SWASAN FF JAANE TU YA JAANE NA-Epilogue Updated pg:19 - Page 10

Chapter: 46

Naintara was sweating badly

Sanskar: Tum yaha Publicity ke liye aayi thina ya yun kaho CHEAP PUBLICITY ke liye toh lo maine tumhara kaam aasan kar diya ab bachi kuchi kasar tum khud puri kar doh hmm' let me help u in this apne raat ke anginan humsafar ke saath apna experience hi share kar lo sach kehta hoon masaledaar khabar bankar akhbaar ki surkiyon mein cha jaayogi [U were here to gain CHEAP PUBLICITY so look I made ur job easy now whatever little things are left u can make it up to the mark by narrating the tale of your endless night partners and the experience u shared with them I bet this will indeed make an eyecatching headline]

Sanskar bends slightly and declares

Sanskar: Aaj ke baad agar tumne sapne mein bhi meri Swara ke khilaf koi bhi galat baat kehne ki ya karne ki sochi toh tumhara wo hashr karunga ke maut bhi tumhe apne aagosh mein lene se daregi [From now onwards if u even think of harming my Swara even in ur dreams I will deteriorate ur condition to such an extent that death will also think twice before taking u in its folds]

He snapped his fingers and warned her

Sanskar: GET OUT OF OUR LIFE & STAY AWAY FROM MY SWARA OR ELSE BE READY TO FACE HUMILIATION IN EVERY PHASE OF UR LIFE AS NOW SWARA IS NOT ALONE HER Sanskar IS THERE WITH HER

Sanskar walked away from there confidently thus allowing the press to carry on the insulting sequence of that bitch by showering her with cruel questions that her evil mind also failed to answer

Meanwhile,

Two pair of eyes were watching this entire scene without any emotions

A consoling hand made way to her shoulders which forced those eyes to blink

Sanju: Aaj kuch purane zakhmo par malham toh zarur laga hoga haina Swara? [Some of the old wounds must have certainly got healed today right Swara?]

Swara's face was expressionless and without any hestitation she replied

Swara: Kuch zakhm aise hothe hai Sanju jo aasani se bhar nahi sakthe[There are some wounds which are difficult to heal Sanju]

Swara switched off the TV with the help of which she had witnessed the whole confrontation scene of Sanskar and Naintara

Sanju: Jaanti hai Swara tu ye baat shayad pure jahah se chupa sakthi hai par maine aaj bhi teri aakhon mein Sanskar ke liye pyar dekha hai; tu usse nafrat nahi karti balki aaj bhi usse mohabbat karti hai [Swara u might be successful in hiding this truth from the whole world but I have seen true love for Sanskar in your eyes. Swara u don't hate him u still love him]

Swara turned to face Sanju

Sanju placed her hands on her shoulders

Sanju: Swara tu meri sabse khaas dost hai main tujhe yun tadapta hua nahi dekh sakti tu maan kyun nahi lethi ke tu aaj bhi Sanskar se pyar karti hai; Sanskar ki bato se saaf lag raha hai ke usse apni galti ka ehsaas ho gaya hai usse ek mauka toh de {Swara u r one of my best friends and I can't see u in pain. Why aren't u ready to accept that u still love him? It is clear from Sanskar's talks that he has realized his mistake give him one chance to prove his love]

Swara: Maine iss baat se kabhi inkar nahi kiya Sanju haan ye sach hai main aaj bhi Sanskar se pyar karti hoon aur humesha karti rahungi aur Sanskar ko meri mohabbat haasil karne ki koi koshish nahi karni hogi par haan unhe mera vishwas shayad hi dubara kabhi mile. Mera dil unpar vishwas karne ki gawahi mujhe nahi de raha' Sanskar ko mera vishwas jeetna hoga aur agar aisa kabhi hua toh unki Swara unhe waapis mil jaayegi warna'[I have never rejected this truth Sanju yes I love him and will continue to love him till my last breath. It will not be difficult for Sanskar to get my love but the difficult element is that he needs to win my trust back and to be honest my heart is not ready to trust him again. The day he wins my trust back he will get the Swara who is and will always be his but if that day doesn't come then'.]

Sanju saw determination in Swara's eyes which rendered her speechless

Swara: Fikr mat kar Sanju teri ye dost humesha khush rahegi kyunki ab jabtak wo khud na chahe koi bhi usse thes nahi pauch sakta [Don't worry Sanju ur friend will always be happy as till the time she herself doesn't wish no one can hurt her again]

She gave her an assuring smile and went to her room

Sanju: Tumhari mohabbat mein wo jasba hai Swara jisne aaj tumhari mohabbat Sanskar ko tumhe lauta diya main yahi dua karungi ke Sanskar ki mohabbat mein wo shidat ho jisse usse tumhara vishwas phir se mil jaaye taaki iss baar tum dono jab milo toh koi bhi toofan tumhe juda na kar sake; mujhe yakeen hai aisa ek din zarur hoga kyunki aaj maine Sanskar ki aakhon mein tumhare liye sachhi mohabbat dekhi hai ek din tumhara dil bhi usse dekh paayega [Ur love is divine Swara it gifted u ur Sanskar back I wish that Sanskar's love also possesses the strength to win back ur trust again and the day this happens I am sure no storm would be successful in separating the two of u; I have seen true love for u in Sanskar's eyes today and I am sure one day ur heart will also accept this reality]

Sanju: Tumhara India wapis aana issi baat ka ishara kar rahi hai Swara iss baar Sanskar tumhe khud se dur jaane nahi dega aur main puri koshish karungi ke tum dono phir se ek ho jaau [U coming back to India is an indication that this time Sanskar won't allow u to go away from him and I promise I would try my best to reunite two souls which are always meant to be one]

She said a silent pray and went to her room

Meanwhile,

Naintara was burning in revenge; she decided to teach Sanskar a lesson by poisoning Swara's mind against Sanskar

Naintara: Tumne meri insult karke badi galti kar di Sanskar ab main tumhari Swara ko tumhare khilaf aisa bhadkaungi ke tum chahkar bhi usse dubara haasil nahi kar paayoge [U did a big mistake by insulting me Sanskar now I will make sure that ur dream of getting Swara back in ur life never comes true]

She got into her car and straight away directed it to Swara's bunglow

Swara had placed security cameras in and around her bunglow

As soon as Naintara's car entered the premises of the bunglow the security guards stopped her

Naintara: Ye kya batameezi hai hum koi aire gaire nahi hai hum Naintara hai Bollywood queen tum jaise chote security guard ki himmat kaise hui humara rasta rokhne ki [What type of misconduct is this? I am not an ordinary person I am Bollywood Queen Naintara how dare u to stop me?]

Guards: Kya aapke paas Swara Madam se milne ka appointment hai? [Do u have an appointment to meet Swara Madam?]

Naintara: Tum jaise chote insaan ki himmat kaise hui mujhse ye saawal puchne ki? [An ordinary man like u asking me this question from where did u get this guts from?]

