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This Three Shot is based on Sanskar's unconditional love for Swara, his never ending support for Swara, expecting nothing back in return, Swara's unbreakable trust on Sanskar, to whom she considers her best friend.
There is no fake marriage of Swasan, they are actually married, but it's a contract marriage of 6 months till they prove Swara is innocent and would unite Swara's Ma Baba.
Everyone in Maheshwari house has accepted swasan except Laksh and Ragini, Ragini still thinks that Swara is back in MM to snatch Laksh from her and Laksh still blames and accuses Swara. You may find this similar to show as it has been written in that manner. If there is any resembalance please let me know so that I can work accordingly. I will update Azab's epilogue, next part of turtledoves by Tuesday's morning along with next two part of this. Sorry for not replying to anyone, will stary doing so from Tuesday. Do accept my apologies. Shyari's used are taken from net. PM's will be sent later.
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SWASAN TS
ALEXAMENOS
Pyar Wo Nahi Jisme Jeet Ya Haar Ho,
Pyar Koi Cheez Nahi Jo Har Waqt Tayar Ho,
Pyar To Wo Hai Jisme Kisi Ko Paane Ki Ummed Na Ho,
Fir Bhi Uska Intezaar Ho...
It has been said that after getting drunk when person isn't in his senses that time only he speaks his heart out. Same theory goes for Sanskar. Today he got drunk, when he had decided to not touch alcohol ever. After Kavita's demise he had drawn himself into alcohol, after lot of persuasions and pleading from him best friend Amit Sanskar had vowed to never touch alcohol ever again for Sake of Kavita's wish. Today he felt helpless; he took help of thing which he had avoided so far. He drank shots after shots till that liquid affected his system freeing his thoughts, sorrows and pain numbing his senses. Today as he witnessed humiliation Swara was facing, all pain she was hiding, he felt an unbearable ache rising in his chest. To get rid of that oh-so-familiar feeling he took help of alcohol.
All he could remember is face of that woman, in past days that has started mattering to him more than anything and anyone. In his drunken state he confessed what his heart have started to feel. His heart overpowered his mind and he ended up blurting his new found feelings to woman whom he had almost destroyed in past, for which he still felt guilty even after Swara being Swara had forgiven him.
Now he stood in front of whole Maheshwari family, talking whatever coming to his mind as alcohol affected his senses making his self control slip away. Ragini's earlier accusations about Swara and him were still ringing in his ear increasing his anger to another level. He wanted to destroy everything.
Turning towards his family Sanskar said whatever his heart wanted to, "Swara ne kuch nahi kiya hai. Mai ye aapko aapko pehle bhi bata chuka hu. Toh Kyu? Fir kyu nahi mante aap log?"
"Kis baat ki ,batayiye aakhir kis baat ki saja de rahe hai aap usko? Jo bhi kiya tha maine kiya tha. Apne pyaar ki maut ka badla lene ke liye kiya tha." His voice thick with emotions.
"Janta hu mai galat tha." His head lowered at that memory of what he had done in past, guilt resurfacing again.
"To aap log dijiye na saja...lekin Mujhe, SIRF MUJHE, Meri Swara ko nahi."He continues looking up again, his eyes turning bloodshot red.
Swara stood dumb folded at this. She wanted to stop him yet she felt frozen with the way he is reacting.
Sanskar now turned to face Ragini, "Aur Ragini tum, Maine jo bhi kiya apni vajah se kiya . Fir bhi. Tab bhi mai janta tha ke mai swara ke sath bohot galat kar raha hu. Us bechari ne mere sath kuch galat nahi kiya tha ,fir bhi mere badle ki aag me sabse jada wo jali. Bebuniyad allegations lage uspar, sabne accuse kiya use jabki uski to koi galti hi nahi thi. Par tum, tum to behen ho na uski, Kaise kar sakti to tum apni hi behen ke sath ye sab? Laksh ke pyaar me tum itni andhi ho gayi ,Ke jo behen tumse itna pyar karti hai, Jo tumhare liye apna sab kuch, apna pyaar tak chod sakti hai, tumne usi ko marne ki koshish ki...'
