Hi friends finally I m back with new update .Part 34
Days started passing ,ishra were living their life happily with ruhi and whole family .About three more months passed, ishra waited to the good news to come in their life but it didn't happened. Though ishita didn't had any hope ,she has accepted that she could never give birth to a baby but ruhi's continuous demands and Raman's assurance that she can bear a baby ,has raised a new hope in her that may be she can also bear a baby .
It was just a normal day in bhalla house ,ishita was doing her work very lazily and slowly .Toshiji saw her and asked " ishita puttar why are you looking so tired ,teri tabiyat to theek hai na puttar ,aaj clinic mein bahut kaam tha kya."
I- no , Mummyji I m alright ,it's just I have little stomachache.
T- arey your stomach is paining and you are telling its a small thing .
I- you know its not severe just mild one .
T- whatever ,you go and rest .I m doing this you go ,I and neelu will prepare dinner ,you just rest .you are bothered about everyone but yourself ,now go .
I- ok Mummyji.
Saying so ishita went to her room ,she changed and lays on bed to catch some sleep .It was about 8.30 pm when Raman returned home ,he settked in couch and asked water from ishita as per his habit .Toshiji brought water for him and settled beside him .Raman saw her and asked taking the glass from her " arey ma you ,where is ishita ."
T- she is not well today and is resting .
R-(concerned)- what happened to her .
T- she was having stomachache.may be she is sleeping ,you go and check her .
R- humm .
Saying so he went to his room and saw ishita standing beside window ,looking out .He entered the room and bolted the door ,he thought that she will turn to see him by listening to the door sound but she didn't responded and remain in her previous position .Raman kept his bag and walked to her ,he stood beside her and asked encircling his arm around her shoulder " what happened ishita ".
She didn't answered him but rested her head on his chest ,he pulled her closer to him and find her sobbing .He raised her face to him and asked " ishita what's wrong jaan ".
I- (still sobbing )- I couldn't fulfil your and ruhi's demand .
R(confused )- what demand.
I- i cannot conceive this time also.
R- now from where this came .
I- today was my period date and it came .
R- what's the big deal , may be next time .
I- aur kitne next time Raman ,I told you na I cannot fulfil your and ruhis wish .I m not a good wife ,not a good mother .
R- thappad maaroonga ,who told you that you are not a good mother or wife .yaar you are not conceiving that doesn't mean you are not good at anything .you are best wife and best mother .
I- no I m not ,why did you married me ,you shouldn't had married me .
R- (smiling )- seems you lost your memory ,if you remember,you were the one who married me forcefully in hospital .
Ishita smiled recalling it and then spoke " but it was you who proposed for marriage, yeah I forget to ask you ,you didn't loved me ,we were just friends then why did you wanted to marry me ."
R- because I loved you .
Ishita was shocked listening to this ,she opened her mouth in shocked and asked " kya you were in love with me ,from when ,you never told me that ".
R- did you remember the day ,when your alliance was broke and you were confessing your love to Mihika .
Ishita recalled for a while then nodded and asked confusingly " yes I told her that day ,that I love you and its nice that the marriage didn't happened ,but how come you know all this ."
Ishita closed her mouth with palm ,feeling embarrassed and spoke shyly ,blushing hard " matlab you know that I love you before we became friends ".
R(embracing her fully in his arms )- humm .that's why to know you I made friendship with you .
I- but that time we use to fight like tom and jerry ,you didn't got angry on me knowing this .
R- I was hell angry with you ,even I tried to scold you sometimes but we never meet alone after that day ,slowly I came to know about your state and grief ,and your love towards ruhi . I did friendship with you to safeguard ruhi thinking may be you srd trying to trap her but see what happened ,I myself got trapped .
I- chee, how cheap you thought about me .
R- haan to tu kaam bhi aise hi karti thi ,you remember how you fought with me in our corridor.
I- why not and you called me gold digger that time .
R- haan to your mother went to my office for inquiring my salary .
I- I never know that she is looking you for me .
R- tune hi bataya hoga ,waise bhi I m too hot and handsome to resist ,that's why you fell for me.
I- jyada chadhne ki zaroorat nahi hai ,wo to pata nahi how I liked you nahi to aapse to koi andhi bhi pyaar na kare.
R- you mean to say that you are worst than blind .
I- chup you were so Raavan Kumar ,always shouting on everything .
I- jaise you were very good jhansi ki raani kahin ki ,always ready to fight. but you know what .
