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i heard today the cvs screwed up royally.
And I'm not justifying the characters. I'm actually posting in an attempt to cheer up new friends I've made her. It is a futile attempt. I've been busy today, but I heard the uproar over what the cvs did to our beloved characters.
I'm miss silver lining, and I'm asking you all to activate tunnel vision. We shouldn't waste energy over being upset. So here is a quick post. Ignore what the cvs did and let's focus on the characters we know better than the makers themselves š
Feel free to throw chappals at me if my futile attempt royally backfires. Let's just say I pulled a cv high on something move haha. Plus, chappals won't hurt over the medium of Internet š
So here goes:
It's like Raman is terrified of asking Ishita to come back to him.
Because, what if she doesn't.
The dream he had today was of her asking for them to be together. Of her apologising.
He wants her to make the first move.
These past few we weeks he asks her to stay away, but gets involved where ever she is near. He argues with her. She doesn't with him.
First, I thought, like a lot of us did, he's trying to get a reaction out of her. Then I thought, he just wants her to feel his pain. Burn in the same hell.
Be together in their agony.
And I think he did. But somewhere deep down, I think he's been waiting for her to come back to him, and that's what we saw come to the fore.
Yesterday he sent her away. What if he saw her, and couldn't go through with the wedding? And then how the hell would they get through explaining the mess that is their life to pihu? And what about the mani of it all. Not to mention shaguniya madam?
And this has perhaps been the struggle all along.
maybe asking Shagun to marry him, was genuinely a juvenile ploy to get Ishita to break and come to him. But he couldn't give this away. Couldn't break the impenetrable fortress because Ishita still might not take the bait and intervene. And then he'd be the fool who lost his love yet again.
And when news of mani and Ishita broke that's exactly what he thought. It didn't work. Or that instead of coming back to him, Ishita too was out to play the game. And before they spend that night together, Raman does make a jibe. Why decide to marry mani now Ishita, he asks.
Raman messed up not letting pihu know of her mother. And now he's stuck. But when it comes to crunch time, if Ishita had come to him, he wouldn't have gone through with it.
But yet again his insecurities get the better of him.
I don't think it's about Ishita being the one to bow down and say I was wrong. It's just about Ishita coming back to him. And damning mani and Shagun.
when it came to crunch time, I think if Raman saw Ishita come back to him, he'd say, screw the world, I want you.
But yet again, insecurities get the better of Raman, again.
After all, Ishita stayed away seven years.
And Raman still hasn't registered, in all his pain about the fact that Ishita left, that he, in self sabotage mode drove her away in the first place.
Anupamaa
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