HII GUYSS .. THANKSS FOR YOUR LOVELY COMMENTS .. UPDATE DEDICATED TO ISHANITA, 😳Credits:"PUBALI"🤗CHAPTER 3
A new feeling touched his soul, she was young yet mature enough to feel the intensity of this new feeling. He was very mature and elder than her and to make out this could have been more easy for him. Is that so? No . even he was more confused than her.
HOSTEL ROOM
Swara had a new charm today. After getting ready for college she went to ragini to wake her up. She was still sleeping.
"ragini get up," she shakes her. Ragini flip flopped on bed and groaned. "swara I have settled alarm I'll wake up after that" ragini slept . swara but her lower lip "ragini actually, it already ringed half an hour before." swara giggled. "wat swara, are you mad" ragini shouted. Swara giggled. "come on hurry up ragini." swara said and ragini rushed to washroom, slamming swara's head.
After few minutes , ragini came off washroom. "swara, really you are mischief queen, now see we will be late its already 8 and we hv to reach by 8 :15" ragini saw her in annoyance. Swara realised it is really difficult to reach on time. But swara being swara, stood up and holded ragini's hand.
"Runnn..." swara shouted and ragini laughed and they started running. As hostel was not much far from the campus , a charted bus for provided for all the hostel students , but as they were late they missed it and wow superb girls they were running till college.
"swara I can't run anymore u go " ragini sat on the bench in road. "ragini , this is not fair u always do this, fine I'll go u meet me in class bye" swara flashed her smile and started running again. Ragini sat there breathing heavily. Suddenly a car stooped in front of her, she got scared and stood up. Sanskar came out of the car, "ragini, wat r u doing here don't u hv class ???" sanskar asked taking off his glares. "sir actually we were late, " ragini said bitting her tongue. " its okk but why are you panicking , just look at you are you okk" sanskar asked analyzing her situation. Ragini couldn't control n laughed. "sir, we were late na, so swara suggested to run till college, in that only I backed off and she is running . " ragini giggled and sanskar's mind stopped at name swara,
is her name swara , ya, he recapitulated that, yesterday also ragini took that name for her.
" swara,??" he said looking at ragini, he wants to confirm her name. "oh don't u know her name sir, the same girl who collided with u yesterday." and ragini giggled at his innosense Huh he knew his name but wasn't sure. The desperation to know her name was still after he heard "SWARA".
" ohh kk, come I'll drop u college, and swara ,(His heart started the horse ride as he took her name, why this was happening with him, wat was so special about her) too." sanskar completed, and remembered of his dream and hid his blush. "but sir she might be still running we should leave now." she smiled and they left.
On almost reaching college, they saw swara sitting on a milestone and breathing heavily. Swara was sweating hard. She was holding her chest and breathing heavily. "swara" shouted ragini and came out of car in haste. Sanskar was surprised at her act and followed her. She cupped swara's face "swara, u never listen to anyone, never take care, where is your pump" ragini said and swara breathing heavily instructed to her bag's front chain and ragini panickly took the pump and swara took it and hugged ragini. "u are very careless swara" ragini was in tears. Swara opened her eyes and smiled. "ohooo, miss. Scholar I m fine" she giggled. Ragini slammed her. "is this a joke for you, I would hv died now." they hugged again. Sanskar was perplexly looking at them. "sorry, I don't want to interrupt but wat happened"he came to them. Ragini wiped her tears and swara stood up. "oh... Ragini u cheater, u couldn't run so u came with sir" and she giggled. "swara stop it," she slammed swara's head, and turned to sanskar "sir, she has acute asthama and she can't do physical exercises, but she never listens to anyone, " ragini completed and sanskar felt a pang in his heart, as he was suffering from something. " wat acute asthama, swara u should take care, u can't be careless about this" he said almost shouting then realised and lowered his voice. Ragini saw him smiling. "oh my god ragini this is not fair, u complaint about me, sir nothing can kill swara bose"swara giggled "swara" shouted sanskar and ragini together.
He felt like he died and his soul was departing when he heard such words from her, who was she to her, why her presence affected her, he had no answers but yes this girl who just came in his life two days before has something in her.
"okk I m sorry now lets go" she took ragini's hand and went inside and waved a good bye to sanskar.
Sanskar was upset, yes he was how can a girl with so pretty heart can have such a problem. He closed his eyes "swara" he said and with heavy heart left to management building.
PSYCHOLOGY CLASS
swara and ragini were late. "u both are late." teacher shouted. "sorry mam" said ragini. "I can't bear this in my class, out" teacher said swara now found it hard to control. "excuse me miss. For your kind information, we students have the relaxation for 15 minutes and according to that we are on time. So ragini come" she was about to go "u , don't u know how to behave, don't teach me rules got it and out" teacher said almost shouting loudly. Now ragini holded swara's hand and shared glance to remain quite. "miss it would be better enough if we have a chat with HOD" swara bluntly replied. Everyone in class got scared coz of this argument. "swara Bose, u r talking me I m your teacher" she said. "exactly miss so u should teach us, rather thn always throwing us out of class." swara now sat on seat.
