SwaSan FF - Aye Dil Hai Mushkil / Chapter 11 Updated -Pg 24 - Page 15

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Nice update...but im getting confused..anxious...what is happening exactly..who is the master mind..?? Swara's every plan is failing...getting curious.worried...update soon..

Talia

Swara stood there all alone with her broken trust and broken heart while rest of the people left for their respective rooms except Sanskar.

Sanskar smirked as he saw Swara stood there staring at nothing with tears in her eyes.

Sanskar in his mind- I told you Swara Bose...Dont you dare to try to interfere in my matters! But you didn't listen to me...now you watch how I make whole family against you...the way you blackmailed everyone against me! You will pay for your deeds Swara Bose!

Sanskar smiled evily.

Suddenly Swara turned around and looked at him...most probably due to feeling his gaze on her.

As soon as she stared at him with tearful eyes...something didn't go right with Sanskar.

Swara kept on staring at him as tears rolled down her cheeks. Sanskar just couldn't understand what was bothering him! He was feeling uneasy suddenly. Before he could understand or try to understand what was happening to him, he walked away from there diverting his gaze from her with a blank expression.

Swara kept on looking at him till he vanished from her eyes...and she broke down and fell on her knees crying her heart out.

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Ragini smirks- So Sanskar...apko toh woh milhigya jo apko chahiye thi! Hum umeed karte ki humare saat kiya hua wada ap nahi bhule?

Sanskar rolls his eyes - tumhe wada pura hone ki jaldi kiu pari he? Abhi toh bas khel shuru hua he...wase bhi tum bhi toh iss sabse mazze lerahe ho! Hai na?

Ragini annoyingly- Hume koi mazza nahi araha...hume sirf humara matlab se kam he! Hume apki iss so called badle mein koi interest nahi!

Sanskar with a boring tone- really Ragini? Ye sab tum sirf woh Durga Prasad ki 40 percent ki share ke liye kar rahi ho? Nah! Itna bhi toh jhoot na bolo...tumhare chehre pe saaf saaf likha hai ki tumhe aj Swara ko bezzat hote dekh kar bohot mazza aya! I can clearly see it on your face!

Ragini tries to change the topic- Karma CO. Ki ownership ka kya hua Sanskar?

Sanskar smirks- Dont change the topic Ragini! I know very well what's going in your mind!

Ragini angrily as she clenched her jaw- Ha hume bohot acha laga...Swara ko bezzat hote dekh kar! Bohot bharosa hai na sabko Swara pe hume woh bharosa todna hai! Sirf usse kiu itni importance mile...humne bhi toh humara galtiye ko sudhari! Par hume kya mila? Sirf ilzaam! Humne jab maa ki madat karne ki koshish ki...sab log hume doshi samjne lage! Lekin Swara toh mahaan hai...woh kabhi galti karhi nahi sakti! Bas bohot hogya...ab aur nahi! Hume woh izaat aur woh pyar chahiye jo Swara ko milta hai! Bade papa Swara ko beti manti hai...aur hume sab galat mante hai! Bas ab hum dekhna chahte hai kese sab Swara ke khilaf hote hai aur Swara iss ghar mein akeli!

Don't know why Sanskar didn't feel good hearing whatever Ragini said! Though he agrees and he wants Swara to be insulted and broken but no one else has right to do it! Only him! He will break her...he will get her insulted, punish her and do whatever he wants to do with her! But only he has the right!

Sanskar calmly- Par tumhe iss sab mein parne ki koi jarurat nahin...jo kuch bhi karna hai mein karungi!

Ragini frowns- Matlab?

Sanskar- matlab ye ki...tum Swara ke saat kuch nahi karoge! Jo kuch bhi karna hai uske saat woh mein decide karungi!

Ragini annoyed- Hum Koi KathPuthli Nahi Hai!

Sanskar calmly- Aur mein koi bewakuf nahi hu...tum jese kamine aurat ko mein bohot achi se janti hu!

Ragini shocked.

Sanskar smirks- Sorry just kidding! The thing is Swara needs to be punished...but not in this way but the way I decide! I will decide what to do with her and when to do with her...you will be just be part of my plan when I want to!

Ragini giving a damn- Hume humara haq chahiye bas...

Sanskar rolls eyes- Age tumhe kya karna hai ye toh pata hai na?

Ragini gives a evil smile- Ha...

Ragini was about to leave when suddenly she turns and smirks- Aj toh bas shuruwad tha...Age Woh Hoga Jo Swara ne kabhi socha nahi tha!

Sanskar feels wierd suddenly though he smiles but that was not from his heart.

Something was disturbing him.

As soon as Ragini left, Sanskar began to think what's wrong with him!

He was happy to whatever happening but something was hurting him but What?

