted to say that she is scared and feels helpless that if something worse had happened it wd have been because of her. She is used to taking up blames and she conveniently does it. Now it's abhi who has to set her right and tell her that it's never all because of her. She will somehow pacify him once she knows the reason 😉

Originally posted by: DiamondLife

I am still processing the episode...on rollercoaster ride..

It seems last part has pierced my heart badly like Abhi's...I am feeling so nervous and bad for Abhi...his emotions spoke volume...Each word from Akshu's mouth was arrow..How many holes have been created on his heart by Akshu still he hold her only in his heart!!!

I am very emotional today 😭

If we just wait and think for a while,this is how life is right, we all have different view points and perceptions and accordingly we view the situations.......for akshara abhi is the only person with whom she can share everything how life has been,all sacrifices she had to make for her family and that to an extent that this has become her second nature,she will happily take all the blame even if she is not at fault,on the other hand we have abhi,he had his family but a family without love,he loves akshu more than anything and anyone and expects the same,akshu's words regarding their love bringing all the sufferings to her family has broken abhi again,he now thinks if anyone says anything,she will again leave him,and this insecurity has made him restless and angry...............they both have their view points and perceptions which will result in conflicts, hopefully they find a way to land somewhere in the middle and don't hurt each other anymore.......

Hari good review of episode. BAGGAGE OF GUILT AND INSECURITIES. This is today's highlight..

Abhi wanted Ak to join hospital along with hi. He has taken decision for both and told her. Ak chose Bade papa hurt honge. She is back to herself always. Yesterday Maaf nahi karpavungi apne aap ko. Ak is thinking of only Manish now as he is I'll and got out from death . She didn't hug Abhi or thanked him specially. It was all her one lift yesterday and It's all due to Abhi. The man is an attention seeker purely loves Akshu leaves no complaints against it. When she checked Manishs heart saying he has come back for his kids he showed his heart beat. Abhi has to be told that he is her family now along with her Own family like how Abhi accepted Goenkas as his garden his responsibility. The girl who can't share her inner emotions to anyone first time infront of Abhi but result is his hurt.

She spoke about her parents loss, baggage of sirat and Taking peaceful way to give happiness to Ar. She is not ready for another baggage for yrs of Manish on her.in the way of chosing family she is always hurting Abhi. In chosing Abhi she is hurting family. This will go on and on but for her it's always a struck situation for both. And she is unable to pacify both. If she spoke that Abhi has saved from her guilt by saving Manish he could have understood it. But her words spoken are right went in wrong way to him. She chose him against Ar, and manish publicly but his insecurities are always there as she choses her family against him.

Today its HC day in acting. He gave perfect changed expressions in whole scene changing his face expressions showing his pain, hurt and insecurity. Abhi is always hurt by Ak rejections. He is scared of that and comes holds her whenever something happens so that she won't leave him. Literally he does that DHOLAREDHOLA after her so that she stays with him always along with her family. Ak trusted him and told her inner conflicts and baggage. But it gave him the knock back. He has been waiting cool with kv incident and Manishs doing his way of coming back and adjust with her not opening his inner side. Need to see much next that the piled up hurt , anger and insecurities might be resulting into TANDAV by him.

Ak has started her side of work for Birlas with Ani. So she will ba hurt next by them like how Abhi is hurt by Manish .They both are in equal ends receiving the insult from families in chosing each other.

Precap is ....Mohobbatein style In Manish going to Birlas and asking for sorry and patchup as he already told dadi, swarna that he has to see kids happiness now.

PRACHI 1967 predicted long long back that whatever the process of taking rista by Abhi going to Goenkas or Birlas going to Goenkas it's all gadbad from start and it's wrong . It should be from girls side head Manish who has to go and ask for Rista then only it goes in correct way. So it's coming out next.

Funny note....whenever Akhara goes back to Sati phase after a little Parvati phase Abhimanyus Mati is gone. 😂

Originally posted by: hari15

Today episode was at it's best. Dr. Abhimanyu Birla / HC rocked the whole episode.