Guard: Lagta hai aapke paas appointment nahi hai toh aap pehle Sanju Madam se appointment fix kijiye phir yaha aayega [It seems u don't have an appointment u first get one from Sanju Mam and then come back]

Naitara: Tum' [U]

One of the guards called up Swara on the landline

Sanju kept the call on speaker

The guard informed the 2 ladies that Naintara was insulting them when they tried to stop her from entering the premices of the bunglow

Swara: Phone ko speaker par rakhiye kaka [Uncle keep the phone on speaker mode]

The guard followed Swara's orders

Swara: Koi bhi bahar ka aadmi iss ghar ke kisi bhi sadasya ki bezatti nahi kar saktha; aise koi bhi shaks ko mere ghar mein dhaakil hone ki izajat nahi milegi aur agar kisi ko bagair appointment yaha aana hai toh pehle usse mere kaka se haath jodkar maafi maangni hogi warna wo gate si laut jaaye [No outsider has the authority to insult a member of this house and any person who does that cannot enter this house even in his dreams. If the person wishes to meet me without an appointment then she need to apologize to my guard by folding her hands or else she might just walk out of the gate]

Naintara's blood boiled just by imagining the thought of apologizing to an ordinary guard

Sanju: Kaka gate band kar dijiye aur Madam ko bahar jaane ka rasta dhikayiye [Uncle close the gate and guide Madam to go out of it]

This was once again a silent slap to Naintara

In normal circumstances she would have never bowed down in front of Swara's demands but she had to meet Swara at any cost to fulfill her mission

Naintara: (rudely) Sorry

Swara: Kaka Madam se kahiye car ke bahar aakar haath jodkar apna kaala chasma nikalkar sar jhukakar aapse thik tareeke se maafi maangiye ye koi movie ka shot nahi chal raha jaha jaha par fake sorry kaam kar jaayegi[Uncle tell Madam to step out of her car and remove her glares. She should join her hands and bow her head and apologize to u sincerely as this is not a film set where she will gain applauds for her fake acting]

Naintara drank her saliva and tried to suppress her anger

She opened the door of the car and did exactly what Swara said

Naintara: Apni galti ke liye maafi maangti hoon kaka [I am sorry for my rude behavior uncle]

The guard did not give any reply

Swara: Car wahi chod do aur seedhe bunglow ki aur chalkar aa jau [Leave the car there and walk towards the bunglow]

It was a hot sunny day

Naintara disliked the fact of leaving the comfort of her AC car and walking in this scorching heat

Naintara: Par [But]

Sanju: Kaka Madam se car ki chabi le lijiye [Take the keys of the car from Madam; Uncle]

Naintara gave the keys to the guard and started walking towards the bunglow

The guard disconnected the call

Inside the bunglow,

Sanju: Swara tujhe kaise pata chala k Naintara yaha aayegi? [Swara how did u make out that Naintara will come here?]

Swara: Ye aurut kis hadh tak gir sakthi hai ye mujhse behtar koi nahi jaanta Sanju ye mujhse kya kehne aayi hai iss baat ka bhi pata mujhe hai'aane doh isse aaj iska saamna ek nayi Swara se hoga [I very well know to what extent this woman can stoop low. I am aware of her intentions to meet me Sanju but today she will be meeting a new Swara let her come']

PRECAP: Swara: Sanskar aur mere beech jobhi hai wo humare beech ki baat hai'Humare rishte mein kisi teesre ki koi jagah nahi hai [The relationship that I share with Sanskar is only between two of us no third person can come in between the two of us]😳

PART 47

Inside the bunglow,

Sanju: Swara tujhe kaise pata chala k Naintara yaha aayegi? [Swara how did u make out that Naintara will come here?]

Swara: Ye aurut kis hadh tak gir sakthi hai ye mujhse behtar koi nahi jaanta Sanju ye mujhse kya kehne aayi hai iss baat ka bhi pata mujhe hai'aane doh isse aaj iska saamna ek nayi Swara se hoga [I very well know to what extent this woman can stoop low. I am aware of her intentions to meet me Sanju but today she will be meeting a new Swara let her come']

After few minutes Naintara entered the room

Naintara: Swara kaha ho tum? Hum aa gaye hai jaldi bahar aau hume intezaar karne ki aadat nahi hai [Swara where r u? Come down immediately as I don't have a habit to wait for anyone]

Sanju was watching Naintara's restlessness through the laptop as the room where Naintara was standing was fully surrounded by cameras

Sanju: Ye Naintara kuch zyada hi udd rahi hai isse sabak shikana hi hoga [This Naintara is flying too high I think it is important to cut her wings]

Sanju: Swara neeche gayi hai dekhte hai kya hotha hai [Swara has gone downstairs let's see what happens]

Hall

Naintara: Swara'Swara

Swara: Kya hua itna chilla kyun rahi ho? [What's the matter why are u shouting so much?]

Naintara turned around to face Swara

Swara had a calm and relaxed composure

Naintara: Swara hum kabse aapka intezaar kar rahe the [Swara I was waiting for u for so long]

Swara: Kyun? Aisi kaunsi musibat aa padi ke tumhe aaj meri yaad aa gayi?[It seems u r in a great trouble or else it is not possible that u will remember me]

Naintara: Ye aap kaisi baat kar rahi hai? [Why are u speaking like this?]

Swara: Ab toh mujhe yakeen ho gaya hai k tumhara yaha aane ka koi khaas maksad hai warna aaj se pehle tumne mujhe aap kaha ho ye toh muje yaad nahi aa raha [I am 100% sure u have come here for your own selfish needs as I really fail to remember any day in the past where u had addressed me with respect]

Naintara: (thinking) Isske toh tewar hi badle hue nazar aa rahe hai mujhe isse jasbati karna hoga tabhi main apne maksad mein kamiyaab ho sakti hoon [She has changed a lot I need to play with her emotions so make my plan a success]

Swara: Lagta hai apne shatir dimag mein kisi naye plan ko anjaam de rahi ho [It seems ur brain is busy in giving final touches to your next plan]

Naintara: Nahi Swara aap hume galat samaj rahi hai hum yaha kisi maksad ko anjaam dene nahi aaye [No Swara u r misunderstanding me I have not come here to execute any plan]

Swara: Aane ka maksad batau Naintara Swara ke paas tumhe dene ke liye zyada waqt nahi hai wo kya haina mujhe bina appointment koi bhi nahi mil sakta tum mere saamne khadi ho mujhse baate kar rahi ho ye mera ek ehsaan hi samaj lo [Come to the point Naintara as Swara cannot waste her precious time on you. No one can meet me without appointment u need to thank me as I granted u the permission to stand in front of me]

Swara was giving indirect slaps to Naintara by using the arrows of her words

Naintara: Swara hum toh yaha aapka dukh baatne aaye hai [Swara I am here to be a part of sorrow]

Swara's expressions were unchanged

Swara: Agar tumhare yaha aane ka yahi maksad hai toh main tumhe bata du ke main dukhi nahi balki behet khush hoon [If this is your real motive to meet me then let me make it clear that I am very happy u need not worry about me]

Naintara: Ye toh kehne sunne ki baate hai Swara aapke dil ki sachhayi toh hume aapke aakhon mein nazar aa rahi hai sach kehte hai taras aata hai hume aapko dekhkar [These statements are just meant to console oneself Swara as I can clearly see the truth of your shattered heart in your eyes I pity u Swara]

Swara wanted to give a solid reply to Naintara but decided to stay quiet for a while

Naintara: (thinking) Lagta hai ab Swara ki lagaam humare haath mein aa gayi hai yahi sahi mauka hai uske saare zakhmo par mirch chidakne ka [It seems Swara is finally under my control this is the right time to sprinkle chilli on her wounds]

Naintara: Hum jaante hai Swara aapke maasum se dil ko kitni thes pauchayi hai uss insaan ne jisse aap kisi waqt beinteha mohabbat karti thi'aapke paak jasbaato ko uss zaleel insaan ne dhoka aur fareb ka naam diya' hum toh yahi dua karenge ke uss Sanskar ko jald se jald maut mil jaaye taaki'[I am aware Swara ur innocent heart is totally shattered by the attack of a person whom u considered and loved wholeheartedly once upon a time. He is such a cheap man that he termed the true feelings of your heart a reflection of betray and deceit I truly wish that very soon Sanskar dies a painful death so that']

But before Naintara could even dream of completing her statement she landed on the floor with a loud sound of thud as Swara had gifted her with a hardcore and audible slap whose echo was still resonating in the surroundings

Swara: Jab tak Swara zinda hai uski har ek saas Sanskar ki salamati ki dua maangti rahegi 'mere Sanskar ko baddua dene ke bare mein sochna bhi mat warna main apni mohabbat ki lapto mein tumhe kuch iss tarah jalakar bhasm kar dungi ke marne ke baad tumhari raakh bhi kisi ko naseeb nahi hogi [As long as Swara is alive every breath that she takes will pray for the safety of her Sanskar and if at all u dare to curse my Sanskar even once then I will burn u with the flames of my love to such an extent that no one will be successful in locating your ashes after death]

