Hey everyone 😃. I hope you all are well and good. This is the first time I have written a story and I don't know if it came out well or not. This is a gift for my LTG 🤗. My school is going to reopen just the day after tomorrow and then I won't be able to stay very much active on IF. So thank you everyone for making these 2.5 months on IF so special and memorable. I know after reading this OS you all will think that this OS is like Gade Murde Nikalna 😆but this idea came into my mind and so I thought to give it a try.THIS OS IS OCTO-FRIENDLY and so everyone can read it. So without anymore bakbak, here is the OS:
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PHIR MOHABBAT
The sun shone brightly in sky and gentle breeze was blowing.The students of VJN were roaming here and there as it was break time. Some were in the Red Rose restaurant munching their favourite delicacies, some were in the ground playing cricket while some were sitting on the benches talking in general. But a person was sitting in the music room alone playing his guitar absent mindedly while thinking deeply about something.
Sameer Maheshwari had left his Baba avatar and was back to his normal self after getting to know about Naina's rishta yesterday. He was broken from inside, lost of all the hope and just alive, but contrary to his inner feelings he had decided to stay strong and had taken the biggest decision of his life. He had decided to forget that he had once loved a girl named Naina. Just thinking about his decision made his heart ache. But his decision was made. Ab main usse pyaar nahi karta, ab wo mere liye ajnabi hai. Mere dil me ab uske liye koi jagah nahi hai aur waise bhi ab to wo to kisi aur ki hai, ab main uske baare me nahi sochunga.
He made a resolution to keep Naina out of his mind and heart, kept the guitar on the table and headed outside to search Munna and Pandit. He walked through the corridor, thinking about his resolution, trying to ignore the storm of feelings in his heart. He turned to the right side of the corridor which led to the Red rose, only to collide with someone. He held the soft delicate figure to prevent himself and the girl from falling on the floor. He gazed in the deep brown eyes of the girl in his arms and he froze there. It was Naina.
Naina was in Sameer's arms, looking up at him in shock. She was holding him by his shoulders. They were so close. Both of them were looking at each other with lots of emotions in their eyes. While Sameer's eyes showed pain, anger and disappointment, Naina's showed pain,guilt and helplessness. Time stopped for both of them. Neither of them knew for how long they remained in each other's arms. But Sameer was the first one to come out of the trance.
He remembered his resolution and loosened his hold on her waist and moved back. Even she left his shoulders. Both of them looked everywhere but at each other. Then Naina noticed the books which had fallen on the ground and started picking them up. Instinctively, Sameer also bent and started picking the books. When both of them had picked up all the books, Sameer handed Naina the books which were in his hands. Both of them looked at each other for a moment, and then turned in opposite directions and walked away.
Naina thought, hum kitne paas the, Kaash main humesha Sameer ke paas reh paati. Par mujhme apne pyaar ke liye ladne ki himmat nahi hai shayad. Aur ab to Sameer mujhse nafrat karta hoga, itna dukh jo diya hai maine use. Par usne meri madad kyon ki books uthane me? She tried to find an answer to her question and the only answer she got was that Sameer's heart was so pure that he helped her even though she had left him. And this only made her fall in love with him more than before but she was guilty for not being able to take a stand for her love.
On the other hand, Sameer sat on a bench in the garden and started thinking of what just happened. Main ab usse pyaar nahi karta, to kyon mujhe uske kareeb rehke achcha lag raha tha? Kyon maine uski books uthaane me madad ki? He then saw a college couple walking holding each other's hand and laughing and talking about something. They looked so happy. And he, he was so lonely. He was alone with no one who would love him with all her heart. He wasn't someone who was made to be loved. But even as he thought all this, the memories of Naina and him being happy flashed in his mind. The memories where Naina loved him unconditionally, gave him all the love and care, made him forget his bitter childhood and taught him to live life. He couldn't understand why he was thinking of her. He should not think of her. Trying to brush off Naina's thoughts, he went to find Munna and Pandit.
"Jab Jab Tere Paas Main Aaya, Ik Sukoon Mila
Jise Main Tha Bhoolta Aaya, Woh Wajood Mila
Jab Aaye Mausam Gham Ke, Tujhe Yaad Kiya
Jab Sehme Tanha Pann Se, Tujhe Yaad Kiya"
Naina was thinking about that incident the whole day. She didn't knew what to do. She didn't want to marry Sharad. No, she didn't want to marry anyone except Sameer. He was her first and last love. Preeti found Naina lost in her thoughts and asked, "Kya hua behen? Kya soch rahi hai itni der se?".
Naina replied absent-mindedly, "Sameer ke baare me".