Teacher left the class in anger. "swara now wat will happen" said shipra being tensed. "I'll handle" swara said holding her chest. "swara u OK na" asked ragini seeing swara who was looking pale. "ya ragini I m OK"swara tried to smile.
AFTER TWO CLASSES
"miss. Swara Bose , miss. Richa (the same teacher with whom she fought)" came a peon. "swara we ll also come" said yuvika and ragini and shipra nodded. "okk but wait outside okk" said swara and smiled.
Swara went to staff area, yes she was scared but she knew she wasn't wrong it was the rule that she mentioned. She entered the staff area, all the teachers were there , her eyes fall on sanskar who dint noticed her as he was busy in some books.
"come swara Bose" said the HOD of psychology. Sanskar left his books and saw her,
he saw something different now, she was nervous and looking pale. He can't take off his eyes from him.
"yes sir" she said looking to the HOD, while miss. Richa smirked. "don't u know how to talk to your teachers , she is your proffesor I think u r clear with that " said HOD , swara held her head low." I know sir, I m sorry miss.. swara saw miss. Richa who was now evily smiling but just then swara added " But just for trusting her that she will play fair, but no she is manipulative" swara folded her arms, everyone was taken back in the area seeing her level of confidence. Miss. Richa widened her eyes. "miss. Swara mind your statements." said HOD. "sir , can I please know wat she said to you, I mean I hv the right to keep my point" swara said and HOD nodded. "so sir as per the university rules any student who is late for 1 class will have relaxation of 15 minutes and we were in class within 10 minutes of time being. But miss said us to go off the class " swara completed and HOD glared miss. Richa. " she is leing sir, she was half and hour late as I told you" swara widened her eyes and so sanskar , he knew she was leing and swara is saying g the truth. "miss. Swara Bose , how dare you to blame our professor, u even know who she is, she is professor and you are nothing in front of her." said HOD. "OMG! Sir let me make it very clear , not force me to let u know who I m that will be better, as I like to be what people think about me." she proudly said. "who the hell are you" shouted miss. Richa, she couldn't take her overconfidence now. Sanskar was getting frustrated at miss. Richa for behaving like this to swara. " Mr. Shekar Bose, Trustee for the AMPLE UNIVERSITY, representative of Calcutta union here, huh!! Much not to your surprise he is my dad " that was enough for everyone in the area to shut. Miss Richa silently took her seat. " I never liked to use my dad's name, but u forced me mam, I wasn't wrong and I know that, I can stand for the right, I have that courage" she was almost shouting , suddenly tears started flowing from her eyes. And she started breathing heavily. Yes this was her second attack for the day. "swara," shouted sanskar and holded her from back. She kept breathing heavily. "are you all mad , I m warning you if something happened to her na..." he then realised eat he was saying and brought swara out. Ragini took her to medical room and gave her the pump. Swara rested in the room. While ragini, sanskar, shipra, and yuvika waited out. "sir thanksss again" ragini said in almost shaking voice. "it's okk, I have a class now, take care of swara" and he left.
he couldn't see her in pain, her every tear breaks him, he blankly walked to the management building , just thinking about swara.
He fought for me, he helped me, he has something special that is pulling me toward him, he was in rest yet in his thoughts.
Laksh was passing by the medical room and saw ragini."ragini, wat happened all OK" he asked touching ragini's shoulder. "swara is not well, " she could only manage to say this . laksh felt a pang , why was he being effected if swara isn't well but ya he was. " but wat happened " he asked. Ragini told him everything. But sigh she missed the mention of sanskar. Laksh protectively hugged her. She felt safe in his arms.
After few minutes swara came out. " wat why u all are here, ohooo people I m fine" swara said with full fun. All smiled seeing her lovely attitude. Suddenly ragini got a call , it was her father , her grandmaa was sick and wants to see her.
All retired to their places in evening.
HOSTEL ROOM
"ragini u are going alone that's final" swara said finalising that ragini will be going to her place for a week on a leave to look after her grandmaa. "but swara u aren't well"
Ragini said making puppy face. "ohooo who said, I m fut and I promise I won't repeat my nonsense kk" they hugged and ragini decided to go. She left by 10 in night.
Swara was all alone now. She slept.
SANSKAR'S FLAT
Sanskar was roaming in his living area. "ragini was right she is very careless" he talked to himself. "asthama is serious doesn't she know but still" he slammed his hand. And again slept on the couch.
Next day morning he was in washroom, he saw his face, that beard "beard" he remembered swara's dailouge and smiled and shaved. "not bad u look young" he smiled.
CAMPUS
Swara was in garden with laksh n group and her friends , swara started dancing without music. Sanskar stopped his car and kept staring her.
Hua hai aaj pehli baar
Jo aise muskuraya hoon
Tumhe dekha toh jaana ye
Ke kyun duniya mein aaya hoon (x2)
Sanskar kept staring her. Yea she was the most beautiful girl he had ever seen. He was forgetting his pain , his agonies , he wanted to live now.
