YuvAni ff - Laagi tumse mann ki lagan (Part-11 updated on 21/03/2017)

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Posted: 8 years ago

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Thanks maria and push.. It means a lot to me..

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Napsha J

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Posted: 8 years ago

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Part-4:

YUVRAJ'S PoV:

I asked Rohan- it seems u know suhani very well..
He replied- yes.. Since a year.. By the way, I called her Mother India.. How do u know her name?
I said- I heard somebody calling her by name while coming here..
We had a handshake and I left..

I was in no mood to discuss about the project that time.. Since morning, my day got bad to worse.. God knew what else was left to be seen.. I wanted to be home.. I took a taxi and was on the way.. Sambhav and Rohan were all over my mind.. I really wanted the ground to swallow either the two pests up or me!!

I was home, all alone.. I went to our neighbour's place to bring back yuvaan.. I could take care of my son.. And I locked the door from inside, as I didn't want any stranger to enter the home, searching for my wife to meet her..
I made yuvaan sleep in his cradle in suhani's room.. It was 11.30 a.m.. The first half of the day had been too bad for me.. I wished the second half to be good at least..

I made coffee for both of us, and then realized she wasn't there.. I took my mug and left the other one on the table.. I turned on the TV, and the "scene of the day" appeared on the screen.. I grinned and changed the channel.. My neighbour's visit with bouquet for my wife early morning appeared on the screen.. I felt pissed off anyd turned it off.. I had nothing at all to do..
I went to suhani's room, and looked around for something interesting.. I checked the drawers and found two photo albums in one of them.. One of them was titled "Golden moments" while the other one was "You & Me"..
I thought to see the latter one first coz I probably knew what was there.. She had captured the moments we had spent together in that album, the first pic being our wedding pic.. I went through the pics recalling the moments and smiling.. I felt like I was re-living them.. On the back cover of the album, she had written, "I love you Mr. Halki Daadhi Bikhre Baal".. I ran my fingers through the writing and said "I lo..." I stopped and closed that album..

I thought for a few secs and opened the other album.. There were pics of suhani and yuvaan, some solo and some together.. In some pics, sambhav/ his family/ rohan were also there with them.. I realised about my loss!!

I was desperate to get them back in my life.. I kept thinking what to do.. The trance of my thoughts broke as I heard yuvaan crying.. His crying grew louder.. I took him into my arms and tried to calm him down.. I got milk for him and feeded him.. I giggled with him for sometime..

I looked at my watch.. It was getting 4 pm and I hadn't had my lunch.. I thought to call suhani and ask her when will she come back.. I called her and asked when would she be home..
Su- I'll be leaving in sometime..
Just then, I heard rohan telling her- MI, shall we leave?
Su- for what?? Oh I forgot about it..
Ro- did u have ur lunch?
Su- not yet..
Ro- even I didn't have it, so we can have dinner too.. What say?
Su- ok sir..
Su (to me)- yuvraj, I'll be late.. Talk to u later..
Me- but suhani where...

I stopped as I realized she had disconnected the call.. I frowned and threw my phone on the bed out of anger.. I knew it wasn't intentional, but I felt like she avoided me.. I recalled the times when I had avoided her intentionally, and realised how she must have felt.. Tears started flowing from my eyes.. I clenched my fists.. I was sweating.. I fell on my knees, folded my hands tightly and cried as loud as I could!!

SUHANI'S PoV:

I went to an exhibition of sarees with rohan sir about which he had told me in the morning.. He wanted to gift a saree to mam for the annual function.. But we had taken two as they were too lovely to let go.. Mam was too lucky to have a loving hubby like rohan sir.. We even had dinner before going back home..

