Blinding darkness.

Enchanting smiles, futile fears..
epic laughs, endless tears..
gloomy days, shiny nights..
scared of dark, afraid of light..
that's the irony of my life..
empty heart, empty soul..
million dreams, yet no goal..
day after day passes by..
i long for love and yearn to fly..
i look at the sky and reach for the stars..
but all of them seem so far..
deep inside i feel so small..
at every step i stumble and fall..
with nowhere to go and nowhere to hide..
i look around but there is no one by my side..
i feel the numbness taking over me..
i'm bound in chains, cant break free..
painful memories pierce my heart..
crushing it, it tears me apart..
no zeal to live, i have no desire..
no power to fight, my world's hay-wire..
wishing it gets better someday..
when happiness lights my life and sadness drifts away.