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nivedita

@rajatrangini

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Posted: 14 years ago

#191

Originally posted by: divinedivy
nivi this chapter has really left me out of words.it was so amazing & so touching.. their heart to heart conversation at the beach side was so amazing.

ryan might have been feeling very lonely & emotional at moment. totally lonely, you should have knocked d door & talked 2 shreya ryan.maybe u wud have felt better. i just loved d scene when he takes tuffy along in his room.however hard 2 admit even feels d need of a loved 1.i hope shreya fills d emptiness in his life..

nivi this was really a very very touching & soulful chapter.i loved it alot.keep up d good work & plz agla update jaldi dena. ab wait karna thoda mushkil hoga.

thanks divya..
hmm he should hav knocked the door...but don't u feel he has started caring for her..in someway that he don't wanna wake her up...😛
well u will get to knw it better in the next updates..

yaa sure dear...i will update it soon..may be 2moro or to the most day after...hope it will b fine

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nivedita

@rajatrangini

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Posted: 14 years ago

#192

PART 16

27th December.

I don't know when the sun raised up in the sky. It was a soundest sleep ever in my life, after passing off all my loneliness in tears. I opened my eyes when I felt someone breathing hard near me.
It was tuffy, just sitting by my side and waiting for me to get up.
I just hugged him and got up with a refreshing energy within me. A new morning with a new beginning, everything was looking more beautiful, or you can say I have learnt to look things beautifully. When I glanced at the watch it was 9.

And the first thought that ran in my mind was Shreya. She must have waked up till now, waked up? she must be ready till now I don't know why but I was so restless to meet her, to see her, to listen to her. She in someway was the only and most important person of my life; she has thought me how to live and now I want her as much as I need my life to live it. I ran towards my door but then stopped and took the way to the washroom.

Got back in half an hour and tuffy was very silently sitting there, as he knows that has not to bark or produce any kind of sound. I got ready as soon as possible, and was just feeling top of the world; as happy as I have not felt ever in my life.
So for the next I opened the door to move out and what I saw?
Shreya was there just suppose to knock my door. I very delightly said "hii." But she was upset.
And when I realized that she was upset, the smile from my lips just flew away, it really happened for the first time with me that I was feeling someone else's emotions.

I asked her "what happened? Why are you so upset?"
She just said "you know… Tuffy mujhe chod kar chala gaya." In a childish manner.

Ohhh god I could not control my laugh for the moment. She said "why are you laughing, there is nothing to laugh I have searched him everywhere. He is gone."
"Listen, tumhe lagta hai ki koi tumhe kabhi chod kar jaa sakta hai, Shreya you are not something to be left; and according to me jo tumhe chod de wo duniya ka sabse stupid banda hoga, and tuffy is not stupid idiot."
Well I don't realize what I said that day but that was hundred percent truth, how anyone can has courage to leave such a nice person like her.

She looked towards me with her wide opened eyes to understand what I was saying, and I just make her come inside the room, when she saw Tuffy there, she felt so happy, her eyes were glittering and Mr. Tuffy to ran into her arms. And when I was her so happy, I felt even more happy.
"Tum ise room mai kaise lekar aaye?" she asked.
"Just raat mai he was quite alone so I took a chance." I said.

I immediately said "Shreya, what I was thinking; now we should start our work. I mean today I am in a mood to do some work." Work was just a fake reason, truth was I want to spend more time with her, and I thought her assignment can help me for it.
And she agreed to it, after one hour we met in her room, we have dropped Tuffy back in the garden and now it was time for some work.

She has already finished half of it from her side; just I have to see them once. So I begin with it, "I must say, your designs are too good, very much different." I said selecting out some good once.
"Thanks. Now please just finish them with your approval" she said in a way of request.

I smiled and said "sure, but you too finish them first; I will suggest you some ideas from side too if you don't mind."
"Definitely not, you choice is not that bad..." and said and giggled.

We worked till afternoon, or you can say she worked till afternoon; I was just visualizing her, even sometime I use to disturb her by engaging her in some chats, while suggesting her some of my ideas.

"Wind it up for the moment, we will have lunch first." I said, as I was quite hungry.
"Ok" she said and kept all her equipments on a side.
I picked up the phone, to order something; I gave my order and asked her "what will you take?"
"Mmm just bread butter" she replied. I held the call and asked her "just bread butter, in lunch?"
"Ya, actually here they only serve sea food, and I am vegetarian." I said.
"Don't tell me, you haven't had food since last two days." I asked her in shock. And she doesn't reply anything just gave an expression of yes.

