Chapter One Hundred & Fourteen
“Billy?” Armaan asked when he saw his father sitting in the living room, deep in thought, later that night. “Kya hua? Everything okay?”
“I’m not sure,” Billy answered after a moment.
“Baat kya hai? Kuch pareshaani hai toh mujhe batao… maybe I can help?” Armaan asked. Everyone else had retired for the night, leaving the father-son duo to their devices.
Billy sighed. “Pata nahi tujhse kaise kahoon,” he admitted. “Aisi kuch baatein hai… jo main tujhse karna chaahta hoon… but shayad ab woh mera haq nahi hai… ya phir shayad, main kehne se ghabrata hoon.”
“Dad,” Armaan replied. “Aisa kuch nahi hai. Aisi kya baat hai jo aapko kehne ka haq nahi hai? Aap mujhse kuch bhi keh sakte ho.”
“Kuch bhi?” Billy confirmed.
Armaan nodded. “Haan,” he added. “Kuch bhi.” Wanting to lighten the mood, he joked. “Haan, but kisi Bollywood movie ke villain baap ki tarah mujhe shadi todne mat kehna… cause woh main nahi karne wala.”
“Yehi toh main chaahta hoon, Armaan,” Billy answered, Armaan’s joke falling flat on him. “Ki tu Riddhi ko kabhi nahi chode.”
“Billy… kaisi baatein kar rahe ho aap? You know I love Riddhima… Main usse kabhi nahi chodne wala!” Armaan rebuked.
“Har baar,” Billy whispered. “Har baar sirf pyaar kaafi nahi hota, Armaan.”
“Aap… aap jabse aise ghuma fira ke baat kyu kar rahe ho? Seedhe seedhe bolo na taaki mujhe bhi samajh aaye,” Armaan requested.
“Armaan… kal subah se teri shadi ki rasmein shuru hone wali hai. Kal hum sab iss ghar se niklenge, aur jab waapas aayenge, toh tu akela nahi hoga… Riddhima tere saath hogi. Teri wife,” Billy started.
“Riddhima bohot zyada achchi ladki hai, Armaan. Uske jaisi, maine aaj tak koi bachchi nahi dekhi. Itne saaf dil ki, itni sachchi… tujhse kitna pyaar karti hai woh… hum sab se kitna pyaar karti hai woh. Itne kam time mein woh hum sabki life ka itna important hissa ban chuki hai, humaari family ka itna important hissa ban chuki hai… hissa kya… humaari toh family hi woh haina? Aaj hum sab yahaan hai… main yahaan baitha tujhse baat kar raha hoon, tu meri baat sunn raha hai… sab uski wajah se.
Riddhi… woh iss duniya ki har khushi deserve karti hai, Armaan… aur uski khushi tere saath hai, tere paas hai… usse kabhi yeh khushi mat cheen’na, beta. Please.”
“Dad, aap yeh sab… aap iss tarah kyu baat kar rahe ho? Mujhe darr lag raha hai,” Armaan whispered, astonished at seeing this side of his father. Billy was always the moment. He was the life of every party, the funniest and happiest person Armaan knew. To see him so sombre and serious… he didn’t think it had ever happened before.
“Pata hai, Armaan… shadi ke baad na… life bilkul badal jaati hai. Chahe woh love marriage ho ya arranged… humein kitna bhi lage ki hum apne partner ko bohot achche se jaante hain… actually hum unhe nahi jaante. Jab rishta bandh jaata hai, jab hum ek doosre ke saath rehne lagte hain… sab kuch change ho jaata hai. Aur, har couple… har couple yeh change sahi tarah se face nahi kar paata.
Main aur Annie bhi nahi kar paaye. Armaan, main Annie se bohot pyaar karta hoon, hamesha se. Lekin… maine bohot galtiyaan ki hain, beta. Khaskar Annie ke maamle mein. Maine usse apna pyaar hamesha diya, lekin apni understanding? Respect? Space? Yeh sab main nahi de paya… shayad isliye hi hum dono alag ho gaye. Main nahi chaahta jo galtiyaan maine ki hain, woh tu kare.