If eyes could burn anyone, Ragini would have been ash by now by fire in his eyes. Collective gasp escaped from Anapoorna and parineeta's mouth. Sujata just stared at her son surprisingly, this is not him. This can't be.
"Are koshish kya tumne to mar hi diya tha . Agar uss din un aurato ne swara ko na bachaya hota to ...To ..."
Sanskar could not find words to express his disgust for woman standing infront of him who has committed worst sins for getting her so called love, thinking of that time when Swara would have died .
"Maine tumse lakshya aur swara ki shadi ke ek din pehle bola tha, bola tha na ke sab band kardo, mat karo ye sab ,Bola tha ke nahi? Par tum...tumne sabke samne Swara ko galat thehra diya. Use uske pyaar se alag kar diya ,Chii ragini" Sanskar stepped forward glaring, asking her, his voice dangerously low sending shivers down her spine laced with disgust and hatred. Swara couldn't get what's wrong with him today.
Lakshya stepped in between Ragini and Sanskar holding him by his arms, stopping his further advances unintentionally relieving Swara.
"Sanskar bas, Ragini se dur hi reh tu. Usko kyu beech me ghasit raha hai? Yehape sab jante hai ke kisne kya kiya hai. Kaun sahi hai aur kaun galat."
"Aur Sanskar, Bhai maine to tujhe usi din maaf kardiya tha jab tujhe apni galti ka ehsas hua tha .Tune jo kiya Kavita ke liye kiya , Mai janta hu tu usse kitna pyar karta tha . Par ye Swara ...tune Swara se shadi kar ke thik nahi kiya, are ye to ladki hi ghatiya hai. Sabko apne iss innocent se chehre se fasa deti hai jaise mujhe fasaya tha aur ab tu...Characterless"
Swara closed her eyes and tear rolled down her closed lids listening all these from a person who once claimed to love her, now calling her by names, questioning her character. She just wanted to go away from everything yet she couldn't move from her place.
"LAKSHYA"
Swara's eyes jerked open as Sanskar roared in anger, launching himself at Lakshya.
"SANSKAR" Swara rushed towards him, holding his arm shaking her head in denial. She had witnessed at badi how he can react to her insult. She don't want him to do anything that he will regret after coming to his senses. She don't want his family to misunderstood him anymore because of her.
"Dekh le jisko tu characterless bol raha hai aaj usi ki vajah se tu jinda hai warna..." Turning towards Lakshya Sanskar said through gritted teeth.
"Aur tu to chup hi reh. Pyaar, pyaar karne ka dava karta tha na tu Swara se? Bas ye hai tera pyaar. Ye hai tera tere pyar pe vishwas?" Sanskar asked him that this is what he called love.
He narrowed his eyes at Ragini, "Kisine kuch bhi bol diya and kuch circumstances bana diye aur tera tere pyaar se bharosa uth gaya. Mujhe to lagta hai tune kabhi swara se pyaar kiya hi nahi."
Durga Prasad looked at Sanskar. His words made him wonder what if he is right. He knew his Sanskar, he might have done unforgivable things in past but also he was aware of the fact how much he have changed after Swara's entry in his life.
Though he still have not forgiven Swara and Sanskar, but Sanskar's words made him think what if Sanskar is saying truth?
Turning towards Swara he joined his hands in front of her. His head lowered, staring at ground, his next words shocked everyone.
"Swara ,Sorry...Really very sorry...Mujhe please maaf kardo. Kahi na kahi in sab ki vajah mai hu. Wo mai hi hu jiske vajah se aaj tum is situation me ho. Meri vajah se hi aaj tumhe ye sab sunna pad raha hai."
Sujata intervened in between "Sanskar tu ye ke keh raha hai...Thari koi galti na hai, ye to iss bangalan ki hi..."
"Mom please "Sanskar literally shouted at her.
"Ab tu is chori ke liye mhare se aise bat karega, mai galat lag rahi hut thare ko?" Sujata continued as usual not realising the way it's affecting her son.
"GALAT TO MAI THA MOM. HAMESHA SE." Sansakar cried out.
