Jaan Meri Jaa Rahi Sanam...SwaSan Today :)

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Posted: 9 years ago
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Hi my dear, dear SwaSanians,

Wipe your tears and join me in discussion. Nyna, this one is for you my dear!

My heart is weeping

Keeps on repeating

I'm waiting for you...

There is not much to write about the episode. There was the new found "best friends" Sahil and Swara, Pari the poisonous playing her usual games. There was Shomi and Shekar all concerned about their daughter and thanking Sahil for saving her from Sanskar. There was Ragini and Lakshya on their way to convince Daadi. (They were okay at least) Let us skip over all that for the moment.

Sanskar...!

These days I'm in awe of this person. Who was once darker than night, then stronger than oak and then deeper than the deepest of oceans in love. Now he is burning, like a tiny star far away in the skies of his beloved, with the only thought of casting some light on her cold, lonely night.

He was hurt, immensely so in his attempt to watch her from a far. Still he is unshakable in his resolve and finds enough hope in the situation to lie about his injuries to his family. He knows there is no fault from her side in the incident, he knows too well, he should have stayed away. But he could not, not when his life, his breathing depends on seeing this one person...who loved him more than he loves himself, once.

Well it is true.

Sanskar was on the edge of destroying himself in a fires of his hatred when he met Swara, it was she who made him feel alive again. Now he would not complain but spend that entire life she granted him, watching her from a far, burning so he could shimmer brighter enough to be noticeable...to have her once glance at him.

How could one heart hold so much of love, without it overflowing from their eyes in the form of warm tears?

He still has hope, as he tells his Papa and Bade Papa, that music will heal her and it will bring her back to him. Well I hope so too Sanskar. I hope she will heal soon, I hope you will heal her soon and she will be with you very soon.

Then my shipper heart can sigh in peace.

The rest of the episode went in a haze of no importance. I have no energy left in me to rant about that today, I need to return to my studies. Please do share your views on the episode, the space is all yours and I love reading different takes on the episode.

Thanks for reading.

Please maintain the peace in the thread. I do not intend to bash or hurt anyone so I apologize in advance if someone is hurt.

Love,

Sakura

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pooja-menon thumbnail
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Posted: 9 years ago
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I am happy to see a positive post after a disaster of an episode today (need to watch the epi first).
Sanskaar is only one keeping us going in this tough times.
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Darling Saku,
Just what would I do without you? 🤗🤗🤗

And so let us observe a moment's silence as we mourn the demise of common sense and logic at the Gadodia House (not much of it in the first place but still, it will be sorely missed). I have nothing more to say. 🤢🤢

Even for Sanskaar, who seems to summon some hidden reserves of strength to keep going, but for how long?
Reading about him brings to mind this poem of Rumi's (I seem to be reading quite a bit of his works the last couple of days), Sanskaar must be thinking:

I choose to love you in silence...for in silence I find no rejection,
I choose to love you in loneliness...for in loneliness no one owns me but you,
I choose to adore you from a distance...for distance shall shield me from pain,
I choose to kiss you in the wind...for the wind is gentler than my lips,
I choose to hold you in my dreams...for in my dreams you have no end.

But then I am not so philosophical, and I want Sanskaar to make her talk to him, the silence is killing him and us, I cannot bear the loneliness that he is facing and I do not want any distance between them. I want them together as they are meant to be. My shipper heart will know no peace otherwise.😭😭

May the Gods and the CVs grace us soon.

love,
Nyna
Edited by Nynaeve - 9 years ago
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Good post Sakura :) I too liked that scene.. he is confident that music and academy will act as a medium to bring Swara's memories back..
The other good thing about today's episode is that the precap has changed from pregnency drama to kishan's look.. Swara and Sanskaar both are in the precap.. atleast we have Swasan somewhere:)
Edited by Harmony... - 9 years ago
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Good post Sakura.
The only saving grace of these epis is Sanskar.
No matter how much hurt he is did went to see His Swara.
Iam loving this Confident and Determined Sanskar to Win back his LadyLove.
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Originally posted by: ...Poojie...

I am happy to see a positive post after a disaster of an episode today (need to watch the epi first).

Sanskaar is only one keeping us going in this tough times.

Thank you.
I thought I should start the much needed positivism.
Anything and everything for Sanskar is my mantra for today😊
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Welcome dear😊
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Originally posted by: Sakura24

Thank you.
I thought I should start the much needed positivism.
Anything and everything for Sanskar is my mantra for today😊


Yes indeed.. Sanskaar.. looks like only he will keep us sailing for the next few days.
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Posted: 9 years ago
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I am sooo disappointed in today's episode, I dont even know what to say
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Originally posted by: Harmony...

Good post Sakura :) I too liked that scene.. he is confident that music and academy will act as a medium to bring Swara's memories back..
The other good thing about today's episode is that the precap has changed from pregnency drama to kishan's look.. Swara and Sanskaar both are in the precap.. atleast we have Swasan somewhere:)

THanks dear. I agree it was the only thing that was pleasant in the whole episode😊

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