Hey guys I know I have been IF for a month due to exams. And they are finally over so I planned on returning to the forum. Let me tell you first I missed all of y'all like crazy. I saw some posts whenever I had time and Kudos to the people that kept discussions going. I wish I could have joined but 20 exams just took over my life. I still watched TEI on the weekends, and planned on coming back at the end of may like i said in the post I made back then but i was not expecting the news of Sid leaving. So things have changed a bit.
I have always been a positive person, the people who have seen my posts prior to my break know that I look for the positivity even during the tracks everyone had no hopes on because life is a rollercoaster and I started this show to give me happiness like I do with any show because I think of them as an escape from reality. I also started this show for its actors. And like many others I fell in love with TwiNj and I would have never thought I would fall in love with them this much that the notice of his departure actually hurts. Like the past week I fast forwarded through the episodes (unlike me) because I could not handle it. So if Sid is leaving the show I unfortunately cannot handle that negativity and I feel like a huge part of the show is missing. So I am basically trying to say that my time watching TEI has come to an end. It is going to be really i mean really hard for me so I will probably read WU to see whats happening cause I know my brain will not stop thinking of what is going on.
My take on Sid leaving: we all love sid undoubtedly and he is a wonderful person. I understand that actors will choose better projects so I am going to support him on his next project. The news of it being JDJ did make me think a little of why he cannot do both at the same time because I know they have been actors who have done that but I am guessing that has to do with the contract. Personally I do not think JDJ will give him as fame as TEI did and does. I think the amount of love he has received due to TEI is incredible in the amount of time he has been in the television industry. But I always believe a person should follow their heart and I believe that is what he is doing. And if it does not work out for him at least it was his OWN decision and not influenced or forced by anyone. So I am not hating him for his decision is just the fact that I am going to miss the aurora he bring on TEI which to me is a huge portion causing me to feel like a portion of it his going to be lost and never going to be fulfilled.
My take on Kunj's death: this is probably the only thing that I am actually mad about (upset and mad are two different emotions, the rest makes me upset and emotional). Especially after todays episode with a bunch of romance. I would like a happy ending. If they are planning to give us a SR and romance then a happy ending is justified in my head? So I wish they sent him of to London or something because for all our Kunj lovers it will show that he is safe because we fell in love with the character himself because remember #KunjSarnaIsGoals. I was not a fan of YuvLe, I am not going in depth here because too many commotions have broken out in the form when this topic is come into place, so I do not get how they are going to become a couple again after Twinkle is deeply in love with Kunj. I love Zain Imam I think he was one of the best villains I have seen in a long long time. To see him turn positive from a grey shade character was difficult not because of his acting because that is A1 but because of all the things Yuvi has a character has done. But i guess its an indian serial and anything can happen and that is how i am justifying all of this to satisfy my mind.
I do not think i will leave the TEI forum completely because I have made too many friends here and cause I love all of the posts. I will be on and off and I still want to be in contact with all of you guys especially the first ones i made Zawra, Ragini, Ian, Jerry, Teddy, Alu, Tanvi, Lina, Priya di, Maha, Jen di, Anam di, griffy, Tranquility, Shakti, sorry if I missed anyone. And for all the new people that joined during my break. This is an odd time for introduction but since this is not a sign of from the forum but from the show hello! Im Um, and you guys have been doing awesome on the forum.
If my decision or anything else changes in my mind it will probably be when Sid confirms or after we know what exactly the end plan is. Sorry for my rambling and if i offended anyone. Over and out!