KDR: I cannot live without you!

OMYGOSH THAT REUNION!!! ❤️❤️❤️

Sanskaar finally realised how WRONG his decision & what a stupid step he was about to take only to do the righteous thing! He said exactly what we have been constantly on about, that how stupid it is to sacrifice your own & your beloved's happiness & love in order to make someone else happy. Yes yes yes, it was selflessness but it was foolish Sanskaar. You yourself had said once that nobody can take Swara's place in your life & heart EVER & knowing & seeing how passionately & intensely you love, I didn't have an iota of doubt in my mind that you would never be able to stop loving Swara & fall in love with Kavita again. I know some would disagree & say that Kavita was his first love & he could again love her but I am gonna repeat this- He just COULDN'T cos it's not about whether he used to love Kavita before or she was a stranger for him. Thing is, Sanskaar loves with a kind of passion & intensity that he just cannot & would not ever be able to give Swara's place to anybody else in his life even if Swara didn't yet love him back. He would've married Kavita, given her all marital rights & happiness but not the love, she used to get & she deserves. Sanskaar himself admitted this truth to himself & Swara today. I loved it that he didn't try to stop Kavita today or give her any fake reassurances. He was honest with her for the first time today, acknowledging the truth & letting her move on & find a life for herself where she could be happy without any lies & farces. The way he made Swara understand that there is nobody else for him now, that he cannot love anybody else the way he loves her, that he was tired of this farces & doing things when his heart wasn't into it, that the happiness he gets being with her, he wouldn't get it with anybody else <3 He apologised for his mistakes today, for hurting her in order to protect himself, for making promises to her that he'll always be the reason for her smiles & then breaking it making her cry big tears. Awww this was such a cute moment, sometimes a sorry seems so much more meaningful than even an I love you ❤️ I am really glad that Sanskaar kept his ego aside & apologised for his wrong behavior towards her the past couple of days. No I am not going to be self-righteous & demand any kind of punishment for him cos my babies have already suffered a LOT & I don't want them to suffer anymore by making unwanted wishes which if came true, will only bring pain for them & for us. Enough experience over this 😆 He said SORRY today, dil se, that is more than enough for me to forgive someone especially after the ordeal he's already gone through so I am just going to be celebrating the return of my good ole fella, Sanskaar Maheshwari who's going to be back in a more improved manner looking at the way he's wooing his ladylove That look of pure bliss on his face when Swara yells her lungs out, professing her love for him again & saying how she absolutely cannot live without him ANYMORE❤️ That look of pure glee on his face, as if he's a five year old kid has just been handed his favorite candy AHHH! This was THE look I was so craving to see on Sanskaar's face when Swara tells him how madly she is in love with him & cannot imagine her life anymore without him <3 The first time she said it, he was too protective of his own heart to accept it fully, the second time when she publicly said this, he was too adamant & stubborn to accept it, when he was finally ready to believe in it, destiny played a cruel game that didn't allow him to accept it & today, finally they both confessed it out aloud, SHE confessed it out aloud & HE just couldn't believe that he finally got lucky in love ❤️ Such a blissful moment when both of them embrace each other so tightly, not willing to let go while tere liye plays in the BG ❤️ I thought they'll play Mast Magan & I absolutely love that song so I was prepared for it but when they played tere liye, I was dumbstruck cos that song is in my list of all time favorites & it being played on SwaSan just made it so much more special I cannot thank CV's enough for such a beautiful confession & reunion <3 Although where was the rose part of the sequence? I guess it was just there for the promo showing Sanskaar's proposal & then the proposal being shown in such a grand way I am so happy my babies are back together, eeekkksss! That pure look of happiness on his face when he announces his decision to the family & then goes to Swara's house to ask for her hand in marriage from her elders, promising to keep her happy forever, declaring that, Swara meri ZINDAGI hain (I would've literally cried then & there if somebody said that for me!) & then promises Shekhar that he won't let her cry ever again AHHH! 😳 Sanskaaarrr finally ❤️

