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Part IV
Early in the morning Suvarna was going for jogging, Ankur asked her if he could accompany her today for jogging. Suvarna was quite surprised as Ankur loved to sit at home n watch films on. Ankur just wanted to ease out the confusion in his mind. As Ankur n Suvarna were jogging, Ankur just looked into her eyes trying to make Suvarna feel that they can be more than friends as well; he just wanted to see her reaction. Suvarna just shouted, Ankur don't u think looking straight will be better. I am not that sexy as well; that u feel like looking at me …and she laughed…Ankur just smiled, his heart saying but I feel u r very special to me….
After jogging for a while Suvarna told him to sit at the bench on the roadside. Ankur just felt this was the right time to tell her that she is far more special to him than Prakrati. As soon as he went towards the bench he saw Prakrati coming along n sitting on the bench. Suvarna smiled at him and put her hand on his shoulder and said, "Talk with her, get back ur love in your life as your real wife."
Suvarna had planned to let Prakrati and Ankur talk when she was out jogging as Prakrati had opened to her that she would have married someone like Ankur at this point in life. But Ankur is married…" So today as Ankur came with her to jog she called Prakrati here. As Suvarna was crossing the road to get back to the house, Ankur walked fast towards her, held her hand n made to come with him near Prakrati, he held Suvarna's hand and in sharp tone told Prakrati, "Prakrati Suvarna is my wife, and none will ever take her place. Ur n my love ended long years ago. I don't have anything to say or talk about with u on this. My wife Suvarna felt I still had some feelings for you. I have the scars of a broken relationship but for me the relationship got over. I don't feel the need to start it again. My prayers will always have you included but my life isn't all about u.
Suvarna was shocked with his attitude .Ankur angrily was walking back to the house with Suvarna. Suvarna said, "Ok, I am sorry I didn't tell u, I am sorry I felt u still love her. After all that u told me n she really is very nice and charming I thought u too should speak up, India mey yeh sab baatein to nahi ho paingy, but it's ok if u don't want her in your life. U carry on ur life as u want." She was a bit scared of his anger on his face. They were walking and Suvarna said. "I think u tell me u have forgiven, Why r u so angry. I did one good thing at least. Now all clear in her mind and my mind as well. Now I wont interfere in your life" .. that was the time Ankur felt very hurt that Suvarna saying she wont interfere in his life…, he felt in his heart why is he so angry. He also knew Suvarna was frank enough always he felt Suvarna still now is not in love with him or else she would have told. Suvarna started to say, "Ankur…see…" Ankur got upset and yelled, "now what? I have forgiven u. Is this enough?" Suvarna said with a cute grin on her face, " than why don't u leave my hand " Ankur than realized he was holding her hand tightly and taking her back. He left her hand.. saying Sorry… He felt as if he was loosing his love again…
Why I feel I will loose u dear?
When I am the closest one so near,
Still the hearts aren't united but I truly love you,
Interfere in my 'life' as 'life' has to be only with you.
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The next morning Ankur realized Suvarna was looking at a piece of paper in her hands about some job vacancy. Ankur asked her She just nodded saying nothing but Ankur tried to get it out from her. Suvarna said she was feeling some void in life just sitting at home, she was a working women before marriage and its been so long sitting at home and nothing to do. Suvarna later told him, leave it, they have to go back to India so no scope of working here. Also her in-laws were not very happy to let her work either. Suvarna didn't had any harsh feelings as when her own parents were not allowing why will these new found relations understand her.
Ankur thought about this al the day, he felt that Suvarna doesn't want love from him, at this point if she needs anything is understanding friend. He felt that in his self centered world he never thought what she must be doing all the day long in the house alone. He remembered Suvarna had told him that she worked in a travel agency and is fond of sports. It was two months for him to complete the project and than leave for India .
Ankur came home, Suvarna was watching Television, Ankur changed and had some juice. He asked Suvarna is she ready to work in USA . Suvarna was shocked, Ankur showed her the details of this Travel agency and they need a back office to do the ticketing administrative work. He told her it was job with weekly payment as every week there is tour, as she doesn't have the work permit it's not on papers. Suvarna was excited to work. Ankur told her this agency is far away from here about 1 hour of traveling and later 10 minutes of walking. Suvarna was just relaxed she was more than happy to take up work here in USA . Ankur was so glad to see Suvarna so happy with this news. The job was fixed. Ankur and Suvarna now had little time for each other. Ankur missed her much more now. He felt Suvarna was not in love with him, he knew she wasn't among those girls who will have kuch kuch happening just when men look into their eyes and say something sweet. He was happy as Suvarna was more satisfied with life.
Life is not just about loving and been together,
Its about caring for each other and making it better,
Work is not about money all the time,
Work gives u scope & freedom as individual to shine.
After few weeks as Suvarna was sleeping, at around 2:am Ankur came into her room and told her they had to immediately go to India . Suvarna's Dad was hospitalized. Suvarna was so tensed she couldn't handle anything. She wasn't able to even pack her luggage Ankur packed the luggage seeing Suvarna's condition and also left his job then n there and gave the assignment to someone else to handle this was a great lose for him as after months of hard work when the project was into completion he handed to someone else and had to leave. He and Suvarna took the morning flight to India . As they reached India , Suvarna held Ankur's hand; she felt something wrong is going to happen. She was worried, her eyes were tensed and she couldn't even say much. Ankur would calm her down but he knew they wouldn't have called them up if it wasn't serious.
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