Thanks for commenting and liking this FF! Many of you were asking about the track...I hope you get a hint from the very 1st chapter😃 Chapter-1Its almost midnight! Everyone must be in deep sleep by now except someone...
She seems to be lost in deep thoughts! Her facial expressions reflects the pain she is going through! Though it looks like she has made up her mind to endure this pain! She wonders when everything will be alright! Just like before? When will she smile again...just like before! When will she laugh just like before! When will live the moments of her life just like before! When will she become happy just like before! Maybe Never...Cause her happiness lies with him, her smile lies with him, her every moments of life lies with him...her happiness lies with him! With out him she is soul less! She will never become like before until he comes back...Never!
And he seems lost somewhere...Physically he is here but mentally he is not! But how long...how long she has to wait! She is fed up...fed up of being blamed, fed up of being insulted, fed up of being ignored! But she won't stop...she won't accept defeat like this! She has to fight, fight for his love!
With this determination she rubbed off the tears from her cheek which flowed down without her permission! She realised she cries a lot nowdays! And he hated her tears!
"Khabar dar bilkul nahi Royona!" "Ye Asu Khushi ki ho ye gham ki inne ankhon se bahar nahi ani chahiye...pani ki iss boond keliya mein apna pura khoon bahaan sakta hu!"
She sobs - Sanskar! I miss you... Remember You couldn't tolerate my tears! But now your princess is crying and you are not here to wipe off my tears! I miss you Sanskar! Tumhari Swara tumhari intezar kar rahi hai...
Swara gets off her bed as she wipes her tears again!
She looked at the clock. It is 12 o clock!
This is right time she could go and see him...
Swara slowly opens the door of guest room and goes out off the room.
It's Dark...only a dim light could be seen in hall room.
She tiptoes towards Sanskar room.
She could see the door was slightly open!
She slowly peeps through...she could see Sanskar laying on the bed and in deep slumber.
She slowly opens the door and walks inside the room.
She walks towards the bed and looks at figure laid down.
Swara smiles sadly as she sees him in deep sleep with his face partially covered by blanket. Swara kneels towards him as she slowly removed the blanket from his face. Swara stares at his face as he remains in deep sleep.
She slowly cups his face as she kept on looking with adoration. She misses to be in his arms.
Suddenly she felt movement under her palm. Swara quickly moves her hand back she saw Sanskar moving his slightly.
Swara quickly gets up before he wakes up and decides to leave the room.
Suddenly she notices the jug beside his bed...it was empty! What if he needs water in the mid of night!
Swara decides to fill the jug with water...so that Sanskar if by chance gets up at mid of night. He doesn't need to go down. Swara took the jug in her hand , just then she tripped on something as it was dark and the jug slipped of her hand and fell on floor crushing into pieces.
Swara yelped at sudden incident which made Sanskar woke up from his sleep making Swara scared.
Swara moved at the backward direction and got hit with the Dressing Table.
Just then Sanskar stirred in his sleep.
He could see a shadow infront of him. He blinked his eyes to make a clear view.
Before Swara could could run out of the room...Sanskar started yelling as he sat on the bed.
Sanskar- Aaa...aaa...Chu...Chudail! Mmm...Chudail!
Swara got more scared hearing his shout.
She was unable to understand what she was supposed to do! As it was quite dark...and she was unable to see things clearly. Only moonlight was entering thorough the window.
Sanskar kept on yelling for help- Bachaooo! Mm...mmm...Ba...c..hao!
Before things get more worse Swara tried to calm Sanskar.
Swara nervously- Ssshhh Sanskar! Chup hojao! Mein hu...Swara! Sanskar Keep quite!
Sanskar started to yell more hearing her voice and behave hysterically! He took pillow and threw at direction of Swara.
Swara successfully dogged the pillow.
She decides to go near Sanskar and calm him down thinking he must have gone crazy due to darkness.
Swara calmly- Sanskar Suno...mein...Oucchhh!
As she stepped towards Sanskar, she felt something has got inside her feet. Just then she realised, the jug has fallen off her hand and has been broken.
Swara cried in pain- Aaah! Ouch!
Hearing all the screams of Sanskar, the Maheshwari family arrived at the door of the room hurriedly.
Just as the light turned on, Swara looked at the door and found whole Maheshwari family standing confused.
Swara's mind stopped working at moment as Sanskar was still yelling and her feet was hurting bad.
Seeing the light on , Sanskar jumped of his bed and ran to Sujata as he behaved all wild- Mmm...Chudail! Kamre...Mein...Chudail! Mmm...
Sujata held Sanskaar' s arms as she tried to calm him. She looked passed him and found Swara standing nervously!