"WO SWARA HAI JISNE MUJHE SAHI RASTA DIKHAYA. JISNE MUJHE SAHI BANAAYA. AUR AB HAR WO INSAAN JO SWARA KE LIYE KUCH GALAT BOLEGA YA FIR USKE SATH KUCH GALAT KAREGA WO MERE LIYE GALAT HAI." Sanskar said glaring at Lashya and Ragini conveying he will not tolerate their ill behaviour towards Swara anymore.
"MAI SWARA KE SATH KUCH GALAT BARDASHT NAHI KARUNGA. BECAUSE, BECAUSE I LOVE HER! I LOVE SWARA!"
Sanskar held Swara by her arms confessing his love, shocking her beyond limits he continued not knowing .
"Pata nahi kab, kaha, kaise par mujhe tumse pyaar ho gaya. Iss pyaar ki koi manjil hai ya nahi ye mai nahi janta. Mai bas itna janta hu ke mai tumse pyaar karta hu. Bohot pyaar".
Next moment Swara felt him falling on her, she staggered back on her feet as she tried holding his heavy weight as he passed out due to alcohol leaving her in whirlwind of emotions.
The revelations not only shocked Swara but to every single soul present there. They stood rooted at their places.
"Aadarsh sanskar ko apne kamre me lekar jao" DurgaPrasad ordered his son Lakshya.
"Par papa", Lakshya argued least he wants him in his house not when he confessed his love for woman whom he once had loved.
"Hamne jo kaha hai wo karo lakshya." DurgaPrasad said in stern tone dismissing any argument.
"Thik hai papa" Lakshya nodded half heartedly.
Lakshya and Adarsh took sanskar upstairs to his room Swara following them. Making him lay down Aadarsh left the room. Lakshya left the room little latter giving angry and accusing glares to Swara, who not even spared single look to him, her gaze fixed on Sanskar.
Swara stood leaning against window looking at stars in sky. Tears beamed in her eyes remembering what just had happened. Laksh's allegations, his calling her characterless pained her.
On top of that Sanskar's confession.
"I love you Swara, iss pyaar ki koi manjil hai ya nahi ye mai nahi janta, mai bas itna janta hu ke mai tumse pyaar karne laga hu,bohot pyaar."
One by one they rolled down her cheeks damping her face. Turning her face towards Sanskar who lay there in middle of bed sleeping peacefully leaving her fight alone amidst of turmoil.
"Kyu Sanskar kyu kiya tumne aisa? Ham to dost the na... to fir ye sab...Tum kaise kar sakte ho ye"
She whispered brokenly.
He felt an unbearable ache in his head. He clutched his head with one hand. His eyes felt too heavy to open, bitter taste of something was making him fill nauseated.
With the great difficulty he opened his eyes, instantly closing them unable to adjust with sudden brightness.
"Aah...Mera sar" he sat on bed holding his head in his palms. It felt like an erupting volcano ready to explode anytime. He didn't remember what happened. He looked around in hope to catch glimpse of Swara to ask what the hell happened with him, to his utter disappointment she was not there.
His eyes went towards the glass kept beside his bed with note written "Drink, you will feel better." Sanskar wondered why she left note instead of being there.
He didn't pondered over his thoughts as his head hurted like hell, picking up glass, he drank the liquid.
On exerting some pressure on his brain he remembered what happened last night.
"Ohh shit."
"Ye kya kar diya maine." He covered his face by his palms.
"Maine swara ko bohot hurt kiya hai. Mujhe usse mafi mangni hi hogi".
He was in his thoughts so failed to notice Swara coming into room with coffee. The sound of tray colliding with wooden table brought him back from his thoughts whem she kept it on the table without uttering a word.
Swara turned to leave when sanskar held her wrist stopping her, saying hurriedly,
"Swara ruko mujhe tumse kuch bat karni hai."
Swara shrugged his hand from hers and started leaving.
Sanskar stood up and before she could step out he reach to door and bolted it close.
"Swara please ek bar meri baat to sun lo" Sanskar pleaded her.
"Sanskar, mujhe jana hai. Kitchan me kaam hai".Swara said looking here and there avoiding looking in his eyes. One again she turned towards the door to exit when she was pulled back with sudden force.
