Next Morning :
The chirpy birds made noise and the bright sun indicated its time to rise. Stretching her arms she got and sat with her eyes still shut.
" Goooddd Moorrnnninnng !" Kapil entered and her eyes opened.
"Good Morning " She greeted back rubbing her eyes.
"Hmm. .yeh lo tumhari diary " He kept in on the bed and her eyes widened.
"Tumne meri diary padhi ? Without my permission tum kaise-"
"Shut up" He crawled on the bed and kept his palm on her lips.
Sitting properly with his legs folded. He held both her hands and drawing casual circles on her hand he spoke
" Finally sab pata chalgaya mujhe. . Aur mein bas itna hi kehna chahta hoon ke mere aur Shreya ke beech kabhi kuch nahi tha aur last night those were our family friends only ! Pooja di ne aise hi tumse kehdiya tha that Suman and I are getting married" He cleared the air and her heart was finally feeling relaxed.
She thought the explanation was over here but when she saw those creases on his forehead she asked
"Kya hua ?"
He looked up at her.
"Sorry." And her heart melted. Was it his mistake that she misunderstood things and broke the engagement ?
"Sorry toh mujhe kehna chahiye. . I am really sorry uss waqt agar mein cheezein clarify karleti toh-
"Toh humari aaj shaadi bhi hogayi hoti aur do bacche bhi " He said smiling down at her hands and she smiled slightly.
"Abhi bhi kuch cheezein shayad tum mujhe bata na chahti ho. . Please let it out. .Bura iss baat ka laga ke tumne mujhse zyada logi ki baatoun par bharosa kiya sumona. " He wanted every little thing she locked within her mind to come out.
She got off the bed and folded her hands. Taking a deep breath she did as he said 'let it out'
"Baat bharose ki hoti toh mein tumse kabhi rishta nahi todti. .Meine intezaar kiya pura ek mahina. .unn tees dino mein har minute mujhe chubta tha. .Shreya ki baatein. . .killed me from inside. . Mujhe yaqeen tha ke tum mujhe dhoka nahi dogey lekin shreya ka plan hi kuch aisa tha ke usne mujhe yeh maan ne par majboor kardiya ke tum usse pyaar kartey ho. . ." Something pricked her heart as she recalled those days. That month.
" Jab meine engagement todi toh sab ne mujhe blame kiya. .sabke liye tum toh ek bohot acche ladke the. . . Mein kisiko koi reason nahi batana chahti thi aur unn logo ne apne dimagh chalaye. . . Mujhse ek sawal nahi kiya bas mere peet peeche mere baaremein anaab shanaab kehte gaye. . Shreya ko bhi mauka milgaya usne bhi jhooti ghatiya kahaniya sunadi. . . Hadd toh tab paar hui jab mere khudke maa baap mere against hogaye the. .sab ko yehi lagta tha ke shayad galti meri hai. . Ab tumhi batao jab puri dunya ek ladki ke against hoti hai toh uss ladki ke mann mein pehli baat kya ayegi ? " She turned and questioned him and he had no answer to it. He was deep listening to her each and every word. Seeing that pain which she kept gulping down every bow and then.
"Suicide. Meine bhi apni jaan dene ki sonchi " His heart thumped and eyebrows twitched.
"Lekin phir. .agar mein har maan kar suicide kar leti toh agli baar koi aur ladki aisa hi kuch karti. . Mere maa papa pe najane kya guzarti. .Logo ko confirm hojata ke galti meri hi hai. . Iseliye. . Iseliye mein sabse door yaha canada chali aayi. . Mujhe ghutan ho rahi thi wahan. .Thak gayi thi mein har cheez se. .Thak gayi thi mein. ." She concluded. What increased the respect and love for her was the fact that no matter what all people said to her. She did not defame him by going against him and may be that's the reason when he came back after one month no one said anything to him.
A/N
Mera kappu mahan toh meri sumo aur bhi zyada mahan :')
Uff ! Over dose of pyaar ne toh emotional kardiya yaar isliye thoda aap log rakhlo. . Lots of pyaar to u all :)