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She was gone. It went exactly per the plan . But he wasn't happy , he was happy , he couldn't figure out . His emotions were in contradictions.
He'd seen her eyes , there was so much pain , and he should've been pleased with it , he was , there was no denying that but it hurt him now .
'Lakshya , Accha Kiya Tune' (She deserved it , Lakshya) Sujata said mightily pleased seeing Raagini gone.
He smiled , faintly . Come on Lakshya what's wrong with you he thought to himself .
He went to his room . He sat on the bed , saw the documents she had signed because of him . The first sentence started with her name 'Raagini Lakshya Maheshwari' God! How much he hated her . His name with hers. He threw the paper in disgust . Only to be reminded of that night . The night where he had explicitly exploited her emotions .
His touch , had gotten her to cry . She probably did love him , he thought , did she?
No . Lakshya , why are you thinking about her , she's a wretched female and deserves what you did to her.
He got up to wash his face and clear his thoughts .
'Laksh , Tum Aise Kaise Karte Ho?' (How can you do this?) Swara entered fuming.
'Yeh Tum Mujhse Pooch Rahi Ho . Usne Mere Saath , Mera Chodo Meri Family Ke Saath Kya Kiya Tumhe Pata Hai Naa?' (Are you serious ? Are you asking ME that question ? Haven't you seen what she's done to me and my family )
'Lekin Ab Woh Sudhar Rahi Thi . Usse Sirf Tumse Matlab Tha . Woh Jaisi Bhi Thi , Tumse Bohot Pyaar Karti Thi . Tumne Galat Kiya Lakshya' (But she was changing , changing for the better . All she ever wanted was you . She was wrong , she did the unforgivable but she did love you earnestly )
'Swara Tum Yahaan Se Jao . Mujhe Akele Rehne Do' (Leave me alone )
'Theek Hai . Lekin Main Tumhein Iske Liye Kabhi Maaf Nahi Karungi' ( I'll never forgive you for this )
He stood there , her love was flawed , it was black . It was evil . How could he love her when she brought out the worst in him . Or maybe..
Lakshya get a hold of yourself . She's gone and you're relieved , that's all you need to know , he repeated in his head .
He washed his face and felt better . His hand still had that cut . It was aching , so he looked for the environment .
'Laksh' Swara entered .
'Raagini woh mera ointment kahan hai' (Raagini , where's the ointment) realizing what he'd just said he stood still . What was happening to him .
'Kahin Natak Karte Karte , Tumhein Kuch Toh Nahi Ho Gaya' ( Is all that pretense getting to you? ) she taunted him and left .
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Tell me how you feel about this :)
-Nidhi .
He'd seen her eyes , there was so much pain , and he should've been pleased with it , he was , there was no denying that but it hurt him now .
'Lakshya , Accha Kiya Tune' (She deserved it , Lakshya) Sujata said mightily pleased seeing Raagini gone.
He smiled , faintly . Come on Lakshya what's wrong with you he thought to himself .
He went to his room . He sat on the bed , saw the documents she had signed because of him . The first sentence started with her name 'Raagini Lakshya Maheshwari' God! How much he hated her . His name with hers. He threw the paper in disgust . Only to be reminded of that night . The night where he had explicitly exploited her emotions .
His touch , had gotten her to cry . She probably did love him , he thought , did she?
No . Lakshya , why are you thinking about her , she's a wretched female and deserves what you did to her.
He got up to wash his face and clear his thoughts .
'Laksh , Tum Aise Kaise Karte Ho?' (How can you do this?) Swara entered fuming.
'Yeh Tum Mujhse Pooch Rahi Ho . Usne Mere Saath , Mera Chodo Meri Family Ke Saath Kya Kiya Tumhe Pata Hai Naa?' (Are you serious ? Are you asking ME that question ? Haven't you seen what she's done to me and my family )
'Lekin Ab Woh Sudhar Rahi Thi . Usse Sirf Tumse Matlab Tha . Woh Jaisi Bhi Thi , Tumse Bohot Pyaar Karti Thi . Tumne Galat Kiya Lakshya' (But she was changing , changing for the better . All she ever wanted was you . She was wrong , she did the unforgivable but she did love you earnestly )
'Swara Tum Yahaan Se Jao . Mujhe Akele Rehne Do' (Leave me alone )
'Theek Hai . Lekin Main Tumhein Iske Liye Kabhi Maaf Nahi Karungi' ( I'll never forgive you for this )
He stood there , her love was flawed , it was black . It was evil . How could he love her when she brought out the worst in him . Or maybe..
Lakshya get a hold of yourself . She's gone and you're relieved , that's all you need to know , he repeated in his head .
He washed his face and felt better . His hand still had that cut . It was aching , so he looked for the environment .
'Laksh' Swara entered .
'Raagini woh mera ointment kahan hai' (Raagini , where's the ointment) realizing what he'd just said he stood still . What was happening to him .
'Kahin Natak Karte Karte , Tumhein Kuch Toh Nahi Ho Gaya' ( Is all that pretense getting to you? ) she taunted him and left .
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Tell me how you feel about this :)
-Nidhi .
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