Before she could process what happened she found herself pinned to wall by Sanskar.
"Swara bas. Kabse tumse baat karne ki koshish kar raha hu aur tum meri taraf dekh bhi nahi rhi ho. Janta hu maine tumhe bohot hurt kiya hai. Par janbujh ke nahi kiya. I'm sorry." His voice softens at end.
"I know tumhare man me bohot se sawal honge. Sabse pehla jawab kal maine jo bhi kaha. Wo sach tha I love you." He paused for while to see her reaction. She stood there with emotionless face.
"Par ek aur sach ye hai ke mai janta hu tum lucky se pyaar karti ho aur tum mujhse kabhi pyaar nahi kar sakti. Isiliye mai tumhe kabhi kisi cheez ke liye force nahi karunga. Swara jaise mai tumhe force nahi kar sakta ke tum mujhse pyaar karo waise hi tum mujhe force nahi karsakti ke mai tumse pyaar na karu." He said in one go letting her know very clearly that he loves her but at the same time he is not expexting anything in return. Swara listened to him quietly.
"Swara ham dost the aur hamesha rahenge. Mera pyaar kabhi hamari dosti ke beech nahi ayegaa. Please mujhse ye dosti mat cheen na. Please Swara." He pleaded her. He can't afford loosing their friendship.
Getting no response from her he again started, "Please kuch to bolo. Aise chup mat raho. Lage to ek thappad hi mar do par aise chup mat raho." He said helplessly not able to bear her Silence anymore.
Next moment he felt stinging pain in his left cheek. His eyes widened as he realised she did slap him that too very hard.
He looked at her in disbelief holding his cheek with a shocked expression.
"Kya ? aise kyu dekh rahe ho tumne hi to kaha ek thappad mar do to mar diya".
Swara said innocently looking at him while he just stared at her unblinkingly.
"Sanskar ham dost the aur hamesha rahenge. Par tum mujhe kabhi kisi cheez ke liye force nahi karoge." Swara said in serious tone.
"Kabhi nhi"Said Sanskar assuring her.
"To ye lo hamari dosti ke nam ek aur thappad" She slapped him on his another cheek where sanskar was too shocked to react.
They stared at each other. They both bursted out in laughter.
Sanskar was lost in admiring her. Swara was open heartedly laughing, after what felt like ages. Due to things happening in her life, the bubbly, chirpy swara was lost somewhere.
Swara stopped as she found him staring at her. she felt a bit awkward and to avoid the awkwardness she smiled little and asked him to get ready "Tum ready hoke neeche aajao mai breakfast lagati hu."
Sanskar returned her smile nodding positively with that she went downstairs.
Sanskar's smiling face immediately fell and his real emotions overpowered him. Tears brimmed in his eyes he immediately wiped them off.
It has been said that A FAKE SMILE CAN HIDE TRUE TEARS.
That's exactly he did.
"Sanskar ye tu kya kar raha hai. Sambhal apne aap ko. Tu janta hai Swara kabhi teri nahi ho sakti kyunki wo lakshya se pyaar karti hai. Wo bas kuch hi din yaha hai. Ragini ka sach bahar aane tak." His mind reminded him.
"Tujhe uske bina jeena seekhna hoga. Tu use is jabardasti ke rishte me nahi rakh sakta, aur tu use guily nahi feel karva sakta. Tujhe uske samne normal rehna hi hoga."His heart said. He composed himself.
"No matter what Swara I will always support you. Chahe hamari shadi rahe na rahe. Ham pati patni rahe na rahe. Par mai, mai tumhe hamesha protect karunga I won't let anyone hurt you ever." He promised himself to be always with her the way she wants.
This Is What True Love is all about .We Cant Force Someone To Love Us Back.
Jaroori Nahi Ki Pyar Ki Manjil Mil Jaye,
Jise Ham Chahte Hai Wo Hame Mil Jaye,
Na Mile To Na Kaho Use Bevafa,
Dua Karo Ki Hamse Bhi Pyar Koi Use Mil Jaye!