YUVRAJ'S PoV:

The doorbell rang.. I rushed to open it, only to find suhani with rohan.. They smiled seeing me.. I had to fake a smile.. There was a packet in suhani's hand..
I murmured- oh.. They went for shopping and then dinner..
They came inside and rohan wished to see yuvaan.. I grinned.. Suhani brought him and rohan took him in his arms.. He talked to him..
After sometime, he was about to leave as it was already getting 7.. But then, suhani handed over the packet to him..
Ro- if u want, u can also keep one saree else I'll get scolding at home..
Suhani refused, but he insisted and she agreed..
Ro- by the way suhani, u can even put on that red saree tomorrow which u wore when three of us had spent the entire night in the farmhouse!!

I was taken aback after hearing the "dialogue of the day".. I stared at him and then looked at suhani.. She smiled at him and nodded.. I left from there and went to my room.. Rohan's words echoed in my ears again and again..
I said to myself-Suhani and yuvaan with rohan?? Does suhani has physical...? No... Then what were they doing there?
My thoughts headed towards the direction where I didnt want them to lead..

SUHANI'S PoV:

I was talking to rohan sir when I heard the sound of the door being shut.. It seemed things were not fine.. He left and I walked towards yuvraj's room..
I could hear him throwing things out of anger.. I asked him to open the door.. And he just asked me to leave.. There was a mess.. And then, the doorbell rang.. I opened the door.. It was sambhav..
I asked him- u here?
He asked me if everything was fine..
I said yes..
He questioned on the noise that could be heard even outside.. Before I could say anything, yuvraj stormed out of the room frustrated, and moved me aside..
He grabbed Sam's collar and asked- what the hell is ur problem? Why do u keep hanging around suhani?
I looked on, and asked him to leave Sam.. But he didn't listen..
Sam tried to free himself and said- excuse me.. What do u mean?? I just heard the noise and so I thought...
Yuv interrupted- u thought its another nice chance to meet her, right? From next time, don't even ring the doorbell.. We don't need u.. Got it?
Sam- who are u to say that??
Yuv fumed and pushed Sam as hard as he could.. Sam's forehead got hit by the handle of the door of his flat.. He was bleeding.. I screamed out his name and walked to help him..
He got up.. I looked at yuvraj angrily.. I didn't feel he had any regrets for his actions..
I yelled out- what the hell is wrong with u? Why are u behaving like this?
Yuv- oh.. So now u will argue with me for this stranger..
I replied- sambhav is not a stranger, but I really don't know the yuvraj standing in front of me!!
He fumed and walked away..

I apologised to sambhav on behalf of yuvraj.. He nodded and left saying he was fine..
I went downstairs to talk to yuvraj..
I turned him around and asked- what's ur problem yuv? Why do u dislike sambhav so much?
He grabbed my arms, pressed me against the wall and said- not only ur sambhav, I've strong dislike for ur Rohan sir too..
I looked at him stunned..
He continued- u spent entire day with ur sir, had dinner with him, but did u even bother to ask me whether I even had my lunch? He gifted u a saree, and u accepted it with a smile.. Sambhav sent a bouquet for u.. What should I do??
I realised he hadn't had anything after breakfast.. He was behaving like "my husband yuvraj" with whom I had spent the best moments of my life.. Did he want my attention?? But why?

I shot at him meeting his gaze and pushing him away- yuvraj birla.. We don't have husband-wife relation now.. So why are u expecting things from me?
He moved two steps back.. There was absolute silence.. I realized a teardrop made its way from the corner of his eye, and mine too!!

He asked in a very low voice- then who am I to u now?
I replied- just a friend.. And also a guest who will be leaving soon..
He looked away and said- fine.. I'm saying as a friend.. Rohan and sambhav are not trustworthy.. They are liars..
I interrupted and asked- like papa and u??
He stared at me for two secs and then looked away..
I continued- u know what yuvraj.. Now I'm strong enough to tolerate any lies from anyone.. Coz when I got to know that both of u had made fun of my life, I never expected anything from anyone.. And remember one thing yuvraj..
I pointed my finger at him and said- Stay away from my personal matters.. U have no right to question my relation with sambhav and rohan sir..
Saying that, I went back to the flat..