I canceled my own order to and ask her too come with me, I was knowing some of the renowned vegetarian restaurants of the place. With this is realized that I have started caring her too, someway I feel good when I do anything for her.

Kyonki shayad zindgi mai maine pehli baar kisi se pyar kiya tha, that too just because I have received it from her.
Par wo ehsaas meri zindgi ka sabse khoobsurat ehsaas tha, for which I could even die hundred of deaths.

That day we had our lunch together after which we just freak out on a beach. Infact this time I captured her in my camera I hundreds of time and she doesn't object on it, even we took some of the pictures together just to save them as memories. She even gave me few tips for bullet firing and finally I hit the bull's eyes this time.

Next day again we begin our day with some work, well it has two advantages; firstly our work load was getting down and secondly I could watch her making her designs for long.

And a moment came when I could not resist myself saying this. She was busy in her drawings and I was busy in watching her by the corner of my eyes. Caring her hairs with her beautiful figures, sketching perfect graphics which her carbon pencil, some times putting that pencil back between her lips and all … ; I just asked her "Shreya I want to say something."

"Bolo" she replied me without taking her concentration out of her work.
I looked at her even more keenly this time and said "tum bohut khoobsurat ho."

She immediately looked towards me, with an expressionless face for a moment, and at the very next moment she started laughing like I have cracked some kind of joke.
I was thinking for what she was laughing, an I have said anything wrong, or is she laughing on me, but what ever that was I can be a joker for my life time if I could see her like this always.
Finally she her self said "I am sorry Ryan; I mean thanks for the compliment."

I just smiled on her answer. And she continued "I know there was nothing to laugh on it but, actually I was shocked for that you have noticed it now!! Otherwise I use to get such compliment in my first meet with anyone, compliment!! I think I am using the wrong word, I should say proposals. But aaj tak samajh nahi aaya pehli mulaakaat mai how can anyone get to know that I am beautiful, just by my physical looks. Rubbish."

I remember Parth has told me that he has proposed her for a date and she has refused to it so I said "I know, Parth has asked you…"
"Parth, leave it Ryan I think you don't know but jhankaar ka approximately 50% staff mujhe propose kar chukka hai that to in the very first weak of my joining."

50% well I started guessing out who else could be in the line. But I was sure for one thing that no one has proposed her for what she is.

"Really I don't know how to answer them, and more than that I really hate their cheep mentality. I know what they want from me, but don't you think till you don't get involved with someone emotionally, physical relations are just an elusion." She asked me.

I don't know what I should say to her but that time I just said what my heart said to me "I don't know Shreya; I just know that you are really beautiful and you can bring colors to anyone's life, just the way you have brought to mine."

My words has made her still, and for the very first time I saw a different glaze in her eyes
She was almost blushing. And I could not move my eyes away from her.
"I have to go, wo Tuffy... I have to make him eat something." She said and left the room.

And I was just smiling for her every expression which I have saved in my eyes.
'Har ghari badal rahi hai roop zindgi chawn hai kabhi kabhi hai dhoop zindgi har pal yahan....' well it not the background music, but it was her cells ring tone, which I heard in between my thoughts.
I kept thinking for a while whether I should pick up or not. But finally I saw the name flashing 'Neha calling' it was her younger sister, so I received the call.

Before I could say hello I heard this from the other side "hey Shreya, how are you, you know good news I have qualified the prelims exams, sabse pehle tujhe hi bata rahi hoon, offcourse mom ke baad, but at least wish me yaar." She said all this in a single go with no comma or full stop and after that she was saying 'wish me' I don't think she has given any chance to wish her. Well I remember that Shreya has told me Neha wants to be a doctor may be she was talking about that only.
So I said "congratulation."

"Who is this? Shreya kahan hai? Let me guess you have stolen his cell. Right. But be ware she will not leave you mister." She said with suspecting tone.

