ff..A JOURNEY OF MY DREAMS updated on page 33 - Page 23

Originally posted by: anumeha_rajat

wooww nive...

amazing part dear...

simply superb...

loved the b'thday part....

such a sweet relation they share...

thnx for the pm...

@ megha...jana....superb pics...perfect match......

Originally posted by: rajatrangini

u deserve that praise dear..

hmm waitng??? just thoda or intezaar i will post the next chapter very soon....

yaa next ud mai i hav not put any song..n i m eger to knw which song will u put in it..
hmm

hehehe thnx yaar

but i think i m gud at song selections........lets c........mera bhi test hoga ye to

i'll try to give my best😊

Originally posted by: megha01

hehehe thnx yaar

but i think i m gud at song selections........lets c........mera bhi test hoga ye to

i'll try to give my best😊

guys dis tym i m so lost in d chapter dat i m not able to concentrate on d pic selection.

i hav tried using songs along wid d chapter. hope u guys enjoy😊

Originally posted by: rajatrangini

PART 18

Finally it was the evening, an hour back we had came back from our all day outing, but truly saying I was not feeling tired, even these moments of rest were tempering me, I just want her company and it's the most refreshing feeling for me.

It was eight and we have to leave for the disco, I got ready this time don't know why I was again and again running towards the mirror to see how am I looking.

But my all confidence broke away when I saw her, she was wearing the similar black dress which we had buyed from the mall. That day I was a bit uncomfortable while glazing towards her but today I was feeling like I can look towards her, or may be she too wants me to look her.

Her fair cylindrical body was looking extremely beautiful in that sensuous dress or I should say the dress was looking more beautiful because for the very reason that she has wore it. She was smiling and even blushing a bit, she made her eyes down when she realized that I was starring at her, and when she rose then up again she found that I was still looking her, "enough Ryan, ab mai itni bhi acchi nahi lag rahi hoon."

With this she made me realize that it was getting over the limit.

For the first time I was taking a girl to a disco, is she my girlfriend? A thought ran in my mind, but when I saw her that sudden thought changed to 'she is much more than a girlfriend'.

31st December, night of enjoying, a night of welcoming a new year in your life, the disc was working on its peak, even casinos have there largest earning on this day only.
Tuffy again stayed out as he knows he can't enter in the disc.
With a greater security we entered the ball, Shreya was being in a disc for the first time, but she can adjust anywhere; and don't know why but I feel that she was doing all this just for me, just to make me comfortable.

I helped her to sit, on a stool placed in the corner, where there was comparatively least sound. I sat in front of her, and there was a small round table between.
"So, how is the place?" I asked her to begin with something.
"It's nice, even your birthday come on a great day, never to be forgotten." She said.

I thought to have something so I called the boy and said "a pack of scotch and a soft drink."
She looked towards me curiously and stopped that boy "no soft drink, bring 2 packs of scotch."
"Shreya please its better you have soft drink only." I tried to convince her.
"Why? If you can have it why can't I?" she asked me.
"Nothing like that yaar, just you will not like it." I again tried to explain.
"If it is that bad than why do you prefer it?" she asked me infect her question is quite valid.
"Ok two soft drinks fine." I took it as the best option.

"Late baby, I have decided, two pack of scotch, bring it fast." She said to the boy, and he moved before we again try to change our order.

"Shreya are you sure I mean, if you don't drink it not at all a problem I mean you need not to do so." I said.
"Ryan, it's just that this is the last time I have got; life mai sab kuch ek baar try karma chahiye, and this day will never come back." She said...
She was right this day will never come back, even I could spend out my whole property then also I can never buy this day again for me.
Within few minutes our drinks were there, we cheers together and she took the first sip of it, "yak, it's too bitter how you guys have it yaar?"
"Leave it, maine pehle hi kaha tha you won't like it." I again tried to stop her.

"I won't, ab jab taste ki hai, so I think I should have it complete." She came close to me and whispered "I know I won't dare to have it again in my life, so just let me have it for today"

In front of me she just pulled the whole glass in one go and when she was finished she just shakes her head and said "not that bad, in fact It seems that I am flying,"
She took my glass too and before I could stop her she was there with it. 'She said in a cute childish tone "sorry, please order more for yourself." And than started laughing.

I ordered for myself but I was quite nervous for her, the drink was getting on her head, and she was just out of her mind, looking even more cuter and happening.
With this she said something which made me more attached to her.
"Ryan, you know today I drunk for you, so ' so can you please leave it for me?"

She inquired it in so innocent way that her words just got through my heart. May be indirectly only but she has conveyed me something for which I was searching for, she was doing all this for me, just for me. She was there in a disc, with me; wearing something which was not her style, having packs of scotch, all this just for me, and her request for what I can do for her.

When I asked myself I realized I can do anything for her, her eyes are even more addicting than alcohol. I can quit drinking for her, but I can't let her go at any cost, she is more than my life for me.

duniya ko bhool jaaoo main tere pyaar mein
tu nahi toh aag lage is sansaar mein

tu meri jaan hai
tu mera armaan hai....