YUVRAJ'S PoV:

For the first time, I had to think whether she still loved me or she was over with me.. She was right.. Her anger was also justified..
I stormed out of the apartment and just walked away.. Her anger broke me inside and outside.. Was it just her anger or she hated me for my rude behaviour?

The road was empty.. I continued to walk but stopped when I saw her standing at some distance and smiling.. I stared at her.. She opened her arms for me.. I smiled with teary eyes and ran towards her.. I hugged her as tight as I could, and closed my eyes.. I heard some noise.. I opened my eyes and she wasn't there.. I realized I had lost her forever!!
I wiped my tears and looked to my left.. There was a wine shop..

I bought five bottles and went back home.. I rang the doorbell.. She opened it angrily and I stepped inside.. She didn't say anything..
I said- I'm sorry.. I won't interfere in ur personal matters now..
She too apologised to me and asked me to freshen up, the dinner was ready..
I asked her not to interfere in my personal matters and went straight to my room..

SUHANI'S PoV:

There was a packet in his hand.. I didn't question him about it coz I knew he wouldn't answer..
I could understand that he was hurt; but I could also feel something too strange about him.. I was unable to analyse what was that.. I thought to take his dinner to his room..

Edited by NAPSHaJ - 8 years ago

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Posted: 8 years ago

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Guys I've updated this ff at someone's special request (Ssel fans).. Plz do comment whether I should continue or not.. I would be happy if u leave a lil descriptive comments on this epi.. Like u may share which part(s)/ scene(s)/ dialogue(s) u liked the most or something like an analysis of the epi.. Criticisms are also welcome..

Part-5 (Drunk Scene Special):

SUHANI'S PoV:

I was taking food for him when the doorbell rang.. I kept the plate on the table and opened the door.. It was gauri..
She just stepped inside and asked angrily- suhi di, wherez he?
I asked- who??
She said- that baby stealer..
Saying that, she started searching for him.. She entered his room and I went after her.. I was shocked to see the way he was drunk!!

I walked towards him but was taken aback when I saw water being splashed on him.. I turned to see.. It was gauri holding the jug.. Yuv's hair, face and shirt got completely drenched.. Few drops fell on my nightie too..
I asked her- whatz this gauri?
Gauri- di.. U'r asking me?? Tell him to stay away from my bro if he dislikes him so much.. But he has no right to hurt him..
I tried to calm her down and said- ok I'll talk to him, this won't repeat.. For now, u plz leave as u'r too angry..
Gauri demanded yuv's apology to Sam.. I told her that he would apologise next morning.. She wished me goodnight and left.. I closed the door..

I took a towel and went to his room.. He had already finished a bottle and was about to open another when I took it and kept it a lil away.. I knew the impact of drinking on him very well!!
He got up from the chair and said- give me my bottle..
I refused..
He walked two steps clumsily and was about to fall when I held him.. Our eyes met.. Tears were flowing down from his eyes.. I could see the same pain in his eyes too which were there in mine.. The way he was looking at me was carrying me away.. I made him sit on the bed.. I sat beside him and slowly moved my hand forward to wipe his tears.. But I stopped myself when I recalled him telling me not to interfere in his personal matters..
I wiped his hair and face with the towel.. He was busy staring at me.. I was feeling ackward.. I asked him to change his shirt else he would catch cold.. He looked at his shirt, started unbuttoning it and asked me how did it get wet..
I said to myself- oh God.. He doesn't remember anything when hez drunk..
I walked towards his wardrobe to get another shirt for him.. I took out a shirt and my eyes fell on the sweater which I had gifted him.. I touched it and recalled the moment.. My eyes were filled with tears..

As I turned around, I found him standing in front of my eyes.. He had already took his shirt off and his T-shirt was also wet to some extent..
I looked away and said- yu...yuvraj...take this..
He took the shirt, and dropped it down.. He walked a step more closer to me.. I had no way to leave.. Yuvraj was standing in front of me, wardrobe was behind me and its doors to my left and right..