Ishita shook her head negatively.He hugged her close to heart and spoke " you are best ,I love you a lot ,and the time I proposed you for marriage, I has started loving you and had decided to confess my love on our first night ,which never happened because of that mishap. "
I- that doesn't matter ,atkast we are together .
R; that's what I was saying ,no matter how defective you are but only you are best for us .
I- but my problem is still same ,I couldn't conceived this time also ,I think we should go to doctor now .
Raman thought for a while and spoke "ok as you say ,you be ok then we will visit doctor ,till then I will check ,who I'd the best doctor for this ."
Ishita nodded and hugged him ,she turned to go when he held her and spoke " at least give me kiss ,as I m not going to get anything today ."
I- chee, chup go and change .
R- no , not now ,at first give me my kiss then I will go .
I- Raman don't bother me ,I m sick na .
R-okay you don't do anything ,I will take my kiss myself .
Saying so he pulled her close to him by waist and captured her lips ,she too didn't protested and responded fully . After a long passionate kiss ,he went to change and freshen up while Ishita was looking at him with so much love . After he went to washroom ,she saw up and spoke " thank you so much murugan for giving me Raman and ruhi in my life, they are actually my life who never fail to make me feel important ,they love me unconditionally besides my disability ,not for me but at least for them murugan help me .just one chance . "
She was praying when ruhi entered the room and asked " ishima what happened to you ,dadi told me not to bother you as you are sick .kya main aapko pareshaan karti hoon ".
Ishita hugged her tight and spoke " no betu ,I m fine and you never bother me .did you had your dinner ."
Ru- humm .
I- and your homework .
Ru- I have completed with chachu's help .
I- then come I will tell you your bed time story then you can go to sleep .
Ru- ok .
Ishru went to bed and ishita started telling her story when Raman came out of washroom and saw ishru together , he smiled fully and spoke " arey rooh when did you come bachche ".
Ru- just now ,I will listen my bed time story and go .
R- no no its ok, bachchu you can sleep here .
Ru- sachchi papa .
R-yeah .
Saying so Raman saw Ishita thinking she will blush but instead he saw disappointment in her eyes ,he walked to her side and spoke settling beside her ",I told you n we will go to doctor then why are you so sad .be normal everything will be ok.I m going to have my dinner, should I bring your food here only ."
I- no no ,I m coming .
Saying so the trio moved towards dinning hall ,ishra had food ,while ruhi was talking to them .
After a week Raman took an appointment of the best infertility specialist for ishita and both went to meet her ,she checked ishita, did some tests for her and called them after two days . After two days ishra went there ,then doctor told that all of Ishita's reports have come ,as per received reports there is less chance ,but she can conceive, ishra became happy listening to this. Doctor prescribed some medicines to her and told them to come after a week,till then her one report which is left will also come .
Ishra became happy ,this week as bliss for them ,Ishita was sure that now she will conceive .After a week they went to doctor clinic and as per Ishita's reports her treatment started . Ishra waited for two more months but nothing happened, Raman talked to doctor about it ,she told that she will talk to her fellow doctor and consult them ,then only she can tell anything ,she called them after two days ,ishra went to clinic after two days .The doctor changed the treatment and prescribed some new medicine . Today ishra were having there appointment after three months of medication , Ishita called Raman and spoke "Raman you remember na we have to go to doctors clinic, today is my appointment with her .
R- yeah ishita I remember it ,you get ready I will be come at time then we will go to her clinic .
Ishita nodded .
In evening in doctors clinic ,doctor saw ishitas reports and spoke " I m so sorry Mr bhalla ,we have done all the possible treatments but we didn't got successful . I think now you should have to go for sarrogacy ,artificial insemination or any other medical procedure ".
Ishita became numb listening to this while Raman spoke " no doctor ,we don't want baby through any of these methods ,if ishita couldn't feel the baby growing inside her then there is no need for any of these .
I- (lost)- Raman what we will say to ruhi ,she will surely ask ,hum kya jawaab denge use .
R- (side hugging her)- don't leave hope ,keep faith on god may be some miracle can happen .
I- ab kuch nahi hoga Raman ,sab kuch to kar liya aapne .
Saying so she burst into tears ,Raman encircled his arms around her and spoke " hoga ishita hoga , I will apply for adoption to different orphanage for a new born baby and as soon as they get a baby as per our choice ,we will adopt him or her."
I(questioning)- adoption Raman .
R- why not , if not the experience of bearing a baby at least you can experience ,taking care and nourish a baby .
Saying so he took her out of the clinic while she still was lost in her grief.
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