Sujata shocked- Chodi! Tu yeha? Thare ko yeha kya kam he?
Swara nervously slowly limped towards them carefully as she saw glass pieces scared on floor.
Swara stammers- Woh...Mom...Mein! Mein woh...
Sujata scowls- Kya mein woh? Tu kar kya rahi thi atthe?
Sanskar jumps off seeing Swara- Mmm...Gandi Ladki! Chudail...
DP speaks up seeing the situation- Swara...Tum Yeha Kya Kar Rahi Thi?
Swara quickly - Woh mein...Woh actually Jug mein pani khatam hogya tha! Toh mein bharne keliye jarahi...thi..bas...
Sujata shouts - Arrree Aggg Lage Teri Pani Ko! Thare ko kitni dafa bola hai...Sanskar ki kamre mein maat aya kar...
Sanskar was still behaving hysterical. Seeing this Laksh comes forward and holds him and tries to calm him down.
Laksh - Bhai...Bhai please shant hojao! Dekho yeha koi chudail nahi hai...
Sanskar looks at Swara with corner of his eyes and jumps to hug Laksh- Mmm...Woh Ladki...woh...
Swara limps towards Sujata as she tries to explain but before she could say anything Uttara exclaimed - Bhabhi! Your feet...There is blood!
Swara looked down and realised she has cut her feet with glass pieces.
Sujata shocked - Hay Bhagwan! Tumne kanch bhi tod di...Sanskar ko kuch hojata toh!
Swara tries to speak - Mom woh...
Sujata interrupts as she scowled - Chup Kar Chori! Tu chahti kya hai...Tujhe sukun nahi mila kya mahre chore ka ye haal banake!
Swara sadly - Mom mujhe nahi pata tha...
Sujata- Arre thare ko kuch bhi nahi pata tha...Thare ko toh yeh bhi nahi pata tha ki Adrash ne kaand kia tha!
Swara knew what was coming now...It was a regular habit of Sujata to taunt her and blame her for everything.
On the other hand, Ragini knew why her sister was here! But right now its not right time to deal with!
Ragini went to Sujata and said- Chachiji...chodiye na!
And looked at Swara- Swara tum jao yeha se...
Suddenly Sanskar went all mad - Eee...Mmm...Mujhe Akele...Nahi! Mmm...
He held Ragini arms and started pulling her.
Ragini understood Sanskar asking not to leave him alone- Sanskar Ap Shant hojao! Hum hai na yeha pe...Darr ne ki jarurat nahi!
Swara stared at Sanskar who immediately became all quite.
In mean while Sujata screamed making Swara jerked off her thoughts- Atthe Abhi bhi khari hai tu? Arre jaa kamre mein...mahre Sanskar ko pareshan maat kar! Teri waja se bohot kuch hogya hai...Tu bindni hai Sanskar ki isliye jhel rahi hu!
Swara heart broke hearing all these...She understood...Sujata loves Sanskar a Lot! And that's why she blames her...somewhere there is truth to it! She is actually kind of responsible for Sanskar' s state.
Swara looked at Sanskar one last time who was holding Ragini's Arms...as her eyes filled with tears.
Swara smiled sadly- Good Night Sanskar!
Sanskar seemed unaffected to it as he kept looking elsewhere.
Sujata scowls- Tu Jati hai ki nahi?
Swara nods her heads in approval as she heard Ram speak- Sujata! Tu Apna Juban Samhal Le...Kabhi Toh Soch Samj ke bol dia kar!
Swara quickly left from the room before she could hear further talks.
Swara limped towards her room as her feet is hurting badly.
She could see blood oozing out from the injured area but she didn't care!
She slowly locked the door as she slides down on the floor dejected.
The pain she was enduring with in was too much for her!
It has been 1 month and 2 weeks! But her life stood where it was...
[FLASHBACK]
" Sanskar Listen To Me! I know I should have told you about it but I thought..."
" What Swara? What you thought? That you are superwoman! Swara how many times I told before taking any decision share with me! "
" No Sanskar I wanted to tell you! But I was scared...I thought what if Adhrash bhaiyaa kill chotu! I got scared Sanskar"
"No Swara Not anymore...I didn't expect you to take sign of bade papa like that! Like seriously? You could have told me! "
" Sanskar I know...it was wrong...I.."
" I don't need any justification Swara! You always do what you want! You played that cutting your wrist game, you never thought what your Sanskar will feel! You took Bade Papa sign just like that! Never felt to tell about it to me! You got to know about Adrash bhai kidnapping Chotu, but you never felt to let me know about it! Why Swara? Don't I deserve to know all these!"
Precap-
Swara arranges a dinner date with Sanskar.
Edited by flora212 - 9 years ago
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