Naintara was shocked to see love and possessiveness in the eyes of Swara for Sanskar

Naintara: Swara hum toh bus ye batane ki koshish kar rahe the ke aapka aur Sanskar ke rishte [Swara I was trying to make u understand that the relationship between Sanskar and u is']

Swara: Sanskar aur mere beech jobhi hai wo humare beech ki baat hai'Humare rishte mein kisi teesre ki koi jagah nahi hai [The relationship that I share with Sanskar is only between two of us no third person can come in between the two of us]

Naintara trembled as Swara gave her a warning through her eyes as if declaring dare u speak a single wrong word and u will yourself be responsible for your pathetic condition

Swara: Tum jaisi giri hui aurut rishto ki vakalat kabse karne lagi? Tum yaha mujhe mere Sanskar ke khilaf bhadkane aayi thina par shayad tum bhool gayi Swara ka pyar ek aisa chatan hai jismein koi bhi surang banaa nahi saktha [From when did a cheap woman like u understood the importance of relationships? U came here with the intension to make me hate Sanskar but let me tell u one thing Swara's love is that mountain wherein there is no hope of creating a hole even in your wildest imagination]

Naintara: Hume toh lagta tha ke humari tarah tum bhi Sanskar se nafrat karti ho'[I thought that like me u too hate Sanskar from the core of your heart]

Swara: Sanskar ke liye Swara ke dil mein bus ek hi jasba ho sakta hai aur wo hai sachhi mohabbat jiska saamna tum jaise karodo Naintara milkar bhi nahi kar sakti [Swara can harbor only one feeling for Sanskar and that is unconditional love. A team of crore Naintara would also fail to stand in front of my love]

Swara: Tum mere pyar par taras khane ke liye aayi thi khud ki haalat dekhi hai tumne pure media mein tumhari image ki dhajiya Sanskar ne aaj udayi hai der si hi sahi mujhe khushi hai ke Sanskar ko tumhara asli chehra nazar aa gaya [U were feeling pity on my love have u seen ur condition? Today u have become the biggest joke in front of the media as Sanskar openly exposed ur true face in front of the world. I am happy that atleast Sanskar got to know your true colors]

Swara: Tum yaha mere dil mein Sanskar ke khilaf nafrat ka beej bone aayi thina par afsoos tum shayad ye bhool gayi ke jis din Sanskar ne apni Swara ko tumhre kehne par khud se dur kar diya tha uss din bhi mera dil apne Sanskar se nafrat kar nahi paaya [U came here to sow the seed of hatred in my heart for Sanskar but u would be shocked to realize that the day when Sanskar threw me out of his life due to ur influence that day also my heart couldn't dare to hate the man whom it loves beyond sanity]

Swara: Kis baat par taras khan eke liye aayi thi tum mere chaukat par? Swara ki takdeer gawah hai aaj tak Swara ne kuch khoya nahi balki paaya hi hai[What made u think that I was drowning in a deep sea of remorse? My destiny is the witness to prove that till date Swara has never lost she was always a winner]

Naintara was shivering in front of the confident Swara

Swara: Swara wo pehli ladki hai jisse Sanskar ki dosti naseeb hui' jab tak hum saath the maine humesha Sanskar ka haath thama iss tarah mujhe unki parchayi banne ka sammaan mila [Swara is the first girl who was gifted with Sanskar's friendship. As long as we were together I always held his hand protectively and in this way I got the respect of becoming his shadow]

Swara: Sanskar ne tumse kabhi dosti ki hi nahi Naintara wo toh bus tumhari taraf aakarshit tha tum toh ek chalawa thi jiski uske zindagi mein kabhi bhi koi asli jagah nahi thi'[Sanskar never considered u as a friend. U were simply an attraction for him who could never make a true place in his heart in this lifetime]

Swara: Sanskar ke har dukh har utar chadav ki ek lauti dariyaan main thi jismein wo bina jijak apne saare jasbaat khulkar sama dethe the' Jitne haq se wo mujhse ladte mujhpar apna gussa barsaate uss baat se mujhe unke ruh ko tasali wali khushboo se mehkane ka mauka mila'Main jaan gayi ke shayad wo mujhse pyar nahi karte par mere bagair unki kahani adhuri hai' [I was always a part of every ups and downs of Sanskar's life. I was an ocean for him where he used to surrender all his pains with full authority. His anger and his shouting made me realize that may me he doesn't love me but he can't stay from me. I was an integral part of his life who got the permission to scent his soul with a fragrance of faith]

Naintara started sweating'she had never expected Swara to be so proud of her love

Swara: Sanskar ne toh tumse apni khushiyaan bhi kabhi baati nahi Naintara tumhari haisayat toh unke kadmo ki dhool barabar bhi nahi hai unki ruh tak ka safar tum kaise the kar sakti thi? [Sanskar never shared his happiness with u Naintara as u were not even capable of touching the dirt of his shoes forget about making a way to his soul]

Swara: Kuch mahino ke liye hi sahi Sanskar ne mujhe apni biwi ka darza diya'shayad wo dil se iss rishte ko nibha nahi paaye par aaj bhi mujhe garv hai ke Sanskar ke naam ka mangalsutra aur sindoor sirf aur sirf meri yaani unki Swara ki maang mein saja tha'Main hoon unki ardhangini [Sanskar made me his legal wife for few months'maybe he never accepted this relationship wholeheartedly but I am proud to say that I was the only woman to decorate herself with the mangalsutra and sindoor which was beautified with Sanskar's name'I am his lifepartner..his soulmate]

Swara (smirk): Patni ke saamne dusre aurat ka darja hi kya Naintara shayad tum jaanti ho humara samaj dusri aurat ko kis naam se pukarta hai ' [There is no significance of a second woman in front of a wife. I guess u very well know how does our community look at a second woman']

This was the biggest slap and insult of Naintara

Swara: Main wo pehli aur shayad aakhri ladki hoon jisse Sanskar ne apne jism ka hissa banaya'Sanskar chahe mane ya na mane par uss raat ek pati aur patni ke beech jo hua wo mehez ek sharirik pyaas nahi thi balki janm janmantar tak saath rehne ka ek paak aur pavitra bandhan tha ' Uss raat meri ruh ko apne Sanskar ke pyar ka ek na khatm honewala saagar mila jisse mujhe yakeen hua ke kahina kahi wo bhi mujhe chahte hai [I am the first and maybe the last girl who became a part of Sanskar's body. He might disagree but the moments that a husband and a wife shared between them that night was not a physical need but it was a divine promise of 2 hearts that bonded them with a thread for a lifetime. My soul was drenched with Sanskar's love to such an extent that I am sure maybe he is not aware but I am the only girl whom he can love'yes he loves me]

Swara: Sanskar tumhe kabhi uss nazar se dekh hi nahi sakta Naintara'iss pure kahani mein jeet mere pyar ki hui hai aur haar tumhare dhoke ki [Sanskar can never visualize u with those eyes Naintara. In this whole story my love has emerged victorious and u r the one who has lost]

Swara: Swara kal bhi Sanskar se pyar karti thi aur aaj bhi karti hai aur humesha karti rahegi [Swara loved Sanskar before..she loves him today and will continue to love him forever]

Swara: Iss baat ka andaaza main shayad Sanskar ko kabhi lagne na du ke' [I may never allow Sanskar to understand this truth that']

"Aaj bhi aapki faili hui baaho mein wo khichav hai jo mujhe unn mein simatne par majboor kar de

Aaj bhi aapki muskurahat mein wo jaadu hai jo mere har gum ko pal mein fanna kar de

Aaj bhi aapki nazro mein wo adaa hai jo mere dil ke band darwazo par roshni ki ek dastak de de

Aaj bhi aapki baato mein wo jaadu hai jo meri ruh ko khoobsurat tasveer ki peshkash de de

