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||Care & Cure|| 2nd Part
Sanskar cuts the call and looks up in the sky.The night is slowly heading towards deep darkness and lonliness for sanskar.He lost in his thoughts.After the long five years of solitude,bitterness, agony and madness finally Swara comes in his life like the blossom of spring comes after a rude and dry winter.
He was completely shattered and covered with the mercyless wounds life had given him in so early stage. His first love for whom he got mad that he got ready to avenge his own family and ends up destroying the happiness of an innocent and pure soul.This feels still make him guilty.He is still not okey to forgive himself bt swara did it at very first time which makes him redeem himself completely. He really dnt how and why he falls for her???but falling for her makes his will for life rises up again.
Kavita, who he thought dead makes an appearance again in his life when he is really enjoying the newly risen sunshine of his life i,e swara's realisation of love for him.May be She will always remain as a good memory for him if he didnt meet this new version of his past life.She has transferred into something now which he fails to recognise anymore. Swara was saying in morning that he is feeling guilty for left kavita at middle path but no he is actually feeling good he did that...He feels good to think that swara is in his life unlike kavita...he loves swara again and actually finds a true love for him...earlier what he had with kavita was a mere teenage infatuation which turned into a obsession with the sudden break of his delusional life.
At present he simply feels a deep hatred and anger for her.He really want to undo the name of kavita from his life now.He hates for trying to harm his most precious treasure swara.He can't allows anyone to hurt her anyway.For him The fairytale of him and kavita stopped there where he knew kavita died and loves to believe that only from now on.
But today swara's words are haunting his mind. He can understand that she is terribly upset with the sudden attack happen on her mother.she is been sensetive always about her parents, specially her maa but the way she made him responsible for the ongoings with her mother just dont go down well with him.He neither protest nor argue with her cause her accusations already made him so much broken from inside that he was feeling tired to utter a single word infront of her.Thinking about all this he again takes some sips from his bottle and wipes his tears..
12am at Badi
"Bhaiya ko kabse phn kar rahi hoon bhabi par unka phone bandh aa raha he.maa ko lagta he ki voh aapke saath he kyunki aap ghar me akeli ho na??bt bhai agar aapke sath bhi nahi he to kaha gaye???unhone dinner bhi nahi ki hogi sayed"...listening to uttara's words swara feels dizzy once and holds the bed-table to be normal again.She really dnt understands what to do now??"gharwaalon se kahe do voh mere saath hi he...i'll manage here dont worry uttara..gd nght."...swara disconnects the call.Tears roll down from her eyes thinking about her deeds to him the whole long day.Alart from snapping her infront of all she didnt speak a single word to him infact during lunch too she came into shomi's room holding her plate in hand leaving him all alone at table.Even when he leaved she didnt wave a goodbye too.She notices that he didnt start his car during a long time hoping for her to go there bt she disappoints him.
Shomi looked tensed seeing swara in such a horrified look.She was about to ask her about the reason bt she simply asks her to lay down and rushes from her room to find her soulmate.
She loves him so much bt she know too that today she hurted him the most.she quickly dailed hia number but no avail...its still switch off.
She feels like lost in a deep ocean bt she somehow convince herself and goes out from badi.She was looking here agnd there and continiously trying his cell.Suddenly she stopped as her vision capture something familiar...no she is right its sanskar's car standing there besides a PCO booth.she quickly covers the distance and shouts his name with a soft smile bt no response.It was an empty car and no one was there except Sanskar's phone.which is lying on the front seat of the car..
She searched around the car and surroundings bt forget sanskar nt even a single glimpse of anything comes to her vision.
Terrible thoughts are started capturing her mind one by one.She falls on the road and cries out his name in the top her voice and cries her heart out.All she wants now is just a glimpse of her sanskar, her prince.She covers her face and breaks into tears thinking about him when a someone holds her shoulder from back...
To be continued...
Sanskar cuts the call and looks up in the sky.The night is slowly heading towards deep darkness and lonliness for sanskar.He lost in his thoughts.After the long five years of solitude,bitterness, agony and madness finally Swara comes in his life like the blossom of spring comes after a rude and dry winter.
He was completely shattered and covered with the mercyless wounds life had given him in so early stage. His first love for whom he got mad that he got ready to avenge his own family and ends up destroying the happiness of an innocent and pure soul.This feels still make him guilty.He is still not okey to forgive himself bt swara did it at very first time which makes him redeem himself completely. He really dnt how and why he falls for her???but falling for her makes his will for life rises up again.
Kavita, who he thought dead makes an appearance again in his life when he is really enjoying the newly risen sunshine of his life i,e swara's realisation of love for him.May be She will always remain as a good memory for him if he didnt meet this new version of his past life.She has transferred into something now which he fails to recognise anymore. Swara was saying in morning that he is feeling guilty for left kavita at middle path but no he is actually feeling good he did that...He feels good to think that swara is in his life unlike kavita...he loves swara again and actually finds a true love for him...earlier what he had with kavita was a mere teenage infatuation which turned into a obsession with the sudden break of his delusional life.
At present he simply feels a deep hatred and anger for her.He really want to undo the name of kavita from his life now.He hates for trying to harm his most precious treasure swara.He can't allows anyone to hurt her anyway.For him The fairytale of him and kavita stopped there where he knew kavita died and loves to believe that only from now on.
But today swara's words are haunting his mind. He can understand that she is terribly upset with the sudden attack happen on her mother.she is been sensetive always about her parents, specially her maa but the way she made him responsible for the ongoings with her mother just dont go down well with him.He neither protest nor argue with her cause her accusations already made him so much broken from inside that he was feeling tired to utter a single word infront of her.Thinking about all this he again takes some sips from his bottle and wipes his tears..
12am at Badi
"Bhaiya ko kabse phn kar rahi hoon bhabi par unka phone bandh aa raha he.maa ko lagta he ki voh aapke saath he kyunki aap ghar me akeli ho na??bt bhai agar aapke sath bhi nahi he to kaha gaye???unhone dinner bhi nahi ki hogi sayed"...listening to uttara's words swara feels dizzy once and holds the bed-table to be normal again.She really dnt understands what to do now??"gharwaalon se kahe do voh mere saath hi he...i'll manage here dont worry uttara..gd nght."...swara disconnects the call.Tears roll down from her eyes thinking about her deeds to him the whole long day.Alart from snapping her infront of all she didnt speak a single word to him infact during lunch too she came into shomi's room holding her plate in hand leaving him all alone at table.Even when he leaved she didnt wave a goodbye too.She notices that he didnt start his car during a long time hoping for her to go there bt she disappoints him.
Shomi looked tensed seeing swara in such a horrified look.She was about to ask her about the reason bt she simply asks her to lay down and rushes from her room to find her soulmate.
She loves him so much bt she know too that today she hurted him the most.she quickly dailed hia number but no avail...its still switch off.
She feels like lost in a deep ocean bt she somehow convince herself and goes out from badi.She was looking here agnd there and continiously trying his cell.Suddenly she stopped as her vision capture something familiar...no she is right its sanskar's car standing there besides a PCO booth.she quickly covers the distance and shouts his name with a soft smile bt no response.It was an empty car and no one was there except Sanskar's phone.which is lying on the front seat of the car..
She searched around the car and surroundings bt forget sanskar nt even a single glimpse of anything comes to her vision.
Terrible thoughts are started capturing her mind one by one.She falls on the road and cries out his name in the top her voice and cries her heart out.All she wants now is just a glimpse of her sanskar, her prince.She covers her face and breaks into tears thinking about him when a someone holds her shoulder from back...
To be continued...
Udne Ki Aasha