He slowly forwarded his hand and wiped my tears.. He looked at me and shook his head (meaning no)..
I nodded.. He walked one more step closer to me.. Now I couldn't move even an inch.. He grabbed me by my waist.. We looked deep into each others' eyes..

('Aise na mujhe' starts playing in bgm)

(Tere saamne aa jaane se
Ye dil mera dhadka hai
Ye ghalti nahi hai teri
Kusoor nazar ka hai) x2
Jis baat ka tujhko darr hai
Wo karke dikha doonga...

He closed his eyes and slowly captured my lips in his own.. The moment his lips touched mine, I too closed my eyes.. I couldn't understand anything and my brains stopped working.. We had an intense lip-lock.. He consumed every bit of it.. I ran my fingers through his hair.. We continued for a few minutes..

(Aise na mujhe tum dekho
Seene se laga loonga
Tumko main chura loonga tumse
Dil mein chhupa loonga) x2

Suddenly it started thundering and the lights went off.. I got scared of the darkness and hugged him tight.. He hugged me back.. I felt so safe when he embraced me in his arms.. I realised I had placed my face on his chest.. But I didn't budge.. My mind asked me to leave from there, while my heart told me that nothing was right or wrong; it will happen if its meant to..
As always when it was about yuvraj, I followed my heart!!

(Tumse pehle, tumsa koi
Humne nahi dekha) x2
Tumhe dekhte hi mar jaayenge
Yeh nahi tha socha

(Baahon mein teri meri
Yeh raat thehar jaaye
Tujhme hi kahin pe meri
Subah bhi guzar jaaye) x2
Jis baat ka tujhko darr hai
Woh kar ke dikha doonga
(Aise na mujhe tum dekho
Seene se laga loonga
Tumko main chura loonga tumse
Dil mein chhupa loonga) x2

I broke the hug and looked into his eyes.. He turned me around, and slowly moved my hair to one side.. I closed my eyes.. He touched my bare back above the nightie and kissed it softly.. Our heartbeats increased..
Suddenly the light came.. I got back to my senses and moved an inch away.. I was kinda nervous.. I interwined the fingers of my right hand with those of my left hand, and looked here and there.. He was busy admiring me.. I moved him aside and walked away..

I slammed the door of my room and stepped inside.. Yuvaan was asleep.. Only the table lamp was on.. I sat on the edge of the bed and clenched my fists on the bedsheet.. I was breathing heavily..
I thought- its wrong.. Yuv doesn't love me.. It will be wrong.. Moreover, he won't remember anything that happened a few mins ago..

The chain of my thoughts broke when I heard his footsteps.. I looked towards the door.. He was standing shirtless.. I got up from the bed..
I turned around and asked with hesitation- yuvrajj.. U didn't change? I told u to...
I stopped as I felt his hands around my waist from behind..

I freed myself from his hold and walked a few steps away.. He was drunk but I wasn't.. He couldn't differentiate between right and wrong that time, but I could.. I had to stop him, and myself too..
He walked towards me and said- why do u want to leave me again? Tell me.. Earlier u used to hang around me 24*7 to gain my attention.. And now u'r ignoring me.. Do u want me to hang around u now? Then fine, I'll do it.. But I won't let u go anywhere..

I couldn't resist after hearing all that.. I was into tears.. He loved me and wanted me.. That was too much for me to handle for the night.. I wanted to surrender myself to him!!

(Dil mein jaage jazbaaton ko
Humne nahi roka) x2
Teri ore badhe kadmo ko bhi
Humne nahi toka

(Tere saath bechaini ko bhi
Aaram sa milta hai
Doob ke tujhme hi toh
Dil ye sambhalta hai) x2
Jis baat ka tujhko darr hai
Wo kar ke dikha doonga
(Aise na mujhe tum dekho
Seene se laga loonga
Tumko main chura loonga tumse
Dil mein chupa loonga) x2
Dil mein chhupa loonga
Dil mein chhupa loonga

I cupped his face and said- no.. I won't leave u again.. I love u yuvraj.. I love u..
He held my hands and responded softly- I love u too!!