Aaj bhi aap iss dil ke masihah hai jisse pane ke liye hum khuda ke bhichaye hue kaato ki chadar par has ke apne kadam bicha de"

[When I see u spreading ur arms I feel like melting my whole existence in it my embracing your folds EVEN TODAY

When I see your smiling face all the wounds of my heart get a healing touch EVEN TODAY

When I see your mesmerizing eyes it forces me to open even hidden door of my heart EVEN TODAY

When I hear your soul searing talks my soul gets a touch of divinity EVEN TODAY

U are the Lord of my heart for whose happiness I will happily walk on a carpet of thorns happily EVEN TODAY]

Swara closed her eyes and placed her bracelet close to her heart

Swara: I love u Sanskar'I love u

Swara got emotional and immediately left for her room

Sanju comes to the hall and decides to throw Naintara out of Swara's house permanently

Sanju: Tumhari khairiyat issi mein hai Naintara ke issi waqt yaha se rafoo chakkar ho jau kyunki ye jo CD mere haath mein hai uss CD mein Swara ne jo tumhe karara thapad maara hai wo behet hi khoobsurat andaaz mein kaid ho chukka hai agar media ke saamne khud ka aur tamasha banana nahi chahti toh bina der kiye GET OUT OF MY SWARA'S LIFE [It would be better for u Naintara if u leave this place right now or else I will leak the CD of Swara gifting u a slap to the media. If u don't want to once again become the headlines for unnecessary reasons then get out of my Swara's life right now]

Naintara wiped her sweat with her stole and rushed out of Swara's Mansion immediately

PRECAP: Sanju: Prem Swara aaj bhi Sanskar se pyar karti hai aur sach kahu toh pehli baar mujhe Sanskar ki aakhon mein Swara ke liye sachhi mohabbat nazar aayi [Prem Swara loves Sanskar truly even today and for the first time I could actually see true love for Swara in the eyes of Sanskar]

Chapter: 49

Prem: Swara main dua karunga ke tumhe apni mohabbat mil jaaye'[I pray u get your love soon Swara]

He was about to keep his mobile on the table but something stopped him for few seconds and the only word he uttered was

Prem: Sanjana'

He smiled one last time and left his room

India,

Sanju: U r a gem Prem.

There was a strange glow on her face as she said these words

She kept her mobile aside and went ahead to start the preparations of the party

Prem had mailed Sanju the entire plan in detail. He had emphasized that it was very important to create a situation wherein all the hidden emotions of Swasan be it hatred, love, guilt; anger would be forced to come out completely

He was sure the moment their emotions becomes dominant it would just be a perfect start to their not so perfect past

Sanju was impressed with Prem's plan and mailed him a reply that she would do her level best to make this plan a success

As per the plan

Sanju couried Sanskar a letter secretly

KM,

Nakul collected the letter from the courier boy and gave to Sanskar who was busy removing his frustration and helplessness by exerting perfect taichi moves

Nakul: Sanskar Sir aapke liye ek urgent courier aaya hai [Sanskar Sir there is an urgent courier for u]

Sanskar: Table par rakh doh [Keep it on the table]

Nakul follows Sanskar's instructions and walks out from there

Sanskar showcases his superiority and finishes his martial arts practice with utter perfection

He wipes the pearls of sweat from his perfect abs as he allowed his legs to make a move towards the table where the courier was kept

Sanskar: Ye courier kisne bheja hoga? [Who has sent me a courier?]

He placed the towel around his neck and gave the non-living entity the pleasure to kiss his shoulders as he ripped open the parcel to reveal the letter

Sanskar was surprised to get a plain letter without the name of the sender on it

He decided to read the letter

Letter starts

"In the darkness of the night a sparkling star glorifies

Capturing the dark folds in its mesmerizing eyes

It keeps on travelling miles and miles

The fragrance of this Angelic star's innocence, the touch of its sacredness redefines the beauty and divinity of many lives"

***

A PEARL WHICH HAD THE SHAPE OF "S" WAS ATTACHED TO THE FIRST PART OF THIS LETTER

Sanskar touched the S shaped pearl delicately as if he new the Angel and he didn't wish to harm her even in his dreams

***

"In the blissful mist of nature a selfish ball of fire magnifies

Spreading its devilish clutches it initiates a dance of destruction time to time

The smirk of its flames; the poison in its breath bestows the curse of grief and pain in the disguise of an unavoidable crime"

***

A STONE WHICH HAD THE SHAPE OF "S" WAS ATTACHED TO THE SECOND PART OF THIS LETTER

Sanskar lowered his eyelashes as the storm of guilt threatened to drown him completely

After few seconds Sanskar regained the strength to read the next part of the letter

***

"Destiny played its cards

To bind to opposite hearts

Creating a blend of perfect and unimaginable situations it brought the Angel and the Fire close part by part"

***

A heart shaped Pendant with the letter SS was kept securely on this portion of the note

Sanskar couldn't resist himself he kissed the joint pendant which had the initials of Swara and his name possessively as if making an unheard promise "One day I will get u back in my life oh my love"

***

"Cupid danced with joy

As the blossoming love of this unusual couple glorified

Angel accepted Fire wholeheartedly in her life

She gave him her soul and the throne of her wings to make him satisfied

For his own selfish purpose Fire demanded her sacredness'she opened her heart and allowed him to snatch it away without thinking twice

He wanted her wings'she extended her magnificence for her love as she couldn't deny

Ruthlessly the fire burned her wings giving her a pain which couldn't be justified by a simple cry"

***

A ruined shaped "S" made of melted wax was placed untidely on one end of the note and a shining symbol of "S" made of pointed glass was placed on top of it as if declaring that " U shattered her completely and lost the most precious and divine light of your dark life"

Pearl drops made way from Sanskar's eyes as he died millions of death with the guilt of breaking the heart of the girl who was the sole reason of his existence

He moved on to the last part of the letter

***

"Time doesn't remain the same

Fire realized his sin and sacrificed his egoistic flames in shame

He went to his Angel and begged her love to get back his claim

Her heartbeats trembled as she thought this was yet another game

Scenting herself with a perfume of fake hatred she denyed to participate in his mission to gain cheap fame"

***

The next line of the letter was blank. One half of the blank portion was burned indicating distances created between Sanskar and Swara

Sanskar allowed himself to read the last part of the letter

***

"Destiny gives fire another chance

It creates a situation with one perfect glance

Challenges can become destiny if Fire is ready to grab this chance"

***

Swasan's marriage pic was pasted beneath this note. Sanskar caressed this pic with all his love.

The address and the time of the party was given at the end of the letter' This was followed by the signature of the sender

REGARDS,

DESTINY

Sanskar didn't bother to get detailed information about his well wisher who was hiding behind the mask of a name called "DESTINY" all he knew was he had to take a chance to get back Swara in his life'Yes he would go to this location as he knew small steps will only act as a catalyst to reduce the unnecessary distance that was created between him and his lady love'HIS Swara

Meanwhile,

Swara Mansion

It was not difficult for Sanju to convince Swara to attend the party

She told her the party she was attending was a theme party and the theme would be a game

As soon as Swara would make an entry the game would start

Swara felt this explanation a bit odd but Sanju convinced Swara to such an extent that she couldn't deny

It was late evening now and Sanju made a pretext of some emergency and forced Swara to attend the party alone

Before going she reminded Swara be ready anything can happen in the party as this is the theme

As soon as Swara left Sanju messaged Prem that the first half of their plan is successful now whatever happens would be totally in Swasan's hand

After some time,

Swara reached the mentioned location

The place was completely dark but since Sanju had warned Swara to expect the unexpected Swara was at ease as she thought maybe this strange setup is also a part of tonight's theme

She saw the entrance and opened the door to make her presence felt

Sanskar had already entered the room through the entrance and like Swara he too was busy finding his way through the dark room

Both of them saw a box which had the imprint of hands on it

Swara thought maybe after placing her hand she would get to enter the main room where the party was going on and Sanskar thought that maybe he will get to meet Swara after placing his hand on that object

The room was dark and hence neither Sanskar nor Swara saw each other and a curtain was divinding the room into two halves

Both of them took steps towards the object and it was Sanskar who placed his hand on that phase of the hand print which was visible to him

Nothing happened but Sanskar decided to wait

Swara reached the object and placed her hand on the print.