Main Annie se itna pyaar karta hoon, lekin uska dil sabse zyada buri tarah maine hi toda hai, Armaan. Maine uska saath tab nahi diya jab usse meri zaroorat thi. Main ek achcha boyfriend toh tha, but ek achcha husband nahi ban paaya, aur isliye Annie mujhe chodke chali gayi. Main yeh nahi kahoonga ki sab meri wajah se hua, kyuki ek rishta judta do logon ki wajah se hai toh toot’ta bhi do logon ki wajah se hai… lekin maine hi aisi situations create kardi ki Annie ko kuch aise decisions lene pade jiski wajah se hum alag ho gaye.
Uss waqt maine yeh baat realize bhi nahi ki main kitna galat hoon. Maine yeh nahi socha ki mujhe apni wife ko support karna chahiye, uski situation samajhne ki koshish karni chahiye, usse adjust karne mein help karni chahiye. Main bohot zyada arrogant ho gaya tha, Armaan. Aur meri arrogance aur ego mein aake maine Annie ko dekhke bhi andekha kar diya.
Tu Riddhi se bohot pyaar karta hai mujhe pata hai. Tu usse kabhi dukhi nahi dekhna chaahta yeh baat bhi main jaanta hoon. Lekin kabhi kabhi, hum apni galtiyaan hi nahi dekh paate, aur jab tak baat samajh aati hai… bohot late ho jaati hai, Armaan. Humaari zindagi kab humaare haath se nikal jaati hai, pata hi nahi chalta… aur woh insaan jisse hum iss duniya mein sabse zyada pyaar karte hain, jo humaara humsafar hota hai… humaari zindagi ke safar mein woh hi peeche choot jaata hai.
Tu mujhse promise kar… tu kabhi aisa kuch nahi karega jisse Riddhi ko lage ki tum dono mein differences aa gaye hain. Tu har kadam pe uska saath dega. Uss har cheez mein support karega. Usse apni baat rakhne ka mauka dega aur uski baaton ko samjhega. Tu… beta, tu kabhi aisa kuch mat karna jis wajah se Riddhi ko lage ki tum dono ka alag hona hi better hai. Karega na?”
“Dad… aap yeh…” Armaan trailed off, not knowing what to say. Billy had never been so open with him ever before. Had never admitted his mistakes, had never admitted he loved his wife. Overwhelmed by his words, a few tears spilled out of Armaan’s eyes, and he pulled his father into a hug. He thought about what to say, to do, to make this easier. To make Billy see that things would be better. “I promise,” he finally settled on. “Main Riddhima ko kabhi aisa mauka nahi doonga, Dad. Hum dono hamesha saath rahenge, I promise.”
Billy breathed a sigh of relief at Armaan’s words, some tension leaving his body. He relaxed into Armaan’s embrace, happy to have gotten what he wanted. It might not seem a big deal, but Billy knew that Armaan understood the weight of the promise he had just made. He didn’t know how he knew, but he did. Armaan would never break this promise. He was sure of it.
“Dad, aapne kabhi Mom se yeh sab…” Armaan trailed off, the question clear in his hesitance.
“Maine aur Annie ne sach mein apne saare differences resolve kar liye hain, Armaan,” Billy assured his son. “Ab hum dono ke beech sab kuch ekdum perfect hai… but iska yeh matlab nahi hai that I don’t have regrets. I have a lot of them. Main nahi chaahta ki tu kabhi apni zindagi pe peeche mudke dekhe, aur tujhe kabhi koi pachtaava ho, aur especially Riddhi ko leke toh bilkul nahi.
Shadi se pehle, har parent apne bachchon se yeh baatein karte hain, I think. Ki unki zindagi kaise badalne wali hai, kaise ab sab kuch alag hoga… But shayad mera experience thoda bura raha hai isliye yeh saari baatein hopeful aur exciting lagne ke badle darawni lag rahi hai, nahi?”
Armaan laughed through his tears. Trust his father to make a joke at a time like this as well. “Don’t worry, Billy. Aapke yeh sab bolne se main dara nahi. Waise bhi, Basket se shadi toh main karke hi rahoonga, chaahe kuch bhi ho jaaye.”
