Well...well...Jamy...๐
Ok...before commenting on the OS...I'd say three things.Firstly...you should have added another disclaimer...'Drauholics...STAY AWAY for your own mental peace'...๐คฃSecondly...if I had written this OS...instead of naming this 'Blasphemous'...I would have named it...'Defiling Draupadi in a new way'...๐Thirdly...I have a habit of analyzing how people around see my favourite character...Though my assumptions are always right, I was always confused about your perception of Draupadi. But in the past few days, I was getting a feeling on how you actually see Draupadi(despite the YuDi OS)...n this OS confirmed my beliefs...๐Now coming to the OS...firstly...well-written.๐You are one of the best writers in this forum...n u have proved it again with your flawless writing style...Though you excel in the poetic way of writing...personally I like this prose-like style more.The words...the style...everything is awesome.๐๐ผI agree with your friends here...I am glad that you being a guy understand female emotions n write on them so well...Being inclined to feminism I am glad that u like n feel so much (which most guys dont do) for all the female characters of the epic...except Draupadi ofcourse.Bhanumathi is harsh...yet strong n determined. I like that.And in a way...I am grateful to you that u wrote this OS. It opened my eyes n mind about various things. And the questions that you raised against Draupadi made me think...In other words...I have got a new dimension to my ideals...thanks to this OS.So I thank you for that.๐I am pretty sure that this OS will gain a lot of appreciation n support from the fellow forum members...given the content.However one question...I did not understand y Bhanumathi smiled in the end. Maybe a few more sarcastic sentences would have made the ending even better...but nonetheless...great writing.๐Keep writing...You are indeed a great writer...๐Edit- There is one paragraph about which I am very confused...๐ญBut I will ask you in details in PM...maybe...
Amrita, thanks a lot for the appreciation.๐ I can imagine how reading this OS must have been.๐ And I know you mean each word you wrote and you did not write only to praise me. Thanks a lot.๐
It is certainly wrong that I don't like Draupadi. I LIKE Draupadi, but in my own ways. But I don't write often about her because she has many good advocates. I am needed more for the "nobodys" of epic. And why should I write supporting Drau when I write from Bhaanu's POV? A story always needs a little dramatisation. Only that I did here. Besides, Bhaanu would not have known Draupadi personally. I see no chances of that. Everything she knew about Draupadi was only through others. What else can we expect from Duryodhana's widow who supposedly lived a life suppressing her emotions and feelings? I am surprised that you cannot think such simple facts. This is all about how Bhaanu felt and still all that matter is only Drau.๐ I did not even include Dury's mention of Drau's laughter in maya sabha where Bhaanu was not present, only because Bhaanu would not have thought Drau actually did it but her husband lied, acc to me. I only included things what Bhaanu would have felt as true. I am sorry but I don't think any reasonable woman can ever respect Draupadi for the reasons Bhaanu told. They all may agree with that she suffered more than anyone.
It is right that I don't feel anything for Draupadi. Not only her, I feel nothing for any character of the epic including Karna or Kunti. I am pretty much like my Bhaanumathi - careless of suffering.๐ And I have no intention to disclose why!๐ Once you have told me that many women don't understand Draupadi. But do you clearly understand Gandhaari? If yes, you would not have called her coward. Your feminist seems to close her eyes to other women in the epic if they are anywhere superior to Draupadi.๐
Bhaanu smiled in the end because she was no Drauholic.๐ People condemn K-D but they cannot conceive that Karna was utterly silent in DS. Karna's despicable behaviour in DS and K-D comes in the same package. No one can pick only what he likes. Either both or none!๐๐ผ
Which paragraph confused you? That "I don't know" scream of Bhaanu? I have been convinced that Draupadi was not in periods during DS. Not because IB wrote, but just an old memory coming to surface. About dragging, I am still not sure. May be, may not be. But there certainly was no dragging by hair.
Now, the three things. ๐
AFAIK, it is actually not allowed in IF to post things like "some fan group stay away, don't read" etc etc. Besides, if such a tag is added, people will surely read it. No one will avoid. It is simple psychology that trespassing is a tempting fascination for many.๐
Blasphemous means "grossly irreverent toward what is held to be sacred" and it denotes Bhaanu's behaviour here. I don't like long titles these days. One word will do for me.๐ I don't think this is defiling Draupadi in a new way just because it raises answeless questions. You appreciated me when I said Karna was not born with K-K, you will agree with me if I say he failed everywhere. Why can't you do the same if I question Draupadi? When criticism comes to her, it is "defiling"! That is contradictory. It is ridiculous that everyone wants all characters to circumambulate the feet of their favourites or the so called heroes and heroines, asking forgiveness for their never-done mistakes.
My perception of Draupadi is very clear from DK threads onward. You might have missed. I still stick to the flawless comment. And I will never say things Draupadi never did. Let me make it clear what I don't like in Draupadi, in case people still have not got it - she never sought justice from her husbands (so she lost the right for asking justice from others), she always spoke about her royal status everywhere (which psychologically means she had a great inferiority feeling deep inside and an obsession with its cause), and she chose to live with the same men who did the biggest injustice to her (that is compromising upon her originality and individuality). There is nothing admirable in these. And I will never get what makes many people think that Draupadi can never be questioned and their perception about her is flawless and complete!
Once again, thanks a lot for the appreciations.โญ๏ธ