Some might find this post negative (though that's not the intention), you can choose to ignore this post. No issues. Don't want to spoil anyone's mood.
Post 7th and 10th April episodes, I had decided to completely give up on this serial, but don't know what's keeping me still engaged, because I don't see any possible ways by which the Cvs can undo the car scene and justify the lie. Maybe giving up completely might take sometime.
Have been reading the written updates and watched the Sukor scenes on insta.
Before the confession Chakor brought up the horrid haryali teej incident, the reason she brought it up was not quite appealing, feeling anything other than disgust and anger seems unlikely, but then JM that Chakor is she chose to see the human side to Suraj in that situation as well. Fine, but what was the purpose? Suraj seemed upset and uncomfortable, but lacked remorse, or maybe in blink and you miss, I missed it??
Loved Chakor's confession, it covered the past, the present and the future, it was beautifully done. However, Suraj's reaction based on Thursday scenes seemed disappointing. But after watching Friday's scenes, I feel maybe it was lack of self-worth rather than lack of passion. Suraj's dialogues made me think so. The transition from malik to bandhua and all the insults inflicted in the process not only by his father and sister but also by people who once upon a time served him, constantly being dependent on Chakor for every little thing, maybe all this has affected his sense of self-worth. Hence the nervousness and hesitancy in the reaction to Chakor's proposal, maybe he was too stunned to react. He loves her and wants to have her but feels he doesn't deserve her. Humans when overwhelmed, would often react with a lot of enthusiasm and express a lot or might find it so beautiful and unbelievable that they just tend to go speechless. With Suraj I think its the latter right now. At least I would like to believe so. Lack of passion would be disheartening.
These two need to talk. Suraj is well aware of Chakor's insecurities and the fact that she was jealous of Imli back then, even then he chooses not to clear the air around his and Imli's past. Suraj's confession was also nice but seemed incomplete with the past left unaddressed. Now since Chakor is aware of Suraj's lack of self-esteem, she should also talk to him to and make him realize his self-worth and motivate him to venture into some business since he has the experience and capabilities. There is a lot more to a relationship than just love, and that lot more is being compromised along with Suraj's character.
Cvs are making everyone re-read the same chapter, hope it is to close the chapter once and for all, because the chapter is not entertaining rather annoying. Cvs, Suraj is your ML stop making him a scapegoat for putting a certain someone at the center of things. Don't want to talk about the omnipresent maiyya.
Edited by Sumo23 - 8 years ago
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