"Par kyon Naina, tu jab Sameer se alag ho chuki hai to kyon khud ko takleef de rahi hai Sameer ke baare mein soch kar? Tujhe jo faisla lena tha wo tune le liya na. Ab mat soch itna, isse teri aur Sameer dono ki takleef badhegi".
"Hmm, tu thik bol rahi hai", Naina said and picked up a book to study though in reality she wasn't getting even a word that she was reading.
When Sameer reached home that day, his mind was still occupied by thoughts of Naina. He stood near the window of his room and looked outside. She had felt so soft in his arms. And how perfectly she had fitted in his arms as if she was made to be in his arms only. This was the first time they had been this much close. And then her eyes had been reflecting guilt and pain. She was in pain and he couldn't do anything to lessen her pain. He felt like breaking something. He had to do something to lessen her emotional sorrows because he lov- no, he didn't love her. Not anymore. She was no one for him. Phir main kyon uske baare me soch raha hu itna? Kyon ho rahi hai mujhe uski itni fikar? Main usse dubara pyaar nahi kar sakta, ye mumkin nahi hai. Aur ab wo kisi aur ki hai. Thinking this, he went out to the dining table to have his dinner with Mamaji, Mamiji, Poonam bhabhi and Devang bhaiya.
"Dil, Sambhal Ja Zara
Phir Mohabbat Karne Chala Hai Tu
Dil, Yahin Ruk Ja Zara
Phir Mohabbat Karne Chala Hai Tu"
Next day in Red Rose, Sameer was sitting with Munna and Pandit eating Samosas and drinking Campa Cola. Munna and Pandit were talking happily but Sameer was speaking only once in a while and that too because he didn't want his friends to think that he was unhappy. When they had eaten the samosas and were about to go, Sameer picked up his Campa Cola bottle to take the last sip, but it accidentally slipped out of his hand and broke into pieces. The pieces of the bottle were on the table.
"Arre yaar, ye kya? Bottle toot gayi", exclaimed Munna.
"Haan, galti se gir gayi mere haath se", replied Sameer.
"Chal koi baat nahi, bhaiya aap ise utha lijiyega please", said Pandit, addressing the waiter of Red Rose and the latter nodded.
"Chal ab chalte hain", said Munna.
"Tum dono chalo, main paise de kar aata hu", replied Sameer.
Munna and Pandit nodded and went outside. Sameer then went to pay money for the samosas and Campa Cola. He took out his wallet and was taking out money from it, when the door of Red Rose opened and Naina entered. She did not notice that Sameer was also there as she was lost in her own thoughts. She went towards the same table where Sameer had been sitting and without realizing, she accidentally put her hand on the glass pieces.
The sudden pain in her hand jerked her out of her thoughts and she looked at her hand drenched in her own blood. Sameer had been looking at her and his eyes widened in shock when he saw her keeping her hand on the glass pieces. Oh god! It must be hurting so much. Her hand is covered in blood. Without any second thoughts, Sameer went near her and took her hand in his. Then he asked for a bottle of water from the waiter and poured the water on her hand. He took her handkerchief from her other hand and wiped her wet hand with it. Then taking out his own handkerchief, he wrapped and tied it on her hand so that the flow of blood would stop.
He then looked at her with his eyes showing concern and anger both. His eyes were asking two questions at the same time. The first was, why did you do this? And the other was, are you okay? But then he paid for the samosas and Campa Cola and went out.
Kyon karti hai wo aisa? Zara sa dhyaan nahi rakha jaata apna. Par ek minute, main uske baare me kyon soch raha hu? Aur maine uski madad aaj phir se kyon ki? Kyon chahkar bhi main uski fikr karna nahi chodh pa raha? Use dard me dekh kar mujhe kyon dard ho raha tha? Main faisla le chuka hu, ab main usse pyaar nahi karta. Nahi hai mere dil me uske liye koi bhi jagah. Mujhe pura yakeen hai iss baat ka. Aur waise bhi ye dil mera hai, aur ye dil phir se usse pyaar kabhi nahi karega. Once again resoluting to not love her ever again and ignoring the pleas of his heart that just wanted to go back to Naina, Sameer went to the classroom.
"Aisa Kyun Kar Hua, Jaanu Na Main Jaanu Na
Dil, Sambhal Ja Zara
Phir Mohabbat Karne Chala Hai Tu
Dil, Yahin Ruk Ja Zara
Phir Mohabbat Karne Chala Hai Tu"
After coming back home, Preeti was taking out the first aid box for Naina. Preeti said, "behen kahan dhyaan rehta hai tera, tujhe itne bade-bade kaanch ke tukde bhi nahi dikhe kya? Itni zyada chot laga li haath mein. Aur ye roomal kisne diya tha tujhe? Tune college mein bataya nahi."