I put the glass away from myself and said "from today, it's done."

Firstly she smiled but then she opened her eyes wide and said "what do you mean, not done from today, at least have it to accompany me."
Her desire is my command, so I drunk it for her. But obvious I was used to it, so it doesn't affect my senses that much, but Shreya' when its first time hangovers are quite common.

She was talking nonsense with me when she heard the beat on the dance floor, and she joined there, obviously avoiding my advice. But what ever it was I could not move my eyes from her, she is just the best or you can say I could see nothing except her.

Jogi nach leeeee, rang raj deeee

Lehrake balkhake ke tu duniya bhulake nach
Dhun koi gungunale gaane tu gaake nach
Ranginiyon mai kho ja peeke pila ke nach
Mad bhare nainon se tu naina mila ke nach.
Uff teri ada I like the way you move
Uff tera badan I like to see you grove
Uff teri nazar it says I wanna dance with you.

While dancing on the beats she call me to join her by signing through her figures, I just said no, it was not like that I don't want to dance with her but, to look at her was even more pleasing and I was afraid to go more close to her.

But she doesn't give me any chance and pulled me there on the dance floor.

Dekhke bhi nahi ho yakeen
Itni kyon hai bhala tu haseen
Tere husn se zindgi haseen
Tere husn kea age koi haseena kuch bhi nahi

Hosh gava deewane hosh gava ke nach
Paas to aa deewane paas to aake nach
Dil mai hai armaa jitney saare jaga ke nach
Tan mai badan mai jaise aag laga ke nach.
Uff teri ada I like the way you move
Uff tera badan I like to see you grove
Uff teri nazar it says I wanna dance with you.


Really I want to dance with her, and my this small desire was accomplished today. Not only this desire but I think I have got everything in this one day of my life for which I am living till now.

It doesn't take much time when she started feeling uncomfortable with the loud music and suffocation of the disc, little due to minor headache and hangover.
So I just took her out from there in the fresh air, in the back side of the disc, where there was an oceanic view, water and just water up to the most which one can see from his eyes.

I was holding her as she was just walking with me in the aroma of these new feelings. Then she held my color gently and looked into my eyes saying "Ryan, you won't use me na?"

Her eyes were saying something which she can never say from her lips. This was the only merit of drinking that one always do what his heart says irrespective of his mind.
I cupped her face in my palm and said "trust me Shreya; your virtue is quite safe with me. Trust me"

"I trust you. You know from the very first day I want to walk up to the ocean, but I don't know how to swim, so I have never taken the chance," she said and then again looked in my eyes "do you know how to swim."

"Yes" I said.
And with my word she just ran towards the water saying "then I trust you Ryan."
What a girl she is, I really don't know how it happens but today I can say I can do anything for her, quitting alcohol is just a small price for her.

I took away my jacket and ran behind her, I was shouting her to stop but I don't think she wants to hear anything at that time.
In front of my eyes she stepped into the oceanic water, and ran into it, as if now she doesn't fear those waves which were approaching the bank. She was laughing and even turn back to see me.
And I was just following her, when the water level came to her knees her speed went down and I easily reached up to her and I don't know how the environment inside me suddenly changed and I just grabbed her in my arms.

But she just pushed me away from her and laughed throwing the gushes of water towards me; well I started doing the similar thing with her.
And it took no time that we both got completely wet. She was laughing and enjoying the moment and I was just living it with her, and suddenly she doesn't realized and her feet get slipped into the water and she just drop down into it.

It was just a game of seconds when I just held her hand and took her out, and she just smitten herself into my arms.

What the moment that was, it was around 12 at mid night, the New Year was about to begin. The whole world was celebrating it, and in that night having stars shed upon us, in the water upto our waist, having her in my arms; I think it was much more beautiful then a dream, to feel her fragrance every moment, was making me even more crazier for her.

Baahon Ke Darmiyaan Do Pyaar Mil Rahe Hain
Baahon Ke Darmiyaan Do Pyaar Mil Rahe Hain
Jaane Kya Bole Mann Dole Sunke Badan
Dhadkan Bani Zubaan

She just pulled herself from my arms and looked into my eyes, her wet hairs were guiding there way to her face, but I was more interested into her eyes, they speak a lot sometimes. And we don't realized what happened the very next moment that we came even more closer to each other and were lost in a mesmerizing kiss.

Khulte Band Hote Labhon Ki Ye Ankahi
Khulte Band Hote Labhon Ki Ye Ankahi
Mujhse Keh Rahi Hai Ki Badhne De Bekhudi
Mil Yoon Ki Daud Jaayein Nas Nas Mein Bijliyaan

She was not the first girl whom I was kissing but I want her to be the last one. This moment was special for me, just because I really love her; I really feel for her something which I have never felt for anyone.