FOOD ALERT 🚨🚨 HIGH ALERT - Aarohi gave bottle of water to akshu not glass so khaand is bigger. Happened na abhi ka major set back his competition for ak love with her family and his insecurity. 🙄🙄🙄

The episode starts with abhi and harsh talking about re-joining. Abhi says he wants akshu to join the hospital and it's only his suggestion and not threat, order or demand.

Akshu and Kairav talk about bade papa. Akshu says if something bad happened to bade papa she could never forgive herself. Kairav says the same and convinces her that abhi had fixed everything.

Swarna, mimi and Vansh come and enquire about manish. Kairav says once bade papa wakes up they can go and meet. Vansh clears kairav specs and both brother console each other.

Swarna sees akshu and says not to wory anymore.

" Teri abhimanyu nei, teri bade papa ko bachaya "

So the family had officially put it out of their mouth that abhimanyu is akshu's and now their family member.

Swarna and akshu have an hug and anisha sees this and wishes that even her mother was like this. Akshu sees anisha goes and talks to her. Mimi condemns how anisha didn't come and see them though swarna supports saying she may not be comfortable here.

Haan future saas and bahu understanding and love is brewing. 🤪🤪🤪

Anisha asks akshu's well fare. Akshu comforts anisha saying even though she didn't get her mom's support her mom loves her. Her mother anger is like boiling water how much ever it boils it calms down soon too. Akshu says all mom are same they are angry and upset outside but love i inside and to ask sorry for her mistake and she will melt. Anisha says her mom is not like that. Akshu convinced otherwise.

Akshu's duty as Birla bahu started.. 😎😎😎😎

Abhi is with bade papa and akshu sees them from outside. She asks manish health and abhi says he will be health that the first thing he will do is to wake up and make his cheeks red by slapping him.

Akshu sees bade papa and asks for abhi's stethoscope. Abhi gives her and she hears bade papa heartbeat. She happily says bade papa heart is beating for them, his family and his children. Abhi shows to akshu with the stethoscope that his heart is beating for her.

Abhi tells akshu how her singing helped bade papa to react akshu says it's due to his treatment not her singing. Abhi ends with saying both helped him. Abhi says both are needed in birla hospital and so let's rejoin. Akshu says bade papa will be upset again. Abhi says he will convince him as he had already put a dose in his name along with the injection he gave. Abhi says bade papa will shout, yell and be angry with him but later will hug and love me when the medicine he put works.

They hear a really.

Bade papa wakes up. He remembers akshu saying she won't let abhi go to jail and how she went and spoke to police.

Akshu asks sorry as this happened because of her. Abhi tries to check his pulse but bade papa throws tantrum like a bache. Abhi says he will have to listen to him as he is a doctor and bade Papa is his patient. This is not his house to do as per his wish and gets h to cool down and let him check.

Abhi and bade papa ka soul connection hogaya 🤣🤣🤣🥰🥰🥰

Bade papa thinks in his heart once he gets fine he will see to him. Abhi says he can listen what he is thinking and he can deal with him once her recovers. Abhi says once he rests he can meet his other family members. Akshu leaves.

Mahima talks about manish case to a jr. doctor. Anisha comes and tries to give almond cookies to mahima recollecting childhood memory of her forgiving anisha after breaking mahima Italian case and diamond necklace after anisha gave her the cookies. Mahima gets emotional but changes saying her fault wasn't simple to forgive this time.

Akshu comes and anisha says see my mom is not like other mom's she is different she won't forgive me. Mahima gets angry and says so you are behind this and asks her to stop being a mahaan.

Hey mahima is pakka senior aarohi. Or aarohi is junior mahima.

Mahima in anger says she doesn't know about maa beti relationship but stops and asks to forget it and not to get involved in her family matter.

How wrong you are mahima. Akshu already started her mission of being birla bahu by supporting and consoling anisha.