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ALEXAMENOUS IS GREEK WORD THAT MEANS "Defending Strength"
There is no fake marriage of Swasan, they are actually married, but it's a contract marriage of 6 months till they prove Swara is innocent and would unite Swara's Ma Baba.
Everyone in Maheshwari house has accepted swasan except Laksh and Ragini, Ragini still thinks that Swara is back in MM to snatch Laksh from her and Laksh still blames and accuses Swara. You may find this similar to show as it has been written in that manner. If there is any resembalance please let me know so that I can work accordingly. I will update Azab's epilogue, next part of turtledoves by Tuesday's morning along with next two part of this. Sorry for not replying to anyone, will stary doing so from Tuesday. Do accept my apologies. Shyari's used are taken from net. PM's will be sent later.
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SWASAN TS
ALEXAMENOS
PART ONE
Pyar Wo Nahi Jisme Jeet Ya Haar Ho,
Pyar Koi Cheez Nahi Jo Har Waqt Tayar Ho,
Pyar To Wo Hai Jisme Kisi Ko Paane Ki Ummed Na Ho,
Fir Bhi Uska Intezaar Ho...
It has been said that after getting drunk when person isn't in his senses that time only he speaks his heart out. Same theory goes for Sanskar. Today he got drunk, when he had decided to not touch alcohol ever. After Kavita's demise he had drawn himself into alcohol, after lot of persuasions and pleading from him best friend Amit Sanskar had vowed to never touch alcohol ever again for Sake of Kavita's wish. Today he felt helpless; he took help of thing which he had avoided so far. He drank shots after shots till that liquid affected his system freeing his thoughts, sorrows and pain numbing his senses. Today as he witnessed humiliation Swara was facing, all pain she was hiding, he felt an unbearable ache rising in his chest. To get rid of that oh-so-familiar feeling he took help of alcohol.
All he could remember is face of that woman, in past days that has started mattering to him more than anything and anyone. In his drunken state he confessed what his heart have started to feel. His heart overpowered his mind and he ended up blurting his new found feelings to woman whom he had almost destroyed in past, for which he still felt guilty even after Swara being Swara had forgiven him.
Now he stood in front of whole Maheshwari family, talking whatever coming to his mind as alcohol affected his senses making his self control slip away. Ragini's earlier accusations about Swara and him were still ringing in his ear increasing his anger to another level. He wanted to destroy everything.
Turning towards his family Sanskar said whatever his heart wanted to, "Swara ne kuch nahi kiya hai. Mai ye aapko aapko pehle bhi bata chuka hu. Toh Kyu? Fir kyu nahi mante aap log?"
"Kis baat ki ,batayiye aakhir kis baat ki saja de rahe hai aap usko? Jo bhi kiya tha maine kiya tha. Apne pyaar ki maut ka badla lene ke liye kiya tha." His voice thick with emotions.
"Janta hu mai galat tha." His head lowered at that memory of what he had done in past, guilt resurfacing again.
"To aap log dijiye na saja...lekin Mujhe, SIRF MUJHE, Meri Swara ko nahi."He continues looking up again, his eyes turning bloodshot red.
Swara stood dumb folded at this. She wanted to stop him yet she felt frozen with the way he is reacting.
Sanskar now turned to face Ragini, "Aur Ragini tum, Maine jo bhi kiya apni vajah se kiya . Fir bhi. Tab bhi mai janta tha ke mai swara ke sath bohot galat kar raha hu. Us bechari ne mere sath kuch galat nahi kiya tha ,fir bhi mere badle ki aag me sabse jada wo jali. Bebuniyad allegations lage uspar, sabne accuse kiya use jabki uski to koi galti hi nahi thi. Par tum, tum to behen ho na uski, Kaise kar sakti to tum apni hi behen ke sath ye sab? Laksh ke pyaar me tum itni andhi ho gayi ,Ke jo behen tumse itna pyar karti hai, Jo tumhare liye apna sab kuch, apna pyaar tak chod sakti hai, tumne usi ko marne ki koshish ki...'