Swara, awww the way she started crying when Sanskaar was explaining what she means to him & how much he loves her ❤️ Awww at that cute crying, as if not believing that fate is being kind to her & giving her, her soulmate back, it was so damn cute 😳 Sanskaar was legit teasing her by asking why is she crying now & all she could reply, in the most adorable manner was, that she loves him so much too & cannot live without him anymore ❤️ OMG my feels here, I cannot express! I legit was grinning like a stupid fool cos Swara has never said that before EVER for anybody. It totally reminded me of Sanskaar's confession when he had said that he cannot even think of a life anymore without her, tumhare bina main apni zindagi jeene ke baare me soch bhi nahi sakta ❤️ Today Swara is at that stage too where even she confesses that she cannot live without him anymore. How madly, deeply & irrevocably these two love each other, it's overwhelming ❤️ Remember how Sanskaar had said, iss pyaar ki koi manzil hai bhi ya nahi, nahi pata, finally it happened! His love got it's reciprocation & the happy destination that it deserves, ahhh! Swara just couldn't contain her happiness at finally being reunited with her true love, the one she cannot live without. She couldn't stop yelling at the top of her lungs about how much she loves him & cannot live without him while rushing to hug him ❤️ The spring in her footsteps when she reached home & her uncontainable joy at finally telling everyone about their decision to be reunited again & getting into matrimony with her love I loved that whole sequence where she comes into the living room & spots Sanskaar along with the whole clan, coming there to ask for her hand in marriage. That blush that automatically crept up on seeing him & that gleam in her eyes when her daddy dearest teased her & when Sanskaar declared that she's his LIFE, looking directly into her eyes, as if she couldn't believe her luck to finally have him with her forever now <3 Oh & I loved that sincere thank you to Sanskaar from her side, for coming into her life, for making her believe in love again & for loving her SOOO much likr nobody else ever can ❤️ She has seen how intensely Sanskaar loved her even when she didn't reciprocate his feelings & the girl knows to what extent he'll love her now that she loves him back with equal fervour ❤️ The dialogue that followed was a gem, dosti aur PYAAR mein, no sorry & no thank you ❤️ Awww these two have redefined the already epic phrase, even Sallu Bhai would be jealous today 😆 Swara surely must have done an awww at her Sanskaari Sanskaar for taking permission from the elders before taking her out 😳😆

The star of today for me was hands down, Kavita. Seriously the respect for her grew in me after her incredible sacrifice yesterday. She's truly a gem, a person who understands what love truly is, thar is the joy of being happy in the happiness of someone you love, to bear the pain if it makes the one you love happy. I have to say, the two girls Sanskaar has loved till now, are both absolute gems in their own way, so similar yet so different ❤️ I have to say this, Lucky Sanskaar 😳😆 She hid her pain, decided to move on in life & find love again, maybe someone even better than Sanskaar at which both SwaSan chuckled & prayed that her words come true. She left in pain but promised Sanskaar that she'll try her best to move on while making him promise that he'll always be with Swara & keep her happy & in return asked for his friendship & help if she needs it, best KavSan scene ever seriously! What a sweet goodbye <3 I felt sorry for Kavita today & my heart wished her the best in her life, hoping she finds love again & this time it lasts forever. Seriously if Laksh hasn't consummated his marriage, I wish he never falls for Ragini then after throwing her out & Laksh and Kavita fall in love, nothing would be better for the two seriously <3 I had said once that if Kavita is positive & genuinely a nice person, I would publicly apologise for namecalling her & so I am going to fulfill my promise & say a heartfelt sorry for all the times I badmouthed Kavita over my assumptions & say that she is truly an amazing person & I wish her the best in life, may she find love & life again. More power to you Kavita 😃 Please let her character end at this sweet note & please don't bring her back to spoil this respectful image stored of her in our minds. If only Nikita was a stronger actress, I would've seriously even LOVED Kavita. But I do like her a lot for the person she is 😳 I was honestly scared when Ragini arrived to taunt her & instigate her but what an answer she gave her! Man kudos to her for showing Ragini the mirror, telling her what love actually is all about & then even letting her know that the hatred she carries for Swara in her heart will take her nowhere. I was actually clapping for Kavita here & saying, Ragini, you pathetic excuse of a woman, just learn from SwaSanKav what love is truly about. Arre ye sab toh bohot upar hain, if you even look at your husband & the way he's moved on despite his severe heartache, even that would do you good. Thanks a ton Kavita for not paying heed to Ragini's words & instead showing her the mirror to let her see what an ugly image she has created of herself.