Manish wakes and is surrounded by the whole family. He says he felt like all his life flashed towards him and he was leaving then he heard his kids voice. They have a family moment where manish tells he heart all his family calling him out and he is here. Abhi comes and asks everyone to leave.

Manish wants to speak with mimi and swarna. He tells them before he leaves this world he wants to see all his kids happy and wants to make everything right for them.

Hogya sab hogya. Akshu you did a full job today on abhi triggering all his insecurity.

Yesterday akshu words if something happened to bade papa she would have never forgiven him.

Next after such long operation abhi didn't even get a hug from akshu.

Next abhi wants ak to join hospital but ak rejects for manish.

Next abhi is competing with bade papa with showing his heart beat.

Now akshu poured full water on abhi.

She spoke about manish feeling his life leaving yet his kids childhood memories is what got him back. She tells how he must have felt that his akshu has disappointed him. Akshu puts her next straw saying how she left home and was living alone for aarohi happiness and house peace.

Akshu puts her final straw saying how her love is her strength and at the same time why it is taking away her family happiness. Akshu dear look at abhi beside you.

Precap : Ddlj bade papa is here at birla house. 😎😎😎

Akshu didn't even look at abhi, he had tears, he was badly hurt ... He got so much hurt by her words 💔 ..

If she doesn't rectify her mistake and make him realise how much she loves him, it gonna hurt her back after their marriage...

Originally posted by: Haal-e-Dil

Why is mahima angry on Anisha? Is it cause of suicide attempt?

Ani was feeling suffocated at home and so she left the family and eloped and lived somewhere for sometime.. So according to Birlas ani brought disgrace to the family. so Mahima is hurt and angry.

Beautiful Hari ... 🤗

Loved the way u have penned it....

That last scene by Abhi was too emotional.... Without a dialogue he just told off everything......

The screen froze on his angry look.....That thandav look....

Akshu was so engrossed in her guilt journey that she totally did not know what she was saying and to whom....

As per precap she seems not have realized yet....

Definetly this time wanna see a sweet gesture from.her side to show that Abhi is as important as her Family to her ... As she cannot leave her family and prioritize him totally..... As she had a bitter taste when she went ahead yo save abhi against bade papa....

But this does not mean she should ignore abhi and his feelings totally .... His pyar for her cannot be taken for granted or compared or shown in a bad light of being an issue for family happiness....

Lets see how she goes about by this once she realizes where she went wrong....

Abhi ko dekh ke i was literally crying

Bahut hurt tha wo

Sorry for the delay today, Hari. And thank you for the tag.

You have covered every inch of the episode beautifully. Wondering what I can add to this. Yet to read Meher's. But I will get to that after I post my comments warna mere liye likhne ke liye kuch nahi bachega. 😆

I liked the brief flash of surprise that Abhi had, when Harshad took his papers and his suggestion with one word - done.

Mahima’s - yeh ek ma beti ke beech ka mamla hain aur ek ma beti ka rishta kya hota hain yeh tum nahi… - Now that Manish is going to accept Abhira, the next gray character has been smoothly introduced.

Loved the whole Akshara-Abhi-Manish scene in the room. This guy is so bloody scared of losing her. I mean, it is a natural thing for a family member to want to hear the heartbeat after such a scare. I see even little kids asking for my steth to hear the sound of heartbeat of their loved ones. But he had to make sure she heard his heartbeat too - the heart that was beating for her. Every minute he keeps reminding her how much he loves her. Wonder how she is going to remove this fear of his, especially after saying all those things today.

And man, she talked it all out today. I’m very happy that she felt close enough to Abhi that she didn’t use any filters while letting it all out. She just talked like she was talking to herself. She feels so close to him that she sees them as one. He is a part of her and that belief has got her to let her guard down completely. Akshara, the girl who always said and did things that would please others or help others or reassure others in some way or the other today said things because she felt like saying them. Sharing them. Unburdening her heart. Beautiful progression from her side.