“That’s my boy!” Billy cheered. “But, on a lighter note… mujhe pata mujhe kehne ki zaroorat nahi hai, but main phir bhi kehna chaahta hoon… I’m really happy, Armaan. Riddhi se better tujhe sach mein kahin milegi.”
“I know,” Armaan agreed.
“Woh bechaari… pata nahi usne tujh mein kya dekha,” Billy lamented jokingly. “Lekin yeh tera good luck bohot achcha hai ki usne tujhe ghaas daali, toh please ab uska dhyaan rakhna… warna Shanky baad mein, main tujhse pehle ladne aa jaunga, samjha?”
“I know,” Armaan replied, rolling his eyes.
“I’m proud of you, son,” Billy murmured a moment later, all pretenses gone. Billy didn’t know the last time he’d told Armaan that, if ever. He had definitely never been a good father, but he was learning now. And Armaan deserved to know how proud he was of the person his son had become, so much better than him, just as Billy had always hoped.
“Thanks, Dad,” Armaan mumbled, suddenly shy. He always put up a brazen front, but the truth was that all it took was one word of appreciation from the important people in his life, especially his parents, to render him a mess. Maybe it was because they so rarely complimented him that it seemed surreal whenever they did. At one point of time, he’d felt the same way when Riddhima used to say nice things about him, but in the past few years, he’d learnt to take a compliment from her, and especially in the last few months, because she had gotten so generous with them. The same was not the case with his parents, and especially with his father. Though their relationship was much better now, they still didn’t do emotional talks well.
“I love you,” Billy added, pulling Armaan into a hug, and shocking Armaan to the core. This was definitely not what he was expecting, but he couldn’t deny that it made his heart swell in happiness to hear his dad say that to him.
So, no matter how difficult it was for him to reciprocate in kind, no matter how awkward and shy he felt, he managed to stutter out, “I love you, Dad,” in response, as his arms tightened around his father, finally sharing an embrace his heart had longed for for years.
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“Pata nahi…” Armaan sighed. “It was very awkward… but it was also… nice??? Billy ne kabhi aise mujhse pehle baat nahi ki hai,” he explained. Armaan was on the phone with Riddhima, regaling the tales of what had transpired between him and Billy.
"But it's good na… Ki Dad is trying. He wants to do better," Riddhima replied.
"Haan," Armaan agreed. "It is. But wohi na… I'm not used to it. Aur yeh sab… Jo Mom ke baare mein bol rahe the… And all those things about being a good partner… It felt very… Pata nahi main explain bhi nahi kar paa raha."
"I get it," Riddhima said. "Main aur Papa toh hamesha se itne close rahe hain… Lekin aisi sab baatein hoti haina… Even I get awkward. Tumhe pata hai… Jab Papa ne finally humein accept kar liya tha, aur roke ke baad, agar woh kabhi aise hi mazaak mein bhi mujhe tumhaara naam leke chedte the na… Mujhe kitna zyada ajeeb lagta tha. I never thought ki kabhi main aur Papa aisi baatein karenge."
"No way… Papa, tumhe mera naam leke chedte the? I don't believe you!" Armaan exclaimed.
"Armaan, abhi important yeh nahi hai ki Papa kya karte the aur kya nahi. Hum tumhaare aur Dad ke baare mein baat kar rahe haina," Riddhima reminded him.
"Right," Armaan mumbled. "Billy."
"Tumne kya kaha unse?" Riddhima asked.
"Main kya kehta? Mujhe toh kuch samajh hi nahi aaya but then he asked me to promise ki main tumhe hamesha support karunga aur tumhe samjhunga… As if woh mujhse promise nahi lete toh main yeh sab nahi karta… But I felt that he needed me to not laugh at him for asking this… Toh jabki mujhe bohot zor se mann kiya yeh kehne ka unhe yeh sab baaton ki tension lene ki zaroorat nahi hai… I promised him to look after you," Armaan told her.
"Good boy," Riddhima praised him. Armaan grinned toothily at that.
"Woh sab toh theek tha… But then he said I love you, Basket," he added. "I love you! He actually said that to me. Mujhe samajh hi nahi aaya main kya bolu!"
"Samajh nahi aaya matlab kya?" Riddhima cried. "You obviously say I love you too! Tumne kaha naa?"