As the clock turned to 12 the sky became even more brighten due to firing crackers, and we just got separated with that sudden gush of lighting.
Her eyes were playing a naughty game with me, sometimes she glance at me, and the other second she just make them down, when I again tried to came closer to her, she just turned and ran out towards the bank, on the sandy beach.

And as I should do I followed her. She was standing still there; her eyes where closed and was breathing fast.

Aasmaan Ko Bhi Ye Haseen Raaz Hai Pasand
Aasmaan Ko Bhi Ye Haseen Raaz Hai Pasand
Uljhi Uljhi Saanson Ki Aawaaz Hai Pasand
Moti Luta Rahi Hai Saawan Ki Badliyaan

I looked at her, how beautiful she is even she don't know this. I swiftly ran my hand leading to her waist from her back and touched a drop of water which was running down of her forehead to her cheeks undergoing her neck, she doesn't react on it. I have never dreamt that she will allow me to come so close to her ( i think its need to mention that for the first time i didn't remember her slap,while comming close to her). I can touch her, kiss her, and ' but something was stopping me from going further..

Her innocence was killing me, and I just took my step back. I don't want to do anything which can make her feel uncomfortable, I don't want to use her, if she trusts me, then I
Respect her more than anything.
I walked to few step away and took my jacket which was coolly being guarded by Tuffy.
And covered her with it. When she realized it she opened her eyes, and looked towards me, her eyes were sleepy but she was forcing them to open up.

She looked into my eyes and make herself reside in my arms saying "Ryan, tum mujhe kabhi chod kar to nahi jaaeoge na? Dad ke baad I have felt so close to you only, and he left me alone; you won't do it na?"

Seriously saying I have nothing to say to her, I just caught her for few seconds and felt the intimacy which I was feeling for her.

She just sat down there facing the beautiful sky, which was lightened by the fireworks,
"Ryan, you know I love playing with crackers. And yaa I forgot to say 'happy new year'" Then she laughed and pulled me to sit near her.
And then we just lay down on the sand facing the sky, well truly saying I was just looking towards her. "Same to you."
"You know when I met you for the first time, I really took you wrong; mujhe laga you are a cyco type of a person. But I was wrong, for the first time, you are not that bad, infect I like you Ryan" she said.

What should I say to her, it was like she has stolen my lines; but if I will say the same she will feel that I am just copying her so its better I should not say anything regarding my first experience with her.
"But I can never be as nice as you." I replied.

We talked for sometime but she went into a deep sleep after that. Alcohol always makes you sleepier. But for me, it was like the most precious night; I lifted her up and make her lay down on the back seat of my car, and I just kept looking at her as if this was the last time I was seeing her like this.


That very day I was not knowing what the almighty has planned for me, but today after spending out my whole life I really wish that if I would have died that day in her arms that would have been the most, most valuable death for me. Much more precious than this life.
Who knew, that was the last time when she was with me? Who knew, that was the last time I could see her smiling at me?
Who knew that this beautiful dream has an end, an end for which I was responsible because this was not Ryan's life, and one has to face his reality one day.
A reality, about which I was not even thinking, a reality, which can take her away from me for ever, for me that reality does not have any value but I don't realize that it may effect her emotions.

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGG

it was d best one ever my sweety.....

luvd it, luvd it, luvd it......muaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh

dat beach sequence ..........ufffffffff

n shreya saying ki ryan tum mujhe kabhi chhod ke to nahi jaaoge.........my god i m scared.

arey yaar................kya karne waali hai tu mere ryan aur shreya ke saath....

my ryn wud b shattered.......he is such a sweet person, hw will he b d responsible one.

ohh zyaada tragic na karna my dear....though i lyk tragic stories....but i m too attached wid dem.

actually movies r just meant fr 2 hrs........but we know ryan n shreya fr so long.....

chalo koi nahi yaar........u r free to do ......jo bhi karna ho ........we r wid u.........

luvvvvvvvvvvvv uuuuu😊

Originally posted by: megha01

guys dis tym i m so lost in d chapter dat i m not able to concentrate on d pic selection.

i hav tried using songs along wid d chapter. hope u guys enjoy😊

Originally posted by: megha01

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGG

it was d best one ever my sweety.....

luvd it, luvd it, luvd it......muaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh

dat beach sequence ..........ufffffffff

n shreya saying ki ryan tum mujhe kabhi chhod ke to nahi jaaoge.........my god i m scared.

arey yaar................kya karne waali hai tu mere ryan aur shreya ke saath....

my ryn wud b shattered.......he is such a sweet person, hw will he b d responsible one.

ohh zyaada tragic na karna my dear....though i lyk tragic stories....but i m too attached wid dem.

actually movies r just meant fr 2 hrs........but we know ryan n shreya fr so long.....

chalo koi nahi yaar........u r free to do ......jo bhi karna ho ........we r wid u.........

luvvvvvvvvvvvv uuuuu😊