The curtain moved up as soon as the print on the object got its ideal partner and within a second the curtain got replaced with handcuff (HATHKADI) and the whole room got brightened with romantic lights

As soon as their eyes got adjusted to the unexpected brightness Swasan were surprised to see their hands locked together in the handcuff thus making them realize they were the only 2 guests who were invited to the party

Swasan were all alone'the room was closed'their hands were trapped together in the handcuff and now'

THE CUPID OF LOVE WAS ON ITS WAY TO MAKE CHALLENGE THEM TO FALL IN LOVE ALL OVER AGAIN'😳

PRECAP: 1

Sanskar: tu humsafar ho to sab hai jaise haseen

PRECAP 2: Their lips were now at a kissing distance what would be the outcome'A KISS OR A MISS?

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Hey guys the good times of Swasan have started and be ready the next update would be full of passion, love, emotions and a new beginning '

CONGRATULATIONS THE NEXT PART WOULD BE THE 5OTH PART OF OUR FF. Thanks a ton for being there with me in this journey 🥳

Chapter: 51

As Sanskar guided Swara to the floor Swara got a new life as she saw a locket hanging from Sanskar's neck'(it was the same locket that Sanju had attached with the letter)

The locket had Swasan's marriage pic in it'

Swara relived her dream once again'she touched the locket lovingly as Sanskar carefully lifted her back

All of a sudden all her insecurities vanished she wanted to trust Sanskar atleast for this moment

Sanskar guided her to the last piece of folded paper and as soon as he allowed his eyes to admire Swara's face he knew his love had emerged victorious as he could see his old Swara back in his arms

Her eyes were reflecting love for him and if this feeling was a dream he wanted to end his life with this dream

He caressed her face and moved his lips close to her ear and uttered " I LOVE U Swara' I WILL ALWAYS STAY BY YOUR SIDE TILL ETERNITY"

His simple confession teased the chords of her heart'she knew this was not a publicity stunt; she knew he meant every word that he had uttered' She closed her eyes and allowed the pearls to make way to her cheeks'Yes atleast for this moment he was her sole possession'Tonight she wished to become Sanskar's Swara all over again irrespective of the outcome

Before she could say any other word she found Sanskar's lips drinking and licking her tears away which beaked all the remaining barriers and gave her the liberty to flow in this moment'YES SHE WANTED HIM TO LOVE HER'

She opened her eyes and now there was no way or no reason left to stop herself from living this moment. The burning desires in their eyes had so much strength that automatically their lips started reducing the distance

Swara's lips were trembling maybe there was still a slight fear of getting rejected in them..Sanskar was now able to understand the language of every breath of hers he wanted her to know that she is the only girl who owns his heart and his soul

Without any further delay Sanskar captured her soft rosy petals delicately in the form of a tender kiss

He kissed every inch of her upper and lower lip by decorating it with small pecks; every peck of his acted as a medicine to her wounded heart

Swara encircled her arms around his neck completely and made her desires more evident by parting her lips and giving him the permission to relish the sweetest nector that was and would always be his sole possession

Sanskar entered her mouth and slowly this tender kiss of love, longing and desires took the form of a passionate and soul searing kiss that once again binded two hearts permanently atleast for this particular moment into a beat that was always meant to be one

Both were lost in each other completely and were narrating the tale of their unvoiced emotions through this one kiss

Everything appeared so true, so serene and pure like a blissful and sacred dream until the moment when Swara's spare hand accidently came in contact with the key of the handcuff

Her heart ordered her to throw away the key and remain attached with her love permanently throughout this life

She would have gone ahead with this thought if at all the key had not touched the beads of her precious bracelet

The touch of one bead of her precious possession redefined her identity and was successful in igniting a fire that was just about to erupt like a mammoth volcano

She stopped responding to the kiss and with one move of her fingers she unlocked the handcuff and pushed Sanskar away from herself

Sanskar had not anticipated this reaction from Swara especially after living such a special moment

Swara removed the handcuff that was embracing her wrist and threw it in one corner of the room

She gave a disgusting look and turned around to walk away from there

Sanskar: Rukho Swara kaha jaa rahi ho? [Stop Swara where r u going?]

Swara: Hatkadi ki chabi mil gayi khel khatm ab mere yaha rukhne ki koi wajah nahi hai Mr. Khurana [We got the key of the handcuff and thus the game is over there is absolutely no need for me to wait here any longer]

Sanskar: Tum aise nahi jaa sakti Swara [U can't go like this Swara]

Swara did not reply she was trying her level best to stay calm as she didn't want to utter any wrong sentence in front of Sanskar

She continued walking

Sanskar: Tum kyun khudko dhoka de rahi ho Swara? Main janta hoon tum iss liye jaa rahi ho kyunki tumhari zidd haar gayi; kyun khud se jhooth keh rahi ho? [Why r u trying to cheat yourself Swara? I am aware u r running away sice your stubbornness had lost why don't u accept the truth?]

PLS LISTEN TO THIS SONG

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q0Pz3332x8U

Music

Swara held her bracelet tightly as she remembered the most tragic day of her life

Sanskar: Main manta hoon maine galti ki aur shayad iss galti ki koi maafi bhi nahi hai par yun dur rehne se na toh tum khush reh paayogi aur naahi main khush rahunga toh kyun hum apni zindagiyon ko duriyon ka mautaz banaye jabke sachhayi ye hai ke hum ek dusre ke bagair adhure hai [I agree I was wrong and maybe there is no forgiveness for the sin that I have committed but if we stay away from one another none of us would be able to live at peace then why r we hell bent to make our lives the slave of this unwanted separation? Why don't we accept the truth that we r incomplete without each other?]

Kise poochun, hai aisa kyun Bezubaan sa, ye jahaan hai

Swara caressed every single pearl of her bracelet and continued walking as her breaths were now heavy due to suffocation as she felt getting sandwiched between her past and her present. It was getting more difficult for her she had a fear that the one thing that she had hidden from the whole world including herself would just find a way to cross all the protective barriers and would make its presence felt

Khushi ke pal, kahan dhoondhoon Benishan sa, waqt bhi yahan hai

Sanskar: Main jaanta hoon Swara maine tumhe uss waqt nahi rokha jis waqt mujhe rokhna chahiye tha'par aaj main tumhe rokh raha hoon; mat jau Swara laut aayo meri zindagi mein tumhare Sanskar ko tumhare pyar ki zarurat hai [I didn't stop u in the past but I am stopping u now Swara; please come back in my life your Sanskar needs u]

Jaane kitne labon pe gile hain

Swara drank her saliva as she was all ready to retort back; yes today she would make Sanskar realize the extent to which he had shattered and ripped her apart. She was fed up of taking the burden of all the pain and wounds that Sanskar had gifted her in the past she knew it was now time to transfer these wounds to him maybe then he would realize her pain and would stay away from her

Zindagi se kayi faasle hain

Sanskar: Main jaanta hoon ke tum bhi yahi chahti ho, tumhara bhi yahi faisla hai [I know u too wish the same and this is what u desire]

Paseejte hain sapne kyun aankhon mein

Swara turned around and finally allowed the volcano of her shattered soul to erupt completely

Swara: Tum hothe kaun ho mere liye faisla karne wale? Kya rishta hai humare beech? [Who r u to take my decisions? What relationship do we share?]

