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Hi everyone. Here's a piece of my imagination or you can say what i want to see in show.
Today's episode was awesome. Sidmin were awesome as actors.
And i also heard some rumours of kunj seperating himself from twinkle.
So lets give it a shot.
Twinj Os :
At 3 in midnight kunj returned home, he expected twinkle to be asleep but to his utter shock he found her sitting on floor with her back supported with bed and crying badly.
Twinkle got up as she heard the click of door and found kunj standing there in a bad condition, shirt out. Hair messy. She was hurt seeing him like this.
She went to him "sorry kunj. Please mujhe maf kardo. I promise aage se aisi galti nahi hogi"
Kunj spoke "koi bat nahi. Ab farak nahi padta"
Twinkle spoke "aise mat bolo kunj. Mujhse lado, chilao. Par yeh mat bolo ki farak nahi padta. Plz kunj"
Kunj spoke "plz twinkle mujhe mere haal pe chod de"
Twinkle spoke "kunj i promise tum jo bologe main vo karungi. Btao main aisa kya karu jisse tumhe khushi mile"
Kunj spoke "agar itni hi meri khushi ki chinta hai toh chali ja meri zindagi se." Saying so he was about to leave when twinkle held his hand.
Twinkle spoke "kya tumhe sach mein isse khushi milegi?"
Kunj spoke in anger "ha."
Kunj was angry, very angry. He never expected from twinkle that she will think of him so low. In anger he spoke things he shouldn't speak to her.
Twinkle was hurt she thought to give Kunj his hapiness.
Next morning.
Kunj left for college.
Twinkle asked from Bebe that Can she go to her mother's house and her friend's house for one week.
Bebe agreed to her as after her marriage she didn't went to her home for days.
Before evening twinkle packed her stuff, gave one last glance at the room and left from there taking blessings from everyone.
Kunj came home from his college. He was a bit fine, he was guilty for behaving like this with twinkle last night. So he straight away went to his room.
He opened his room and found everything unsual. Though everything was same but still there was something that was not same.
He ignored that feeling and went inside to see if twinkle was in washroom. But she was not there.
He thought she must be in kitchen so thought of waiting for her in room.
He sat on bed and felt something under him he got up and found a piece of paper folded neatly.
He don't know why but he didn't got any good feeling seeing that paper. With trembling hands he opened the letters, the letter left him in utmost shock.
Letter
Hi kunj.
Thanku hamesha mere sath hone ke liye. Tab bhi jab main sahi thi, tab bhi jab koi mere sath nahi tha meri apni maa bhi nahi, tab bhi jab tum sahi the or main nahi.
Thanku tumne mujhse shadi ki taki meri badnami na ho.
Its high time kunj tumhe tumhari khushia vapis mil jani chahiye. Vo khushia jo khatam ho gayi jab se main tumhari life mein aayi.
Ho sake toh mujhe maaf kar dena, halaki mera gunah mafi ke kabil nahi. Lekin phir bhi.
Bye kunj. Main ja rahi hu, tumhari badnami na ho isliye bebe ko kaha ki maa se milne ek hafte ke liye ja rahi hu.
Tumhe tumhari azadi mubarak ho kunj, tumhe tumhara bed tumhara room, tumhara sukoon. Sab kuch mubarak ho.
Jaha bhi rahungi Dil se dua karungi ki tumhe dunia ki har khushi mile or ha koi aisi ladki mile jo tumpe trust karti ho tumse pyar karti ho.
Take care.đ
The word 'pyar' was smudged because of water droplet which clearly shows she was crying while writing that letter.
Kunj also thought that its good that they live without eachother because there was nothing between them.
He tried to explain his heart that twinkle was a misfit for her, but his heart didn't listened to him.
That whole night kunj didn't slept. Though he got the whole bed to himself, but bed was not comfortable. Or you can say that room was eating him, the silence was eating him up.
Full night his heart and mind were having a battle, if twinkle is good for him or not.