I tried to stop her "listen Neha,"
"My goodness, you even know my name, okay don't try to act smart my name would be displayed on the call." She said

"Well, neha listen to me, I am not a thief, Shreya is just gone for a minute and I will inform her about your call." I said humble way.
"Wait a minute, I am sorry who ever you are, but can I know who are you?" I asked me.
"Yaa sure it Ryan here." I introduced my self but I think she know me more than what I wish her to know.
"Ryan, photographer. Hmm the similar guy jise Shreya ne pehli mi baar mai chipka diya tha, well sorry yaar but what to do, I love action. You must be knowing about me, waise mai bhi tumhaare bare mai kafi kuch jaanti hoon."

"Oh really, what else do you know about me." I asked her, she was her sister and have the same intimacy like her; I was so comfortable talking to her, like I have known her from years. And really she knows most of the things about me, what Shreya knows even about the mall incident and Zaina.
She must be sharing it with her.

We talked for quite long and she in just asked me "aacha Ryan tell me one thing, sacchi sacchi haan, do you like Shreya?"
What a question yaar, and what to answer her I replied in a hesitation, may be just because I was talking to her sister "actually woo, ya...i mean yes."

"Ohh my god, itna sochna padta hai kya? Mujhse hi pooch lete, Shreya ko to sabhi like karte hain, so how could you be behind, but you know why I asked you this? Because mere paas ek secret hai … batadoon?

"Kaisa secret?" I asked her
"Secret ye hai, that Shreya too likes you."

Her words were more precious then diamonds, I want to confirm them once more "really, how do you know? I mean did she tell you this."
"No, she hasn't told anything, but she is my sis I know her well; she likes you…"
Before she could say anything else, Shreya came back and I have to stop that topic.
"Listen Shreya is back, talk to her." I said
"Ok one second, I really want to meet you jab hum Mumbai aaenge na, firstly I will meet you only ok. Please Shreya ko help karo to find a house for us."

"sure." I said and gave the cell to Shreya "your sister."
She took the phone and walked to the balcony, rest I don't know what they chatted about.
And I was like on the seventh sky, I know that she likes me; infect I have learnt the meaning of relationships from her only. But still if someone confirms you it gives you an extra support.

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anumeha khanna

@anumeha_rajat

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Posted: 14 years ago

#193

wooww that was really awesum........

loved this part yaar..

ryan is getting attracted towards her..

n i guess shreya also have some feelings........

thnx for the pm........

@ megha,,,,waiting for ur pics........

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megha

@megha01

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Posted: 14 years ago

#194

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1)That day we had our lunch together after which we just freak out on a beach

2)I saw a different glaze in her eyes
She was almost blushing

3)neha n ryan on phone-Hmm the similar guy jise Shreya ne pehli mi baar mai chipka diya tha

4)And I was like on the seventh sky, I know that she likes me; infect I have learnt the meaning of relationships from her only.

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megha

@megha01

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Posted: 14 years ago

#195

awesome nivi..........👏👏

just luvd wat ryan said to her n uske baad shreya's expression........uska sharmana.......beautiful.

so finally shreya too lyk him........gr8.

neha was very cute n adorable.......
all in all superb as always dear

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nivedita

@rajatrangini

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Posted: 14 years ago

#196

Originally posted by: anumeha_rajat
wooww that was really awesum........
loved this part yaar..
ryan is getting attracted towards her..
n i guess shreya also have some feelings........
thnx for the pm........
@ megha,,,,waiting for ur pics........

thanks anu...

hmm ryan has some feeling for her..

n shreya..

i8 think actions speek louder than words..

keep in touch...to get lot more..

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nivedita

@rajatrangini

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Posted: 14 years ago

#197

Originally posted by: megha01
pics

1)That day we had our lunch together after which we just freak out on a beach

2)I saw a different glaze in her eyes
She was almost blushing

3)neha n ryan on phone-Hmm the similar guy jise Shreya ne pehli mi baar mai chipka diya tha

4)And I was like on the seventh sky, I know that she likes me; infect I have learnt the meaning of relationships from her only.

love u megha...
beautifil pictures i must say...
1st one of sea ...lovely...i hope i cud be there😉
and rajat to h hi
hehehe😳

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nivedita

@rajatrangini

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Posted: 14 years ago

#198

Originally posted by: megha01
awesome nivi..........👏👏

just luvd wat ryan said to her n uske baad shreya's expression........uska sharmana.......beautiful.

so finally shreya too lyk him........gr8.

neha was very cute n adorable.......
all in all superb as always dear

thanks megha...

hmm i knw u love ryan...😆

neha!!! u like her na.. so..just remember her...she will be mentioned furthur
..
hmm will update soon