Broken = Violently separated into pieces😭
Part 74
It felt like she was tossed around in the clothes dryer in her studio apartment at Georgia Tech, upside down, and sideways while someone threw a cinder block on her...😭
She stumbled to the Guest Services to collect her things, kept it together until she changed... and changed into jeans and tee shirt and washed/scrubbed/tore skin off completely... as she cried... no sobbed...
She sat down on the silk upholstered backless vanity bench, buried her hands in the curved arm rest and sobbed...😭
The lady helper hesitated first and approached her later
"madam sab theek hai?"😲
She nodded between sobs, completely unable to speak
The woman offered her a bottle of water, opened it and held it by her lips
"Koi jhagra hua kya?" she asked😲
She shook her head😭
"Kisi ne kuch kiya kya?, parson who ek bahar ki madam who bhi aise hi ro rahi thi, pata laga 4th floor mein ek guest ne unka" ...waise woh madam suna hai kuch aisi waisin hain...🤢 (AYYYO!😭.).. par who gasht ne unke saath zabardasti ki she narrated the vile incident in full detail, II stopped her immediately, 😭🤢
SHE DIDNT WANT TO KNOW... NO...MORE😭😭
a Ram Kahani about some other guest... 5 star hotels are a hot bed of sleaze and slime... and II TODAY had the ignominious honor of joining that list of "high achievers."😭🤢
Aap who M car dealer ki party mein aaye na? the woman wanted fodder😡
II acted dead...
Tomorrow if someone else would cry, she would quote II...😭
"thanks main theek hoon" she mumbled... "Please" she said as the woman stepped back...
"AYYO II, WHAT DID U DO DI... YOU WALKED INTO THIS LANDMINE WITH YOUR EYES OPEN...HE JUST TORE YOU TO BITS... YOU THOUGHT HE WAS LIKE YOU? A FUMBLING IDIOT? U EXPECTED ONE DIDNT YOU? Atleast do not lie NOW...
A GORGEOUS, UNBELIEVABLY GOOD LOOKING WEALTHY MAN... AND A GREEN HORN??😭😡😲
Are u even listening to HOW ridiculous that whole goddamn thing even SOUNDS?😡
Leave alone nobody like that even exists...😡
A grown educated smart intelligent woman... does a thing even a illiterate wouldnt😡
EVERY STEP OF THE WAY HE PROVED TO U, HOW SMART HE IS HOW CLEVER HE IS... YET😡
Avanukku anga othi irukka, inge nee one of MANY😡
Uski udhar EK hai, AUR TUM yaha kayion mein se ek ho... NO WONDER HE MOCKED YOU DURING EVERY ENCOUNTER😡
WHAT AN IDIOT...Toone kya socha tere liye usne saari umar intezaar kee hai? Agar tu nahi mili to mar jaayega? Uski G WAHIN THI... WAHIN... USEE KAMRE MEIN...😭
Good grief!!!
The most humiliating, debilitating experience of your lifetime... and it happened at 27?🤢
He was just USING you and you didn't even know it😡
WHO should I be outraged at? she asked herself... ME or HIM? or BOTH?
HE NEVER TOLD ME...about Marleise or anybody else... AYYO
She stood up stumbling.. the helper was on her phone browsing... she panicked
Aapne DRINKS LEE KYA?" she asked😭
AYYYO... NOT YET... I HAVE TO THOUGH,... TO GET MYSELF THROUGH THIS"
HOW UTTERLY DISGUSTING
WHAT HAVE I DONE?
I have ALWAYS been able to meet Appa eye to eye... CAN I ... NOW... EVER AGAIN?😭😲
She sat down again hiding her face in her palms...
She was there until 1:28 AM... an hour after over hearing Manny...
Appa texted... "OK Kanna? Are u still at the event?"😭
Seeing that JUST BROKE HER HEART😭
OMG! HOW LOVING HOW PROTECTIVE...
Here I am evanodayo almost ellam pannittu okandu iruken😭
Yahan main kisi aadmi ke saath sab kuch karne ke verge mein hoon..aisa aadmi JO ALREADY EK RELATIONSHIP MEIN HAI...
Appa, I DONT deserve your care...😭
Tomorrow if Chanchal asks you for advice VAYA MODALLA MOODU😡
First shut up...
Tum kisi haalat mein usko seekh nahi de sakti II
TUM KHUD aise bande ke saath involved ho jo kisi aur ka boy friend hai?
She thought of Akka and cried some, Amma and cried some...
When she left it was past two
"Appa I am downstairs" she texted after getting home.. so he wont see her
thankfully he was in bed.👏.. and so he didn't open the door, she stopped outside periappa's room and broke down completely
Dragging herself to her bed... stripping the sheets and pillow covers off in rage (she had been laying on it since last Saturday) laying on a now naked bed... threw her satin edged blanket off... rummaged through her closet, found a couple sweaters layered herself and went to lay awake...falling sick eventually by 6 AM ... and will begin to be obsessed and afraid-------- of consequences------ real and imagined
when Amma would wake up and find her room in disarray and II shivering with high fever...huddled in the center... her heater pushed off the table, her sheets ripped... her face swollen and pink... a couple love bites visible on her ear and neck...😭😭
She would go wake Appa in panic...😲
Edited by Nisha0604 - 10 years ago