Ye jaan lekar ke jaa meri
Tumhe jeene main aaya hoon
Main tumse ishq karne ki
Ijaazat Rab se laaya hoon
He came out of car and stood folding arms and kept admiring her, she swirled again and again making him to skip the beats of his heart.
Zameen se aasmaan tak hum
Dhoondh aaye jahaan saara
Banaa paaya nahi ab tak
Khuda tumse koi pyaara (x2)
He remembered how they met and their first chat, she was now monopolising his thoughts.
Baaton mein teri hain badmashiyan
Sab bewajah ki hain taarifiyaan
Swara saw him staring her, age became conscious and blushed standing there.
Main likh doon aasmaan par ye
Ke padh lega jahaan saara
Huaa na hoga ab koi
Yahan hum do sa dobara
They kept staring each other . Sanskar's heart was shouting "u love her , u love her , yes u do"
Main duniya bhar ki taarifein
Tere sajde mein laaya hoon
Main tumse ishq karne ki
Ijaazat Rab se laaya hoon
(Rab se laaya hoon.. Rab se laaya hoon..)
He imagined dancing with swara , he holding her waist , kissing her palm and proposing her.
Tu hai jo rubaru mere
Bada mehfooz rehta hoon
Tere milne ka shukrana
Khuda se roz karta hoon (x2)
She approved and hugged him. His dreams were distracted and he blushed. By then she settled next to laksh and it was others chance now.
Humko pata hai yeh nadaniyaan hain
Aawara dil ki hai aawariyan
Swara slightly saw him hiding behind laksh, and blushed, yes she was feeling something.
Yeh dil pagal bana baitha
Isey ab tu hi samjha de
Dikhe tujhme meri duniya
Meri duniya tu banja re
Sanskar dint missed that, and flashed his smile to her and she moved her face away.
Hoon khushkismat jo kismat se
Tumhe aise main paaya hoon
Main tumse ishq karne ki
Ijaazat Rab se laaya hoon
Sanskar was seeing her when laksh holded her hand and they both danced laksh swirled her. Yes sanskar felt pang and something struck him.
Swara smiled widely and giggled seeing laksh. He freed her and she started beating him and laksh wrapped his arms around her waist, she giggled and chatted with him. This site killed sanskar, he can't see her with anyone else. He left from there.
"enough of this laksh " swara slammed his head and straightforward saw in sanskar's direction but sigh he wasn't there. Her smile faded. Sanskar went straight away to backyard and slammed his hand on the tree. " why this is happening to me kavita, why , years ago u told me to move on na then why only swara had to be the reason for my smile, kavita I still respect u the most, but I have to accept I love swara, yes I love her, but she isn't meant for my agonistic world. She is very young can get any young man of her choice, why me." he smiled at his fate, this was happening with him. "don't tell me its my punishment that I betrayed you, I don't kavita, u will always have a place near my heart but wat can I do, swara entered my heart without my approval." he cried his heart ,
yes he was hurt very hurt she can never be his life, never
Swara and laksh were sitting in canteen, actually this was planned by swara she wants to know about sanskar. They were having coffee. "lucky, can I ask u something" she said sipping coffee, to which laksh nodded in approval. "u know sanskar sir, right, can u tell me something about him." swara completed and laksh was taken aback , flashes of kavita's death took his eyes. "ya,, but why u asking " he tried to keep it more casual. " are you both brothers, I mean u called him Bhaiya that day, and he called your dad as papa." swara said , laksh was amazed at her memory, but how he can share this with her. "speak laksh plzzz, I promise I'll keep it a secret" swara pleaded laksh can't resist those cute orbs now and decided to tell her. "okk swara now listen very carefully, Durgaprasad raichand is my father's elder brother and my uncle. Sanskar Bhaiya is neither my brother nor my cousin, he..." swara holded her breathe with a smile yes she was going to know about him finally. "he is my brother in law, my cousin sister kavita's husband, therefore he calls my uncle as papa. " these words were enough for swara's smile to fade. He was married , she can't take this truth. " and..."laksh was about to continue but she excused him and left.
Her world was broken in a second, may be he took his actions in a wrong sense. He wasn't meant for him, according to her he was someone else's love, and his love was someone else. She broke down, yes she loved him, no matter he was professor but she do loved him.
"I m mad, ragini is right I never think before I act" she cried alot, she can't bear the pain. "I took his smiles in wrong sense how stupid I m" she slammed her head. "I hv to forget him." she wiped her tears.
She collected her scattered courage and made her way to class. On the way she saw sanskar coming , today he looked the same angry sanskar.
He was infront of me, but today he was more stranger than day 1, She realised he ignored her, he always did that. Wats new in that. Her eyes were cursing to to let them shed tears. But she can't. He'd heart was shouting , go hug him, but she holded her emotions.
She was in front of me, I m so poor today that I can't even ask her health, I m very helpless today, moreover wow! She ignored me, may be she was more comfortable with him.
she is not meant for me, my dark world is my life, I can't spoil her life just for sake of my love, yes love finally he realised and the feeling as love
But how will he accomplish it or just dump it cz they are different
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NIYATI
Edited by Niyatiswaragini - 9 years ago
