Biwi😭
She was walking on road aimlessly following his voice😭
And she sent a voice msg for him😭
What's devastating is she isn't crying bitterly. If our loved ones don't turn up for days, we panic and start crying bitterly. That's quite common. Here I expected Ishita to at least cry that Raman might be in danger cuz there is no single call or msg from him. But she is stubborn and not letting that Raman might be danger scenario also sink into her. Everyone around her is so desperate to make her believe that Raman is no more, and slightest of breakdown from her, would boost them and everyone would pounce on her to make her understand that Raman is no more.
She is clinging on to her inner voice which would clearly tell her when Raman is no more or Raman is in danger. Her inner voice isn't giving any slightest of indication that Raman is in danger, so she is strong and especially NOT AT ALL CRYING. The few moments,she shedding tears is only because she is missing him very badly and there is no response from him. I bet, she would have not sit silent if her heart said that Raman is no more. She believes what her heart says and not breaking down, so that others won't take chance on her vulnerability and prove her gut instinct wrong.
And she is not allowing any rational thinking cross her mind. About Raman's parents, Ruhi, what about them?? She has her inner voice to trust, but what do these people have to trust upon?? Absolutely nothing. And Ishima had always been a generous soul who always comes fisrt to console people in despair, but now she ain't giving any shit to them, and blindly relying on her comfort. She has something to console her heart, but there nothing to console his old parents and their young daughter. Still, she doesn't care. A very rare trait in her, 'SELFISH'. Finally, puttar brought it out from her😭. Even previously, only he managed to bring 'selfish' Ishita out.😭
She doesn't care about anyone's pain, cuz it would only cause her heartbreak. She thinks she comforted them by saying, that her heart says Raman is alive, but it didn't comfort them.
People might not believe her gut instinct also is not crossing her mind, cuz such a news is so heavy for her heart to bear, and her heart and mind is only clouded with his thoughts right now. She is being extremely selfish now and I am so happy for her😭 Please be this way😭
Ishita is being such a treat to watch. Had they shown Raman's dead body and had we got confirmed news that Kp is not coming back, we would have not enjoyed this, because first we would be devasted before Ishita, to handle this pain😢. Somehow we know that kp will come back and bring back Raman with him😄, so I am enjoying this vulnerable Ishita for Raman.😊 This is a great way to handle kp's absence indeed!!😊