And Swara heard, and turned around...This was truly a "Saudade" moment for me...so much melancholy, a palpable pain...and yet longing, romance, intense love, care, the works. Man, at this rate, bittersweet is going to overtake all other flavors on my palate!! I was snacking on dark chocolate after I finished watching...😊
But what struck me specifically, were the words Sanskaar felt/ thought. He said, with utter, heartbreaking sincerity "I'll miss you". Not "Don't Leave." Or "Love me back" Or "You HAVE to stay..."
His love is so deep, so selfless, so unconditional...😭 Even in his own mind, he will not desire Swara to stay with him, unless she wishes to.
There's a lovely verse in the Bible, 1 Corinthians 13, which reminded me of Sanskaar's deep, immense, potent love:
"""Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres""
Sigh...Swara, jaldi se samajh le...Go and grab your soulmate my dear...don't dither about with your manipulative sis and your clearly delusional devar cum jeeju. Let the latter play with his apples all day long, its time he learned to cut them without cutting his wrist anyway...He is over 21, right?? 😆 😆