If eyes could burn anyone, Ragini would have been ash by now by fire in his eyes. Collective gasp escaped from Anapoorna and parineeta's mouth. Sujata just stared at her son surprisingly, this is not him. This can't be.
"Are koshish kya tumne to mar hi diya tha . Agar uss din un aurato ne swara ko na bachaya hota to ...To ..."
Sanskar could not find words to express his disgust for woman standing infront of him who has committed worst sins for getting her so called love, thinking of that time when Swara would have died .
"Maine tumse lakshya aur swara ki shadi ke ek din pehle bola tha, bola tha na ke sab band kardo, mat karo ye sab ,Bola tha ke nahi? Par tum...tumne sabke samne Swara ko galat thehra diya. Use uske pyaar se alag kar diya ,Chii ragini" Sanskar stepped forward glaring, asking her, his voice dangerously low sending shivers down her spine laced with disgust and hatred. Swara couldn't get what's wrong with him today.
Lakshya stepped in between Ragini and Sanskar holding him by his arms, stopping his further advances unintentionally relieving Swara.
"Sanskar bas, Ragini se dur hi reh tu. Usko kyu beech me ghasit raha hai? Yehape sab jante hai ke kisne kya kiya hai. Kaun sahi hai aur kaun galat."
"Aur Sanskar, Bhai maine to tujhe usi din maaf kardiya tha jab tujhe apni galti ka ehsas hua tha .Tune jo kiya Kavita ke liye kiya , Mai janta hu tu usse kitna pyar karta tha . Par ye Swara ...tune Swara se shadi kar ke thik nahi kiya, are ye to ladki hi ghatiya hai. Sabko apne iss innocent se chehre se fasa deti hai jaise mujhe fasaya tha aur ab tu...Characterless"
Swara closed her eyes and tear rolled down her closed lids listening all these from a person who once claimed to love her, now calling her by names, questioning her character. She just wanted to go away from everything yet she couldn't move from her place.
"LAKSHYA"
Swara's eyes jerked open as Sanskar roared in anger, launching himself at Lakshya.
"SANSKAR" Swara rushed towards him, holding his arm shaking her head in denial. She had witnessed at badi how he can react to her insult. She don't want him to do anything that he will regret after coming to his senses. She don't want his family to misunderstood him anymore because of her.
"Dekh le jisko tu characterless bol raha hai aaj usi ki vajah se tu jinda hai warna..." Turning towards Lakshya Sanskar said through gritted teeth.
"Aur tu to chup hi reh. Pyaar, pyaar karne ka dava karta tha na tu Swara se? Bas ye hai tera pyaar. Ye hai tera tere pyar pe vishwas?" Sanskar asked him that this is what he called love.
He narrowed his eyes at Ragini, "Kisine kuch bhi bol diya and kuch circumstances bana diye aur tera tere pyaar se bharosa uth gaya. Mujhe to lagta hai tune kabhi swara se pyaar kiya hi nahi."
Durga Prasad looked at Sanskar. His words made him wonder what if he is right. He knew his Sanskar, he might have done unforgivable things in past but also he was aware of the fact how much he have changed after Swara's entry in his life.
Though he still have not forgiven Swara and Sanskar, but Sanskar's words made him think what if Sanskar is saying truth?
Turning towards Swara he joined his hands in front of her. His head lowered, staring at ground, his next words shocked everyone.
"Swara ,Sorry...Really very sorry...Mujhe please maaf kardo. Kahi na kahi in sab ki vajah mai hu. Wo mai hi hu jiske vajah se aaj tum is situation me ho. Meri vajah se hi aaj tumhe ye sab sunna pad raha hai."
Sujata intervened in between "Sanskar tu ye ke keh raha hai...Thari koi galti na hai, ye to iss bangalan ki hi..."
"Mom please "Sanskar literally shouted at her.
"Ab tu is chori ke liye mhare se aise bat karega, mai galat lag rahi hut thare ko?" Sujata continued as usual not realising the way it's affecting her son.
"GALAT TO MAI THA MOM. HAMESHA SE." Sansakar cried out.