"Haan, baba," Armaan replied. "I did. But it was so weird. Ugh. I just shuddered remembering that."
"Armaan!" Riddhima scolded. "Aisa nahi kehte… Aur isme weird kya hai? Mujhse I love you bolne mein toh tumhe kabhi weird nahi lagta? Din mein 100 baar bolte ho. Aur Dad ko ek baar bolne mein itni problem?"
"Tumhaari baat alag hai," Armaan protested. "You're my wife!"
"And he's your father," Riddhima snarked.
"Exactly," Armaan said. "Woh Dad hain… Don't tell me tumhe Papa ko I love you kehne mein awkward nahi lagta."
"Ummm…" Riddhima thought about it. "I mean, I guess… A little. But woh toh mujhe sabse kehne mein lagta hai. Tumhe bhi. Woh toh tum itni baar kehte ho isliye ab mujhe itna weird nahi lagta but tumhe yaad hai jab humne date karna bas start kiya tha? It took me so long to get properly comfortable in saying it!"
"See… You find it awkward too!" Armaan cried triumphantly.
"But," Riddhima protested. "Like I said… I find it awkward with anybody, not just Papa. Tumhe toh sirf Dad ke saath problem haina!"
"Haan, but… It's Billy, Basket. Kabhi kabhi na… Main bhool jaata hoon that this is not the same Billy jo apne business mein itne busy the ki meri school ke annual day function pe nahi aaye, jinhone mujhe boarding school bhejna aasaan samjha taaki woh apna life bina kisi rukawat ke jee sake, jinhe iss baat se bhi koi fark nahi pada ki unke bete ne med school mein top kiya hai, aur jo tab bhi time nahi nikaal paaye jab unke bete ko jail ho gayi," Armaan replied.
"Aisa nahi hai that I don't see how many efforts he's taking now. Jabse Nikki ne unhe phone karke Papa se milne bulaya hai, he's genuinely tried so hard, Basket. Humaari shadi ho ya tumhe accept karna ya fir meri treatment mein mujhe support karna… He's gone above and beyond. I know he regrets whatever happened in the past… With me and with mom. Aur main sach mein aage badhne ki koshish kar raha hoon… Lekin yeh sab bhulana asaan nahi hai.
Pata hai… Kabhi kabhi lagta hai ki main sab kuch bhulke aage badh chuka hoon but fir kuch aisa hota hai jisse mujhe kuch yaad aa jaata hai… Koi choti si hi baat, but woh achanak itni badi lagne lagti hai. I just don't know how to handle it," he confessed.
"I understand, Armaan," Riddhima soothed. "Dad has made many mistakes. Just because ab sab theek ho raha hai iska yeh matlab nahi hai ki puraane ghav bhar jaayenge. Yeh sab baatein bhulane mein bohot waqt lagega… Shayad tum inhe kabhi bhula bhi na pao… But important yeh hai ki tum apni inn yaadon ko iss nayi shuruat ke raaste mein aane na do.
Dad bhi jaante hai, Armaan. Woh samajhte hain. It's not easy for you. I know that he won't hold any of these emotions against you. But you should be honest with him. And yourself."
"Kabhi kabhi toh yeh sab kitna easy lagta hai… Aur kabhi aisa lagta hai ki zindagi nikal jaayegi aur main yeh nahi kar paunga," Armaan sighed. "Tumne kaise kiya, Basket? How did you manage this?"
"Tum kya keh rahe ho?" Riddhima asked. "Maine kab…" She trailed off, confused.
"Basket, I know ki hum iss baare mein zyada baat nahi karte… Shayad tum yeh sab mere saath discuss karne mein comfortable nahi ho kyuki hum dono shuru se itne close hain… Lekin, Jaan… Anjy bhi toh tumhaare saath… I don't know what word to use… But… The two of you didn't have the best relationship, did you? Anjy tumse kitni jealous hua karti thi… But woh… Proponol wale incident ke baad… Things changed between you two, didn't they? I know ab sab bilkul theek hai, and Anjy is the best sister, but she wasn't always, was she?" Armaan asked.
Riddhima didn't say anything for two long, heart-breaking moments, before she finally replied in a soft voice. "You're right," she said. "Main aur Di hamesha aise nahi the… I don't know ki kya problem thi… Shayad Di ko lagta tha ki main Papa ki favourite hoon aur woh mujhse zyada pyaar karte hain… I don't know.
