Hi everyone i had earlier written an OS on vibharth and now writing an OS on Sid's newly found yet confusing feelings.
SID OS - Khamakha
Halki halki aahein bharna
Takiye mein
Sar de ke dheeme dheeme
Sid goes back to his dorm room after meeting Krissane or rather seeing Siyali and starts wondering what attraction he felt for this girl whom he had met 10 days ago..he slips on his bed still thinking.
Sargoshi mein baatein karna
Pagalpan hai aise tumpe marna
Ubla ubla kyun lagta hai?
Ye badan ye jalan
Toh khamakha nahi
Khamakha nahi
He starts remembering how he had first met her, how he had called her his sister and a smile adored his face without his notice.He shook the thought of her being his sister. No never in his dreams!
He starts thinking why he feels uneasy when her name is linked with Utkatsh.
Ye khalish jo hai
Wo khamakha nahi
Haan tapish tto hai
Par khamakha nahi
He wonders why he never thought of Krissane late at nights like this? He had never noticed her clearly like he did Siyali.
Jo nahi kiya
Kar ke dekhna
Saans rok ke
Mar ke dekhna
Ye bewajah, besabab, khamkha nahi
Ye khamakha nahi
Ye khamakha nahi
Ye khamakha nahi
He never had the urge to hug Krissane but he wanted to comfort Siyali after she had been insulted by Krissane. He felt protective of her,he wanted to take care of her. He did not know what is this feeling but he feels happy around her.
Saari saari raat ka jagna
Khidki pe sar rakh ke sochte rehna
Ummeedon ka jalna bujhna
Paagalpan hai aise tumpe marna
Khali khali do aankhon mein
Ye namak, ye chamak
To khamakha nahi
Khamakha nahi
He thinks of the time he told everyone that even Siyali can be hot if she tried but the truth was he liked that mysterious aura which surrounded her.
He now sat on the window seeing the rain falling,rather feeling it something he had never done before!
Fikr rehti hai jo, khamakha nahi
zikr rehta hai jo, khamakha nahi
He remembers how he had threatened Rohit to not speak a word against Siyali and had been concerned for her.His blood had boiled when Rohit had accused Siyali of being alone with him.
Ishq aankhon mein, bhar ke dekhna
Aaina kabhi darr ke dekhna
Ye bewajah, besabab, khamakha nahi
Deewangi sahi, ye khaamakha nahi
Haa junoon tho hai, par khamakha nahi.
He starts seeing the rain subsiding finally leaving patches and pools of water similar to his situation.
His questions and doubts were more or less answered but a few still remained.
Although he was sure that with time he would understand what he feels..
One thing was certain,he feels it for a girl named Siyali!!
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The song in blue is khamakha,listen it if possible.
Jodha Akbar
