Anku, i know you are very disappointed in me and i am so so sorry for that.
Itna Karo Na Mujhe Pyaar
As always the update is amazing. Mr. Bhalla's feelings have been brought out so damn well.. As much as i didnt' like what he did (and didn't do), you kind of get him. He misunderstood Raman and Ishita way too much and that gave rise to his insecurities though that still baffles me to no end. Raman had taken up responsibilities of the house at such an early age and never shied away from them and then Ishita came in as a support to him in fulfulling these duties and together they took care of each memeber of the family. So, i was way too hurt by the treatment meted out to them especially by Mr. Bhalla. Having seen as a sorted man at the beginning of the show, i was disappointed with him.
It pained me to see how badly misunderstood Raman is when Mr. Bhalla says to Simmi that he must be happy away from all of us and they were the cause of his troubles when in reality that man was longing to come inside his own house but couldn't. these lines summed it all up "Ye mera ghar hai Simmi, ye sirf kehta nahi hun, manta bhi hun. But I've hurt Papa many times Simmi, I've made my father feel like a failure in his own eyes by arguing with him for a woman who didn't deserve that I fight for her. I let him down when I couldn't be a good father myself. Saalon tak unse dur raha, unse theek se baat tak nahi ki...Par unhone mujhe apna liya, phirse utna hi pyar diya jitna who mujhse karte the... aur kyun? Maine toh unse theek se maafi bhi nahi mangi. Unke liye toh bas itna hi kaafi tha ki mai badal raha tha, phirse insaan ban raha tha, ek normal zindagi ji raha tha. My happiness matters the most to him and unfortunately I've let him down once again. I can see the same anger and defeat in his eyes for me like I did before. But even this time, I can't apologize. Not because I am too big enough for it, but because I can't feel sorry for standing up for my wife, for the woman who DOES deserve that I do so for her. Toh jab woh mujhe samajh payenge, aur mujhe maaf kar payenge...I'll come back. Till then, maybe staying away from him is the punishment I bear for hurting him," he smiled sadly. "Ab tu ja aur sabka khayal rakhna, aur khaas kar ke Papa ji ka. Please don't fight with him for me? Be the son to him I've never been,"
Be the son to him i have never been...😭😭
Coming to ishita and Raman, theese two are life and its amazing to see them behave like any other normal couple. This gives me the much needed relief from the stupidity both of them do on the show. She exactly knows what he needs and that warms my heart. He cares for her and in the midst of all this didnt forget her family which he truly considers as his own like she does his. like ishita thinks to herself there was no need for him to answer to anyone but he did. She beams in pride at what he did without her even knowing and he takes good care of her health. whats not to love about these two.❤️☺️
His worry for his family is still there. He is not the one who will wash his hands off them ever. His concern over Simmi getting burdened in all this and Romi not caring about the help Raman gave him in his business and being hesitant in doing that incase he is misunderstood again. i quite liked that these two can talk without any inhibitions.. it was nice to let him know that this is the time his siblings realize that their parents arent just his responsibility but theirs too and that they have to learn to fight their battles on their own as well. That they need to grow up and man up to their duties. Also , i loved how he asked her to help him with the work. He is proud of her achievements and that shows. Ishita's conversation with her amma n vandu akka was good too. She had to be told that its okay to be selfish at times. And before i forget, i am so loving both ishita and raman's relationship progress with kids in our fic. Seeing Adi like this warms my heart to no extent. Thank you for writing this.
Now, i am going to quote the part i liked best.
Tipping his head up to see her upended image he asked," How did you know I needed this?"
"You were stretching your neck every few minutes... so I knew," she replied smugly," Don't I always know what you need?"
"That you do," ☺️
"Don't take me wrong Raman. But Mummy ji and Papa ji are everyone's responsibility. We're never going to wash our hands off them, never stop doing what we do. But do you realize that because we do everything, the others don't bother doing anything at all? Romi is so careless, even Rinki is growing to be so self- absorbed. They need to learn the true meaning of a family. Shayad kuch waqt humare kuch nahi karne se woh sab kuch karna seekh jaye. It's a bitter pill to swallow, and it may hurt to right now... but eventually it might turn out to be the best for everyone. Your little siblings need to finally grow up and this is the only chance... If that means we have to be in the wrong for them to learn to be in the right... so be it." 👏
" I know I don't sound like your Ishita right now and believe me, it's not easy for me to be this way. But experiences are great teachers Raman and I have realised that before we love and respect others we need to love and respect ourselves. It's important that we uphold our relation and its dignity, respect each other. Only then can we expect that from others. Yes everyone else is important too, but not at the expense of us. Abhi mujhe sirf aapke bare mai sochna hai, jaise aap sirf mere baare mai sochte ho...Is that a problem Mr Bhalla?" ☺️❤️
She had freshened and gone to wake the kids up but was surprised to see Adi almost ready and waking Ruhi up. She had admired the siblings proudly, especially the elder one noticing the subtle changes in him.
"Adi itni jaldi tayyar bhi ho gaye beta?" She asked after hugging him like she did every morning.
"Haan Ishima, humari wajah se kal Papa aur aapko late ho gaya tha na, isliye me and Ruhi decided to wake up, get ready and pack our bags on our own. Ru had asked me to wake her up as soon as I did par dekho ab tak soi hai. Iske 5 minutes khatam hi nahi hote," he laughed.
Ishita laughed along and silently observed the clean room, packed bags and uniform already prepared ...which they had probably sorted the night before. She kissed Adi's forehead lovingly, "You are the best," she emphasised making him flush and her to chuckle again. 👏*happy tears*
"But its early, we're all ready before time. Kuch toh allowance milna chahiye Biwi," he appealed stealing another kiss.
But a determined yet crimson Ishita steadily moved apart, tiding her dishevelled state," Raman bache tayyar hai, and the door is also open. Aap kya kahi bhi..." she mumbled.
Raman snaked his arms from behind her as she rearranged her saree and corrected her hair," Matlab agar darwaza bandh ho toh mujhe mera allowance milega?" He winked at her only to be surprised with a wink back from her," Why allowance, you'll get your entire pay."☺️
"Because it seemed right not to haina? Dekho Kanna ...no one can be happy about a family breaking. Hum sabko bura laga ye jaan kar. Lekin tumne jo kiya woh sahi hai. Mujhe acha laga ki tumne Raman ka saath diya. Tumne uska wife banke faisla liya, aur sahi kiya. Raman ko tumhare saath ki zaroorat hai, tum dono ko time ki zaroorat hai, and sometimes it's okay to be selfish Kanna,"👍🏼
" sirf Amma kehta nahi Ishu maanta bhi hai. He regards me so much, like a mother. Uske liye mera feelings, mera marzi bahut important hai. He had called us a day after you both left. Mujhse aur Vishwa se baat kiya...humko sab situation samjhaya. Humko repeatedly bola ki isme Ishita ka koi fault nahi hai, ki ye uska decision tha. Humse request kiya ki hum dono usse naaraz nahi ho, aur usko samjhe. Keh raha tha ki hum dono uske liye uske mom dad jitna important hai...Tell me how can I not feel for him Ishu? Woh mera beta hi toh hai." 👏👏
Now to Mrs. Bhalla. She has come back to a broken home full of egos and misunderstandings. Though i know whats going to happen but i will keep my mouth shut. LOL
In the show she had just come an slapped him and i was so bloody pissed at her and them the stupid plan.. 🤢
Anku, You have done AH-MAZING job once again. Very well written. And Ishra scenes have had me blushing and i have a stupid goofy grin on my face and now i am so in trouble.
Bye🤗
Edited by Neetz - 9 years ago
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