Lakeer jab chhoote in haathon se yoon bewajah

Sanskar: Jo khoobsurat lamha humne abhi saath guzara yahi lamha kaafi hai humare rishte ki sacchayi ko bayan karne ke liye [The beautiful phase that we lived few moments back is enough to dictate the truth of our relationship]

Jo bheji thi duaa, woh jaake aasmaan se yoon takra gayi ke aa gayi
Hai laut ke sadaa

Swara: Jo ghadi humne saath bitayi wo koi khoobsurat lamha nahi tha Mr. Khurana shayad aap bhul gaye kuch mahino pehle aaphine ek ladki se kaha tha k aise angine lamho ka koi mol nahi hotha as IT CAN JUST BE DEFINED AS A WEAK MOMENT THAT MATERIALIZED BETWEEN TWO INDIVIDUALS [The phase that we cherished was not a beautiful moment Mr. Khurana. I guess u might have forgotten few months back u yourself had made a girl realized that these moments are worthless and have no meaning since the IT CAN JUST BE DEFINED AS A WEAK MOMENT THAT MATERIALIZED BETWEEN TWO INDIVIDUALS]

Jo bheji thi duaa, woh jaake aasmaan se yoon takra gayi ke aa gayi Hai laut ke sadaa
Sanskar stood there completely paralysed as Swara's words stabbed his heart to such an extent that he appeared like a dead man who could collapse within no time. Today he realized what pain Swara had gone through when he had poisoned her innocent and selfless love with these ruthless words in the past

Music

A vast ocean of emotions moisturized the serene face of Swara as she died millions of deaths by uttering these words in front of Sanskar but today she wanted to show him the mirror of the past; he had to realize that it was never easy for her. Her emotions, her love was not a laughing stock or a game which he could play as per his wish

Saanson ne kahan rukh mod liya
Koi raah nazar mein na aaye

Swara: Kya kaha tha tumne ke tum chahte ho ke main tumhari zindagi mein laut aau kyunki issi mein meri khushi hai? Mujhe afsoos hai pehle bhi tumhari soch khud par kayam thi aur aaj bhi wahi par tiki hui hai. [U want me back in your life as this is your wish and u think I will be happy with this decision? I pity ur thinking previously also ur life used to revolve around yourself and the scenario is unchanged till date]

Dhadkan ne kahan dil chhod diya Kahan chhode in jismon ne saaye
Swara: Najaane tum mardo ko ye kyun lagta hai ke hum ladkiyon ko humesha tumhare taur tareeko par chalna chahiye? Jab jee chaha sachhi mohababat ko dhoke ka naam de diya aur jab jee chaha bahe failakar khushiyon ki sez saja di.Kafi aasan hoga na ye tumhare liye. Tum mujhe kabhi samaj hi nahi paaye aur yahi tumhari sabse badi haar hai [I don't understand why on earth do men think that girs have to follow their rules as per your wishes one day u put a tag of deceit on someone's true and selfless love and when u think now its time for a change then u decorate a bed of happiness and try to invite us to be part of it? Its very easy for you isn't it? The mockery is you never understood me and here lies your failure]

Yehi baar-baar sochta hoon tanha main yahan Mere saath-saath chal raha hai yaadon ka dhuaan Sanskar had no reply as he was silently taking the burden of Swara's pain that she had shielded perfectly behind her beautiful smile all these months. He wanted her to speak her heart out and simultaneously he was praying to the Almigthy to give him the strength to convince Swara that he understood her and this time it was not about him or her but it was about THEM'

Jo bheji thi duaa, woh jaake aasmaan se yoon takra gayi ke aa gayi
Hai laut ke sadaa

Swara: Jis rishte ki tum duhayi de rahe ho wo rishta toh ussi din tuth gaya tha jab tumne khud mere gale se mangalsutra ko tod diya'agar badal sakte ho toh badal doh uss waqt ko jab tumne meri shaksiyat mujhse cheen lithi le aau mera mangalsutra aur uska har ek moti jo shayad tumne kahi par phek diya tha kyunki tumhare liye toh wo bus kuch motiyon ke tukde the par mere liye mere pyar ka sabse anmol khazana [The relationship that u r trying to claim was destroyed that day itself when u had dared to break my mangalsutra with your own hands. If u can change then change the time wherein I lost my identity get me back my mangalsutra and every pearl of it that I am sure u must have thrown away carelessly as it never had any value in your eyes but for me it was precious']

Jo bheji thi duaa, woh jaake aasmaan se yoon takra gayi ke aa gayi
Hai laut ke sadaa

Swara: Tumne uss din apni biwi hi nahi balki apni room partner, apni dost aur apni sabse badi saati kho di thi jo ke tumhare ek gusse bhari nazar ko bhi tumhara pyar samajthi thi'Uske pyar ko kalankit karke uske mangalsutra ko todkar tumne har ek kadi ko todh diya jo hum dono ko jode rakh rahi thi'[U had lost not only your wife but also your roommate, your friend and your companion who considered every angry glare of yours as a token of your love on that unfaithful day. By insulting and questioning her love and by breaking her mangalsutra you had ripped every thread that was connecting us into a bond]

Jo bheji thi duaa..aa woh jaake aasmaan
Jo bheji thi duaa.. bheji thi duaa..

Swara: Tum uss ladki ki talash mein ho jo atteth mein kahi chupi baiti hai kyunki usse aaj ka saamna karne se darr lagta hai'usse haasil karne ke liye tumhe uske dard bhare atteth ko khoobsurat banana padega par afsoos iss janam mein wo mumkin nahi'Aaj ke baad hum dubara kabhi nahi milenge kyunki ab iss dil ko phir se koi kamzor lamha jeene ki taakat nahi hai [U r trying to search a girl who is hidden in the protective shield of the past as she does not have the courage to face the present'U need to beautify her horrifying past in order to claim her back but this is not possible atleast in this life. We will never meet again as my heart does not possess the strength to relive yet another "WEAK MOMENT"]

PLS LISTEN TO THIS SONG

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fm23HC3Rcac

Aa..Aa

Sanskar stood helpless as the ends of Swara's dress slowly started escaping from the territory of his fingers

His throat was completely choked he couldn't utter a single word as he silently witnessed his life walking away from him

This was exactly what had happened in the past but that time he wanted her to go but today he was so vulnerable that he couldn't stop her even when he wished to do so

O Re PiyaO...Aa..aa

Swara walked like a lifeless soul as she hated herself for declaring their blissful journey as A WEAK MOMENT

She wanted to pour out her pain on Sanskar but she realized that she had ended as a loser as this was the first time she had knowingly or unknowingly defamed her divine love'

She collapsed on the road and cried her heart out in an attempt to reduce her guilt but today these pearl drops appeared like heavy stones that were adding to the burden of guilt of this beautiful doll which was now shattered to an extent beyond repair

There was an urgent need in Swara's heart to get a glimpse of the hidden secret of her life that she had buried long back'she knew that was the only thing that could give her peace. She rushed to her car and without wasting a second drove back to her Mansion

In Faaslo Ka Ye Faisla Kyun Dil Ne Mere Kar Liya

Sanskar's heart gave him a new strength which forced him to rush outside as he thought that Swara was still waiting for him and this time he had to stop her maybe he couldn't return ther the past but he could prove his love to her by showing her one possession that he had safeguarded till date

Khud Hi Na Jaane Kaise Jeeyega Hoke Ye Tumse Juda His hopes of finding his Swara met the dust as soon as he arrived outside. He walked towards his car and removed a packet with trembling hands..He collapsed on the ground as he opened the packet which had the wedding attire of Swara in it'yes he had cherished this possession of hers till date but today this attire was showering the pangs of separation on him rathere than bestowing the mesmerizing blessing of union'

Main Waari Jaawan Main Waari Jaawan
Swara reached her Mansion and rushed to her room. Sanju saw Swara's condition and rushed behind her. Swara was so lost in her guilt and pain that she failed to notice Sanju's presence

Saath Ho Ke Ho Ya Ve Kasoor Re

She removed a bag that was kept hidden in one of her cupboards and started scanning the bag with such urgency that it seemed she was a girl who could die with thirst if she was not given water immediately

