PART 32
Raman said what he wants to say and started walking towards the gate.he was walking but wants her to call him once because he knows every step he is taking is taking him very far from his family,his wife and his son.his only family for whom he had been craving for since ages.his eyes were filled with unshed tears.the pain of leaving his beloved was killing him from inside.he was going when he heard a voice.
Ruk jaiye Raman (stop Raman)
He look at the source of the voice.ishita turned her chair and face towards Raman.her eyes were red and swollen as she has been crying for hours.Raman felt a prick in his heart seeing her like that.
Raman -Ishita what's
Ishita signalled him to keep quite and came towards him .she came forward and clutched his collar
Ishita -samjhate kya ho aap aapne aap ko.jab Mann chaha aa jayenge jab Mann chahega tab chod ke chale jayenge.mujhse puchne Ki bhi jarurat nahi naa.(what do u think of yourself.when u want u can come and when u want u can leave me.don't feel like asking me naa)
Raman -but Ishita due to me u have suffered alot.
Ishita -toh chod ke chale jayoge.(so u will leave me)
Raman -but
Ishita -shut up.don't want to hear a word.aaj sirf main bolungi aur aap sirf sunenge(today only I will say and u will listen)I have given a chance to u to make a decision for ourselves but u always take wrong decision so now I will make a decision and u have to agree.
She continued -choti Si thi main kuch jaanti nahi thi bilkul akeli thi.samajh nahi thi Ki kya karu kahan jaun.I was a lost soul.lag raha tha ab us andhere Mein doob jaoungi tab Kisi ne mera haath thama tha.itni zor se Ki agar koi chahe tab bhi nahi dooba paye.aapko pata hai woh kaun tha(I was very small don't know what to do.how to do.i was so alone.don't know where to go.when I felt I will drown in this darkness one hand hold me so firmly that nobody can drown me even if try.do u know who was he)she said crying.
He nodded crying.
She continued -jab woh ek insaan meri zindagi Mein aaye main hamesha ke liye poori ho gayi.unhone naa sirf mujhe samhala balki mujhe apne pyaar bhari bahoon Mein samet liya taki duniya ka koi gham mujhe choo na paye.unke aane se meri zindagi Roshan ho gayi aur unke jaane se viraan(a man came into my life and my life was contented.he not only take care of me but also put me secured in his embrace.i was there and my life was complete but when he go I was again alone)
Raman was crying and listening her talk.
Ishita -woh naa sirf mere pyaar ban Gaye balki Meri zindagi ban Gaye.maine pyaar kiya unko .bahut pyaar kiya par phir bhi unhe paa na Saki kabhi.kyunki meri kismat mujhse khafa thi .par woh ek baar phir laut kar mere pass aaye par is baar woh mujhse pyar karte hai.phir bhi mujhe chod ke Jana chahte hai.kyu kya Main Kisi ka pyar deserve nahi karti.(he not only became my love but my life.i loved him alot but can't make him mine.because my destiny doesn't want us together.but he returned and this time he loves me but still wanna leave me.why.don't I deserves to be loved)
Raman was about to say something but she interrupted.
Ishita -us baar Maine galti Ki thi unko chod kar par is baar nahi.is baar main ladungi.is kismat,saari duniya se aur zarorat padi toh khud unse par iss baar unko khud se alag nahi hone dungi.aap samajh rahe hai naa Raman Main aapko nahi jaane dungi khud se door.(I once leaved him but not this time.this time I will fight with my destiny,with the whole world and if needed to himself also.do u get that I will not let u go.)she cried.
Raman -but I have done wrong with u.i should repent.
Ishita -I know u did wrong but that doesn't mean u have to repent for a lifetime.
Raman -but I thought u and Rahul r married.I didn't trust u.
Ishita -but still u love me and Ansh.loving ur own wife and son is very easy.everyone do it.but loving someone whom u think is someone else wife and son is very hard.nobody can do it but u do that proves how much u selflessly u loved us.even I can't do it.i was mad and gone into a self destruction mode when I came to know that u marry someone else but u loved me even after thinking that I am Rahul's wife.
