Originally posted by: Eyes-Wide-Shut
Will update tonight.
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Update:
"I never thought to ascribe my mother's emotional and physical exhaustion to the lack of a husband and father; rather, I ascribed it to my existence. In other words, I grew up learning the exact opposite of what Eisenhower was taught. I learned that if I didn't exist, the family would be better off. I grew up believing that if I had never been born, things would be easier for the people I loved." aww that is probably how that poor kid feels...breaks my heart as a mom😭
The quote above for me describes Adi and his existence, if he could articulate his feelings in a mature manner he would say the exact same thing that the quote says above. His acting out against his father and Ishita, a woman he barely knows is all because of him feeling abandoned and loveless. His existence has become a source of pain for him and in his mind a source of conflict between Shagun and Ashok. He is a boy who has no self worth and doesn't care about his life so he acts out recklessly. perfectly put👏
."it's my job to lead you to success, and, if you fail, it's because I failed, not you."
There is nothing better that could describe Raman's feeling than this quote and how heartbreakingly true. yeah he's in a very difficult position...his words to Adi spoke of his guilty feeling about the whole situation...i liked it that his words reached Adi as Adi's body language changed a bit till the Apshagun mata screeched in😡 A parent cannot but feel like a failure when his/her child hurts like that...except some narcissistic ones like his mom...and the most unfortunate situation is She' s his primary care giver and the only thing she cares about is keeping him with her..not his true weel being...and his father who could have brought some discipline, security in his life can't because he doesnt have the legal authority. Its hard to be in RKB's shoes..
Today Ishita's scenes did not cut it for me especially her conversation with Shagun, it felt out of place, not from the heart and contrived, I couldn't connect to it.Yep same feeling here...i felt most of the scenes had suvh a 'scripted' feeling...they fell flat I wish Raman and Ishita scene was a little longer but then when do I not want that 😆 I'm getting a bit tired of Raman's "im at fault" after every ishra scenes...let them either do something about it...or please cut it...its dragging forever now🤢
Sorry it's short and to the point today, I don't wanna post a sad song because puttar's pain already made me sad your post doesn't feel complete without a poem or song😔
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
Bade Achhe Lagte Hain
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