On one hand we have the twinj seperation track coming up, whilst on the other hand we have news of sid leaving and supposedly kunj being killed off or sid being replaced with another actor as kunj. How many heart attacks are we going to bear with guys? The fate of kunj and the show will be clear by the end of next week as we will have official confirmation of whether sid is leaving or not from sid himself by them and plus the post leap track will most likely start next week. My heart is beating, my stomach hurting from anxiousness and i feel like i can't think straight anymore. I haven't felt like this since tere sheher mein with the main couple separating and the main guy leaving :(
I was so excited about the post-leap track but if sid leaves there is no point to it. I'm no longer happy and now all i want is to hear sid himself saying he is not leaving. I tried to console myself by saying that sid should leave if he isn't happy and should move on to something better...but who am i kidding, because the truth is i'm disappointed, unhappy, and quite frankly want to scream at the top of my lungs. This is not healthy for me...why do i always let indian serials become the centre of my life, let them pull me in to the point i cry bitterly when they leave me disappointed. I hate indian serials so much because they keep me hooked and make me fall in love with them only to tear my hopes apart. AAARRRGHHH! I need counselling, PRONTO!