Par… Proponol wale case ke baad, Di tried to make an effort to make things better. I think… Kyuki galat humaare saath hua, hum yeh bhool jaate hain ki jisne galat kiya, uske liye bhi kitna mushkil hota hai, Armaan. To realize that you've hurt someone so close to you so badly, to face that guilt everyday… I'm not excusing their actions, but it must have been hard to make amends.
I saw that. Di struggled a lot in the initial days. Aisa nahi hai ki hum dono ke beech sab kuch ekdum se turant theek ho gaya… Shayad bahar se kisi ne dekha ho toh unhe yehi laga hoga ki Di ka behaviour meri taraf ek tarah se overnight hi badal gaya… But it took us time to build that rapport.
Maine bhi kaafi struggle kiya tha uss waqt. I love Di so much, Armaan. I always have. Lekin unhe maaf karna mere liye utna asaan nahi tha jitna maine socha tha. Tumhe pata hai… Bachpan se, I always used to dream about the day jab mere aur Di ke beech ke saare differences khatam ho jaayenge… Aur jab aisa hone laga, jab Di ne meri taraf kadam badhaya… Main darr gayi, Armaan. I didn't know if it would last. I was so scared to trust Di.
But, I wanted her to be a part of my life. Isliye maine bhi kadam badhaaye. Tumhaari tarah… Mujhe bhi waqt laga sab bhoolne mein, aage badhne mein, Di ko poori tarah trust karne mein… But har din, maine bas ek nayi shuruat ki. Di ko ek mauka diya, khud ko ek mauka diya. Bohot filmy dialogue hai, lekin agar kisi cheez ko shiddat se chaho, toh woh mil jaati hai, Armaan… Sirf isliye nahi kyuki qayanat yeh chahti hai, but isliye, kyuki agar hum kuch sachche dil se chahte haina… Toh usse paane ke liye hum koshish bhi sachchi karte hain, poore mann se, apni poori jaan laga kar.
Agar tum Dad ke saath kadwi yaadein bhulakar sab theek karna chahte ho, toh tumhe bhi sachchi koshish karni padegi… Aur mujhe poora yakeen hai ki mera Armaan yeh kar sakta hai."
"If you say so," Armaan murmured. "Kabhi kabhi mujhe lagta hai ki tumhe mujhpe kuch zyada hi confidence hai… Utna jitna mujhe khudpe nahi hai."
"Hai," Riddhima told him. "Kyuki main jaanti hoon tumhe. I know ki tum jo chahte ho uske liye sachche dil se koshish karte ho. Humaare liye bhi tumne ki thi, haina? Aur dekho… Ab humaari shadi hone wali hai. Dad ke saath bhi sab theek ho jaayega, agar tum chahoge toh."
"I hope so," Armaan sighed.
"I know so," Riddhima assured him.
A knock on Riddhima's door halted their conversation. "Riddhima, beta," Shashank called out softly. "Kya hum andar aa sakte hain?"
"Ek minute, Papa," Riddhima called back.
"Okay," she said into the phone. "Ab mujhe jaana padega. Papa bula rahe hain. But tum itni tension mat lo. Sab theek ho jaayega, okay?"
"Hmmm," Armaan hummed. "I'll miss you."
"Armaan," Riddhima sighed. "I'll see you tomorrow."
"Tomorrow," Armaan agreed. "I love you."
"I love you," Riddhima replied, and then hung up.
"Jee Papa?" She asked, opening her door, surprised to see Shashank standing there along with Padma.
"Hum andar aa jaaye?" Padma prompted when Shashank didn't say anything.
"Haan, Mumma… Yeh bhi koi poochne ki baat hai?" Riddhima replied, standing aside to let her parents in.
"Kya hua?" Riddhima questioned once they were seated. "Sab theek haina?"
"Sab theek kaise hoga?" Shashank murmured softly. "Meri bachchi jaa jo rahi hai mujhe chodke."
"Papaaaaa," Riddhima choked out, immediately wrapping Shashank in a hug. Shashank kissed the top of her head and squeezed her tight.