Next day he went to college
Nothing seemed right to him. In college he saw two friends one boy and one girl fighting with eachother. Boy shouted on girl and girl left from there in tears.
Within 10 minutes that boy too went after girl to manofy her.
Kunj too stalked them to see what happened.
Boy went to girl and found her on scooty stand sitting on one Scooty away from everyone crying her heart out.
Boy went to her and said "sorry yar. Plz mujhe maf karde"
Girl replied "plz ja yaha se. Agar tujhe mujhse or mere behavior se itni hi problem hai toh just go away. Leave me."
Boy replied "i know tu thodi clumsy hai, mujhse bht alag hai. But tu bhi toh samjha kar yar mujhe."
Girl said "kabhi nahi samjha kya? Kabhi nahi? Jab kisi ne tujhpe trust nahi kia tab nahi thi kya main tere sTh? Jab tumhe MBA karna tha or mummy ji ne bhi sath nahi dia tab nahi thi main sath? Jab sab bol rahe the ki tumne us admi ko bheja Bebe ki jan lene tab kya nahi thi sath?
Mana galti hui par tum vo har chiz bhul gaye jo ki tumhare liye?"
Suddenly kunj went into his own world and saw twinkle speaking all this things to him. He than realized that yes, she was there with him every single time. Just for one thing he left her. And he himself never trusted her. Wow. Kunj you are great. Tumne uski har galti dekhi lekin ek bhi achai nahi dekhi. Hats off to you Kunj Sarna."
As he came out of his thoughts, he saw two of them reuniting.
Girl saying "i know hum dono bht different hai. Lekin jab tak ek dusre ko samjhenge nahi, ek dusre ki galtia nahi batenge tab tak kaise chalega?"
Boy spoke "i agree. I am sorry again. Ab toh maaf karde yar plz"
Girl just hugged him in response. And they both left from there.
Kunj was happy seeing the duo and decided to bring his wife back.
He bunked his remaining lectures and went straight to Leela's house.
Leela was sitting in living area when kunj entered.
"Maa namastey. Kaise ho aap?" Kunj asked.
Leela smiled and said "main thik hu putar. Tu kaisa hai?"
Kunj said "main thik hu maa. Maa twinkle kidhar hai?"
Leela replied confused "vo toh chinky ke ghar hai. Aaj subah hi chali gayi thi. Kyu tujhe nahi pata?"
Kunj spoke "nahi nahi aisa kuch nahi hai maa. Vo usne bataya tha. Mujhe laga sham ko jayegi. Acha maa main chalta hu"
Leela asked "kunj ek bat puchu?"
Kunj said "ha maa"
Leela asked "twinkle or tere beetch sab thik hai na?"
Kunj replied a bit hesitantly "ha maa. Kyu kya hua?"
Leela spoke "vo jab se ayi thi vo bht chup chup thi. Kuch dhang se khaya bhi nahi tha. Or maine use apne room mein chupke rote hue bhi dekha par jab usse pucha toh boli ki meri yad aa rahi thi isliye ro rahi hai. Or aaj bhi achanak chinky ke ghar chali gayi. Sab thik hai na puttar?"
Kunj was hurt listening to all this, he didn't want to give tension to anyone so spoke "ha maa sab thik hai. Aap toh jante hi ho thodi mental case hai vo"
Leela laughed "haha. Kunj meri beti mein bht bachpana hai. Vo kabhi kisi ka dil nahi dukhaegi jan bujh ke, par na chahte hue bhi syapa kar deti hai. Lekin uski niyat bht achi hoti hai. Tu bas use har kadam par samajhne ki koshish krio"
By saying all this leela added more guilt in kunj. He smiled and spoke "ha maa. Main hamesha uske sath rahunga"
As he came out from taneja's house he dialled twinkle's number but it was swtiched off.
He than dialled chinky's number.
"Hi jiju" chinky spoke cheerfully.
Kunj replied "hi. Kaisi ho?"
She replied "main badia aap kaise ho?"