"WO SWARA HAI JISNE MUJHE SAHI RASTA DIKHAYA. JISNE MUJHE SAHI BANAAYA. AUR AB HAR WO INSAAN JO SWARA KE LIYE KUCH GALAT BOLEGA YA FIR USKE SATH KUCH GALAT KAREGA WO MERE LIYE GALAT HAI." Sanskar said glaring at Lashya and Ragini conveying he will not tolerate their ill behaviour towards Swara anymore.
"MAI SWARA KE SATH KUCH GALAT BARDASHT NAHI KARUNGA. BECAUSE, BECAUSE I LOVE HER! I LOVE SWARA!"
Sanskar held Swara by her arms confessing his love, shocking her beyond limits he continued not knowing .
"Pata nahi kab, kaha, kaise par mujhe tumse pyaar ho gaya. Iss pyaar ki koi manjil hai ya nahi ye mai nahi janta. Mai bas itna janta hu ke mai tumse pyaar karta hu. Bohot pyaar".
Next moment Swara felt him falling on her, she staggered back on her feet as she tried holding his heavy weight as he passed out due to alcohol leaving her in whirlwind of emotions.
The revelations not only shocked Swara but to every single soul present there. They stood rooted at their places.
"Aadarsh sanskar ko apne kamre me lekar jao" DurgaPrasad ordered his son Lakshya.
"Par papa", Lakshya argued least he wants him in his house not when he confessed his love for woman whom he once had loved.
"Hamne jo kaha hai wo karo lakshya." DurgaPrasad said in stern tone dismissing any argument.
"Thik hai papa" Lakshya nodded half heartedly.
Lakshya and Adarsh took sanskar upstairs to his room Swara following them. Making him lay down Aadarsh left the room. Lakshya left the room little latter giving angry and accusing glares to Swara, who not even spared single look to him, her gaze fixed on Sanskar.
Swara stood leaning against window looking at stars in sky. Tears beamed in her eyes remembering what just had happened. Laksh's allegations, his calling her characterless pained her.
On top of that Sanskar's confession.
"I love you Swara, iss pyaar ki koi manjil hai ya nahi ye mai nahi janta, mai bas itna janta hu ke mai tumse pyaar karne laga hu,bohot pyaar."
One by one they rolled down her cheeks damping her face. Turning her face towards Sanskar who lay there in middle of bed sleeping peacefully leaving her fight alone amidst of turmoil.
"Kyu Sanskar kyu kiya tumne aisa? Ham to dost the na... to fir ye sab...Tum kaise kar sakte ho ye"
She whispered brokenly.
He felt an unbearable ache in his head. He clutched his head with one hand. His eyes felt too heavy to open, bitter taste of something was making him fill nauseated.
With the great difficulty he opened his eyes, instantly closing them unable to adjust with sudden brightness.
"Aah...Mera sar" he sat on bed holding his head in his palms. It felt like an erupting volcano ready to explode anytime. He didn't remember what happened. He looked around in hope to catch glimpse of Swara to ask what the hell happened with him, to his utter disappointment she was not there.
His eyes went towards the glass kept beside his bed with note written "Drink, you will feel better." Sanskar wondered why she left note instead of being there.
He didn't pondered over his thoughts as his head hurted like hell, picking up glass, he drank the liquid.
On exerting some pressure on his brain he remembered what happened last night.
"Ohh shit."
"Ye kya kar diya maine." He covered his face by his palms.
"Maine swara ko bohot hurt kiya hai. Mujhe usse mafi mangni hi hogi".
He was in his thoughts so failed to notice Swara coming into room with coffee. The sound of tray colliding with wooden table brought him back from his thoughts whem she kept it on the table without uttering a word.
Swara turned to leave when sanskar held her wrist stopping her, saying hurriedly,
"Swara ruko mujhe tumse kuch bat karni hai."
Swara shrugged his hand from hers and started leaving.
Sanskar stood up and before she could step out he reach to door and bolted it close.
"Swara please ek bar meri baat to sun lo" Sanskar pleaded her.
"Sanskar, mujhe jana hai. Kitchan me kaam hai".Swara said looking here and there avoiding looking in his eyes. One again she turned towards the door to exit when she was pulled back with sudden force.