"I'm going to miss you so much, Riddhima," Shashank said. "Tum kal jab yahaan se jaogi toh phir… Armaan ke saath chali jaogi, lekin yeh hamesha tumhaara ghar rahega, okay?"
"Mujhe pata hai, Papa," Riddhima replied. "Yeh ghar, aur aap sab… Aap hamesha mere rahoge. Just because main Armaan ke saath rehne lagungi, aap yeh mat sochiyega ki mujhse peecha choot gaya. Main aap sabse milne itni baar aaungi aapko lagega hi nahi ki ab main yahaan nahi rehti."
"Yehi toh hum chaahte hain," Padma said. "Ki tum yahaan par hi raho… Humaare saath. Hamesha. Armaan bohot achcha ladka hai, Riddhima. Tumse usse zyada koi pyaar nahi karega. Humein pata hai ki tumhaari zindagi uske saath bohot khush-haal rahegi. Lekin tum humse alag rahogi… Yeh baat sochke dukh hota hai."
"Ab jab main ghar waapas aaunga, tumhaari smile nahi rahegi mujhe welcome karne… Anjali ki cooking ka mazaak udaane bhi koi mera saath nahi dega… Mere saath subah jogging jaane koi nahi rahega… Koi nahi rahega jiske saath dair raat (late night) baithke main movies dekhu… I'll miss you so much, Riddhima bete.
Shayad, mujhe iss baat ki jitni khushi hai ki tum apni life ka ek naya chapter shuru karne jaa rahi ho, uss insaan ke saath jo tumse itna zyada pyaar karta hai, usse zyada mujhe dukh hai, ki yeh nayi shuruat tumhe mujhse door le jaa rahi hai. I don't know mujhe tumse yeh kehna bhi chahiye ya nahi, lekin yehi sach hai. Aur hum ek doosre se kabhi jhooth nahi bolte, right?" Shashank asked.
"Right," Riddhjma blubbered. "Papa… Kya aisa nahi ho sakta ki hum sab yahin rahe, ek saath? Shaadi ke baad main aur Armaan yahaan shift ho sakte haina… Humein alag kyu rehna padega?"
Padma laughed through her tears. "Buddhu…" She said. "Hamesha se aisa hi hota hai, Riddhima. Aur waise hum toh rakh lenge tum dono ko yahaan… Lekin mujhe sach-sach batana… Tum dono ko apni privacy nahi chahiye kya?
Beta, mujhe pata hai ki tum Armaan ko bohot achche se jaanti ho… Lekin ek saath rahoge toh tumhe samajh aayega ki shayad tum apne partner ko jaanti hi nahi. Shaadi sab kuch badal deti hai, Riddhima. Nayi zimmedaariyaan, naye log, naya rishta… Sab sambhaalne mein waqt lagta hai. Aur yeh sab… Hamesha achcha yeh hota hai ki husband aur wife yeh sab akele manage karein. Isse ek doosre ko leke understanding bhi badhti hai aur ek saath waqt bitaane ka mauka bhi milta hai.
Jab tum aur Armaan yeh sab figure out kar rahe hoge, tab wahaan humaara kya kaam? You should start your new life together without outside influence."
"Aur… Tum hi toh keh rahi thi… Ki itni baar yahaan aaogi ki humein pata hi nahi chalega tum kahin aur rehti ho," Shashank added. "I'll hold you to that."
After a few moments of silence, Shashank spoke. "Riddhima, beta… Mujhe pata hai ki yeh shaadi sirf aur sirf tumhaari marzi se ho rahi hai. Tum aur Armaan ek doosre se bohot pyaar karte ho, aur ek doosre ka saath paane ke liye tum dono ko bohot mushkilon ka saamna karna pada… Meri naraazgi ka bhi. Lekin, beta… Iska yeh matlab nahi hai ki ab tum humaare paas, especially mere paas, nahi aa sakti kisi problem ko leke.
Hum sabko pata hai ki Armaan kitna achcha ladka hai, aur mujhe poora yakeen hai ki tumhaari zindagi mein aisa din kabhi nahi aayega, lekin agar… Kabhi bhi tumhe lage ki tum Armaan ke saath nahi rehna chaahti ho, yeh ghar hamesha tumhaara tha aur tumhaara rahega.