I couldn't believe if I heard it right.. For the first time ever, he responded to my "I love u"..
He smiled slightly.. I too smiled.. I gently kissed his chest and hugged him tight..
He made me sit on the edge of the bed, and sat beside me.. He slowly moved my hair behind my ear.. I looked down as I felt shy.. He made me look into his eyes.. We had an eye-lock for a few secs.. Then he wrapped my back in his arms and kissed my neck.. I started to lose control over myself and wanted to let it happen.. I wanted him.. He was the need of the hour.. I ran my fingers on his bare back and arms.. I was drowning in him.. We slowly laid down.. He was on top of me.. He lowered my nightie from my left shoulder and kissed there too.. I extended my hand towards the lamp and turned it off!!

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swetha10

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Posted: 8 years ago

#14

Wonderful!!!

nice FF.. luved the story...

awww jealous yuvi was really cute..

hope he remembers his confession..

continue soon

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annoo89

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Posted: 8 years ago

#15

Love it just love... Atleast someone who kept yuvani alive...Grt work

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Napsha J

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Posted: 8 years ago

#16

thanks swetha and annoo.. 😊 😊

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Napsha J

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Posted: 8 years ago

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Part-6:

SUHANI'S PoV:

At the park...
I was waiting for him crossing my arms.. I needed to clear the mess going on in my mind.. Suddenly I heard his voice from behind..
Yuv- suhani...
I looked on, but didn't turn around towards him..
He continued- I need to talk to u about... Yesterday night... Whatever happened...

I looked on nervously and thought- does he remember everything? What would he say next?
I asked him- so u remember everything?
He replied- I know everything..
I turned around to face him and asked- what do u want to say then?
He said looking sideways- suhani.. Plz don't avoid me like this.. It was a mistake.. I'm feeling guilty about it.. I don't know how it happened.. I didn't want to betray u.. I'm sorry..

His words shattered me!!
I didn't know what to say.. I turned around when I felt I couldn't control my tears anymore..
He said- plz say something..
I said- I've nothing to say now.. its all over yuvraj.. Its over..
Yuv- if u want, u can punish me, I'm ready for that..
I wiped my tears silently and replied- who am I to punish u? I'm nobody for u..
Saying that, I left from there..

I kept walking on the road.. His words echoed in my mind.. The glimpses of previous night appeared in front of my eyes.. I recalled whatever he said while he was drunk..
I thought- Yesterday he was drunk so I doubted his words.. But today he wasn't drunk.. He cleared everything.. He still loves soumya!!

*****FLASHBACK*****

A few secs after I turned off the lamp, he whispered into my ear- I left her for u.. Plz don't ever leave me..
I became thoughtful about it after a few secs.. Whom was he talking about?? He didn't leave anybody for me..
I asked him in a very low voice- yuvraj.. Whom did u leave?
He replied- suhani!!

My eyes were left wide open.. He stopped kissing.. His face was still buried into my neck.. Probably he fell asleep, but I wasn't sure..
I realised I was wrong.. I was going to get intimate with a man who didn't love me.. I had to stop it then and there.. I made him lay on the other side of the bed and covered him with the blanket.. I got up from the bed and walked out of the room.. I was shattered.. I broke into tears..

I covered my mouth with my hand and asked myself- how could I do that? Inspite of knowing he loves soumya, how could I fall so low? Not only today, but even that day he was seeing soumya in me when... I don't think he will remember anything, so I should ask him indirectly in the morning.. I need to know what's on his mind!!

I went out and sat on the staircase.. It seemed the next morning would decide my fate.. I cried.. Suddenly gauri came and asked me the matter.. I lied that I was missing my parents.. She hugged me, cheered me up and left for the night party..