Suddenly a cold breeze flew through his window and touched his face. Sanskar turned around to find the window open as window doors moved to and fro with the flow .

Sanskar sighed and went to close the window just then his eyes fell on the moon which was shining bright in the sky.

Sanskar kept on staring at the moon as the wind blew across his face.

He suddenly questioned himself- What's happening with me? Why I am not feeling satisfied and content! Everything is going just right...But then why? Why this sudden uneasiness!

On other hand Swara slides down holding the railing of stairs as she cries her heart out.

All she was remembering the old times she had with Sanskar.

The Date where Sanskar took her and proposed her officially .

" Swara Kuch Log Kismat Ki Tarah Hote Hai Jo Dua se Mangte Hai Aur Kuch Log Dua Ki Tarah Hote Hai Jo Kismat Ko Badal Dete Hai Tum Dua Se Mere Kismat Bani Ho"

Swara puts her palm on her mouth to control her cries.

"Kiu ki Tum Mere Liye Bohot Special Ho Swara Aur Mein Chahta hu ki humare story bhi Bohot Special Ho"

Swara stood up as tears kept on flowing. She began to run from there towards her room.

On the other hand Sanskar felt wierd for some reason. He walked towards his couch and sat there lost in thoughts.

Swara kept on running through the corridors as if running away from all these miseries.

Swara dashed into her room as she fell on her bed wailing her heart out.

Sanskar in his mind- Ye kese bechani hai...mujhe toh khush hona chahiye aur age ke bare mein sochna chhiye! Ye ho kya raha hai mujhe aur ye pehli baar nahi...ese ajeeb sa mehsoos pehle bhi hua tha! Usdin bhi jab mene Swara ke foot mein kanch gusta hua dekha!

Sanskar peeps into the guest room and finds Swara asleep on the floor. Without thinking twice he quickly swiped her from the floor and carried her in his arms to the bed...and layed her carefully so that she doesn't wake up from her sleep. Suddenly in the darkness with the help of slight moonlight he noticed her face filled with tears strains. Something happened to his heart and he couldn't understand what!

Just then his eyes fell on her bleeding feet where the blood has already dried up but the cuts looked quite deep. Sanskar felt sad suddenly seeing her in this condition. He couldn't think at that moment, all he quietly searched for the first aid box. After finding it, he quickly sat on the bed and delicately held her both feet and put on her lap. He slowly began to wash her injured area with alcohol very carefully so that Swara doesn't wake up. In between the sleep she did clinched her eyes tightly might be due to the burning feeling. But she didn't wake up. Sanskar carefully bandaged her feet and kept them on bed carefully. He then pulled the blanket on her and let her sleep in a comfortable position .

On that moment he never thought why he felt bad seeing Swara hurt! All he felt sudden urgency to cure her. Sanskar frowned as he couldn't understand the fact why he was feeling guilty and hurt? And today too he felt guilty seeing her cry!

Swara sobbed as she remembered Sanskar acted mad when in real he was alright !

"Well...I am not surprised! James Bond se mein kese chup sakti hu! You know what...I am not happy! Happy to see you here ...and definitely not happy that you got to know I was acting!"

Swara buried her face in the pillow as she remembered him saying...

"Barbadi toh hogi hi...aur mera sabse pehla target ho TUM! TUM SE HI SAB SHURU HUA THA...TUMPE HI KHATAM HOGA!"

She remembers the doctor saying " Woh sach hai...apka pati Partial memory loss se suffer kar rahe hai! Woh admit hone ki do din baat Ragini mujhe se ye report leke chali gayi"

On the other hand Sanskar closed his eyes in frustration.

Swara sat on the bed as she hid her face in between her knees feeling dejected.

" dekha jiji...ye Swara kese apne asli roop dikha rahi hai! Mein humesha se kehti thi ye...ye chori zimedar hai Sanskar ka iss halat ka! Apne dekha kese bakwas ilzam humare chore pe laga rahi thi!"

Swara rubbed her tears off from her face but they were still coming from her eyes.

Suddenly Sanskar remembered " Tum nahi janti Sanskar uss ladki ne kya kya kiya...mere iss halat ka zimader sirf woh hai! Tumahari bhi iss halat ka zimedar woh hai! Mein usse kabhi maaf nahi karungi Sanskar "

Sanskar opened his eyes in rage as he mutters in anger "I won't leave you Swara Bose"

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Another day passed by...the morning arrived !

Swara came out from shower wearing pink bathrobe...drying her hairs.

Her eyes were puffy and slightly red. She slept last night very late as she spent crying the whole time and cursing her fate! She didn't even realise when she slept off...she even didn't had her dinner! And no body did courtesy to knock the door and ask if she was hungry or not! Things turned out much more worst now than before.