Kunj said "main bhi thik hu. Acha chinky twinkle ko phone dena. Uska phone switch off ja rha hai"
Chinky replied "main kaise phone du jiju. Vo mere sath thodi hai. Infact meri toh khud 3 din se usse bat nahi hui."
World stopped for kunj. If twinkle was not there than where was she, he cut the call without speaking a word.
He took his bike and went to all places where she could be found.
Within an hour everyone got to know the truth. Bebe and leela were tensed that where is twinkle.
At night kunj came home dejectedly. As he entered he was pondered with questions, he just told that he didn't found her and locked himself in his room.
He sat on floor where twinkle was sitting that night, as if feeling her presence. "Kaha chali gayi hai yar tu twinkle. Plz vapis aaja na. I promise kabhi kuch nahi kahunga. Plz twinkle" he cried for her, for the first time he cried on the thought of losing her. At that single point he realised he is nothing without her syapa queen.
1 full week passed, kunj did everything to find his love. Yes he love her.
In this full week he didn't ate properly thinking what if twinkle also didn't ate.
He didn't slept properly, whenever he close his eyes he saw her teary face. He stopped going to college, broke his friendship with Maya bcoz twinkle don't like maya na. He deleted every single thing from his life that twinkle didn't liked.
There was no Gurudwara, no temple, no mashjid(Zawra uh r Muslim na? So mention of Mashjid for youđ) that kunj didnt visit. He went to all places of God in hope someday he would get her.
Police was also doing there job.
The worst day was when on 4th day police called him and informed him of a dead body. Floor slipped away from his feet, he stopped breathing for that. The thought of losing her forever killed him.
But thankfully that body was not of twinkle.
Kunj today decided to visit one Gurudwara which was not in Amritsar, it was few kilometres away. So he took his bike and went.
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Somewhere in a Gurudwara twinkle woke up at 6 in morning.
Took bath freshen up and went to Gurudwara.
She sat there till 9. She wished from her Baba ji.
"Baba ji please mere Kunj ko hamesha khush rakhna. Vo jaha bhi rahe khush or salamat rahe. Uska dhyan rakhna Baba ji. Or Baba ji meri maa or pure parivar par bhi apni meher banaye rakhna.
Sabko khush rakhna Baba Ji"
"Kadi kuch apne layi vi mang lia kar kudiye" one old man spoke.
Twinkle got up and said "apne liye kya mangu uncle? Kuch chahiye hi nahi."
That man spoke "iske Darbar mein khade hoke jhuth mat bol. Jab us ladke ko itna pyar karti hai toh btati kyu nahi? Main bula leta hu tu nahi bulati toh"
"Nahi Uncle ji. Tusi eda kuch ni kroge Baba ji" twinkle spoke tears forming in her eyes
That man spoke "kyu khud ko itni saza de rahi hai meri bachi?"
Twinkle replied "main yahi deserve karti hu. Apne devta jaise pati pe bharosa na karne ki saza hai yeh.
Pyar karti thi phir bhi uspe bharosa nahi hua. Apni zindagi ke ravan pe bharosa kar lia lekin jab Ram pe bharosa karne ki bari ayi toh bharosa nahi kar pai. Mujhe toh maut ki saza milni chahiye, par lagta hai abhi waqt nahi aya"
That man spoke "or agar vo kabhi tujhe lene aya tab?"
"Nahi ayega. Or aya bhi toh gharvalo ke liye ayega. Pyar ka matlab hasil krna nh uski khushi dekhna hota hai. Or mere sath sirf use musibat hi milti hai. Khushi nahi. Or vaise bhi us jaisa sona, changa munda mujh jaisi jhalli kudi nu kade vi pyar ni kar sakda. Isliye tusi vi kade kisi ko na batana agar koi meri khoj mein aye toh. Plz baba ji"
That baba ji caressed her head and spoke "main phir bhi us Waheguru se mangunga ki tujhe teri khushia mil jaye" saying so he left from there. And twinkle too left for teaching.
