The Woes of a Widow...???
Well to be honest... I've faced none... thankfully! My in-laws have been so supportive actually...!! The position that I'm in today is all thanks to them; had they not supported me... I'd become mental!
It had hardly been 2 years we'd been married and I was 4 months pregnant when Raman passed away...
I'd first first heard of his death whilst at my Mother's... I just froze... I became numb... neither could I feel anything neither did I react to anyone's feelings!
That's when my mother in law came to my Mayka and made me understand that I'd to live for our baby... the symbol of our love and Raman's last sign... the little carefree soul growing in my womb.
It was then that I realised that there was more to life than mourning and grieving. It is often said "Kuch paane ke liye kuch khoona padhta hai..." That was true in my case because till Raman was alive; I was solely dependent on him for literally everything but with his death he took away all of that dependency!
I learned to be a person of my own! I grew up... to be a better person for him...
even though he's not physically present yet I know his around...
That's all lovely people... hope you liked it! If you'll wish I could write this into a full fledged FF...