Before she could process what happened she found herself pinned to wall by Sanskar.
"Swara bas. Kabse tumse baat karne ki koshish kar raha hu aur tum meri taraf dekh bhi nahi rhi ho. Janta hu maine tumhe bohot hurt kiya hai. Par janbujh ke nahi kiya. I'm sorry." His voice softens at end.
"I know tumhare man me bohot se sawal honge. Sabse pehla jawab kal maine jo bhi kaha. Wo sach tha I love you." He paused for while to see her reaction. She stood there with emotionless face.
"Par ek aur sach ye hai ke mai janta hu tum lucky se pyaar karti ho aur tum mujhse kabhi pyaar nahi kar sakti. Isiliye mai tumhe kabhi kisi cheez ke liye force nahi karunga. Swara jaise mai tumhe force nahi kar sakta ke tum mujhse pyaar karo waise hi tum mujhe force nahi karsakti ke mai tumse pyaar na karu." He said in one go letting her know very clearly that he loves her but at the same time he is not expexting anything in return. Swara listened to him quietly.
"Swara ham dost the aur hamesha rahenge. Mera pyaar kabhi hamari dosti ke beech nahi ayegaa. Please mujhse ye dosti mat cheen na. Please Swara." He pleaded her. He can't afford loosing their friendship.
Getting no response from her he again started, "Please kuch to bolo. Aise chup mat raho. Lage to ek thappad hi mar do par aise chup mat raho." He said helplessly not able to bear her Silence anymore.
Next moment he felt stinging pain in his left cheek. His eyes widened as he realised she did slap him that too very hard.
He looked at her in disbelief holding his cheek with a shocked expression.
"Kya ? aise kyu dekh rahe ho tumne hi to kaha ek thappad mar do to mar diya".
Swara said innocently looking at him while he just stared at her unblinkingly.
"Sanskar ham dost the aur hamesha rahenge. Par tum mujhe kabhi kisi cheez ke liye force nahi karoge." Swara said in serious tone.
"Kabhi nhi"Said Sanskar assuring her.
"To ye lo hamari dosti ke nam ek aur thappad" She slapped him on his another cheek where sanskar was too shocked to react.
They stared at each other. They both bursted out in laughter.
Sanskar was lost in admiring her. Swara was open heartedly laughing, after what felt like ages. Due to things happening in her life, the bubbly, chirpy swara was lost somewhere.
Swara stopped as she found him staring at her. she felt a bit awkward and to avoid the awkwardness she smiled little and asked him to get ready "Tum ready hoke neeche aajao mai breakfast lagati hu."
Sanskar returned her smile nodding positively with that she went downstairs.
Sanskar's smiling face immediately fell and his real emotions overpowered him. Tears brimmed in his eyes he immediately wiped them off.
It has been said that A FAKE SMILE CAN HIDE TRUE TEARS.
That's exactly he did.
"Sanskar ye tu kya kar raha hai. Sambhal apne aap ko. Tu janta hai Swara kabhi teri nahi ho sakti kyunki wo lakshya se pyaar karti hai. Wo bas kuch hi din yaha hai. Ragini ka sach bahar aane tak." His mind reminded him.
"Tujhe uske bina jeena seekhna hoga. Tu use is jabardasti ke rishte me nahi rakh sakta, aur tu use guily nahi feel karva sakta. Tujhe uske samne normal rehna hi hoga."His heart said. He composed himself.
"No matter what Swara I will always support you. Chahe hamari shadi rahe na rahe. Ham pati patni rahe na rahe. Par mai, mai tumhe hamesha protect karunga I won't let anyone hurt you ever." He promised himself to be always with her the way she wants.
This Is What True Love is all about .We Cant Force Someone To Love Us Back.
Jaroori Nahi Ki Pyar Ki Manjil Mil Jaye,
Jise Ham Chahte Hai Wo Hame Mil Jaye,
Na Mile To Na Kaho Use Bevafa,
Dua Karo Ki Hamse Bhi Pyar Koi Use Mil Jaye!
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ALEXAMENOUS IS GREEK WORD THAT MEANS "Defending Strength"
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