Yes. Twinkle lived in Gurudwara, and teach needy kids who can't afford studying.
In evening she used to help in washing utensils of Lungar.
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As soon as kunj entered the Darbar Sahib he saw the person His eyes wanted to see from full one week. Twinkle stood there in light colour patiala suit. Face pale, her fragile figure looking more fragile. He so wanted to go and hug her tightly but the things she said to that man didn't allow her to speak anything.
He waited for the time when she will be alone. He stalked her.
Twinkle straight away went to the ground to teach the needy kids.
Kunj was proud seeing that, twinkle was helping kids. But the thing he didnt like was her smile less face. Its not that she was not smiling, but that smile didnt reached her eyes. She laughed with kids but that spark was missing in her eyes.
In afternoon she ate little lungar.
And after that she went to kitchen to help in washing utensil.
It seems that she don't have her own life, she devoted her life to God. No doubt its gud to help God's worshippers but here situation was different. His twinkle was never like this, she before also did good things but she never lost that smile of hers.
No matter what he will get her back, he will get his old twinkle back.
In late evening, around 8. Twinkle was roaming in ground.
It was her routine to come here and think of her and kunj's moments. Her moments with her maa her bebe. Everyone.
She just wore her suit, no warm clothes. It seems she don't care of herself.
She spoke. "I am sorry kunj. Kash tum mujhe maaf kar pate. Kash maine vo galti na ki hoti. Main itni bewakuf kaise ho sakti hu ki tum par bharosa nahi kia. Hey Baba ji, aisa gunah kyu kia maine.
Pata hai aaj kuch lines yad aa rahi hai gane ki.
Main phir auvve hasna chauhna ha
Phir owein tah main fadna chauhna ha
Main phir auvve hi ladna chauhna ha
Main phir auvve pyar karna chauhna ha
Main bhi tumhare sath dobara hasna chahti hu kunj. Jis tareeke se tumse ladti thi vaise hi dobara ladna chahti hu kyuki us ladai mein bhi hum dono khush hote the. Yeh kaisi ladai hai? Jaha sirf ansoo hi hai.
Mana kabhi pyar nahi hua tha tumse lekin vo chote chote moments, vo care karna, vo ek dusre ke sath khade rehna chahe kuch bhi ho. Bht special the vo moments. Pata hai kunj, main chahti hu tum khush raho. Main toh apni puri zindagi un yadon ke sath guzar sakti hu.
Jiwein tere naal hasda si
Jiwein tera hath main fad da si
Jiwein bachhean wangu lad de si
O jiwein assi pyar karde si haye!
Sanu ik pal chain na aave
O sanu ik pal chain na aave
Ranjhana tere bina
Mahiya tere bina
Jab se yaha ayi hu vo hasi gayab ho gayi. Tumne hi kaha tha na ki meri hasi barkara rakhne ke liye kuch bhi karoge. Toh ab main din rat roti hu kyu nahi ate. Itni buri hu kya ki tumhe kabhi mujhse pyar nahi hua?
Baba Ji janti hu apse vo chiz mang rahi hu jo namumkin hai. Lekin mere ranjhe ko mujhe vapis lautado. Lekin agar uski khushi mere sath nahi hai toh phir vo vahi thik hai.
Pata nahi Baba ji aaj uski bht yad aa rahi hai. 1 hafta hua hai or mera yeh hal hai. Puri zindagi kaise bitaungi. Lekin ek kam kar sakte hai. Agar aap yeh zindahi hi vapis lelo toh mujhe puri zindagi tadapna nahi padega."
She sat down defeated looking up in sky, when she felt something warm on her shoulder.
And one voice which shocked her to hell.
"Pata hai twinkle umeed nahi chodni chahiye. Kya pata kab hamara bade se bada sapna pura ho jaye" kunj spoke. He listened each and every work. Thankfully her back was facing his front.
Twinkle saw him and moved forward to hug him but them moved back realising what she was about to do.