*****FB ENDS*****

I fell on my knees, cried to the extreme and said- its not yet over yuvraj.. Its not over!!

YUVRAJ'S PoV:

I was still standing there.. I tried to recall things, but all I could remember was the morning scene..

*****FLASHBACK*****

I was having severe headache.. I touched my forehead and somehow managed to open my eyes.. I was completely shocked to see myself shirtless, in suhani's room, and that too on her bed!!
I asked myself- what am I doing here? I was in my room.. What happened yesterday night?? Did anything happen between suhani and me??

I immediately got up from there and looked around for my shirt, but couldn't find it.. My eyes fell on the mirror where I saw lipstick mark on my chest.. I was taken aback!!

I went to my room, and found the beer bottles on the table, and my shirt as well as T-shirt lying on the floor.. I couldn't understand anything.. I needed to find out what happened.. I looked at the clock.. It was 9.30 am..

I called suhani again and again but she didn't pick up the call.. I thought she must have left yuvaan at Sam's place and went for work.. I stepped out of the flat.. As I walked downstairs, I collided with gauri who was going upstairs..
I said sorry to her..
Gauri- for what u did now or for what u did yesterday?
I asked- what happened yesterday?
She replied- I guess u don't remember anything about yesterday night as u were drunk.. I came to meet u and... Well, I don't wana talk to u about it.. I know u will say it was a mistake and all.. U apologise to Sammy bro and don't ever do that again..
Saying that, she left..
I was shocked by her words.. Did she mean that she was with me last night??
I covered my mouth with my hands.. How could I do that? And suhani? Wherez she?

I walked two steps down, and stopped when I heard Sam talking to gauri..
Sam- gauri.. Is suhani alright after whatever happened last night?
Gauri- yes..
Sam- fine.. And by the way, listen to me.. From next time if u spend whole night out, I won't spare u..
She nodded and left..

I froze and thought- Suhani saw me with gauri.. Oh no.. I need to talk to her right now..
Just then, sambhav walked down and fumed seeing me.. I looked at him and he left..
I called suhani again, but she didn't respond.. I messaged her on whatsapp to meet me at a nearby park within 15 mins.. She had read the msg but didn't reply.. Still I knew she would come..

*****FB ENDS*****

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At the party venue..
Guests begin to arrive.. They congratulate rohan for completion of 10 successful years..

YUVRAJ'S PoV:

I was in no mood to attend any party that time.. But still I went there, just coz she would be there.. Rohan introduced me to his wife.. I looked around but suhani couldn't be seen..
I hesitated but asked him about his 'farmhouse dialogue'.. He told me that on his wife's last birthday, he had planned a surprise party with suhani for her in their farmhouse, and the trio had spent the entire night there..
Seeing them, I could say that they were a wonderful couple.. My opinion about rohan was wrong.. I wished if I could also make one with suhani.. Just then, my eyes fell on gauri who just entered.. She stared at me.. I looked away and asked rohan about her.. He said sambhav and gauri are his nice friends so..

I thought- it means sambhav will also come?? O God.. Plz let him come with his wife or at least his fiancee..
And my wish got fulfilled but against me.. He entered with suhani!!
She was wearing a red suit..
Sambhav looked very happy.. Suhani had a smile on her face; it was fake and I knew it!!

Gauri said pointing towards them- look.. The wonderful couple is there..
It pinched me.. They walked towards us.. Suhani talked to rohan and all.. They complimented her..
Rohan's wife asked her why didn't she wear that red saree..
Sam- actually, the saree was kept on her bed and by mistake I spilled coffee on it, that's why..
I fumed and said- couldn't u have it without spilling?
Suhani defended him and said- when I don't have any problem then why are u shouting?
We looked at each other angrily and I left from there..

SUHANI'S PoV:

Rohan sir asked me what was that.. Sam told them about our relation.. I told that I didn't wana talk about it..
He gave a speech and asked the guests to enjoy the party..