She came forward and kept her head on his chest and said-I am tired of wandering now I want a home Raman.I want the arms of my Raman where I can feel safe and where I can sleep securely.i want to be in ur embrace.I have been loving u from last twenty years but always use to love u from far never come in front.but now I want rights on ur life Raman.i want to live with u as ur wife and the mother of ur child.am I expecting too much.i can't live without u actually I don't want to live without you.i will probably die if u will go.please don't go Raman please don't leave me alone again Raman.
Raman held her tightly and saw the pinch of kumkum on her forehead.the kumkum due to which he never dare to kiss her on her forehead thinking it is for someone else but now he knows it is for him only.he kissed her forehead very softly and lovingly.she closed her eyes feeling his lips on her forehead.he put his lips on her forehead a little longer to feel her a little longer.
She was very happy.
She asked-can I touch u.
Raman nodded affirmatively.
She touched his head then eyes then nose then cheeks and lips.she was touching his every features and he closed his eyes to feel her touch.he pulled her closer.
Ishita -can I kiss u?
Raman -u can do whatever u want.i am all yours.
He expected her to kiss his lips but to his surprise she kissed him on his forehead and said I love u.then on his eyes and again said I love u.she was kissing his every part of his face and saying I love u.tears are coming out of her eyes.both were crying and both were kissing each other.at last he captured her lips in a soul soothing kiss.the kiss was passionate and soft at the same time
He was kissing her like his life depends upon it and she was returning the favours he was doing it.he pulled her closer and slide her blouse to shower wet kisses on her neckline.she tilted her neck to give him more space.he was kissing her like if he leaves she will disappear.she was moaning in pleasure.he picked her and settled her in his lap and started kissing her lips again.they were kissing each other senselessly.they broke the kiss for oxygen.
Raman -I so wanted to kiss u senselessly but always stopped thinking u r Rahul's wife .such a fool I am.but now I know u r my wife now ican kiss u whenever I want.
Ishita -u will not leave me naa.
Raman pecked her lips and said never.
Ishita -first time u were with me for two months and then gone for eleven years.then with me for two days and gone for five years.if u leave me this time I will kill u.
Raman -really
Ishita nodded negatively and said I will rather die.
Raman -don't talk rubbish.I will not let happen anything u all three of u.
Ishita -three?
Raman -u ,Ansh and .he points towards her tummy and said and to him or her.
Flashback
Raman open the second envelope and found it is her pregnancy report and it was positive.the envelope fell from his hand.
Flashback ends
Ishita -u know it still u wanna leave.
Raman -I am sorry I always behave like a jerk.please forgive me.
Ishita kissed his cheek and said u r forgiven.
Raman -now tell me.
Ishita -what
Raman -the thing u want to say.
Ishita -no I feel shy.
Raman -please
Ishita -Raman u r going to be a father.
She said and hide herself in his chest.he smiled and kissed her forehead.
Raman -what do u want.a girl or a boy.
Ishita -I want only u.i love u Raman.
Raman -I love u too.i love u babu.
Ishita look at him in disbelief and asked say it again.
Raman-I love u babu.
A lone tear escaped her eyes.he bend down and kissed it.
Raman -tears r not allowed anymore in ur eyes.
She smiled and closed her eyes and hugged him hard.he hugged her back.he was contented and she was finally home.
Jise zindagi dhoond rahi thi
Kya yeh woh makaam mera hai
Yahan chain se bas ruk jaun
Kyun dil ye mujhe kehta hai
Jazbaat naye se mile hai
Jaane kya asar yeh Hua hai
Ik aas mili phir mujhko Jo qabool Kisi ne kiya hai
Kisi shayar Ki gazal Jo de rooh ko sukoon ke pal
Koi mujhko yun Mila hai jaise banjaare ko ghar
That's all for now.please read and do comment.waiting for ur lovely response.
Though I have already decided but super cutie and rufana asked me for Ishita pregnancy track.so now they must be happy since wish has been fulfilled.
Edited by cutieruhi - 10 years ago
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