Kunj saw this and took her in a bear hug shocking her. "I missed you yar twinkle. Kyu chali gayi thi mujhe chod kar? Haq hai tera mere sath rehne ka, jab har bat ke liye ladti hai toh is bar kyu nahi ladi"
Twinkle spoke finding warm in his arms. "Koi vajah hi nahi lagi ladne ki. Tumhe or dukhi nahi dekh sakti thi, or vaha rehkar vapis tumpe burden nahi banna chahti thi."
Kunj broke the hug and spoke "burden or tu? Pagal hai kya? Itni halki si toh hai kya burden hogi tu mujhpe"
Twinkle was keenly listening to him, she was serious, but what he said made her say "what?"
Kunj smiled "hasde meri syapa queen. Teri ek smile ke liye main aise sade hue jokes zindagi bhar mar sakta hu."
Twinkle smiled, reality hit her again. She spoke "kyu aye ho kunj? Tum jao, agar tumhe dar hai ki sab vapis se mujhe ghar le jayenge toh main yaha se bhi chali jaungi. "
Kunj replied tears forming in his eyes "or kitna dur jayegi? Sirf us ek line ki itni badi saza mat de yar. Man lia ho gayi galti, nahi bolna chahiye tha aisa mujhe par itni badi saza kyu?"
Twinkle was shocked "saza kaisi? Main hoti kon hu tumhe saza dene vali. Main toh tumhari khushi ke liye dur ja rahi hu."
Kunj spoke "or teri khushi ka kya?"
Twinkle spoke "matlab?"
Kunj spoke "subah se hu yaha. Sab suna sab dekha maine. Pyar karti hai na mujhse? Toh jane degi mujhe khud se dur"
Twinkle turned around hiding her tears "zaruri nahi har pyar karne vale ko pyar mile. Or meri toh kismat hi itni kharaba hai, pehle jisse pyar kya usne zindagi barbad kardi meri or jis insan ko maine pyar kia uspe trust hi nahi kar payi. And vaise bhi khud ko tumpe nahi thopungi(force). Tum jao kunj or khush raho."
Kunj spoke "or main kahu ki meri khushi tum mein hai toh?"
Twinkle spoke "main janti hu ki tum mere sath khush nahi ho, tum yeh sab sirf isliye keh rahe ho taki main vapis chalu."
Kunj replied "agar aisi bat hai toh pichle 1 hafte se mujhe nind kyu nahi ayi? Kyu maine dhang se khana nahi khaya? Kyu vopura bed mera hote hue bhi main zameen pe soya us jagah jaha tum baithi thi us rat. Kyuki vaha baithkar mujhe tumhare hone ka ehsas hota tha. Kyu maine maya se apni itne salo ki dosti toddi? Kyu jab se tum gayi main jeena bhul gaya. Agar tumhe hamari ladaia yad hai, toh mujhe bhi hai. Chahe puri zindagi ladti raho mujhse twinkle lekin mujhe chodke mat jao. Varna is bar main jee nahi paunga twinkle."
Twinkle spoke "kyu kunj? Kyu nahi jee paoge mere bina jabki maine tumpe bharosa nahi kia?"
Kunj spoke "i love you. Isliye. Or aisa nahi ki maine har bar tujhpe trust kia ho. Time lagta hai har rishte ko grow hone mein."
Twinkle's heart stopped beating "tum mujhse pyar karte ho?"
Kunj fell on his knees and spoke "zindagi bhar bacho ki tarah ladti raho, mera sir khao. Lekin mere sath raho. Mujhe bhi pyar chahiye, care chahiye. I love you twinkle. Can you grow old with me?"
Twinkle to fell on her knees and hugged kunj with all her might. 'I love you too kunj. I love you'
*Dream big, impossible. You never know when God listen to you and your dreams get fulfilled. Dont lose hope. Never.*
Hope you guys like this.
For sometime no more emotional updates. I am tired.
Bye Gudnyt.
Love Vishâ¤ď¸