Naadaan Se Dil Ki Har Khwaish Roothi

Sanju was shocked to see the contents of the bag. The bag was full of dry yellow roses, letters, Sanskar's photographs and the saree that Sanskar had gifted Swara during their married life. Yes this was the secret Swara had not allowed these memories to be burnt when she had dared to put them in the painful fire of her past. She had removed every object related to Sanskar securely before it could catch fire and had kept it protectively till date away from the eyes of this world as well as away from her tough exterior that claimed to be free from all memories associated with her Sanskar

Sapne Huye Hai Saare Choor

Sanskar hugged Swara's wedding attire and cried his heart out

Swara kissed every dry yellow rose and continued hugging every small and big possession of Sanskar that was present with her and made it the witness of her feelings that she still continued to harbor for the only man she loved

Piya O Re Piya
Piya Re Piya Re Piya

Sanskar raised his ring and admired it in the serene light of the moon

Swara had accused him of throwing away the pearls of her mangalsutra and she had challenged him to get her those pearls back and beautify her again with the same mangalsutra

He had remained silent not because he had thrown the pearls away but the truth was he had only half of the pearls with him when Swara had walked away from his life'

He wished he could show her THIS RING OF HIS'IT WAS PRICELESS AND SPECIAL NOT BECAUSE IT WAS MADE UP OF SOME DIAMONDS BUT BECAUSE THE RING WAS ONE OF ITS KIND

IT WAS NOT AN ORDINARY RING'THIS RING WAS MADE UP OF THE PEARLS OF Swara'S BROKEN MANGALSUTRA THAT SHE HAD LEFT IN HIS HOUSE'

He was silent as he didn't knew where the remaining pearls had gone'he wished he was lucky enough to find the answer maybe then he could somehow convince his Swara about his love

Piya O Re Piya
Piya Re Piya Re Piya

Sanju watched carefully as Swara started undoing her BRACELET

She had never seen Swara removing her BRACELET till date and hence she was shocked by Swara's actions

Swara successfully undid the BRACELET and extended it lengthwise carefully on the bed

Sanju realized the importance of this bracelet'it was not ordinary but it was the FOUNDATION OF Swara'S DREAMS

She remained a silent spectator as Swara carefully held the edges of theINCOMPLETE BRACELET CAREFULLY AND WALKED TOWARDS THE MIRROR

Music

Sanskar kissed HIS RING and imagined the face of his Swara in it

Meanwhile, Swara placed HER INCOMPLETE BRACELET ON HER NECK and tried to search her real identity which she had kept hidden from so many months

THE BRACELET OF SWARA WAS INCOMPLETE AS IT WAS MADE FROM THE REMAINING PEARLS OF HER BROKEN MANGALSUTRA'that she had adorned till date majestically keeping it secure from the evil gaze of this world

Destiny was playing a strange game. SWASAN were searching for the remaining part of a possession that binded them but they were unaware the INCOMPLETE RING AND THE INCOMPLETE BRACELET WOULD BE COMPLETE ONLY IF THEY MEET...

Sometimes broken possessions can be a perfect start to take 2 souls into a paradise of Love, love and only love...

PRECAP: All the hidden aspects of grief are finally out thus opening the doors once again for the entry of a blissful ray of love ...it's time for a new beginning Sanskar decides to rewrite their story from where it had started...FRIENDSHIP 😃

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Chapter: 52

Destiny was playing a strange game. Swasan were searching for the remaining part of a possession that binded them but they were unaware the INCOMPLETE RING AND THE INCOMPLETE BRACELET WOULD BE COMPLETE ONLY IF THEY MEET'

Sometimes broken possessions can be a perfect start to take 2 souls into a paradise of Love, love and only love'

Sanju went to her room and narrated the whole situation after Swasan's meeting to Prem via phone

Prem: Congratulations Sanjana part 1 of our plan was a success

Sanju: Prem ye kaisi bachkani baate kar rahe ho? Swara ka yaha roh rohkar bura haal hai aur mujhe pura yakeen hai Sanskar ki bhi haalat kuch aisi hi hogi. Humara maksad unke takleefo ko dur karna hai usse badana nahi aaj humari jeet nahi balki humari haar hui hai [Prem your statement appears childish to me. Swara is shedding tears and her condition is absolutely pathetic and I am 100% sure Sanskar's condition is also the same. We wanted to reduce their grief and believe me today we have lost]

Prem: Sanjana aaj Swara ne apne sabse badi sachhayi apne mangalsutra ka saamna kiya iska matlab samajthi ho? [Sanjana today Swara faced her biggest truth; her mangalsutra do u understand the significance of this?]

Sanju: Tum kehna kya chahte ho Prem? [What r u trying to indicate Prem?]

Prem: Sanjana Swara ne apne mangalsutra mein apni saari takleefe sametkar rakhi thi aaj usne apne dard ka saamna kiya aur kayi mahino baad apne mangalsutra ko uski sahi jagah di iska matlab yahi hua ke ab Swara ke dil mein koi bhi dard chupa hua nahi hai jobhi dard jobhi shikayat usse thi usne wo sab kuch aaj apne pyar apne Sanskar ke hawale kar diya hai ab phir se uska dil ek berang paani ki tarah bun chukka hai jo ke Sanskar ke pyar ke rang mein dhalne ke liye taiyaar hai [Swara had preserved all her pain in the beads of her mangalsutra but today after a gap of several months she got the strength to face her grief this simply means that now there is not a single element of pain that is hidden inside Swara's heart. She has poured all her pain; hurt and all her insecurities completely on her love Sanskar. Her heart has once again turned into colorless water which is all ready to get beautified by the colors of Sanskar's love]

Sanju was listening carefully and was getting convinced by Prem's explanation

Prem: Aaj Sanskar ko bhi andaaza ho gaya hoga ke usne kis hadh tak apne pyar k neev ko kamzoor kiya hai aur ye sachhayi Sanskar ke liye janna behet zaruri tha. Sanskar ab tak sirf Swara ke pyar ko haasil karne ki koshish kar raha tha Sanju mehez maafi maangne se ya mujhe tumse pyar hai kehne se galtiyaan sudhari nahi jaati apne pyar ko jeetne ke liye Sanskar ko apne hare k bhool ko sudharna padega aur mujhe yakeen hai ab Sanskar wahi karega[Today Sanskar must have realized the extent to which he has himself destroyed the essence and foundation of his sacred love and believe me this self-realization was of utmost importance for rekindling their relationship. Till date Sanskar was trying to regain Swara's love but Sanju just by asking for forgiveness or by uttering those magical words " I LOVE U" is not sufficient for rectifying his mistakes. Sanskar needs to rectify each and every wrong move of his past to rewrite a new story with Swara to take their love to its perfect destination]

Prem: Humne ek rasta dhikaya tha unhe aur manzil ki shuruwat unhone kar di hai ab hume fikr karne ki koi zarurat nahi. Aaj raat jee bhar ke roh lene doh unhe Sanju kal ki subah unke liye muskurahato aur khushiyoon ka sandesa laayegi [ We showed them a way and both of them have started the search of a destination we need not worry now. Let them cry one last time this night as I am sure tomorrow morning will bring a message of happiness and smiles for them.]

Sanju did not give any reply but there was a beautiful smile of admiration and respect for Prem on her face

Prem: Kuch kahogi nahi Sanjana? [Won't u say anything Sanjana?]

Sanju: Tumhari bahut yaad aa rahi hai Prem [I am missing u Prem]

The chords of Prem's heart moved in musical rhythm by hearing this simple line from Sanju

After thinking for sometime he replied

Prem: Ab tumhe mujhe miss karne ki zarurat nahi padegi Sanjana; main kal India aa raha hoon par ye baat sirf tumhare aur mere beecha rahegi [U need not miss me anymore Sanjana I am flying back to India tomorrow but this truth should remain between the two of us]

Sanjana: Swara aur Sanskar ki tarah mujhe bhi kal subah ka intezaar rahega Prem. Good night [Like Sanskar and Swara I am also waiting for the next morning to arrive. Good night Prem]

Prem: Good night Sanjana

The call ends.