"Sameer ne diya tha", Naina replied honestly.
"Kya?", Preeti asked, shocked.
"Haan, Sameer wahin tha uss waqt", said Naina.
"Naina dekh Sameer kitni fikr karta hai teri, to tu use kyon itni badi saza de rahi jabki usne koi galti bhi nahi ki?"
"Preeti mujhe ye sab karke acha nahi lag raha, par main kya karu. Agar main bhi Arjun bhaiya ki tarah sab ke saamne apne pyaar ka saath nahi de paayi to, agar main himmat nahi dikha paayi to? Tab Sameer ko zyada takleef hogi na. Phir wo akele puri duniya se ladega humare pyaar ke liye. Aur main kaayar hone ki wajah se uska saath bhi nahi de paaungi", said Naina with tears in her eyes. "Preeti kaash mujhme itni himmat hoti ki main apne pyaar ka saath de saku puri duniya se ladne ke liye." She said and broke down letting all the tears fall from her eyes till there were no tears left.
On the other hand, Sameer was driving his bike still thinking about Naina. He was just driving not knowing where he was going. And then he suddenly applied breaks to prevent his bike from colliding with a vegetable vendor. Then he realized where he was. He was in front of Nirmal Jyoti Society, Naina's home. He could see Naina's balcony and there was no one at the moment. That balcony brought many memories back to Sameer's mind. He had spent so many nights standing near the PCO gazing at Naina who would stand in the balcony just for him. They would stare at each other, without talking but still communicating with their eyes. And sometimes he would call from the PCO and she would talk to him on phone from balcony. This way they could talk and stare at each other for the whole night.
Involuntarily, Sameer's eyes searched for Naina but she wasn't there. He waited for 10 minutes, hoping against the hope that she would come. But she didn't. And so he went to his house disappointed.
"Jis Raah Pe, Hai Ghar Tera
Aksar Wahan Se Hame Hoon Guzra
Shayad Yahin, Dil Mere Raha
Tu Mujkho Mil Jaaye Kya Pataa"
When he reached home, he was very confused. He freshened up and changed his clothes. Then he sat on the edge of the bed and thought, Main uske ghar tak pahoncha kaise? Mujhe to bikul nahi yaad ki main uske ghar ki taraf ja raha tha. Aur jab pahonch gaya, to kyon main purani baatein yaad kar raha tha? Un achche dino ko main kyon yaad kar raha tha jab hum saath the aur bahot khush the? Aur kyon main uski balcony ki taraf dekh kar uska intezaar kar raha tha? Uske aane ya na aane se mujhe kya fark padta hai? Aur agar wo aa bhi jaati to main kya karta?
There were many questions in Sameer's mind and he didn't know the answers. Or maybe he knew but he didn't want to accept them because all the answers meant only one thing and that one thing was against his decision.
"Kya Hai Yeh Silsila, Jaanu Na Main Jaanu Na
Dil, Sambhal Ja Zara
Phir Mohabbat Karne Chala Hai Tu
Dil, Yahin Ruk Ja Zara
Phir Mohabbat Karne Chala Hai Tu"
Naina had gone to market to buy few things from the market that evening. And when she was going to enter a shop, Sharad appeared in front of her and smiled. But his smile never looked like a true smile. It was always more of a smirk. "Hi Naina", said Sharad.
"H-Hi", replied Naina in a trembling voice. "Aap yahan kaise?"
"Surprise dene aaya tumhe", Sharad said and gave her a bouquet. She took it with her trembling hands but it accidentally fell on the ground.
"Yeh kya kiya tumne? Mera diya hua bouquet gira diya. Bouquet pakadne ki bhi tameez nahi hai", raged Sharad.
"S..sorry, wo...wo maine jaan boojh ke to nahi giraya na", said Naina.
Sharad slapped Naina in anger. It would be an understatement to say that Naina was shocked. "Zabaan lada rahi ho mujhse, tumhara hone wala pati hu main. Mujhse humesha izzat se aur aankhein neeche karke hi baat karna, warna aaj se bhi bura hoga", he said in anger and went away.
Tears fell from Naina's eyes and she tried to wipe them. But she had no idea that her Chachaji had coincidentally came to the same place due to some work and had witnessed all this.
