Each and every moment of this episode was so special...but along with the love story what I loved was this phrase that KK chose to term Anushka's demands.
Aadha Sach- When the breakfast scene opens, ,we see KK smiling to himself. What would have amused him so much? Can it be anything other than Anu's antics? When Anu requested her proposal be accepted, was he expecting something completely different? Few weeks back, Prabhakar had read Anu's feelings-Was it KK's turn to look closer at his daughter's behaviour? Anyway, he knew she was hiding something and he was disappointed and upset with his favourite child. Also loved the way the brothers reacted to this news.
Aadha Sach- Half truth.
Was there even half truth in what Sidhanth wanted Anu to believe? It was all a lie.
Anushka: It was all a lie.
He said so. He said he was never serious about me... At least, not serious enough to let go of his ambitions. I should have known. I have gone through this before. He has done the same thing why didn't I learn from my experience? Why did I go on hoping...like a fool?!
Always...Sidhanth has always put himself first, ,before anyone else. And today he made it very clear...he showed me my place. He put a full stop to all my dreams and wishes. That's it! My heart stops beating here...For whom should it beat anymore?
If only I could go on believing...Clinging on to hope...I am hopeless. I should just collect broken bits of my heart and move on...To where? Run away again? To what gain?
If I am devastated, I am angry too. Angry at myself...angry with him.
Where do I start now? How do I heal my heart? Will drowning myself in two years of study do me any good, when it didn't, in the past...As if I have any other option! I am only going to hurt myself, staying back...
What do I do? My heart is shattered! He was the only person I could ever trust...He was all I wanted...Alas! I am not enough for Sidhanth Sinha! He'd rather go chasing his dreams...denying me the right to dream ever again...
Hopeless!
Sidhanth: There is only one truth- I love her.
It felt like an angel had come to visit me. Waking up to see her sleeping on my bed...So fragile...So tender...So innocent...A sleeping child... I just had to cover her, protect her. Run my fingers gently to see how soft she was...That this wasn't a dream...Couldn't help it. She was like a dream...a moment to cherish, it was... Wish it had lasted forever...
Kabhi youn bhi aa meri aankh mein ke meri nazar ko khabar na ho
Mujhe ek raat nawaaz de mager uske baad sehar na ho
But there was reality to deal with..a burning fire of revenge within me that would hurt her. I had to break this up. Knowing her feelings...Knowing I have done this to her before too..I had to break her heart. It would be better for her to be far away from me when the inferno blazes...
She left...Not knowing my eyes would search for her every minute...and that I can never stop loving her.
I love her.
I have always loved her.
I need to be near her. I need to see her. When her brothers mention she is going away, I cannot stop wishing...even when I wish her away...
wo bada raheem-o-kareem hai mujhe ye sifat bhi ataa kare
Tujhe bhulane ki duaa karun to duaa mein meri asar na ho
He is merciful and gracious,
May He gift me this wealth,
If I have prayed to forget you,
Let my prayers go unanswered...