Meanwhile,

Khurana Mansion

Sanskar was standing next to his window and was admiring the night sky

He was absolutely clueless and shattered with the turn of events for a brief second he almost felt as if he had lost Swara forever

He continued looking at the night sky the clouds were trying to hide the moon but the moon was trying its level best to declare its supremacy by spreading the folds of its serene light and finally it emerged victorious

The moon was standing in its full glory in front of Sanskar

A gust of wind blew dramatically forcing some traces of sand to enter Sanskar's eyes

Sanskar massaged his eyes slightly to get rid of the irritating sensation and after few seconds when he once again lifted his eyelashes to look into the serene paradise of the moon it seemed he had finally reached the perfect solution for his dilemma

He recollected the special phase of his past life.

Right from the college days he had noticed one addiction in Swara; every night she would manage to steal some private moments away from the gaze of this world to spend with her loyal companion "the moon"

He used to find this habit of hers childish and baseless but tonight after getting drenched in the rain of her wounds and Unnarrated he knew the reason why she would never miss her date with the moon

The moon was the book wherein she used to write the story of her heart, her pain, her unsaid grief, her aspirations and her innocent dreams

Today the moon was opening every chapter of the book written by Swara in front of his eyes

All of a sudden the good and bad memories of his life started flashing in front of his eyes

He recollected the fact that before developing emotions for one another they were great friends

Their friendship was such that Sanskar could blindly say anything to Swara; there were situations wherein Sanskar used to remove all his frustrations, his tiredness by shouting at Swara

Whenever he was happy irrespective of what Swara was feeling he used to make it a point to drag her in his celebrations

He blinked his eyes as the moon showed another aspect of their life to him

Sanskar had never asked Swara the reason of her happiness infact whenever she wanted to share something with him he would ignore her talks

This was the first mistake he committed

He was never a loyal friend in comparison to Swara

He recollected Swara's words "Tum uss ladki ki talash mein ho jo atteth mein kahi chupi baiti hai kyunki usse aaj ka saamna karne se darr lagta hai...usse haasil karne ke liye tumhe uske dard bhare atteth ko khoobsurat banana padega par afsoos iss janam mein wo mumkin nahi...Aaj ke baad hum dubara kabhi nahi milenge kyunki ab iss dil ko phir se koi kamzor lamha jeene ki taakat nahi hai [U r trying to search a girl who is hidden in the protective shield of the past as she does not have the courage to face the present..U need to beautify her horrifying past in order to claim her back but this is not possible atleast in this life. We will never meet again as my heart does not possess the strength to relive yet another "WEAK MOMENT"]

The sparkling stars twinkled majestically as finally Sanskar had understood the foundation of his problem

Sanskar: Tum sahi kehti ho Swara humare rishte ko khoobsurat banane ke liye mujhe humare ateeth ke panno ko sunehra karna padega..main ateeth badal toh nahi sakta Swara par tumhare liye phir se unn lamho ko khoobsurat bana saktha hoon [U r right Swara for making our relationship beautiful I need to rewrite the chapters of our past with a golden ink. I may nit be successful in changing the past Swara but I will recreate new memories for you]

All the hidden aspects of grief were finally out thus opening the doors once again for the entry of a blissful ray of love 'declaring it's time for a new beginning

Sanskar decides to rewrite their story from where it had started...FRIENDSHIP

Sanskar kissed his ring and opened one of his old cupboards

He removed one of the albums that contained the snaps of Swara and him from the college days

He inserted his fingers in one of the photos and removed a small paper that was kept beneath it

Swara had a habit of writing songs during their college days

Sanskar recollected a small chapter of their college days.

FLASHBACK

Sanskar: Swara ye tu kya kar rahi hai? [Swara what r u trying to do?]

Swara: Sanskar college mein lyrics writing competition hai main usmein participate karne wali hoon par dekho na main ek jagah aakar atak gayi hoon pls meri madat kar dohna iss song ko complete karne mein [Sanskar there is a lyric writing competition in college and I am planning to participate in it. But there is a small problem; I can't give the perfect finish to the song pls help me to end this song]

Sanskar was in no mood to listen to her songs or her lyrics but he didn't want to spoil her mood as he wished to see her accompanying him and cheering for him in a play where he was the lead actor

Hence Sanskar decided to give a temporary solution to this problem

Sanskar: Swara mere paas teri tarah shabdo k moti toh hai nahi ke main turant tere problem ko solve kar saku ek kaam kar ye paper tu mujhe de de main raat ko sochkar baaki ke lyrics likhne ki koshish karta hoon [Swara I am not blessed with the pearls of words that u possess hence it would be difficult for me to finf a solution for your problem immediately; I need to think yaar why don't u hand over this paper to me I'll think tonight and will try to pen down the rest of the lyrics]

Swara: Haan ye thik rahega. Ye rakhlo [Yes this will be great; here take it]

Swara hands over the paper to Sanskar without the slightest of hesitation

Sanskar kept the paper in his wallet and had ordered Swara to accompany him to theater where his play was going to be enacted

Sanskar had kept this paper of Swara in the photo album after reaching his house as he was in no mood to help Swara in any way and he had decided to tell Swara that he had misplaced her lyrics somewhere and now he had absolutely no clue where it was

Present,

Sanskar: Ab mujhe tumhari khamoshi samaj aayi Swara; maine jab tumse jhooth kaha tha ke maine tumhara likhe hue gaane ki parchi guma di tumne iska jawab ek chupi se diya tha kyunki tum jaanti thi ke main tumhari koi bhi cheez ya koi bhi kamiyaabi mein shamil nahi hona chahta tha' kitna galat tha main Swara [ Now I understood the language of your famous silence Swara, that day when I lied that I have misplaced the paper wherein u had penned down your lyrics u simply reciprocated with a simple silence as u knew I was never interested in becoming a part of your happiness and your success... I was wrong Swara]

Sanskar scanned the lyrics that Swara had penned down carefully

Sanskar: Kaash maine ye labz pehle padh liye hothe toh shayad main tumare dil ki tadap ko parak leta [Had I read these lyrics much before then maybe I would have been successful in understanding the restlessness of your heart]

Sanskar: Inn adhure labzo ko main phir se tumhare saamne rakhunga Swara par iss baar inn lafzo k adhurepan ko main apne pyar se pura karunga [I will place these incomplete words in front of your once again Swara but this time I will fill this incomplete version with the beauty of our love]

Sanskar placed a kiss on Swara's photograph and continued

Sanskar: Kal kayi mahino baad tum apne uss dost ko milogi jiski khwaish tumne humesha apne sapno mein ki hai... Har din har lamha tumhara ye dost tumse ek hi sawal puchega Swara kya tum mujhse dosti karogi?[Tomorrow after several months you would be meeting your friend that resides in your dreams and imaginations. Every day every moment your friend would ask a single question to you "Will you be my friend once again?"]

Sanskar: Kal ki subah ka intezzar karna Swara kyunki kal humare kahani ki phir se ek nayi shuruwat hogi aur iss baar vaada karta hoon tumhe shikayat ka koi mauka main nahi dunga...mera intezaar karna Swara dua karta hoon ke kal subah ki pehli kiran ke saath humare atteth par se kale badal ki parchayi dur hone ki shuruwat ho jaaye...[Do wait for the coming morning Swara as tomorrow our lives would take a new turn and this time I promise you will never get a chance of getting hurt. I wish with the first ray of the sun the dark cloud of our past slowly starts fading away thus allowing us to rewrite new memories]

Sanskar went on reading the lyrics that Swara had penned down in an attempt to understand the deepest meaning of each word so that from now on wards every day would be exactly the way that Swara had always wished to see...

PRECAP: Swara couldn't stop herself from picking up the yellow rose as the last words of the incomplete song that Sanskar was humming had succeeded to make a special place in her heart... Today she knew why she couldn't complete the lyrics in the past the answer was simple it was always meant to be written by Sanskar...😳

By the way any guesses which is the song whose lyrics I am going to use? 😉

Love -Yasmin