Sambhav interrupted and said- I wana say something.. Something special.. To someone special..
Saying that, he approached towards me..

YUVRAJ'S PoV:

I said to myself- My opinion about this man was right.. He had an eye on my wife and now he wants to propose her.. I'm sure she will immediately reject it without a second thought..
I smirked..

Sam knelt down in front of suhani, held her hand and asked- will u marry me?

SUHANI'S PoV:

I was shocked!!
He had proposed me four months ago and I already said no.. Then why did he do that again??
The trance of my thoughts broke when gauri hugged me from behind and said- suhi di, plz don't say no.. We love u a lot and want to stay with u forever..

Gauri was very happy..
I too faked a slight smile and said- I love u too gauri..
Sam asked- and what about me?
I said- I wana talk to u.. Can u come with me?
He nodded.. Gauri wished him all the best..

I asked him- what's this sam?
Sam- suhi I know u don't love me.. Till now I was quiet coz I thought when u will meet ur husband, both of u will be together..

YUVRAJ'S PoV:

How could suhani react like that? Why didn't she tell him 'no' directly? I had to talk to her..
I went to her..

But stopped when I heard him saying- but now I really feel that yuvraj birla doesn't deserve u..
I fumed and clenched my fists..
He held her hand and said- give me a chance suhani.. I know u don't love me, but I'll make sure that smile will never leave ur face..

I couldn't control my anger and bashed hard on his face.. He fell down.. Suhani asked me to stop but I didn't.. I beated him, and then she stopped me by pushing me.. I looked on.. I didn't expect that from her..
She helped sam to get up and asked- are u ok?
He nodded..
She gave me an angry look.. I looked away..
She held my hand and dragged me to a room upstairs..

Su- what the hell is wrong with u?
Me- u tell me suhani.. Why didn't u reject his proposal straightaway?
Su- oh.. So that really affected u?? I didn't know..
I grabbed her arms and said- of course it affects me suhani.. Coz I...

SUHANI'S PoV:

I thought- did he really wana say that which I always wanted to hear from him?
I was almost into tears..
He said leaving my arns- look suhani.. Hez not a nice guy.. He will ruin ur life.. Moreover, u don't love him..
I asked looking into his eyes- then why did u marry me unwillingly?
He looked at me but not into my eyes.. He was speechless..
I continued- at least I made it clear to him that I don't love him.. But u.. Let it go..

Tears started to roll down his eyes.. And mine too.. I turned to leave..
He held my hand and pulled me closer to him.. We looked deep into each others' eyes..
He asked in a very heavy and painful voice- u are still as stubborn as u were a year ago..
I replied- even u didn't change yuvraj birla..
Yuv- just for that one night's mistake, u wana punish me?
I freed myself from his hold..
He continued- u tell me suhani.. If a man is drunk, and a woman doesn't stop him inspite of being in her senses, who is at fault?

I was shocked at his question!!
His words shattered me..
I replied in a very low voice- u are right.. It wasn't ur fault.. It was that woman's fault, my fault!!

YUVRAJ'S PoV:

My eyes were left wide open.. I was totally shocked!!
I uttered her name in a very low voice..
She continued pointing finger towards me- I should have slapped u hard on ur face and brought u to ur senses, instead of allowing u to come closer to me.. So I'm extremely sorry.. Plz forgive me..

Saying that, she left..
I said- suhani.. Listen to me..
But she didn't stop.. I fell on my knees and cried.. I recalled saying it was a mistake and all.. I wiped my tears.. I thought I must tell her why I called it a mistake.. I went downstairs..

We had an eye-contact..
I walked towards her, but stopped when she said in front of all- sam, u were waiting for my reply, right?
Sam- I know suhi, u won't say no..
Su- I'm sorry but I can't marry u.. I can't live with the guilt of ruining ur life.. U deserve someone who would love u.. And I can never be that someone!!

I took a sigh of relief!!