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Part6b
Hi all here I am back with the part6b of this story. I would like to thank my buddy kriti for mentioning this story in her post. Also my buddy Goldie who helped me take this story on fb. Here I cannot express the amount of happiness I am not a writer but when you all like the stories which i write in my nominal vocab it feels good. I am myself a fan of reading stories here on forums of the writers who write much better than me but the only thing is I cannot reply on their stories at times due to lack of time. Pls do leave ur replies on this update as well hope. Like it...
He was walking and swara's eyes were continuously looking at him he tried walking back to his room but his head was spinning badly. He fell on the stairs.
Sw-sanskaar..
She came running...
Su-sanskaar r u drunk again.
Sw no mom
Sa-swara I am fine...
Sw-shut up u r not ..
She held his hand and wrapped around her shoulders n they walked to their room
Sw- sanskaar rest am coming shortly with ur bf.
Sanskaar held her wrist
Sa- swara..
She turned to him and sat by his side..
Sa-swara I am so sorry..I couldn't understand ur love..I gave you so much pain.. I made ur life a hell... n I ...
Sw-shhh Sanskaar y r u guilty.. Jo hua usko bhul jao .. tum kya karte how could you trust me after what all happened with u..
But y u Don't want the family to know about it
Sa-no swara don't want to hurt them by telling all this
Sw- par sanskaar they take u wrong
Sa- no problem swara.. atleast they aren't crying.. n it's better they hate me I deserve that after what all I did to u .. u know their is no appology for what I did no justification..
Sw- koi bat nahi sanskaar let it be.. u know we all r humans galti ho jata h Na yrr.. aur apne buddy se koi sorry kehta h kya ..
Sanskaar hugged her..
He couldn't speak anything but cried his heat out .. it had so much pain.. swara let him cry .. tears some time dissolve the pain inside ur heart n let it flow out of u.. this was the case with Sanskaar ..
Sw- sanskaar bas .. buddy .. itna toh ladkiyan bhi nahi roti yrr..
He laughed a little but still rested his head on her shoulder... until he dosed off..
She adjusted him on the bed n left the room..
Sw- (monologue)- sanskaar dekhna I will heal all ur wounds buy u have to disclose this heart wrenching past to ur family.. unhiko nahi bataoge toh kisko bataoge..
In the evening...
Sanskaar woke up n moved down..
Sw- sanskaar.. come sit want some tea..
Sa- no swara I am hungry pls serve some food.
SW- okay
She served him some of the rice n dal she prepared for the lunch..
Sa- thanks
He tried holding the plate but his hands trembled n he kept in on the table.
Swara noticed that his wound was paining quite more.. he was trying to eat from his left hand ..
She then feed him ..
Sw- sanskaar ek minute
She took the plate
Sa- no swara it's ok.
Sw- yes I can see that.
Next Sunday -
Sw- sanskaar get up
Sa- hmm
Sw- sanskaar fast Na yrr
Sa- okay bebo .
He got up n got ready..
Sw- sanskaar today is Sunday r u free
Sa- yes but what happened
Sw- let's go out today
Sa- okay when
Sw- evening mein
Sa- okay.. acha listen I am going for an important work to my room if u have some work call me..
Sw- okay..
She saw him .. he went to a room it wasn't study .. she followed him n got a glimps of it when he entered he then closed the door behind.. she was surprised... it was full of paintings..
Well without interfering much in his matter she went on doing her work..
15 days later-
The family was still rude to him but yes offcourse still less angry because of his changed attitude.. they were quite happy with him as he wasn't drinking or smoking anymore.. also he was taking care of swara .. his wife nicely.. they used to go out for walks dinners and shopping.. he smiled again.. they were also feeling strange as to y swara wasn't wearing her mansion n vermilion on enquiring she said she had allergies on her head n neck due to them.. not a that satisfactory reply but still the believed it..
Today was a meeting. Sanskaar had to head it. He.was in so much habit of drinking while working that today conducting this meeting was getting tough for him. He offered his secretary to make a small drink he just kept the wine in his hand buy didn't even once drink it .. he conducted the meeting quite successfully after that...
The meeting got over n he kept the glass on the table n turned his chair around so and was drinking water it was at that time swara entered his meeting room..
Sw-sanskaar u r ...
But she stopped when she saw the alcohol glass..
Sw-sanskaar u drank again..
Sa-no swara..
Sw-don't lie Na sanskaar this show everything.. this glass over here ..
Sa-nahi swara listen to me it's not like that I can explain.
Sw-good bye sanskaar..
Sa-swara atleast once listen to me..
Swara instead left his office without listening to him even once..
Sanskaar felt sad .. he felt guilty.. he too started working again heavy heartedly
There swara reached home .. she had emotions mixed of anger and guilt. She wanted to listen to him but yes she didn't..
She was moving back to her room when .. when she saw his room..the paintings one n entered..
She was more than surprised.. a wall in the center had a composition painting of his life..
There was crack he drew.. but it was lighter in the end or rather he did that so as to depict his healing life.
Then there were paintings depicting his 2, heart breaks.. but as she walked further the paintings were of him mistreating her..
It showed his sole getting injured Everytime he did something to her...
She then turned n the most recent painings dipicted her feeding him..the way he gave details of her bangles n Saree it was even unnoticed by her..
She smiled..
Sw-(monologue)- sorry sanskaar.. woh I got angry on u ..
She got worried n waited for him she sat on the couch n dosed off..
In the evening when she got up she saw him .. he was sketching again n this time it was her sleeping..he had completed it when she woke up...
Sw- sanskaar..
Sa- swara I am sorry...
Sw- no sanskaar I must have listened to U atleast..
He cleared everything about that he wasn't drinking but he for sure won't repeat this mistake again...
They hugged each other...
He felt his heart was getting lighter...
N she felt as if it was the best place to stay
Nahi jeena tere baaju
Nahi jeena, nahi jeena
Nahi jeena tere baaju
Nahi jeena, nahi jeena (x2)
(tere baaju: without you)
Main tenu samjhawan ki
Na tere bina lagda jee
Main tenu samjhawan ki
Na tere bina lagda jee
Tu ki jaane pyaar mera
Main karoon intezar tera
Tu dil tui-yon jaan meri
Main tenu samjhava ki
Na tere bina lagda jee
Tu ki jaane pyaar mera
Main karoon intezar tera
Tu dil tui yon jaan meri
Main tenu samjhawa ki
Na tere bina lagda jee
Mere dil ne chun laiyaa ne
Tere dil diyaan raahan
Tu jo mere naal tu rehta
Turpe meriyaan saaha
Jeena mera.. hoye
Hun hai tera, ki main karaan
Tu kar aitbaar mera
Main karoon intezar tera
Tu dil tui-yon jaan meri
Main tenu samjhawan kee
Na tere bina lagda jee
Ve changa nahion keeta beeba
Ve changa nahion keeta beeba
Dil mera tod ke
Ve bada pachhtaiyaan akhaan
Ve bada pachhtaiyaan akhaan
Naal tere jod ke
Tenu chadd ke kitthe jawan
Tu mera parchhanvaa
Tere mukhde vich hi main taan
Rab nu apne pawaan
Meri duaa.. haaye
Sajda tera kardi sadaa
Tu sun iqraar mera
Main karoon intezar tera
Tu dil tui-yon jaan meri
Main tainu samjhawan ki
Na tere bina lagda jee
Mannat Har Khushi Paane Ki
Veer Hanuman
Kumkum Bhagya
