Hi Sakura😊
Wonderful post❤️ Indeed Sanskar's determination and belief in not only his love for her but also her love for him is very moving, though I don't think such determination exists outside fiction (that's another topic😊). The confidence it instills in him is really going to help him go a long way. I feel very bad for him thinking what he is going through, being in front of his true love who does not recognize him. I think his confidence and belief has multiplied after Swara's return, he was the only one who believed she was alive.
Yet, I feel worse for Swara. The poor girl does not even know what gem she is losing at her "khooni-khooni" stunt. It is like she is "murdering" her fulfilling relationship with her own hands, but of course, not intentionally. Had it not been Sanskar- who is persistent, patient, understanding, and keeps belief their love; had it been some other guy, I don't think he would have endured this much. It is immensely appreciable to what extent Sanskar understands Swara👏. Swara's situation reminds me this poem by Oscar Wilde: (The Ballad of Reading Gaol)
Yet each man kills the thing he loves
By each let this be heard,
Some do it with a bitter look,
Some with a flattering word,
The coward does it with a kiss,
The brave man with a sword!
Some kill their love when they are young,
And some when they are old;
Some strangle with the hands of Lust,
Some with the hands of Gold:
The kindest use a knife, because
The dead so soon grow cold.
Honestly, I have lost patience to endure Sahil anymore, I am not liking where it is going. But I have some thoughts on him, that I want to be clear about. Sahil knows Swara as she is TODAY, and is understandably (my shipper heart doesn't understand😆) attracted to her, maybe due to her bubbly nature, in spite of the fact she is married (now, don't provoke me to say anything🤬). He does not see the full picture yet. He knows Swara is a Bengali. Did he notice her father is Marwari? Does he know she was born an illegitimate child? Let us assume he had any chance (But he doesn't, my Kissan fruit kick is coming!), would he and his mother still accepted her knowing her family background?
Moreover, having a wife is different from having an ice-cream or a chocolate. When you lose your ice-cream, you can take another's. I don't think the same thing is applicable in the former case. (Actually, I want to know his motivation behind turning negative, or is he already negative?) Would his conscience allow him to intentionally cause the same pain to another man that he went through? Would he be happy snatching another's woman whose heart he may never own? Swara has partial amnesia, but proper treatment would recover her.
If the answers are yes, that would make him dis-conscientious and lustful (I am talking bout the character and not the actor, no offence to anyone). And how can such a man be so deeply moved by his partner's death that he would give up music? (because to do that his character needs depth but currently I don't find any!)... I want them to show all the whys! Otherwise, it would look forced. I know we can't expect logic, at least we can expect a justified character. If Sahil is not justified properly, he has potential to ruin SwaSan (and that is where my real concern lies!😉)
For a change we would have a villain with 'S' (Sahil) and hero with 'K (Kissan)'...😆
Sorry for ranting too much in your thread. Amazing post! Keep writing more. 😊
Tia
Indian Mythology