Ragini Maheshwari. That pathetic, moronic, idiotic, shameless, insensitive, monstrous, disaster of a woman Ragini. Iska dil hai ya patthar? Koi itna ghatiya kaise ho sakta hain? Koi apni hi behen ki khushiyon se itna kaise jal sakta hain? Vo bhi aisi behen jisne hamesha isko apne aage rakkha, hamesha sabse zyada pyaar isko kiya. Aakhir iski problem kya hain? Isko life me chahiye kya?! Ye chahti kya hain, iska maqsad kya hain? Kya ye sirf Swara ko neecha dikhane ke liye paida hui hain? Kya isko uski khushiyaan kabhi hazam nahi hongi? Behen ke naam pe kalank hain ye aurat. Neech giri hui nihayati batameez, paagal aur nalayak aurat hain yeh🤢 I am honestly so so so disgusted with Ragini today, I seriously don't have words to describe how pathetic this character is! Such a shame in the name of woman & sisterhood. I was honestly feeling sorry for her after Laksh consummated with her & is going to throw her out but after today's episode, nope, not anymore. If that makes me a very horrible female,:so be it. This bloody psychopath does not deserve anybody. She's meant to be in a jail or a mental asylum, that's seriously the place where she truly belongs. All her supporters, I wanna ask you all, what makes you feel sorry for this pathetic excuse of a woman? What makes you think she deserves a new lease of life away from the Maheshwari's who are super loving & forgiving to her? What makes you think Laksh doesn't deserve her? If anything she is the one who doesn't deserve Laksh or any man for that matter. Seriously what sin has Laksh even done that he should endure THIS all his life? I seriously wish Laksh hasn't consummated his marriage with this woman & he should never fall in love with her, move on in life, find love again & marry & get settled with a sane woman who actually deserves him. I feel so much pity for Laksh today that he has to endure this bloody pathetic psychopath all his life! She wanted her HAQ right? She got it right? She believes Laksh loves her now right? Then WHAT THE HELL IS HER FREAKING PROBLEM WITH SWARA & SWASAN?! BLOODY FIRST LOVE MY EFFING FOOT! YOU DUMB PSYCHOPATH HAVE NO IDEA WHAT EFFING LOVE IS SO KEEP YOUR DUMB MOUTH SHUT & JUST GET YOURSELF A BLOODY SHRINK THAT YOU SO DESPERATELY NEED YOU MONSTER! I could totally understand her insecurities when Swara wasn't in love with Sanskaar & Laksh was obsessed with her. That was not Swara's fault & I still understood her. We have given her benefit of doubt, chance of redemption time & again but this woman has just digressed to new levels of disgust every single time. I cannot accept her redemption anymore, nope not anymore. I give up. I will always hate her & nothing is now going to change my feeling for her even if she's the one who reunites SwaSan if they have to separate. Ragini can go on to become the most saintly character ever & still the thing that she's done today is ingrained as her basic character now & no amount of bloody redemption can change it. I seriously do not understand her anymore, she's beyond my comprehension. I seriously thought she only wants & craves for Laksh but the truth is, the girl just cannot see Swara happy, that's her main issue & I hate her terribly for this. That poor soul has always wished only the best for her & this one?! Swara now is madly in love with Sanskaar, having no relation with Laksh whatsoever. It's like she doesn't even acknowledge Laksh anymore, it's only Sanskaar in her eyes, heart & soul. The love for him literally reflects in her every being & this girl, instead of feeling guilty for separating SwaSan or atleast happy that they are reuniting again, oh leave all this, she's annoyed that Swara is going to get her love & be happy again, something which this horrible lady just cannot digest. Such a loser man seriously! Ragini, you don't understand love, you don't deserve a man who loves you, you actually do not deserve love after everything you have done till date. You need to rot in hell or atleast get yourself admitted to a mental institution or confess your crimes & go to jail. These are the only two places that you deserve, if you get forgiveness after all this, it would be a real shame & I seriously cannot wait for karma to bite you back & rub my hands in glee at the scene. Even Satan would shiver looking at what you've become.