Swara stares at herself in the mirror. She looked at the Sindhoor box and remembered when Sanskar put sindhoor on her forhead infront of every during the fake marriage time.

Swara smiled sadly at her fate...

She stared at the mangalsutr kept behind the sindhoor box. She slightly touched it as she felt empty inside. Sanskar doesn't remember her as his wife...

Thinking about this only , Swara found difficulty in breathing as her heart pained!

Swara sniffed as she stared back at the mirror and got shocked!

Sanskar was standing behind smirking at her through the mirror.

Swara was stunned as she suddenly turned around and found Sanskar standing by folding his hands and gazing at her with his chocolate brown eyes.

When did he come?

Swara gulped- Tum? Yeha?

Sanskar smirked as he advanced towards her slowly making Swara move back as she got hit at the dressing table with no way to escape from there. Swara stared at Sanskar with wide eyes.

Sanskar smirks- Why? Were you expecting someone else?

Swara gulps as she was unable to understand what was he doing here!

Sanskar with puppy face- I felt so bad for you yesterday you know...sabke samne bezzat hona para tumhe!

Swara was confused! What does he want now? Cant he just leave her alone! Well he did leave her completely Alone!

Swara looking at somewhere else but not him - Kya chahiye tumhe? Yeha kiu aye ho?

Sanskar arrogantly- mera ghar hai...meri marzi mein jahan jau! Tumhe kya? Bas yeha yaad dilane ayi thi...Ki Sanskar Maheshwari se panga lena bohot bhari parega! Kal toh sirf trailer tha ! Age dekho kya karti hu!

Swara angrily glared at Sanskar- You know what? Tum bohot bari galti kar rahe ho! Aur mein janti hu tumhe abhi iss galti ka ehsaas bhi nahi hoga...par tum bohot pastaoge Sanskar! Bohot jada!

Sanskar rolls his eyes.

Swara continues- Aur ye jo tum kar rahe ho na! Galat kar rahe ho! Ye revenge lekar tumhe koi faida nahi milega...kiu ki tum haqeeqat se bohot dur ho! Sach toh ye hai tumhe haqeeqat yaad hi nahi!

Sanskar glared- Hogya tumhara? Ab mera suno...ye jo tumhara so called lecture hai tum kisi aur ko suna na! Tumne jo kiya uski sazza tumhe milegi! Aur dusri baat kaal toh sirf Puri Family ke samne bezzat hui thi...age jo mein karungi woh tum soch bhi nahi sakti!

Swara angrily- Mein iss sabse nahi darti Sanskar! Na mein tumse darti hu! Tum chahe jo kuch bhi karlo tumahar sach ek din bahar jarur ayega! Par mujhe afsos iss baat ki jo Haqeeqat hai tum usse bohot dur ho! Tumhe ye yaad nahi ki mein tumhari biwi hoo isse jada afsos ki baat aur kya hosakta hai!

This made Sanskar furious, he pulled Swara roughly and twisted her arm behind as she winced in pain. Sanskar pulled her closer to him as her soft chest bumped into his hard one!

They were so close that there face were just 2 inches away.

Sanskar while gritting his teeth- Tum mere biwi nahi ho Swara Bose! Aur na kabhi hogi...toh ye ghatiyan shabd apni moo mein na lao toh acha hoga! Warne mujhe se bura koi nahi hoga!

Swara being hurt- Ha toh kya karoge? Maar daloge mujhe? Mein kabhi soch bhi nahi sakti ki tum yeh baat uss insaan keh rahi ho jisse tum kitni mohabbat karte ho!

Sanskar while pressing her arm more causing her more pain spoke- Mein tumse mohabbat nahi karti! Yeh baat apne dimag mein daldo...

The pain occurring in the arm made tears come out from Swara's eyes.

Swara in tears stammered- Sanskar leave me! Dard horaha hai!

In order to let herself free...she began to fidget which made her breasts rubbing slightly against Sanskar's chest...which suddenly made Sanskar concious about their closeness.

Instead of letting her go Sanskar stared at her tear strained face...which suddenly started looking so beautiful.

His eyes travelled towards her luscious lips...which were so inviting. Sanskar suddenly felt sexually aroused. Before Sanskar could think further he came on earth when Swara asked in stern voice- Sanskar! You are hurting me...choro mujhe!

Sanskar in mind as he stared at her shocked- What the hell is wrong with me?

He quickly pushed her with a jerk leaving her forearm.

Swara winced in pain as she looked at the red marks caused by Sanskar strong hold on her forearm .

Before Swara could say anything, Sanskar quickly dashed out of the room leaving a shocked Swara behind.

Awesome update...very interesting..keeping us on edge of our seats...update soon ...

Talia