Only, he was not seeing it that way. His fear was drawing him a different picture of her words.

“Unki Akshu se unhone jo ummedein lagayi thi woh poori nahi hui.”- His expression changed from that point on. Fear and anger began colouring everything he was hearing. All he could see was her guilt. And the last time she felt that guilty, what did she do? He was seeing the same thing happening again. And every word that came out of her mouth was reinforcing his belief.

“Mujhe mera akelapan manzoor tha par meri family ko meri wajah se taqleef pahunche yeh manzoor nahi tha.”

“Humaare pyaar ki keemat aise chukani padegi meine socha nahi tha” - the tear that rolled out of his eyes when she said that…!! Ufff!! It was like she had taken a dagger and plunged in his heart.

But I think what hurt him most was when she said - meri ek aur duniya hain. MERE APNE HAIN. Unknowingly / unintentionally, she implied that he does not come under the “apna”

And her - aisa pyar nahi maanga tha maine - was the last nail in the coffin of his belief that she is choosing her family over him.

HC and Pranali's episode thru and thru. Hats off to them for the way they are giving themselves in bringing out so many emotions.

I really, really, really hope the makers handle this track properly and not make light of this insecurity of his. It’s a beautiful track. I want it handled with care.

Originally posted by: SatyaVS

Sorry for the delay today, Hari. And thank you for the tag.

You have covered every inch of the episode beautifully. Wondering what I can add to this. Yet to read Meher's. But I will get to that after I post my comments warna mere liye likhne ke liye kuch nahi bachega. 😆

I liked the brief flash of surprise that Abhi had, when Harshad took his papers and his suggestion with one word - done.

Mahima’s - yeh ek ma beti ke beech ka mamla hain aur ek ma beti ka rishta kya hota hain yeh tum nahi… - Now that Manish is going to accept Abhira, the next gray character has been smoothly introduced.

Loved the whole Akshara-Abhi-Manish scene in the room. This guy is so bloody scared of losing her. I mean, it is a natural thing for a family member to want to hear the heartbeat after such a scare. I see even little kids asking for my steth to hear the sound of heartbeat of their loved ones. But he had to make sure she heard his heartbeat too - the heart that was beating for her. Every minute he keeps reminding her how much he loves her. Wonder how she is going to remove this fear of his, especially after saying all those things today.

And man, she talked it all out today. I’m very happy that she felt close enough to Abhi that she didn’t use any filters while letting it all out. She just talked like she was talking to herself. She feels so close to him that she sees them as one. He is a part of her and that belief has got her to let her guard down completely. Akshara, the girl who always said and did things that would please others or help others or reassure others in some way or the other today said things because she felt like saying them. Sharing them. Unburdening her heart. Beautiful progression from her side.

Only, he was not seeing it that way. His fear was drawing him a different picture of her words.

“Unki Akshu se unhone jo ummedein lagayi thi woh poori nahi hui.”- His expression changed from that point on. Fear and anger began colouring everything he was hearing. All he could see was her guilt. And the last time she felt that guilty, what did she do? He was seeing the same thing happening again. And every word that came out of her mouth was reinforcing his belief.

“Mujhe mera akelapan manzoor tha par meri family ko meri wajah se taqleef pahunche yeh manzoor nahi tha.”

“Humaare pyaar ki keemat aise chukani padegi meine socha nahi tha” - the tear that rolled out of his eyes when she said that…!! Ufff!! It was like she had taken a dagger and plunged in his heart.

But I think what hurt him most was when she said - meri ek aur duniya hain. MERE APNE HAIN. Unknowingly / unintentionally, she implied that he does not come under the “apna”

And her - aisa pyar nahi maanga tha maine - was the last nail in the coffin of his belief that she is choosing her family over him.

HC and Pranali's episode thru and thru. Hats off to them for the way they are giving themselves in bringing out so many emotions.

I really, really, really hope the makers handle this track properly and not make light of this insecurity of his. It’s a beautiful track. I want it handled with care.