I feel so bad for Laksh. He truly seems to have moved on & I wish he gets rid of this Naagin of a wife & instead finds love again. This time for forever, maybe in the form of Kavita? Anybody but Ragini. I am team Lakshya in this battle of RagYa & SwaRagini now. I hope Sanskaar is too, time to support your brother & get him rid of this monster. That will be Ragini's real punishment, to never have anybody to love her. Uttara is so sweet awww 😳 I understand & empathise with Sujata today, she should seriously try to make MM a living hell for Ragini. Shomi & Shekhar were so cute 😆 Maasi is the new irritating villain, who actually seems to be the real mother of monster Ragini rather than the pure soul Janki. Daadi again proved she's really her laado's daadi & can never love anybody apart from her precious laado. What a pathetic hypocritical woman, koi itna pathetic kaise ho sakta hain? She will always hate Shomi & Swara despite their inherent goodness. Ragini kindly take your daadi along to wherever you go, be it hell, jail or the mental asylum & give poor daadaji some respite.

That precap is fsdfdffgklj OMG SO MANY FEELS! How the hell did Sanskaar manage all of that in such less time? :O Those dialogues in the precap *dead* those promises to spent the rest of their lives together forever *dead again* that gerua song playing & them swaying happily to it, so much in love & bliss ❤️ Am I even alive anymore? Are you guys? Yeah cya'll in heaven in monday's KDR. We all are so DEAD All my mom could say looking at it was, WOW! kharcha bohot kiya hain 🤣 Ye Sanskaar to TV ka SRK nikla 😆 Seriously SwaSan in red & white, in a freaking helicopter, having the best date ever! ❤️ Colors is miking their SwaSan USP to the hilt & spending so much on them & Sanskaar has truly outdone every romantic male lead ever! I am such a proud fangirl today <3 More on this on monday 😳

Loved the Shagun seg too...Esp the way Sanksar started with apologising and then promising the parents of the bride to keep their daughter happy..to reassure them that she is his 'Zindagi" while looking straight into her eyes...How on earth can a parent say NO to something like this!!😆

Amaizing kdr!u said it all.
Mandir mutual cnfessn in4nt of God was jst awsm!
Swasan's expressns,dilgs,feels evrythng jst mindblowing.
I love sorry & thank u scn.his sorry 4 hurt her,her thank u 4 cming in2 her life-all those emotns r so lovely.
&finaly thr emotnal hug!
Love it totaly.& tht BG my fav also.jst awsm.
I dnt lk sr editors,thy cut d propose scn,may b bcz we get grand date.
Swasan's happyness shwd on thr faces.thr eyes,thr glow says it all.hw much happy thy r 2 b 2gethr again.
In tht shagun scn evrythng jst perfect.aww!both were blushing.
2day i like kavita alot.she hs d gut 2 fc d truth & move on.i really lk it hw she gv bk 2 ragini & again told her d real meaning of love.i realy wish she stays lk ths-a swt positive memory of swasan & us also.(bt thrz no cnfirmatn of her leaving+articls,segs+nikita's twts evrythng seems lk she'll cm bk as vamp again.hp its wrng.bt if yes thn aftr swasan marraige pl).
Dnt wnt 2 say anythng abt dadi & masi.uff!bt ragini-well she z very much selfish & jealous of swara.nw she get her haq na bt still,simply she cnt see swara happy.wo swara jo ragini k lia itna kuch kia par badle me she only bkstabd swara.she never realize hw much swara hurtd whnevr ragini hurt her.nw i also wnt laksh play ths game.she shud realize d real meaning of dhoka nw.she shud taste her own meds.
yes yes,RS ne bohot kharcha kia,i never th8 she'll do smthng lk ths.hope ab shadi vi ho jaye valehi wo masi dadi k crapy twist k sath q na ho.jab tak swasan sath ha hum vi thik ha.&sanskar to ha hi,agar masi ne uske samne swara ko kuch vi kaha thn she dnt knw wht will hapn with her.
Eagerly waiting 4 monday nw.

Remember how Sanskaar had said, iss pyaar ki koi manzil hai bhi ya nahi, nahi pata, finally it happened! His love got it's reciprocation & the happy destination that it deserves, ahhh!

Kavya...superb kdr like always
oh i was anjoying the swasan scenes . .Omg what a romantic scene..
N i realy hate ragini from the bottom of my heart...
Uff ye dadi and the mausi...
Leave them am in swasan dreamland...wow

Awesome KDR Kavya, this episode was so good. I loved everything about it. i dont have your patience to talk about Ragini😡, so i just keep to the postives.