Mujhe pata hai ki shaadi se pehle shayad mujhe aisi baatein nahi karni chahiye. Yeh waqt khushiyaan baantne ka hai… Lekin kya karu? Tumhaari fikr toh ab bhi hoti haina mujhe… Aur main kabhi nahi chaahta ki tum iss ghar se yeh sochke niklo ki ab tum yahaan waapas nahi aa sakti. Tum aa sakti ho. Din ho ya raat, chaahe koi aur chaahe na chaahe, lekin agar tum yahaan aana chaahti ho, tum aaogi. Aur koi tumhe kuch nahi kahega chaahe tumhaare yahaan aane ki wajah kuch bhi ho. I promise you, beta.
Please, kabhi khudko akela mat samajhna. I'm always there for you. Tumhaare har decision mein main tumhe support karunga. I just want you to be happy, Riddhima. Phir woh jaise bhi ho, jahaan bhi ho. I will always make it happen. I promise."
"You're the best, Papa," Riddhima cried, hugging him once more. "I love you. Aur aap chinta mat kariyega. Aap sahi keh rahe hain. Armaan ke saath mujhe kabhi inn cheezon ki fikr karne ki zaroorat nahi. Agar kabhi ho bhi, toh aap haina… Bas… Mujhe aur kuch nahi chahiye."
"Riddhima… Tum dekhna… Tumhaari zindagi ka yeh naya mod, tumhaari zindagi ko itni khushiyon se bhar dega ki tum samajh nahi paogi ki unhe sambhalogi kaise," Padma smiled. "Tum duniya ki har khushi deserve karti ho… Aur mujhe pata hai ki Armaan tumhe usse bhi zyada khush rakhega."
"Mujhe bhi," Riddhima agreed. "Thanks, Mumma. I love you," she said, hugging her as well.
"And I love you," both her parents chorussed at the same time. Shashank kissed her forehead, making Riddhima tear up.
A knock sounded on the door once again. "Agar aap sabki senti baatein khatam ho gayi ho, toh hum aa jaaye?" Anjali asked, making the trio chuckle.
"Darwaza khula hai, Di," Riddhima called out, not making any move to step out of her parents' embrace.
"Awwww, family hug? Mujhe bhi!" Anjali cried once she entered the room, hugging the three of them.
Then, she said, "Okay… Ab aap jaaiye. Ab hum Ridzy ke saath time spend karenge," she gestured to Rahul who was still standing by the door, letting the Gupta family share a moment together.
"Of course," Shashank agreed instantly. "Have fun! Hum yahaan se chale jaate hain. Waise bhi abhi kaafi tayaari karni hai kal ke liye."
"I'm gonna miss you, Ridzy," Anjali whined, hugging her once more after Shashank & Padma had left. "So, so, so much."
"I'm gonna miss you too, Di," Riddhima echoed. "Lekin hum har roz hospital mein milenge na? And I promise, main aapse milne ghar aati rahungi."
"Aur mujhse?" Rahul asked, pouting.
"Tujhse mile bina kaise rahungi main?" Riddhima asked rhetorically. "Waise bhi ab toh Armaan ko aur mujhe teri help ki zaroorat zyada hogi na. Poora time saath rahenge toh soch hum dono mein kitne jhagde honge… And as always, you'll have to play peacemaker," she said, hugging him as well.
"Of course! Armaan ne tujhe zyada pareshaan kiya toh mujhe batana. Achche se class loonga main uski," Rahul promised.
"Okay, guys! Ab yeh sab bohot ho gaya, let's have some fun!" Anjali exclaimed.
"What fun?" Rahul & Riddhima echoed.
"Well, cause aaj Ridzy ki last night hai yahaan, toh I thought we should watch her favourite movie!" Anjali cried, pulling out DVDs of Kabhi Khushi Kabhi Gham and Om Shanti Om. Riddhima had watched those movies so many times she remembered all the dialogue from them, yet she cheered at the sight and hurried to the DVD player.
The three of them spent the rest of the night merry making and laughing, making enough memories to last a lifetime. Things would change between them, but the love they had for each other would not, and really… What else could they ask for?
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