At half past twelve, Sameer woke up from his sleep sweating profusely. He had just seen a dream where Naina was hugging him and they were very happy together. They had been walking on the sand of the beach with their hands entwined and had been talking about their life and their future with each other. But then suddenly, Naina had left his hand and then vanished, as though she had been an illusion. He had shouted her name, even cried so that she would come back, but she didn't appear again. It had just been a nightmare, he made himself understand, but it had been true, Naina won't come back to you, another part of his brain told him. Why, why can't he forget her? Why does she come in his dreams? Why can't her thoughts leave his mind so that he can live in peace? And why does he always feel a strange kind of happiness when he sees her or think about her? When nothing is left between them, then why all this is happening to him?
He was thinking about all this and therefore couldn't sleep for a long time. When he was tired of thinking, sleep took over him.
"Kucch Bhi Nahin, Jab Darmiyaan
Phir Kyun Hai Dil Tere Hi Khwaab Bunta
Chaaha Ki De, Tujhko Bhulaa
Par Yeh Bhi Mumkin Ho Na Saka"
Next morning, Sameer took his bike keys and left for the college earlier than usual. But like always, Naina's thoughts didn't leave his mind. He was thinking, main kya karu apne iss dil ka? Ye to kabhi Naina ke khayalon se bahar hi nahi aane deta mujhe. Use bhula bhi nahi paa raha aur uske saath reh bhi nahi sakta. Dil ko kaise sambhaalu kuch bhi samajh nahi aa raha. Par Naina se dubara pyaar to nahi hoga. Ye baat main sau baar keh chuka hu aur yahi mera faisla hai.
"Kya Hai Yeh Maamla, Jaanu Na Main Jaanu Na
Dil, Sambhal Ja Zara
Phir Mohabbat Karne Chala Hai Tu
Dil, Yahin Ruk Ja Zara
Phir Mohabbat Karne Chala Hai Tu
Dil, Sambhal Ja Zara
Phir Mohabbat Karne Chala Hai Tu"
Lost in his thoughts, Sameer didn't realize that a truck was coming towards his bike. And when he realized, the truck was very close to his bike. His eyes widened in shock. He tried to turn his bike in other direction so that his bike would not collide with the truck but in doing so, his bike collided with a pole and he fell down. The only thing he said before fainting was "Naina".
On the other hand, Naina was sitting on the bed, pondering over what happened that morning. Her chachaji had known about yesterday's incident with Sharad and today in the morning he had taken her to Sharad's home. He had broken her rishta with Sharad and then he had asked her to give a tight slap to Sharad. And she had slapped him. She remembered her chachaji's words.
Naina tumhe to kal hi Sharad ko thappad maarna chahiye tha. Aaj mere kehne se pehle hi. Maine tumhe kaayar nahi banaya hai. Tum bahadur ho, aur humesha sahi ka saath deti ho. To tumne kal sahi ka saath kyon nahi diya? Maine tumhe bachpan se sahi ka saath dena hi sikhaya hai na. Aur mujhe pata hai ki tum kaayar bilkul nahi ho. Isliye mujhse aaj wada karo ki aage se tum humesha bahadur insaan ki tarah sahi ka saath dogi.
Her chachaji had been so right. She was not a coward. She had always done what was right. Then how had she forgotten all this? Her love was right and pure. She had not done anything wrong by loving Sameer. She had been a fool to think that she would not show courage to support her love in front of the world. She had underestimated her self-confidence and her love. But now she will not repeat this mistake. She will fight for her love when needed and will be Sameer's rock solid support. It will be Sameer's decision whether he would forgive her or not, but she will try to seek forgiveness by showering all her love on him and will definitely let him know that this time she is not going to leave his side come whatever may. And even if he doesn't forgive her, she will love him till her last breath.
Meanwhile, Sameer gained consciousness and tried to register where he was. He was in a clinic. Maybe someone had brought him here. He noticed that there was a bandage on his forearm and his leg was paining a bit. But he was alive and not in very bad condition. When he had seen that truck nearing towards his bike, for a second he had thought that it was the last moment of his life. And even in that moment all he could think was of Naina. And this made him realize how foolish he had been to think that he can stop loving her. That was not possible in his case. He can stop living but he can't stop loving her. He had been trying to keep her away, when he couldn't even keep her thoughts away from himself. He couldn't help but laugh at his foolishness. He made another decision, but this time the decision was that he will love Naina all his life. It was upto destiny whether he will be able to get her or not but he will love her always.
Both Sameer and Naina had resoluted to love each other no matter what and leaving the decision of their togetherness upto destiny. Both didn't knew that even the destiny wanted them to unite. They were in love with each other, yet again, and this time more than before.
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I know it was not good 😛. I had completed writing it therefore I thought to post it. Joote, chappal, eggs and tomatoes are most welcome.
I got this idea of writing a song based OS from Hash beacause I love Hash's song based OSs. But I know it is no where near Hash's OSs. She is an awesome writer and I have written stories only in exams 😆.
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