suhani and aman ff- New Beginnings-part 3 page 4 - Page 2

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A great read! 😃😃😃 Loved Suhani and Aman's bond. Another plus- Yuvraj stalking Suhani, hehe. Serves him right. Aman seems to be the right person to bring her out of her slump. I hope Suhani accepts his hand of friendship!

Loved it, Sandi! Please write an FF where Aman-Suhani grow closer as Yuvraj stews in jealousy.

amazing. aman and suhani should be the lead pair.

tfs. and superb, excellent, wondarfu post. i have no word for this post. but one thing i didn't understand who is aman its new guy entry.

Originally posted by: patilshree

tfs. and superb, excellent, wondarfu post. i have no word for this post. but one thing i didn't understand who is aman its new guy entry.

Patil Aman is yuvraj fav painter remem a few weeks back they showed yuvani and snaky going to an art show he was the painter there

Originally posted by: patilshree

tfs. and superb, excellent, wondarfu post. i have no word for this post. but one thing i didn't understand who is aman its new guy entry.

Aman is a painter. His thought actually match with Su. He was shown only in one episode. Suhani like his painting.

Originally posted by: sandiab

Patil Aman is yuvraj fav painter remem a few weeks back they showed yuvani and snaky going to an art show he was the painter there

oh yes i remember that . thanks a lot sandiab.

Originally posted by: wayback

Aman is a painter. His thought actually match with Su. He was shown only in one episode. Suhani like his painting.

thanks a lots dear.

Chapter 2

Suhani was in the art gallery foyer and was waiting for Aman she had thought that she would just leave the chain with the manager but he had told her to wait to give it to Aman since he was on his way there. Just then she turned as she heard Aman call her name he smiled at her and she gave him a blank look and went to him and said your chain and sorry for taking so long to give it back but it had broken and I had to get it fixed. He told her it was ok and that she could keep it that it had always been lucky for him and may be it will be for u to. Suhani told him thanks but no thanks I don't believe in luck one makes their own luck and it belongs to u and I don't take things that don't belong to me and left the chain on the table that was near them. As she walked past him he said quietly it's not so easy to hand something back that is broken yes u fixed it externally but what about internally? U took my chain it's very dear to me it was given to me by my mom and there has never been a day that has gone by when I never had it on me until now. Whether u took it of me by mistake or not u still took it and are now giving it back to me u changed how I see it can u fix that?

Suhani didn't know why but his words made her think about Yuvraj and she felt guilty even thought she had never known that he was in love with souyma or the reason why he married her. She had changed the course of his life by being in it, her eyes welled up and she mumbled how do I make it better I didn't mean to take it, it was a mistake I swear I would never have taken u deliberately.

Aman felt bad as he watched the range of emotions cross her face he saw the guilt and regret he had been just joking with her and he wondered what he had said that was wrong. He told her he was just joking and for her not to worry and she told him no tell me what do I need to make everything right? He wanted to assure her that it was fine but as he saw the desperation to correct her actions he knew it was more than the chain and so he touched her arms and smiled and said that all she had to do was spend the day with him and everything would be forgiven. Suhani was confused and embarrassed she didn't know why she got emotional when she was near him. She wanted to say no but considering how she had behaved a few minutes ago she had a weird feeling that he might laugh at her and so said ok.

Suhani was standing outside a room watching Aman she had come herself to the address that Aman had given her he had wanted her to come with him but she had refused to go with him and had come herself. She watched him with his students they where a group of young and old people he was so carefree and happy with them and seemed so content and she didn't know why but she felt jealous of him coz she had once been like him. Carefree and happy and then they had destroyed her with their lies what had hurt her the most was how weak they had thought she was but she wasn't weak but rather their lies had made her weak.

Just then Aman saw her and went to her and smiled and said he was waiting for her and took her hand and brought her inside he introduced her to every1 and got her an easel and some paint. She hadn't wanted to take it and so said she didn't know how to and an old lady said neither do we, we just come for Aman's handsome face and every1 laughed. Aman told her don't lie to her u know u good Jia and went closer to Suhani and whispered that she didn't need to do anything if she didn't want to. Every1 was watching her and she began to feel uncomfortable and so took the easel and went to the back far away from every1.

Aman hadn't wanted to make Suhani uncomfortable and had left her alone but every time he looked at her he saw that she looked uncomfortable and so he went to her. Suhani was surprised when he came and stood behind her he said it's ok Suhani u don't have to do anything a clear canvas just like 1 which has something on it conveys a thousand emotions. Sometimes when I am happy I paint, sometimes not sometimes if I am upset I paint, sometimes not it's all about doing what u feel like doing. For me a paint brush can never lie if I am not in the mood to do something and force myself even though I would paint something perfectly it would be emotionless painting is the truth of my life. And Suhani after this class I have another class they all kids so stay for that 1 as well.

After he left the only words that Suhani could connect with was truth and all she could think about yuvraj and she picked up a color and poured it on the easel and rubbed it all around it almost in a daze. She was so preoccupied that she hadn't even realized that the new class had arrived and they where into their lesson until Aman once again sneaked up on her and she said this is my truth, my beauty she smirked is my darkness. Aman looked at her canvas and it was just black and nothing else and said

People are like stained glass windows.

They sparkle and shine when the sun is out

But when the darkness sets in

Their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within.

He then said sincerely Suhani this is really lovely simply yet striking and before he could finish one of the boys who had been running around bumped into stole and dropped all her colors as well as her painting and all the colors fell onto it. Suhani didn't like that her painting was now colorful but worse this was supposed to be her truth, her darkness and even that was ruined by some1 else and she turned angrily and told the child can't u see where u going, u just ruin everything. Suhani immediately regretted her words as she saw his eyes well up with tears and she said sorry and run out.

Suhani was in a room staring out of a window she was thinking about her encounter with the kid no matter what was going on she had no right to take it out on another person that was just wrong. But it was also a moment she needed she had been wallowing in self pity for so long now that she had stopped seeing what was the truth and she reflected on Aman's quote. 3 people she had the utmost faith in had failed her when things around them got bad, her friend when her life turned bad wanted something she had never had to regain her lost happiness which she thought was money and comfort. And when she tried to find her happiness friendship, love, loyalty never featured in her life. Then there was her dad in his fear for her happiness he had forgotten all his morals, teaching, principles just so that she could have what she wanted as if the person she loved was a toy. And then there was Yuvraj who had learnt to adapt to the situation he was and always tried to do his duty towards her forgetting his pain so that she would never see it, forgetting his love so that she would never see it. Just then a lady came in and told her the papers where ready for her to sign and she smiled for the first time through her tears as she signed them.

Lovely update